In these 2 months nothing exciting happened I started getting used to the deformed faces more or fractures Arnav made me watch more and more fracture ,accident, TMJ dislocation videos etc online which made me more prepared he used to prepare for the surgeries. Robbie ran me through the procedure before going into OT so that I don't panick if I didn't understand anything. The oh so sweet Robbie was scary as hell in the OT. Though I studied a lot before any procedure because I knew he would give me a hard time inside OT if I didn't answer his questions correctly.
During our first surgery together I was selecting the mini plates to be placed in the patient according to his needs when suddenly Robbie asked me about different wiring techniques which I forgot because I read about it in my 4th year during UG. Lavanya mam was having a blast when Robbie was scolding to the point I was about to cry and he even scolded me for that saying " Don't you dare contaminate my operating field" I just wanted the earth to swallow me then and their. I was okay with him scolding me but not when Lavanya mam was with us who looks for opportunities to humiliate me. I stood there until the procedure got over stitched the field after thoroughly irrigating. While he was going out he said Ruth come to my office after this. After he left the mocking began from Lavanya mam. I waited till the patient was shifted to normal ward I didn't reply to Lavanya mam. One thing I learnt was if I didn't give them replies or reactions they got irritated and left.
Before going inside cabin I called Rosie aunty and cried a lot in front of her she pacified me and said I will talk to him love go eat something in the cafeteria if you don't want to go to his cabin don't go I will talk to him okay. I smiled and said okay and happily went to eat in the cafeteria met Chinmay watched the race highlights with him. Saw Robbie calling me I put my phone on silent. Till evening did my patients and ignored him. I was ready to go home with my friends when Robbie jogged towards us and said sorry guys I need to borrow her for sometime I will bring her home myself you can go. I held to Abhi's arm saying I don't want to go bhai please take me home with you guys. Robbie smiled dangerously and came close to me and said baby don't create a scene here and come with me when I am asking you nicely else I will carry you on my shoulder I looked at him and saw he was not joking this madman will do what he said to me.
I let go of Abhi's hand and followed him silently. We went back to his cabin. He locked the door behind him. He said you called my mother to tell on me. I said sassily I can't complain to prof Tyagi about you now can I and raised my brow. He smiled and said you have got to be kidding me now we are going to drag my mother into these matters I scold you because I want the best from you there is no need to call my mom for such silly matters. You are a dangerous duo for sure I pity my future self after marrying you. He shouldn't have said that I began my rant after this I said first of all you should be apologizing for shouting on me in front of Lavanya mam when you know they don't leave any chance to bully me and if you are so unhappy to marry me why did you propose in the first place did I beg you to marry me, don't bother we can break it off right now. During my rant I saw various emotions passing through his face and finally him clenching his jaw. I was about to unclasp my chain to give him his pendant back. He said in a low voice don't you dare open that chain. I said why not you don't want to marry me so I should give your valuable back to you and continued to unclasp my chain. He came close to me and grabbed my hands and brought it behind my back and kept it in his hold and brought me closer to him. Then looked at me and said you are the most valuable for me can you give yourself to me, I put that on you only I will take it off you do you understand darling. I was about to fight back he kept his finger on my lips shushing me and said I am sorry I didn't realise Lavanya was there I wouldn't have shouted so much on you if I knew she was there I am really sorry. I don't want us to mix our personal lifes with professional lifes I take back what I said to you about being married to you but you have to agree with me you and my mother are a very strong opponent with whom no matter how I fight I have to accept defeat. I didn't expect that you will not read about those things when I didn't get answers it just ticked something in me again I am sorry I will scold you but not so much. I am sorry baby and he tried to kiss my forehead I turned my head before he could so he just hugged me and kept me close to him. I stood there for a while and slowly said can you release my hands it is starting to hurt now.
