Skittles
IN WHICH, dd believes kissing another man isn't gay if there were no feelings, dd and ddot just so happen to be gay.
..
"Now we both li' skittles."
"Nigga what the fuck sense does that make?" Ddot narrowed his eyes at the older.
"Bruh. I'm saying. If you kiss another dude it's not gay if ya' ain't feel nothin'." DD says, taking a long drag from the blunt before putting it out.
"It's gay either way. A dude kissing another dude is just gay." Ddot shrugged, "Simple as that."
"How?"
"Fuck you mean how..? How is it not gay?"
"Nah come here." DD said and grabbed Ddot's wrist.
"Oh god. Here you go. Whatchu finna do ta me?" Ddot rolled his eyes. "Lemme kiss you." DD said, inching towards Ddot's face.
"What? Nigga you is- ayoooo." He giggled.
"Pause nigga." DD rolled his eyes, "I'm tryna prove somethin' stay still boy." Ddot sighed and obliged.
DD cupped Ddot's cheeks and looked at his lips then back into his eyes, "Can i kiss you?"
He shrugged, "Uhhh yah."
DD kissed Ddot for a few seconds before pulling away, "You see-..?" DD was ready to prove his point until he looked at Ddot and his face was red as damn tomato, "Nigga fix yo face. Whatchu blushin' fa?"
"I ain fucking blushing. And that shit was mad gay." Ddot said, "You mook as fuck."
"No it's not gay. I feel the exact same as i did
before." DD narrowed his eyes.
"Ion know DD.. I felt somethin' in me... no diddy." Ddot said, avoiding eye contact.
"Whatchu mean? You felt sum?" DD asked and tilted his head.
"Yea." Ddot shrugged.
"Darrian.. you jackin' me?" DD asked, his voice full of surprise.
"SHH!" Ddot shushed him and nobody was even around. "Nigga ion know. But i definitely felt something when you kissed me. I knew i should've never let yo mook ass do tha' shit."
"Don't blame this on me. I'm not the skittle ova here."
"I ain no damn skittle."
"Yes you are. Cus skittles is the rainbow and rainbow gay and you definitely gay. So you a li' skittle." DD teased him.
Ddot rolled his eyes and crossed his arms. "I'm not talking ta you no mo."
"Chill hearty. I was playin'." DD said and poked Ddot's side, making him laugh and squirm.
"I'm 'posed to be mad at you." Ddot mean mugged him.
"Fix ya face 'fa i fix it fa you." DD said, gaining an eye roll from Ddot. "What the fuck i just say?" DD said while grabbing Ddot's face.
Ddot froze and his face flushed red.
"You so fruity." DD said to Ddot before letting him go.
"You keep saying i'm gay and i'm literally not." Ddot sighed and crossed his arms again.
"Chillll. Ain't nun wrong wit likin' some dick." DD shrugged and laughed.
"Ion like dick!" Ddot said with a disgusted voice.
"Mhm. Yea... fasho." DD nodded, not convinced at all.
"I'm fa real!" Ddot exclaimed and kissed DD for a few seconds. "See. I ain feel nothin' i ain't gay."
"Ya face says otherwise. If you jackin' me Darrian just say so. It ain't nun wrong wit it. I know i'm fine." DD says, looking at Ddot's red face.
"Whateva." Ddot says and lays down next to DD.
"You tired?" DD asks, lookin' down at him.
"Are you? You been on dick all day."
"That says a lot coming from you. I bet you was actually on dick before seeing me." DD said and yawned.
"You know the only dick i like is yours." Ddot mumbled.
"AYOOOO WHAT?" DD yelled.
"I WAS PLAYIN'." Ddot tried to calm DD down.
"Nahhh... None of that li' dotty. Yo ass on 10 today."
"Nigga this yo fault. All because you said kissin another man ain't gay."
"It's gay fa you because you felt somethin'. You tryna be my boyfriend an' shi." DD said.
"Ion wanna be yo boyfriend. You ugly anyway."
Ddot rolled his eyes.
"Neva me, ma' heart." DD said, "I can go get a bitch right now." DD pulled out his phone. "Nah matta fact i'm talkin' ta this girl-"
"Nah." Ddot shook his head.
"Whatchu mean 'nah'?"
"Cut ha off." Ddot said.
"Excuse me?"
"You heard what i said. You'n need ha."
"Ddot what the fuck you on-?"
Ddot snatched DD's phone and found the girls number, he texted her saying 'dont text my bf no mo .'
"Bruh Ddot what's ya problem?"
"I ain't got a problem."
"You obviously do."
"I ain got no fuckin' problem David."
"Chill on the gov."
"No, david."
"We was literally just cool. But if i go on ya phone and block every bitch on thea i'd be in the wrong?"
Ddot handed DD his unlocked phone.
"Bruh-Darrian." DD pushed the phone back to Ddot, "Why you acting like you fuckin' wit me?"
"Ma' heart." Ddot tilted his head at DD. "I am."
"Whatchu mean?" DD asked, confusion was lacing his voice.
Ddot shook his head, "never mind."
"Nah, wassup, talk ta me." DD sat up and crawled closer to Ddot.
