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Yunah's POV
"You are a fucking filthy gay."
"I hate you!"
"I despise you!"
"You're just tiring yourself."
"I wish I never met you."
"No!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
I woke up panting, sweats are dripping down from my forehead. My eyes was glued to the ceiling. The only thing that's making noise right now is this freaking alarm clock beside me.
I annoyingly turned it off and sat at the edge of my bed. I brushed my hair with both of my hands and rested my elbows right above my thighs. I hung my head low as both of my hands rested above my head.
It's been weeks, and it still haunts me even in my dreams. Minju's effect on me is really something. Is this what first love do?
"Ridiculous." I dryly chuckled.
There's nothing that I can do to fix everything. Minju hated me that much, maybe it's time to forget about her. I know it wouldn't be easy, but do I have any choice? I can't make her fall for me knowing that she hated my whole existence.
Fuck that bunny. I haven't done anything to her but she hated me so much. It's not even my fault that her mother turns out to be gay. And I'm not even the reason why her brother died. I understand that she had some painful experience in the past. But, that's not enough to hate every gay that she met. She didn't even value our friendship.
The continuous ringing of my phone pull me away from those deep thoughts that I was having. I picked it up and my eyes grew wide as I saw lots of message coming from my turtle, asking me to go to school already. It's been four days since I stopped attending classes. I needed a break from everything, mostly from Minju.
I also noticed messages from Jeemin, telling how worried she is. She's also whining that I left her alone for days and still owe her a lunch.
"I need to take a bath." I mumbled.
But before I was able to put my phone down, Wonhee's called ID suddenly appeared.
"What does this baby chick want?" I muttered before answering her call.
"Hel-"
"Where the fuck are you?!" Wonhee screamed at the other line. My ears rang because of the loud voice of hers.
"Hey! Do you have plans destroying my ear drums?!" I yelled back. But instead of another yell, I heard Wonhee sniffing.
"A-are you c-crying?" I asked.
"I'm just glad that you're still the same Yunah." She said which made me chuckled a bit.
"Is that Yunah? Give me the phone." I heard Iroha said.
"Hey. How are you Yunah?" Iroha asked with her soft voice.
"I'm fine. I guess." I said, barely whispering.
"Have you got the same dream again?" She asked. Yes, Iroha knew about that. She was with me when it first happened to me.
"Yeah. But I'm starting to get used to it."
"Yah. You need to forget her Yunah."
"I know. I'm trying, believe me."
"I believe you. Anyway, are you going back today?"
"Maybe. I have already missed a lot. I might not able to catch up. I still want to graduate though."
"Iroha, baby! We will be late!" I heard Wonhee screamed.
"Baby? Why are you with Wonhee?"
"I-I, W-we had an s-sleep over!"
"A sleep over? Just the two of you?"
"Y-yeah! What's wrong with that?! Tss. Get your ass up and come to school, idiot!" Iroha said and hung up.
"Why is she so angry?" I said as I stare at my phone. I just shrugged it off and started preparing. I don't want to be late.
I took a quick shower since I only got few minutes left before going to school. I was about to go out when I feel something fury at my foot. I crouched and patted my dog's head. She just look at me with those eyes that reminds of the person who gave it to me.
"Bye Kim." I mumbled. He just barked back and went on his way back to somewhere around the house. I hope he won't ruin the sofa while I'm gone. I also left some dog food on his bowl, so I'm pretty sure he wouldn't end up crashing the kitchen cabinets.
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"Noh Yunah!" Wonhee yelled as she run towards me.
Wonhee gave me a tight hug which almost made me to lose my balance. I quickly held her for support.
"Yah. I miss you too." I said as I patted her back.
"I don't miss you." She said as she lifted up her head and looked at me seriously.
"Then why are you rushing your way towards me? And you even hug me this tight." I said.
"It's because, it's been four days since you're gone! And, it's been four days since you last treated me chickens. I miss you buying those for me. Can you please buy me some later?"
"Yah! Get off!" I said and harshly push Wonhee away. She quickly let go and run behind Iroha when she saw that I was about to smack her.
Our good times was cut off when Minju and Jay walk in front of us. Minju greeted both Iroha and Wonhee. I guess they're already in good terms. I envy them, a lot. I let out a small smile to Minju but she just looked at me with blank face.
"Are you okay?" Iroha asked when she saw what happened.
