Mujhko mujhme jagah nahi milti,
tu hone laga hai kuch iss qadar maujood mujhme.
NOOR
" Leave your husband, you shouldn't live with him."
The man who said this to me was pulling me towards him and away from my husband, which I didn't like a bit. I will not go anywhere leaving him.
" Chor dein hume, hume humare shauhar ke pass jana hai, haath chorein humara " I tried to snatch my hand from that man's grip.
I ....I am so scared. I don't want to leave him but just the thought of not seeing him again is enough to make me so restless.
That man started laughing seeing my condition and started taking me somewhere with him.
No, no, I won't go anywhere. My...my husband is waiting for me.
And then suddenly I saw my husband standing away from me. I smiled seeing him and tried again to pull my hand from his grip and run towards him, but that man's grip is so strong.
He is just laughing and taking me somewhere.
" Please leave me. Please. I can't live without my husband. My place is beside him, not anywhere else. Let me go, please"
That evil man continued his sinister laugh, and my tears started flowing and I looked at my husband who is just standing at his place opening his arms.
Anyhow after struggling, I got successful in pulling my hand from that man's grip and pushed him harder on the floor. I immediately started running towards my husband with a smile on my face. But as I was about to reach near him, he suddenly vanished in air.
No, no, no. I want him right now. I want my husband.
And I got so scared so much that I shouted " Arjunnnnnn"
I woke up from my sleep and looked here and there to look for him, but he wasn't in the room.
Where...is he?
I quickly got up from the bed and searched for him again in the room. That...... was ju.... just a dream Noori.
He .... promised you, he won't.... go anywhere. He won't ......leave you.
My tears started flowing at the thought of my dream becoming true. Please God, don't make my dream true.
I was about to go out of the room to look for him, but I heard the sound of water from the bathroom.
I stopped and quickly move towards the bathroom and knocked on it hurriedly.
I just want to see him.
" Darwaza kholein please " I shouted, and my hands are shivering from the fear of ...... not seeing him again.
[ Open the door please]
The door of the bathroom gets unlocked from the other side and he opened the door. As soon as I saw him, I don't know what got into me, but I jumped into his arms and hugged him tightly.
" Noor, sambhal ke " because of my jump he took two steps back, but still wrapped his arms around my back and didn't let both of us fall.
[ Careful, Noor]
I tighten my hold around his neck and hide my face there for the comfort. I cannot find that warmth and peace anywhere in this world which I find in his arms.
I closed my eyes tightly and placed a kiss on his neck while thanking God for not making my dream true.
" Noor" he called me, and his voice was so soft and gentle.
" Hum naraz hain aapse " I mumbled against his neck. He continues gently rubbing his hand behind my back.
[ I am angry from you]
" I am sorry my baby but what happened " my heart beats are coming back to normal by listening his voice and knowing that he is here with me.
That dream shook me, it was so horrible.
I shook my head for not forgiving him " Aap hume akela chor ke kyun aaye. Humne aapse bola tha ki hume saath le chalein jahan bhi jaayein."
[ Why did you come leaving me alone. I told you take me anywhere you go]
He pulled me more into him and I adjusted my hand around his neck and hugged him in a better way. He placed a kiss on my hair and spoke
" Baby, I just came for a bath, and I thought yo......."
" Toh hume bhi le aate" I told him and continued " I told you to take me wherever you go, and you broke your promise "
[ Then you should have bring me also]
He chuckled listening to me and again pressed a kiss on my hair. " Noor, I am so sorry. Please forgive me. From next time, I will take you wherever I go, okay"
I nodded my head against his neck and again pressed a kiss there again.
" Noor " he took a pause and continued " Look at me "
I shook my head and mumbled " No, I won't. You will send me away from you "
As I was speaking my lips were touching his neck and I don't know from where I gathered this courage of hugging him like this. I never knew I'll get so scared upon the thought of losing him.
What is happening to me? Why am I having a different feeling in all over my body. Like...like if I go away from him, I won't be able to live.
" Main kahin nahi bhej raha hoon tumhe. Yahin ho tum mere pass. Now, please look at me " he said to me while gently rubbing my hair.
[ I am not sending you anywhere. You are here with me]
Reluctantly, I pulled back a little but didn't leave him and looked at him.
He smiled while looking at me and that smile is so contradictory to the one who just beat that vile person outside.
He fought for me.....again.
And he trusted me. He didn't even ask a single question.
He cupped my cheeks and kissed my forehead " See, you hugged me without even looking and now all of your clothes are wet "
" I....I don't care " I told him clearly.
He smiled and cupped my cheeks with his wet hands " Okay. But baby, you need to change your clothes and till then I will just finish my bath. Just wait outside for few minutes and.........."
"No, I am not going anywhere. You..... continue your bath. But I am standing here, I promise, I won't look "
His lips parted and he looked at me silently. Maybe he is shocked, but I don't care. I am scared to go away from him.
