The Next Night ;
The Rest Of Last Night I Stayed
Awake Remembering The Words He Said And The Way He Said It And The Grip Noah Had Around Me The Whole Time Like He Knew Who I Was From The Very Beginning Giving Me These Feelings That Just Made Me Feel So Scared And Tense.
What Triggered Me More Was When He Kepted Calling Me"Doll"My Body Just Got Goosebumps Hearing Him
Say It Epically That Word His Touch Made My Body React In A Way As If
I Already Felt It Before If I Was Getting Anxious And Scared Of It My Body Was Trying To Tell Me Something Or My Memories Slowly Coming Up
Most Of My Mind And Body Just Kepted Thinking About Diego I Took My Meds Putting Some Sleeping Medicine In The Drinks Hearing
Lucas And Emma Talking In The
Room I Quickly Put Everything
Away Leaving My Meds On The Counter.
"Have All The Snacks Hon?"Emma
Said I Smiled Small To Her Giving Her The Tray Of Snacks And Drinks For Them"You Alright?,You Been Quite
Most The Day Since You Went To
School"Lucas Asked I Sat On The
Couch Drinking My Orange Juice
Trying To Relax Myself
"Yeah,I'm Fine"I Said And Laid My
Head On His Shoulder Hugging His
Arm Even Though I Hated Lucas I
Was Not Going To Let Anyone Die
Anymore I Couldn't Bear The Thought
Of Someone Dying Again I Just Can't.
At School I Had To Pretend Everything
Was Okay But Mostly I Stayed Away
From My Friends After School I Went To The Chapel Then A Meeting And The Hospital To Get Checked I Felt Like My Heart Was Clenching And Sweezing The Air Out Of My Body The Whole Day
Then I Visited My Parents Graves To Say Goodbye Not Knowing If I Will Ever Be Coming Back And I Went Back Home To Get A Few Stuff And Got My Passport.
I Haven't Been Able To See Dad Today Cause Then That Would Make It Hard After I Came Back And Packed My
Stuff Doing Everything He Said In
The Envelope I Watched Both Emma And Lucas Drink The Soda's I Gave Them
About Twenty Minutes In The Movie
Emma And Lucas Kepted Yawning
And Having Sleepy Eye's I Got Up
From The Couch Going To The Room
Putting My Shoes On Getting A Jacket
And My Bag Making Sure I Have
Everything Then Went To The Kitchen
Getting All My Meds Calling A Taxi
Seeing It Was Almost Here.
"I'm Sorry"I Put The Blanket Over
Both Of Them Seeing They Fell Asleep
I Took My Necklace Off And The One Darius Gave Me Putting It On The Counter"You'll Be Safe Here"I Mumbled Taking My Bracelet And The Promise Ring Off Setting Hiding My Phone I Walked Out The Front Door Without Looking Back Walking Down The Gates
"Safe Boxes Please"The Women Nodded This Was Really Happening
I Was About To Go Somewhere With
A Serial Killer Who's Been Watching
Me The Whole Time I Told The Lady
To Wait Here I Went Inside The
Building Finding My Lock Box Taking The Boxs Out My Bag Putting The Code In.
Before I Left I Knew Dad Was Gonna
Search My Room To Where I Went
So I Had To Gather All The Stacks
Of Money I Made From My Buyers
Or Boxing Matches But Threw All
My Plastic Bags Of Molly And Stuff
Away I Put All My Vapes Inside The Box Closing It Back Up Keeping My Head Low
I Got Back In The Car Telling Her To Get To The Airport I Felt My Tears
Wanting To Come Out I Blew My
Breath In And Out Three Times
Slowly"Were Here"The Lady Said
Getting Me Out Of My Thoughts
I Gave Her The Money And Put
My Headphones On Getting Out
Of The Car Trying Not To Panic
Even More With All These People
Around The Airport.
I Looked Up To The Screens Trying
To Find The Number On The Ticket
"Los Angeles,California"The Screen
Said I Thought It Was Going To Be
Somewhere More Far Away Where
Dad Won't Have No Verification Of Like Canada I Looked Down When
The Phone Buzzed
"You'll Be Landing In A Few Hours
You Know Where To Go After The
Plane Lanes Throw The Phone Out Now,See You Soon Doll"The Message
Said I Went To The Trash Bin And
Threw The Phone Away Getting
All My Stuff And Pacemaker
Identification Card Back From
The Security Lady Then Went
To Where The Plane Was At I
Gave The Man My Ticket He Took
A Small Piece And Gave It Back.
"Plane Ticket Please"The Women
Asked Coming Out Of Nowhere When
I Got On The Plane I Gave Her My
Ticket Seeing I Was Struggling To
Find My Seat"Oh,Your Seat Is Over Here"The Flight Attendant Said And
I Followed Her
"First Class ?"I Question Seeing I Was The Only One Here I Told Her It Must
Of Been A Mistake But She Said It Was My Area"Take A Seat,Would You
Like Anything ?"She Asked I Set My
Bags Down On The Seat Next To
Me Sitting Down.