He said oh sorry yeah sure then I saw a box of dark chocolate kept on his table and scented candles lit near it. The smell of the candles were strangely very similar I turned and asked him why is this smell so similar what flavour is this. First he whispered happy valentine's day baby and its vanilla close to your smell but you smell better. I turned back now I felt bad I forgot about valentine's day and fought with him. He said I had ordered luch as well but you didn't come so it would be cold and maybe have gone bad. Now I felt very guilty. I said let me check the food go sit on your chair I stood beside him and took the food and kept it on the table due to winter I was sure it won't have gone bad. I was correct about the part that it hadn't gone bad. I heard him saying could you hug me bit more if you don't mind I felt so bad for him I turned to him and hugged him he placed his ear near my heart and closed his eyes I massaged his neck because of our work our neck and back hurts the most. He said don't stop please. I smiled and continued what I was doing after sometime I said happy Valentine's day sweetheart and kissed his head then continued.... I am okay with you scolding me its just that I look like an incapable idiot in front of those bitches when you scold me so much in front of them that's why I got angry on you and I am sorry I forgot about today. Did you atleast have lunch? He nodded NO. I wanted to slap myself I said come on let's go to your house we can heat up the food and eat. He looked up and said you will come with me right. I placed a gentle kiss on his forehead and said ofc sweetheart I will come with you.
He had ordered a lot of food all my favourites one grilled cheese burger, kfc zinger burger, fries with cheese melted on top of it, cheese naan with mushroom sabji. As we were wrapping up the food I blowed out the candles I asked him when did you buy this he smiled sheepishly and said since the day I knew you smelt like vanilla I am surprised you didn't notice it in my home I have placed 2 jars in every room. I was surprised would be an understatement. I said ohh Robbie so sorry about today btw did aunty scold you too much. As we were placing everything in his car he said let's just say I got an earful for making you cry she said she will gouge my eyes out if I made you cry unnecessarily and also to feed you lot of food because I made you cry. I started laughing at that I thanked God for giving me such a loving mother in law. I am ready to marry just for her I love her as I was blabbering about this Robbie said enough about my mom I am still serious about you not removing that pendant from your neck if I have to I will solder it to your neck. I said possessive much.. okay I won't remove it happy. He said yes very happy. We had reached his home. It was a mess coffee mugs were laying around his sofa then a ashtray with burnt cigarette butt in it. Wrappers of chips all in all it was a mess. I said nothing and just looked at him he ran fast to kitchen. I knew he was avoiding me but we just had a fight I didn't want another I kept my bag on the side table and started to tidy up his place he had started to heat up the food. I changed the top of my scrub I didn't want to get it dirty I stayed in my high neck sweater. Collected all his mugs , the various chips wrappers spread around and his ashtray with these things I went to his kitchen. He saw me and took the mugs from my hand and kept it on the counter as his sink was filled utensils I was getting irritated as the time was passing by. I opened the trash bag threw the trash into it as I was emptying his ash tray I just glared at him. He said come on I will give you my tshirt change into it your sweater will get dirty. Something was ticking inside me when I saw everything messed and dirty I hoped atleast his bedroom would be alright. I saw used tissue paper lying around his bed side. I asked him were you sick he said NO why do you ask. I said then why are there tissue paper lying around here and the room smells funny. I saw panick in his eyes he said go change in the bathroom I will take care of it. Before I could ask him further he pushed me into the bathroom. He gave me a camel coloured full sleeve tshirt I washed my hands and face by the time I got out it smelled like vanilla every where he had lit candles in every room . He was in the kitchen I saw he cleaned his bedroom by then there was a photo frame opening in three parts which had one photo of our trip which Ri had clicked , then a picture of us clicked by Rosie aunty, and one of my birthday party. Besides them was a picture of him with his parents smiling. He looked very happy in all of those pictures I wish to keep him happy like that always.
Coming to think of that I used his gift to overcome my nightmares caused by that patient I couldn't sleep for 2 weeks because I couldn't cope with that accident playing that video helped me a lot. I heard him calling me so I went to him he said I am sorry baby its just that you were busy these days studying so we couldn't talk so I went back to smoking I just smoked once I promise. I hummed and said promises are meant to be broken come let's eat else food might get cold again.