"I will be." I said and smiled timidly.
Iroha was about to talk again but we were interrupted when someone hug me from behind that made me startled. Shock is also evident at Iroha's face so as Wonhee.
"I missed you cutie!" Jeemin said brightly when I turned around to look at her.
"I missed you too. How are you?" I asked. I saw a tint of blush in her cheeks which made me smile a bit.
"I'm not fine. You left me for four days! I haven't someone who talk to. And you still owe me a lunch!" She replied and cross her arms and pouted. I lowered down a bit to match the level of her face, I patted her head and smiled which caused the blush on her cheeks grew redder.
"I'm sorry. I promise to buy you a lunch today."
"Wait, I have a better idea!" She said which made me nervous. Why am I feeling that the idea of hers will be a disaster?
"You'll be my date tonight for Minju's birthday! No excuses okay?" She said and stole a kiss from my cheeks before dashing away, leaving me dumbfounded.
"Oh, what was that huh?" Wonhee said teasingly and wrapped her arms around my shoulder.
"So you'll be coming tonight?" Iroha said and wiggled her eyebrows knowingly. I let out a deep sigh first before answering.
"Where is it will be held anyway?" I asked.
"Jay's Bar. Oh, and wear something classy okay?" Iroha said and winked at me and walk awa
"I guess you should really try dating Jeemin." Wonhee said before following Iroha.
Should I?
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Third Person's POV
Yunah took a one last glance at the mirror before heading her way out. She fix up her suit together with her hair. She was hoping that her get up won't be too much. Iroha said to wear something classy, and this is what classy looks like to Yunah. A black suit with white polo inside.
Her eyes was caught by a shining thing that was resting quietly at the corner of her desk. She picked it up and smiled sadly. It was the necklace that she gave Minju for her birthday.
"Happy Birthday MinMin." She whispered as she caressed the necklace with her thumb. She decided to put it back to where she got it and stare herself at the mirror.
"You can do this." She encouraged herself and left her house.
Yunah drove to the address which Jeemin gave to her earlier. When Jeemin heard a certain sound of a car, she quickly went outside to meet her date. Jeemin gave her own cute smile towards Yunah which made Yunah smiled to. She was wearing black off shoulder dress that matches Yunah's outfit.
"That smile reminds me of her." Yunah thought. She quickly shook her thoughts away and focused her attention to her date that's standing right in front of her.
"You look great." Yunah complimented the girl which made her a blushing mess.
"T-thanks." Jeemin said while smiling shyly and put a few strands at the back of her ear.
"Shall we?" Yunah asked and opened the door of the passenger seat for Jeemin.
Jeemin and Yunah saw arrived at the bar at the same time as the Wonhee and Iroah did. Iroha is wearing a black ruffled dress that compliments her blonde hair. While Wonhee was wearing a black turtleneck together with a black pants and a black boots. Her blue jacket really suits her outfit.
"Wow. You look great Noh Yunah! So that what classy means to you huh." Wonhee said as she scanned Yunah from head to toe.
"Hey. Yunah is enough. Stop calling me by my full name." Yunah said and rolled her eyes which earned giggles from both of the ladies beside them.
"This bar looks very classy." Iroha said.
"Yeah. This is the most famous bar here in Seoul. The top most floor was only for VIPs but Jay cleared the whole floor just for tonight." Jeemin said.
"The things that you do for love!" Heeseung said as he suddenly appeared out of nowhere. He's wearing a white polo and a gray trousers partnered with a white sneakers.
"Oh, are you somewhat together? I thought you're into Minju?" Heeseung pointed out Jeemin and Yunah. Jeemin was surprised a bit on what she heard while Yunah glared at the man in front of her.
Yunah was about to answer back but a man suddenly approached them and led them towards the venue. All of them was in awe when they saw how great the place is. But Yunah's attention was not on the place. Her eyes were glued at the celebrant who is wearing a black fitted dress that shows her curves.
Minju walked towards them wearing a genuine smile. All of them greeted the celebrant except Yunah who was still dumbfounded. Minju's smile slowly faltered when her eyes darted to the brunette. Seeing Yunah in a suit made her feel something abnormal right on her tummy but she chose to shrugged it off.
The party has started and seeing Minju and Jay clingy to each other sends numerous pain straight onto Yunah's heart. She tried to focus her attention to the girl beside her but she's having a hard time not to stare at Minju when she's wearing something like that.