"No Thank You"I Said And She Gave Me A Blanket I Thanked Her Opening My Bag Getting My Stress Ball Out It Wasn't My First Time On A Plane But This Moment Had Me Scared And Overwhelmed
Watching The Plane Take Off Through The Window Seeing How Pretty It Was At Midnight It Calmed Me Down Alittle
Before I Left I Had To Get High To
Not Be Scared And Freaked Out
So The Munchies Were Now Coming
Up I Opened My Bag Holding The Candy Bars Shawn Gave Me At School
Today I Prayed And I Hoped That
This Won't End Badly.
Time Skip ;
"Beverly Hills Plaza Hotel And Spa Please"I Said To The Driver And He Drove Me There Los Angeles Was Pretty But I Was Still Wondering
Why I Was Here Of All Places But
Mostly I Knew I Was Right This
Guy Came From Money To Get Me
To Stay At A Hotel In Beverly Hills
And Have Me Seated In First Class.
When I Got To The Hotel A Man Told Me Where To Go I Got Off The Elevator Putting The Card Key Against The Door It Was A Big Room I Set All My Stuff Down But Jumped When I Felt A Pair Of Hands Around Me
"Hi Doll You Here"Noah Said And
Rubbed His Noise On My Neck I
Got Tense To When He Touched
Me Again"How Was Your Flight ?
We're You Comfortable?"He Asked
Rubbing His Hand On My Stomach.
"Yes...Just Fine"I Said Feeling His Hard Chest Against My Back"What's Wrong Doll ?"He Asked Holding My Hand From Behind Asking Why I Was Tense And Uncomfortable
"I...I Remember What Happened At
The Cathédrale Restaurant"I Said
And Felt His Hand Stop Rubbing My
Stomach"So Then You Remember
My Face?"He Said In My Ear"No
I Couldn't See Your Face...You Spiked
My Drink"I Tired Really Hard Not To Sound Scared But I Was I Moved Away Getting His Hands Off Me.
"Y-You...You R-"I Stopped Talking When I Felt My Back Hit His Chest Holding My Waist In A Grip But Not The Type To Hurt Me Just To Keep Me From Moving Away Feeling How Close
He Was From Behind Me
His Other Hand Held My Jaw In A Soft Grip My Heart Was Racing So Fast Being With Not Only A Serial Killer
But Someone Who Took Advantage
Of Me When I Was Vulnerable.
"Listen Carefully Doll"He Said In Deeper Tone Telling Me Not To Make Him Mad Cause He Didn't Want To
Get Upset With Me"Your Going To Go Change And Get Into The Bed With Me And Were Gonna Rest,Okay ?"He Said Telling Me To Not Say It Again
"Now What Do You Say ?"He Said
And Turned Me Around Holding
My Chin Up I Took A Step Back
Seeing His Face"Don't Be Surprised
Doll"He Said I Was So Confused
But Betrayed Right Now Never In
My Thoughts I Would Have Guessed
It Was Him The Whole Time.
"N-No It...Can't Be Yo-u"I Said Taking His Hands Off Me Stepping Back While He Slowly Took Steps Closer To Me I Kept Moving Back But Stopped Moving When The Back Of My Legs Hit The Edge Of The Bed
"You Been The Doll Killer This Whole Time?"He Smiled To Me In A Creepy Way Coming Closer Bending Down"I'll Tell You What You Need To Know Later,You Need To Rest"He Said And Put His Lips On Me My Body Just
Froze Feeling His Lips On Mine.
"I Been Wanting To Do That Again"
He Whispered Against My Lips Creasing My Lower Lip"Everything
Is Turning Out How I Planned For
Us Doll"He Said And Sat Me Down
Bending Down On One Knee On
The Floor"You Killed Diego"
"I Had Too He Was Starting To Piece It Together And He Knew My Face"He Said Holding My Shaky Hands I Pulled My Hands Back Crying Not Being Able To Breathe Wondering If I'm Just Having A Sick Dream"Doll Don't Cry"He Said"Get Aw-ay Fr-om Me
You H-How Could...You K-illed My
Best Friend".
I Walked To The Door But He
Turned Me Around Holding My
Wrist I Tired To Get Him Away He
Just Held Both My Wrist"Stop It
Listen To Me"He Said I Couldn't
Or Didn't Want To Believe This
"Doll Look At Me"He Said And
Pulled Me Closer To Him When I Was Struggling To Get His Hands Off Me
"You....I Ne-ed To Le-ave I'm G-on-na
Be Sick...Oh G-God You M-urd-ered
Diego"I Cried Getting Sick To My
Stomach"Doll"He Said Shaking Me
A Bit Forcusing Me To Look At Him.
"Your Not Leaving Me Your Confused But That Will Go Away Because You
Will Understand I Did It For Us Doll"
He Said Creasing My Face"This Ha-s
To St-op L-et M-Me Go Home-"He Had
This Look In His Eyes When He Cut Me Off The Same Look Lucas Gave My Parents That Night
That Looked Scared Me More Than
My Fear Of Water Droplets"There's
Nothing To Be Scared Of Doll I Could
Never Hurt You Take A Breath We
Can Talk About This Tomorrow Your
Tired,My Doll Needs Rest"He Said
Bringing Me Back To The Bed Sititng
With Me.
"Your Shaking Doll,You Need To Take Your Meds"He Said And Put His Hand Up Creasing My Face Giving Me This Smile It Was Scaring Me Even More
"What Have You Done Oliver?".