Jungkook POV
" Your presence, made her life tainted. "
Even though these words were quite hateful and dithering for my soul as it made me really uncomfortable and i was worthy of these loathed comments, my own family was accusing me, it was not like i was complaining or making it an issue to prove myself innocent.
This timid girl, who was laying on the bed right across me like a broken person, no one can comprehend how a strong, brave and independent woman like her, got so shattered that she took this step.
Yes, the definition of being, strong, brave and independent in my eyes is changed. I used to think being powerful means having the power of taking decisions and money but today my whole existence knows that being powerful is loving, understanding and making the right decision for everyone and it was changed by my wife.
This lifeless, half spirited woman was created by her father, her sister and unfortunately me. We tore apart a pure heart and forced her to take this step which not only made her defeated but made us selfish in her eyes that she decided to die rather than changing her truthful mind.
Seven months. Fucking seven months i tried to hate her , verbally and non verbally i made her realised that she was not of my class, my type but the actuality was, i was not even the dust of the land she walked on.
Even after that i was so conceited of being greater than her, when she was thousands of percent more amazing and gracious person than me, than everyone over here.
Getting hate for being born and being a puppet to her father, then by her sister who was proud that she was better than her and the person Yn told about her love was beyond the grief but she never returned it back.
Shr kept on trying while living like a happy person, she wanted to win us by her goodness while we were busy in degrading and pushing her away.
Now, it doesn't matter how much i want to return back in old time to tell that i started to feel for her because the insults and humiliation i threw at her wasn't anything, everyone can endure.
If i was at her place i would have punched the person and left them forever.
My dad used to tell me not to change my self but i was so blind in my dejection that, i hurt the person who wasn't at fault, who saved my family's dignity at the crucial moment.
She didn't even know me then too she held my hand forever.
There was always a belief shining in her eyes that one day she will make me love her , then we will live happily as all couples do. She was contented that i was there, i was in the room, i was in home, i had eaten, i was not sick but she passed all her tests when after trying and rejected by so many times brutally by me, she allowed me to have a personal space and stopped bickering me even after knowing she would never live without me.
I was never in that love phase but i can feel , it was the most difficult task to do.
Now, I didn't respond to the person as that cunning voice of hana, which was still searching a chance to get me back even in this situation , she was trying to manipulate me. However i didn't turn, nor took a glance of that face.
" Truly, As your father mentioned, she is here only because of you"
She stood next to me, watching Yn through the glass partition, hands wrapped around her chest, eyes stable and face all serious . I sighed looking away from her and started walking towards the chairs.
But she didn't let it happen first she accused me, then she rambled something so vicious that made my blood boil. Her first accusations was correct but this negative statement will neither be approved by me nor Yn.
" Yn was never destined to be your wife"
I swig the wad as my jaw protruding, hand fisted but a sense of my brain which was continuously cursing me to stop on the spot, because if i snapped at her, she will only enjoy this, because she is not aware of love and emotions.
"You were never destined to be her husband "
I heard her footsteps closer to my body, it was already 2 AM so hospital was quiet and this woman was bickering me like i was in the right state of my mind.
Even though i was blamed but i didn't touch Yn in a hurting way, no matter what people think but she knows and only she is important to me. And i surely need to find out who did this to her.
I will kill him with my own hands.
" Look into the past Jungkook, do you and she ever have a happy moment together? The way you kissed her on your holy marriage didn't hold the love for her in your eyes but rage and revenge, the show off you pulled across World was clearly visible.
You both are not meant for each other"
She stood in front of him, speaking all these non senses, but my ears were deaf for her manipulation, i dont need to focus on people like her but on my wife , that's why I was silent , however , now she is desperate to be taught a lesson.
" Your judgement is not important on our relationship, better leave the premises"
She scoffed, rolling her eyes, but who cares, she was like this from the very start, she just want all the attention for her, she need everyone to comment on her things and she is using it today also.
" That's what she said when i asked her to return you to me"
My eyes went all dark and siren, as a frown appeared on my face. Did hana really talked about this to Yn as she tried to seduce me at club when Namjoon hyung saved me?
" What a despicable woman you are , i am glad i didnt marry you"
Her smile dropped hearing my hateful words for her, it was her sensitive point and it needed to be pinched to awake her. I was not an object that she can give and take, plus what Yn did was really appreciable.
" We are made for each other, a contemptible person like you deserves a witch soul not some fairy like Yn "
She gritted her teeth, hate and hurt was definitely visible on her face, but i was standing there like a stone, glaring at her with my red eyes. If she wasn't a girl, i would have shown her, the real place.
" She was stupid to defend you across her own sister, saying all good about you, thinking you are a lord to her who will protect her, while you are just a devil, who not only tainted her life by adding your name with her but also ruined her mentally, physically and spiritually"
She snapped at me, i was thinking she was here to try on me, but no i was wrong, there was sorrow, regret and strange emotions floating in her orbs. She was blaming me today, by proving how naive her sister was to trust me, love me.
" I never hurt her physically "
I muttered looking at the door of her ward. Hana kept on looking at me, as if i say something in another language. She can't believe i was saying the truth because her mother must tell her what she said to her father.
She was about to say something when i looked back at her ward again in which a nurse entered. I walked behind her to see if she got her consciousness as i wanted to say sorry for everything, hope she forgives me but no, she was still not in motion.
" Can i stay here with her? "
I asked, when nurse checked her blood pressure and other equipment before giving her an injection. She was still laying there with no movement but there was a restlessness on her face as if she was having some nightmare.
" Yes, you can"
She answered before walking around, writing something in the files , named by Yn.