He sat silently next to me I switched on the TV and saw jab we met playing I loved that movie so much I started eating while watching it I saw him not touching the food so I took a bite then forwarded the next for him he smiled while taking the bite I shifted more closer to him and fed him but it was difficult watching the movie and feeding him. He saw me struggling so he picked me up and placed me on his lap. I was surprised at first but knew there was no point in fighting with him other than spoiling the day I adjusted my self and kept feeding him till the break came. I turned to him and said why did you make me sit on your lap. He said you seemed to be struggling to feed me very nonchalantly. I looked at him wide eyed and said you could just eat by your self. He smiled at that and tucked my hair behind my ear and said why should I ? when I have my women to feed me and I don't know why but food tastes better when you feed me. When he said those things I had literal gossebumps and I could feel my cheeks burning. I said whatever let me just watch my movie. He said sure thing darling I enjoy your company looking at you comes as a bonus before he could say anything else I fed a large portion of the burger into his mouth so that he would stop talking. I tried to get up from his lap but the hands around my waist won't let me stand up. I glared at him he just shook his head in NO. Then he said whatever you want take it from here I won't share you with my sofa. I didn't know how to react to him anymore. I quickly took a plate and bowl to take the sabji and naan. Cheese was oozing out of the naan I love it. I tore a bite and took one bite of it, it was so yummy I could just kiss the hands that prepared it when Robbie asked, I said that. He said may be you can kiss the hands that heated them up showing me his hand . I said maybe I can smack the person for keeping his house so untidy. His rabbit ears fell down at my statement. You are really cruel he said I just showed him my tongue and fed us during the last bite he bit damn it was painful. I shouted what the hell why did you bite me he said I was just eating my dessert. I said you are a dead meat just let me wash my hands first his hold on me tightened then he started tickling me I said please Robbie don't tickle me I will cry now please leave I won't do anything to you please leave me he had flipped me under him. After sometime he stopped tickling me I had tears in my eyes and my face had turned fully red. He got tired and layed on me I said get up Robbie I need to wash my hands but he passed me the tissues the restaurant had given and said use them. I said still I need to wash my hands he said lay here or I will lick your hands clean . I made a disgusted face he said please baby I need some rest I have an early morning appointment tomorrow just comb your fingers through my hair like you do.
He adjusted his head near the crook of my neck. After 10 minutes I saw him passed out on me. He might be really tired to sleep like this I layed there without moving not to disturb him at all. My movie was long over so I switched the channel to watch something different I saw episodes of big bang theory on the watch list so I clicked on that and started watching it. I was lost in watching the series when I felt something tickling my neck then something wet I thought he was drooling on me poor baby then something bit me I flinched and pushed him shouting are you a dog or something why did you bite me? He looked at me confused my body was already aching on top of that he bit me. Then he saw where I was pointing. He quickly apologized saying in my dreams I thought it was something to eat I didn't know I was biting you instead I am so sorry I didn't say anything to him I went inside to look in the mirror .
I had a dark red bruise just below my jaw and mark of his incisors. Even my high neck won't cover this spot what am I supposed to do now. He came behind me and said sorry Ruth I didn't know it would bruise so bad. I looked him through the mirror and said it looks like a hickey which is worst how am I supposed to explain this now. He silently went from there and brought ice cubes and silently started to rub it over the bruise slowly I flinched due to the sudden coolness of ice , then he said if you get so hyper about one what will you do I fill your body with hickeys . I gasped at his blunt statement and said you are just shameless I will rub the ice myself go and wash the utensils then drop me to my PG. He smirked at that and said ohh baby I can't wait to marry you and turned back to go. He can't just tease me like that I picked cubes of ice and dropped it inside his tshirt from behind. I got awesome reactions from him he was begging me to get it out but I wanted him to suffer. After I had laughed a lot I removed the cubes. He said I will get my revenge someday you just pray that I go easy on you I just scrunched my face at that. He went and did the chores I told him to do. After I had rubbed almost 12 cubes of ice my whole neck had turned red but his teeth marks were still there. I quickly changed into my scrubs after wiping off the water. I went to the front room with his tshirt that I wore to wash at my room and give it back. I had blown out all the candels. He came back after washing the dishes then said where are you taking my tshirt I said obviously not to eat I will wash it and give it to you he said no way give it back right now I want it. He is acting as if I would do something to his precious tshirt so I threw it at his face and said there is no value of goodness now a days idiot he went inside his room and came back wearing the same tshirt. Then he grabbed my hand leading me out of his house. I was still looking at him questioning he said I want to feel your insane smell and warmth around me for longer that's why I never let you wash them sometimes I feel like giving you my clothes and make you wear them then wear it. I blushed at that he is a complete idiot duffus I smacked his head and said drop me home quickly I have to do assignment given by a jackass. He wanted to argue back but I gave him my puppy eyes to drop it. I can't handle it when he flirts with me openly.