Sunday, which taehyung will have jungkook full himself no work no problem. Taehyung eagerly waited for jungkook yesterday to come home, but the latter again messaged him to inform about the pending works.
Taehyung sighed, he saw Jimin climbing down the stairs,
"Waiting for him?" Taehyung nodded.
"Tae you just came back from your sickness which nearly sucked your soul up. Doctor already said to take rest and what are you doing? And--" jimin paused for a moment and held his sweater to his body he sit beside of taehyung.
"Jungkook isn't a kind-hearted person. See after marriage he always managed to manipulate you to do works, and now look. He even gave another burden as a fucking flower shop? He must be kidding me, you're supposed to take rest and gain health, look what he made you to do?" Taehyung frowned, is this his bestfriend?
"What are you talking Minnie, I'm so happy that I can do whatever now--- and I'm perfectly fine with this--
"You're dumb and that's why you can't see his fakeness. Don't jump into conclusions, he's still not good for you baby " taehyung sighed, he looked down.
Why everyone can't see his love? He only wanted Jungkook--- taehyung's love is him. And jungkook doing everything for him--- he's changing.
The door bell ranged, taehyung walked fast to welcome jungkook to home.
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The night was long, jungkook can't get a blink of sleep, he was hugged by his lover boy, but he felt suffocated.
No one is trusting him with taehyung, they will. But he's suffocated by his negative thoughts. It's not okay, he wanted to protect taehyung from everything. He wanted to ran away with him--- he wanted hide taehyung from bad things
He wanted to protect taehyung from himself.
It doesn't mean he will not change, it's because everyone is kinda waiting for his little mistakes to take back his life from him. Everyone's eyes on him only, he can't gulp a single drop of water, he can't eat foods, he can't look at everyone.
He only see those disappointments, is he still hurting taehyung? Is that the cause of not everyone believes him? Is he doing the right thing? Is his taehyung doesn't wants him now? Are they suffocated by his presence?
Cheater always a cheater.
He's not a gold digger anymore. He doesn't want money but taehyung and his love only. But what if taehyung doesn't want a failure like him? Jimin and bogum was right, they have the rights to suspect him.
Jungkook is afraid that---- he started to belive in everyone not him---
What if he fail?
What if taehyung decided to break this relationship?
What if jimin and bogum become right?
Jungkook's chest suddenly tightened, his heart beats quicken, it's rapidly beating as if it will stop any moment. His whole body began to shiver, what if he fail? Failed to give everything back to taehyung?
The sweat drops running from his forehead to neck area, he looked here and there, wanted to escape from this-- now he really wanted someone to knock his head.
He felt he couldn't breathe, the shortness of breath made his mind and body alert. The fear was pooling him again,
Everyone is not trusting him anymore. They're waiting for his failures. He will hurt taehyung, maybe everyone isn't satisfied with him---
"A-appa" he called his father when he felt some discomfort inside of his chest----
"Kie
"Kookie?"
"Oh my God!!! Jungkook what happened!!" Soon he got a glimpse of taehyung's sweet voice, but it didn't soothed him.
But everything got black after he said that
"I'm really sorry for everything "
Author Kim
TBC