I sat beside her bed on the side stool, i kept on looking at her wounded face and it made my heart clench, these wounds were describing the plight she faced at that moment.
I was deeply regretting not picking up her call, maybe i could have saved her but now everything was changed and it was for ever.
There were chances that things would come back to normality but now it got reduced to one percent because if i need this woman back, i have to give my soul to, collect her broken part and assemble it with my blood and tears .
I wanted to hold her hands but I know, even a single touch will burn the bruises on the back of her hand. They were lifeless, they were motionless, i wanted to give her the sense of security but now it was no use.
Because, external injuries will heal with time but her spirit was shattered.
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Next day:
Author POV
" Great to see you awake Mrs. Ahn"
He opened his eyes hearing the voice of the doctor, who was speaking to Yn as her eyes were opened. He immediately sat up excitedly watching her but she was not looking at him or anyone in the room, just at the ceiling, emotionlessly.
The nurse removed her oxygen mask, adjusted her hair but she didn't even flinch at the cause, nor her eye balls move, they were looking like dead.
She was present in this world but her soul was dead the moment her beloved people backed off to help her.
That moment she felt the real hate for her in their heart and now she even hates herself more for giving chance to these people when all they deserve was her loathe.
" Mrs. Ahn, how are you feeling "
Doctor asked again, checking her eyes but she was in no mood to answer anything, her state was clearly visible in front of everyone but they wanted to know what was going on psychologically .
Doctor sighed when she doesn't answer and asked nurse to call therapist for her, as only they can counsel her and can allow her to open up about the event she went through.
After the doctor and nurses left, jungkook slowly held her shoulder to make her feel his presence but she was not responding.
" Yn, i am sorry "
That was the first sentence came out pf his mouth , he was under the burden of his deeds but watching her this vulnerable, he was feeling his heart stabbed wuth daggers.
" Yn, please talk to me"
However she doesn't have any reasons to talk to him still he wants, anyone can call it his audacity but now nothing can keep this woman bounded, she was free from every toxic person of her life.
" Please"
He held her hands, carefully not hurting her but she never tightened her grip on his palm, he was ready for all the torment she give him, he wanted her to talk , to tell him what happened when he knew, he doesn't hold his place in her new life anymore.
This new life of her was a new opportunity to throw away every venomous person .
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" He flew away, sir"
Jimin's eyes snapped at his colleague who just gave him a shocking news as they were keeping eyes on all of his estate then how can he flew away . They don't even have any idea where he went but it was surely to some European country.
From the time jimin got the news about Yn's suicidal attempt, he took her for the medical help by himself as he didn't trust anyone in this sensitive case. In these days he attained all the information about Seoyoon as he was the suspect in his eyes but he didn't find something that can accuse him.
But yesterday, jimin was raged, he send an officer to Jungkook's mansion and office to know about his whereabouts, he got to know that, he was in his office from the morning and the time of this horrible incident he was in the meeting room, showed in the cctv footage.
Now only suspect left was Seoyoon. Jimin, himself went to his office and checked the cctv footage, where he saw Yn entering the academy , left after few hours and at the same time a guard, as well as Seoyoon followed her.
But they have no idea where they went, so his junior gave him an idea to track the mobile phones, but Seoyoon's location wasn't available as it kept ok showing in the academy.
Yn' mobile showed the location in the some 25 km away from the city, where elite people build their illegal mansions and farmhouses, and after that her phone's location was stable.
They immediately left to the location , reaching there jimin found her phone in an broken hut, drops of blood but nothing else which could indicate evidently that Seoyoon was here.
They walked around and found a farmhouse nearest to the location where they found her phone, after researching it was registered under the name of shim chong hoo, father of Seoyoon.
It was clear that Seoyoon was the culprit and everything was evidently proven when they came out with the cctv footage of the near by main road and his farmhouse where they can see, a black car was entering the silent woods and after few minutes a woman coming out a, running away from there, respectively.
Crime was clearesy, evidence was collected now only her statement was important to get him arrested, that's why jimin was here, as he solved the case in the fastest way possible.
But getting the news of Seoyoon disappearing made him feared for Yn again , he already appointed tight security in hospital and jungkook's mansion so that he can't harm her.
" You can go in, sir"
A compounder asked jimin to get inside the ward to take her statement . He was happy watching Yn awake, but it was terrifying to see her beautiful body covered in bruises.
But work was work and being on duty he need to be professional. He didn't glance at jungkook , who was also there as there were so many grudges in his heart too, he already warned about it but jungkook didn't pay any attention .
" Are you feeling better, Yn ? "
He asked as he sit on the stool, Yn nodded her neck, slowly. Jimin licked his lips as he was hesitating but the more early he arrest him, more safe Yn will be. So he needs to do this right away.
" Can you tell me who did this to you? "
Jungkook's eyes were on Yn, they were in the darkest shade, he wants to know, so that he can ruin his generations. Yn didn't avert her gaze but it filled with an strange emotions.
Mixture of impudence , anger and revenge.
" Shim Seoyoon "
Her words were recorded perfectly, those quivering lips couldn't hide the rage of that thin voice, she was barbaric at that moment, being in bed, not able to walk, still her voice can give chills.
Jungkook's jaw protruding, hands fisted in the ball to kill that moron in one punch and Jimin got the affidavit to even encounter him, they both were on there verge to go where Seoyoon was and bury him alive, but right now she needs them,that's what they think, however things were completely opposite.
She doesn't need anyone, she was now her own obscurity and own Glory.
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Author note:
I will be posting late buddies due to my college and assignments, i get really tired, not wanting to do anything, but i will keep on updating when ever i get time.
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