" Noor " as he said and leaned closer to me, a drop of water fell on my lips from his hair. His gaze dropped to my lips and at that moment I pulled my lower lip in my mouth and sucked it.
His throat bobbed up and down and his haze remain stuck at my lips. Then he closed his eyes and said " Noor, I ........"
He was saying something, but my gaze was fixed somewhere else. At his chest and all those droplets which were glistening there.
I gulped heavily and I feel like ...... like I am thirsty. For those drops of waters which are on his chest.
Should I tell him what I am feeling?
The feeling inside me increased when I followed the motion of one drop moving from his chest to his stomach and then going lower and lower and then disappeared inside his towel which was wrapped around his lower body.
I bite my lips and gulped- Oh God, I am feeling so many things inside me. But the most prominent among them is fear and the craving....of something.
I want to kiss his chest.
My eyes widened upon my sudden thought, and I folded my palms into fist to control myself.
Why am I feeling like this and why I want to kis.... kiss his chest.
Are husbands and wife allowed to....to kiss each other on chest.
I looked at him and he was looking at me with shock evident on his face.
" Hum...." I gulped and stood closer to him and with lot of courage, I said " Hum ..... I don't know why but I want to .... kiss you ......"
"Noor, we should no...."
"On your .... chest " I finally said by closing my eyes and when no reply came from him, I opened my eyes and looked at him.
He closed his eyes and moved his fingers in his hair and some droplets fell on my face from his hair.
" Is this......wrong?" I asked him when he looked like he is in shock.
He opened his eyes and said " It's not wrong but Noor are you sur----"
When he said it's not wrong, my mind didn't process anything after that. I just stood closest to him and placed my hands on his chest and felt it under my palms.
It's cold, wet and .....hard.
I never felt such kind of thing inside me before. It's weird I want to touch him and ...kiss him.
I moved my hands on his chest slowly and looked at him. " Can I......I tell you something?"
His gulped up and down and just nodded his head slightly.
Tell him, Noor. He told you there should be no secret between husband and wife, and I already saw what happened when I hide something from him.
The result was not good.
" I ..... I am feeling plea.... pleasure by touching your chest. Is this also right?"
" Yes, Noor but ----"
I bring back my eyes at his chest and kissed him there. I don't know why but I wanted to do it.
" Ohh, baby. I ----" he said something, but I didn't listen.
Just after removing my lips from there, I placed them at another place on his chest and kissed it.
I am feeling so much warmness on my face as I am shy, so, so shy but still I don't want to stop.
I moved a little lower and kissed it. My lips are also wet because of kissing his chest. My hands were mindlessly roaming on his chest and kissing every corner of it. I don't want to stop.
After seeing that horrible dream, I don't even want to stand away from him, not even for a second.
I was so lost in kissing his chest and taking those small drops of water in my mouth that I didn't notice when his hand came behind my head and grip my hair. With the flow, I moved towards his stomach and didn't get to know when I bend down a little.
I looked from there to his face and his face was leaning backwards and his eyes were closed. I bite my lips and close my legs upon feeling the wetness there.
I kissed him on his stomach and felt his hard muscles there. It's stiff, mine is not like this. Mine is soft.
I placed the kiss at another place of his stomach and moved my hands lower and I got lost in kissing him that didn't recognize when my hands reached his towel. His hands immediately came on mine and stopped me from going further.
" Noor, stop" we both looked at each other and suddenly he picked me up by one hand and it happened so fast that I didn't get to know anything.
I gasped and before I could ask him anything, he closed the bathroom door behind me and pinned my back to the door. And the next moment, his tongue entered in my mouth, and he started eating me.
I can feel him doing that because usually he kisses me softly and gently but now, he is kissing me fast and .......rough.
But like every time, I surrendered myself to him because the person who is kissing me like this is my husband and I trust him the most. I just know that whatever he does has to be correct.
The way he is kissing me feels like he doesn't want to leave any place of my mouth, like I didn't want to of his chest. His tongue is roaming inside my mouth, and I was losing myself in his touch, in his kiss.
It just makes me forget everything. Every bad thing of this world and I don't fear anything when he is with me except the thought of .......losing him.
Automatically, my eyes shut, and I submit myself to him, his kiss and his touch. Suddenly, a sound came from his mouth, and he cupped my cheeks and locked his mouth with mine and continue sucking my lips.
My hands roam at his chest and his back freely without any restraint from my mind as I have already lost myself to him. He pulled my bottom lip and flicked my upper one with the tip of his tongue and again entered his tongue inside my mouth.
Now, I can feel what a proper kiss is. Once he told me that he will show me.
He pressed his tongue against mine and rolled it around mine and I just stood there letting him do whatever he wants to. As I know, I have definitely lost my something to him today when he shouted in front of everyone.
Pyaar hai vo mera, meri mohabbat hai. Sirf ek ladki nahi hai vo, mera vajood hai vo, main pyaar karta hoon usse.