"I think I like you.." Ddot paused, "in the gay way."
"Actually?"
Ddot nodded.
"Say word.."
"David word to my moms i like you in the gay way."
DD was quiet for sometime and it scared the younger.
"Say sumthin' DD." Ddot said, his face filled with worry.
"Ion know what to say. My twin is a li' skittle." DD smiled.
Ddot sighed of relief, "Not fa' real. Just fa' you."
DD's face suddenly turned, "Look.. Dotty you my twin. I love you and all. Love you ta death, but i don't like you like that."
Ddot sighed and leaned his head against the wall.
"Don't take it like that though. You know I ain never explored that."
"I know." Ddot said, "You not gon look at me any differently is you? A nigga got a crush on you, so what, that don't mean you gotta-"
"Chill Darrian." DD shook his head, "You still my hard headed twin. Prolly just my hard headed li' skittle twin."
"Promise?"
"Promiseee."
It's been a couple weeks, maybe a month since Ddot 'confessed'. He absolutely adores DD. And now since DD knows he feels he doesn't have to hide it. He's constantly complimenting him, following him around, everything.
DD didn't mind none of this, he was trying to be supportive of his best friend.
Although maybe he was a little too supportive..? DD often found himself daydreaming about Ddot. And not the normal daydreams either.
Gay daydreams.
He's also found himself getting more.. jealous? and possessive? over ddot.
For instance, the other day they went to a party for someone they knew and some guy was trying to talk to Ddot, get his number and all that good stuff.
DD shut that down quick.
FLASHBACK:
The lights were different colors, orange, red, blue, yellow—i don't know. Too much to count. It gave Ddot an instant headache. The smell was strong too. It smelled of weed, alcohol, sweat, your typical party.
Some guy, taller than him, nice smile, and he smelled good in all of this horrid stench.
"Yo, wassup." The boy said to Ddot as he was sitting on the couch. Ddot waved and smiled, "Hi."
"You single,?" The boy asked, no hesitation in his voice.
Before Ddot could say anything DD answered. "No. He's not. He's in a happy relationship."
"Nah, come on. I'm sure they won't mind." The boy chuckled.
"I do mind actually." DD gave the boy a dirty look.
FLASHBACK OVER:
After that Ddot bugged him non stop for weeks for DD to tell him why he did that. It was no surprise Ddot was an over thinker and he wouldn't be satisfied unless DD told him.
So here he is, 2 weeks after the party was.
"DD?" Ddot called getting the others attention.
"Yea? Wassup?" DD said.
"You already know wha' im finna ask so you might as well tell me. Why did you do that at the party?"
"Ion know." DD shrugged, "I don't want you talking to him."
"You can talk to random smoochies but i can't talk to any nigga at all?"
"We not togetha' plus i ain't even talking ta' nobody right now." DD shrugged.
"Bruh." Ddot rolled his eyes and leaned his head on the wall, "That ain't fair DD."
"What ain't? I just didn't want you talking to him. If you told me stop talking to someone i would drop ha' like that." DD said, his eyes staying on Ddot.
"Well i ain't neva eva' told you stop talking to someone except that one time."
"That ain't my fault. And I still don't talk to her. You can tell me don't ever talk to nobody again and i would listen."
"But i wouldn't say that. You know i wouldn't. I really like you and holding you back from relationships just because you don't like me back is childish on my end and i would feel bad." Ddot said and sighs, "And then for you to tell me i can't talk to someone while you know I'm tryna get over my crush on you is just not getting us anywhere. You feel me?"
"I never told you to get ova' your crush on me." DD said, "I don't want that."
"DD-"
"I'm fa' real ma' heart."
"Me too. What good does that to do either of us? I like you, you don't like me back, i can't talk to anyone, and you can go out and be with the whole world." Ddot was getting frustrated. He just wanted to cry.
DD sighed to and laid down, his head resting in the other's lap.
"Answer the question fa' real and i swear to God i won't ever bring it up again, then we can go to sleep." Ddot said, catching DD's attention.
"Fine, wassup?"
"Why did you do that at the party. And i wanna wanna hear that generic shit."
"You're so blind." DD muttered before sighing heavily.
"Darrian. I did that at the party... beacuse.." DD paused. He knew what was gonna happen when he answer it would be a happy ending but yknow, he's allowed to be nervous.
"Spit it out DD." Ddot said quietly, his head against the wall and his eyes were closed.
"Because i'm jackin' you fa real. I think i like you in the gay way." DD said and Ddot's eyes flew open as he sat up.
"DD say swear ta God."
"Swear ta God. I like you in the gay way."
DD sat up and faced Ddot as he cupped his cheeks. Ddot's mouth was hung open and his heart was racing. DD leaned down and kissed Ddot which made the younger cling onto DD.
DD pulled away, "I still gotta' breath ma' heart."
Ddot huffed and sighed, "how long are you gonna breathe for?" DD laughed at his goofiness, "I can't always kiss you."
"Yes you can."
"I know." He smiled and gave the younger a long kiss. When he finally pulled away, panting, he said,
"Now we both li' skittles."
skittles