Minju stood up and that didn't escape from Yunah's eye. Yunah excuse herself to follow Minju. She knew that she needs to avoid Minju so that she would be able to forget what she's feeling but there's something inside her that still wants to talk to the feline.
Yunah fasten up her pace to catch up to Minju. When she finally did, she quickly held her wrist. Minju flinched a little when she felt Yunah's grip. Her eyebrows instantly furrowed and the brightness in her face turned into a cold one.
"What?" Minju asked coldly. Yunah was taken aback with Minju's stern voice. She slowly let go of Minju's wrist. Her mind clouded that made her forget what she was about to say.
"H-Happy B-birthday." Yunah muttered softly. Minju felt how vulnerable Yunah is which made her walls weaken a bit.
"Thank you." Minju softly said and walk away from the latter.
Yunah let out a defeated sigh and watch as the feline's figure slowly disappeared. When her eyes was not able to see Minju, Yunah went get some drink.
"What's your poison, handsome?" The bartender asked her in a flirty way.
"Whiskey, on the rocks." Yunah replied blankly.
The bartender gave Yunah her drink and a napkin where her number was written. Yunah just took the glass of whiskey and ignored the napkin. She earn a scoffed coming from the bartender but she didn't pay attention.
Yunah went to the balcony which she saw when they arrived here. The cool breeze made her feel somewhat relaxed. She took something out of her pocket, it was a box of cigarette. It's been a while since she last smoked. Yeonjun was the only one who knew this vice of her not even her parents or her grandfather knew about this thing. It only stopped when they moved here in Seoul. She don't know why but her whole system somewhat forget about it.
"One wouldn't be bad." Yunah said and took a stick of cigarette. She lit it up and put it between her lips. The first inhale made her satisfied, it was indeed her stress reliever. She took a sip of her whiskey and enjoy her alone time. The faint music coming inside was the only one can be heard in that balcony.
Jeemin noticed that it's been minutes since Yunah went somewhere. Minju wasn't on her seat yet, so she decided to look for her date. She was looking everywhere for Yunah but there was no trace of her. Her eyes darted towards the balcony and there she saw the person that she's been looking for the whole time.
Jeemin took a few minutes to stare at Yunah. She was leaning at the veranda while holding a whiskey on her right hand. She was surprised when she saw Yunah lit up a cigarette. Jeemin admitted that Yunah was cooler in that way.
"I've been looking for you." Jeemin said which caught the attention of the brunette. Yunah smiled and motioned Jeemin to go beside her.
"I didn't know you smoke." Jeemin started.
"No one does. Except Yeonjun."
"Yeonjun?"
"My childhood friend."
"Oh. Why are you here?"
"It's too crowded inside and I can't stand the noise."
Both of them giggled softly. Silence fill the atmosphere between them. Jeemin scanned Yunah's feature and the sadness in her eyes was evident.
"It's about Minju, right?" Jeemin broke the ice. Yunah looked at Jeemin with wide eyes.
"H-how-"
"I can see it in your eyes. The pain. The sadness. You're in love with her right?"
"Yeah. But the feeling isn't mutual." Yunah said and smiled sadly.
"Why don't you forget her? There are still many girls out there dying for your attention."
"It's not that easy."
"Then let me help you." Jeemin blurted which made Yunah face her.
"What? I don't want to use you just to forget Minju. I don't want to hurt your feelings Jeemin." Yunah's voice showed her concern to the girl which made Jeemin's heart skipped a beat. She leaned closer to the brunette and cupped her face.
"It's okay Yunah, I insist. I help you forget her. Just let me." Jeemin said.
Yunah was about to protest but Jeemin claimed her lips making her not knowing what to do. Wonhee's voice suddenly echoed in back of her mind telling that she should try dating this girl.
Yunah put down the whiskey and threw her cigarette and place her hands on Jeemin's waist. She pulled the latter closer and deepen their kiss. Jeemin was clearly surprised when she felt that Yunah was responding to her kisses but she quickly recovered and melted into Yunah's warmth. Her hands that are cupping Yunah's face earlier were now wrapped around her nape.
"Maybe I should really try. Maybe Jeemin can really help me." Yunah thought.
Little did they know, a pair of eyes was watching them from afar.
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