[ She is my love. She is not just a girl, she is my identity. I love her]
And this is just the starting of losing myself. Because I am his, I don't know myself anymore except that. He can ask me to die, and I will die happily, for him.
Today, he won. Now, I can never think of winning in front of him, he clearly wins.
I don't know when my tears start flowing out of my eyes but when I felt him licking my cheek that's when I realized that my tears were flowing.
" Baby, do you want to me die today"
I shook my head quickly and was about to wipe my tears, but he held my hands.
" Your Arjun is here, it's my duty to wipe them " he said and again leaned to lick my tears from both cheeks. I closed my eyes and moved my hands in his hair.
While wiping my tears, he was leaving soft kisses all over my face. Then his lips again came on mine and he kisses me softly and slowly. Like he just wants to do this. He sucks my lower lip in his mouth and gently switches to my upper one. The sounds of his kisses were resonating in the quite bathroom.
It feels like there is no one besides else on this world. It's just us.
His hands gently roam around my side and move upwards slowly and stopped when they reached to my chest.
We both looked at each other and I suddenly felt more wet between my legs thinking about feeling his hands on my chest. I think something bad happened to my brain otherwise why such thoughts would come to my mind.
He looked at my lower body and sucked his lips into his mouth. I think he knows what is happening.
Slowly, he looked at me and bring his hands to my chest " Is this okay, baby"
Everything is okay, when it's done by you.
I closed my eyes and nodded my head affirmatively. His hands now rest completely on my chest and my heartbeats increase and my mind becomes dizzy. My hands immediately move to his wrists and held them in my hand.
" Noor, baby open your eyes and look at me" I immediately followed his command and looked at him.
My gaze diverted to my hands which were holding his wrist. I can't even close my fingers around his wrist and his hands, they are so ......so big.
His hands are covering my chest completely, his fingers spread around my chest. And I feel like my legs are in air. I can't even stand properly.
My mouth opened when he gave a firm squeeze to my breasts " Ahh"
I immediately closed my mouth and bite my lip to stop myself from making those sounds and as he saw me stopping myself, he again squeezed my breasts harder.
" Ahhhh" my eyes moistened with such a strong feeling.
" See, how sensitive you are. Just with this, your eyes are glistening. I stop myself but it's only you baby who could make me lose my control. It's you Noor"
" It's you" he said and placed his head in my neck. I can feel his breaths there. Mindlessly, I gave him more access to rest his face, and he kiss me there along with squeezing my breasts.
" Tell me baby, do you like it, hmm"
My hand goes to his hair, and I nodded already lost in his touch on my breasts.
" Tell me, should I keep going" he asked and roam his hands all over my breasts and squeezing them time and again making me go dizzy.
A groan released from my mouth when he sucks on my neck softly and then licking the same spot. Oh God, his tongue is so warm. It is making my hairs to raise on my skin.
" Noor, talk to me. Tell me what you are feeling baby?" he asked and I opened my eyes to look at him.
My vision a little blurry from his touch and I was about to tell him, but a sound came out of my mouth when he pressed my breasts together in each other and squeezed them.
" Ahhh.... ohh.." I kept looking in his eyes and bite my lips.
" I ..... I am feeling ...pleasure" I told him and pushed my chest more into his hands. And his hands covered every part of it.
He again leaned in my neck and pressed his nose there and moved it up and down.
" I want to make you feel so much pleasure, so much that your toes curl and your eyes water. That your back arch into me and you surrender all to me and just forget yourself in my touch. I want to show your stars when you close your eyes and the only thing that comes out of your pretty mouth should be my name"
He continues pressing my breasts and I was so lost in that I couldn't decipher what he was saying. Just nodding mindlessly.
He stopped squeezing my chest and kept his palms there. He moves his thumbs of both hands, and they go to my nipples which were poking through my kurta. He pressed his thumbs over them and move them in a circle until my knees began shaking and I feel .....wet, more wet.
" Just keeping looking in my eyes. I want to see your face." he didn't need to tell me again as I didn't divert my eyes from him. Though it was hard for me. I wanted to lean my head back surrender myself to him.
He rubbed my nipples from outside and his lips descended on my throat, and he started licking it. Soft and deep licks.
" Imagine my hands there without any clothes between us, rubbing them all over." He pressed his thumb again on my nipples and said " My tongue and mouth on them. Sucking them for the whole night and none of us sleeps"
He narrated me some things and just by imagining his mouth on my breasts made my knees shiver and toe curl. I lose my balance, and his hands immediately leave my chest and came on my waist to hold me.
" Careful baby "
We both looked at each other and I quickly blink my eyes to remove the moisture from my eyes. He lips came to mine and he kisses me softly for some seconds and then asked
" Abhi bhi naraz ho mujhse biwi, hmm"
[ Are you still angry from me wife]
And I looked down and blushed.
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CHAPTER 32 - WHEN LOVE BEGINS AND CHAPTER 33 - IS SHE JEALOUS IS NOW AT SCROLL STACK.
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