Author’s Note: Before we start, I am saying this as nice as possible... Please comment.. Why uno stay suh?
Anyway, welcome to the chapter... A sprinkle of confetti in this chapter...
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Omniscient's POV
Annika's Apartment
Thursday, March 28th
4:30 p.m.
"Have I already said thank you?" Annika asked Dante as she twisted her key in her apartment door.
"Wish yuh would'a stop say it. Mi nuh have a problem fi help yuh out and thing," Dante assured her while holding her three shopping bags.
Annika pushed the apartment door open before turning on the light. She walked in and his eyes went straight to her ass in the pink short sleeveless jumpsuit she had on. He walked in behind her and she set the bags down before closing the door. Annika directed him towards the kitchen where they brought the bags and set them down on the island.
"Mi tired," She said, sitting on the stool.
"A the two smallest bag yuh bring and yah complain." He chuckled and she laughed before emptying the bags.
"Mi still tired. Not because them light to you, that nuh mean them nuh heavy fi me. You're a man," She pointed out.
"Anything yuh seh. Mi can bring the bag wid me pinky finger, suh mi know a lie yah tell." He shook his head and she smiled, sheepishly.
"Okay, if you say so. Why did you offer to come with me today?" She looked up at him.
"Just did wah see yuh," He said to her. She smiled and walked around the counter to the fridge.
"So, it's not to talk about the other thing?" She blushed as it was indeed on her mind too.
"The baby?" He asked and she nodded her head.
"Did you get a check-up or anything?" She tucked her hair behind her ear as she took out the food items from the bag to put inside the fridge.
"Mhmm, last week." He turned his head to watch her every move.
"Have you thought about the procedure?" He asked her. She shrugged.
"I don't know if the Doctor told you but he did mention that it would be great if it happened through intercourse. I guess I wouldn't really mind." Her cheeks flushed as she put the milk in the fridge along with the bottles of coconut water.
"Yuh would'n mind if me bend yuh over the settee fi real?" He raised an eyebrow and she snapped her head in his direction.
Her cheeks flushed and she quickly looked away. Dante smirked as he helped her stock the fridge, occasionally pressing against her but she didn't realize what he was doing until his head was next to hers while she put the sealed bottles of water inside the fridge. His minty breath fans her skin and his light hold on her hip made her stomach flip.
She cleared her throat and he stepped away from her, feigning oblivion. Her eyes watched as his tongue dragged over his pink lips and then traveled up to his dark brown eyes. His long bottom lashes brushed against his cheekbone while the upper ones curled to his eyelids. He smiled showing his deep dimples and white straight teeth.
The white shirt he wore made him look even better and his light skin was so clear. No spots or pimples. Annika couldn't help but wonder what it looked like beneath his shirt, despite him being slim but fit at the same time. His black jeans weren't sagging but remained a few inches below the waistband of his boxers. She bit her lip and looked away.
"Remind me why yuh want a baby," Dante said, picking up the sweet potatoes but she stopped him.
"Dem here ago wash before me put them in a the fridge. Mi nuh wah dem dirty up in there," She said before putting them into the sink.
"Ah, so answer the question now," He urged.
"Well, as I already told you. I always wanted to be a mother and have a family. I love children and I feel like I'm in a place where I have so much love to give and I could support them. They bring joy and excitement to your life and I always wanted to challenge myself. Not that I want to use them as a challenge but I wouldn't be against it," She explained.
"Alright. Suh make me ask yuh this..." He trailed off, chuckling to myself.
"What?" She smiled, waiting to hear his question.
"Why yuh nuh have a man? Mi nah seh yuh affi or anything, but why?" He asked. She laughed and looked away for a bit, adding more items to the fridge.
"My ex is in prison," She answered, tucking her hair behind her ear for the umpteenth time today.
"Ooh, but that nuh answer the question," He told her.
"I'm single because I was hurt so badly that I decided to focus on myself, my job and studies. Learning to love myself again, because for the things I tolerated in that relationship... It's just that I was ashamed since those time with him, weren't my best moments," She explained, looking down at the counter.
She took a deep breath and removed the meats from the bag before packing them into the fridge. Dante helped her finish up silently before he approached his next question. He sat on the stool and watched as she wiped the counter with a bleached cloth.
"Yuh wah tell me what happen?" He stared at her and she laughed, shrugging her shoulders.
"Well, he was my first and only boyfriend. We met when I was fifteen and he was eighteen at the time. Our relationship started when I was sixteen. I had just graduated grade 11 and I started going to Heart because my family couldn't afford — Anyway, our relationship was great bit I wasn't sexually active so 3 months into the relationship, he cheated on me with his ex. He told me that it was because he didn't want to pressure me for sex and he only went back to his ex because she was an easy target. Again, I was young and innocent, so he was my first everything. I've never received that kinda affection or attention from a man before, so he made me believe him cheating was okay because he didn't want to pressure me," She said, shaking her head.
"Well, we started having sex when our relationship was 6 months old and I did it because I was scared he would cheat again. After I broke my virginity, we started having sex regularly and like the immature fool I was, I thought that would be enough. Our 1 year anniversary, I was 17 years old and he did everything for me. Cooked, do all the fancy shit but then he got arrested a few days after. I wasn't reaching him so I called his sister," She added, laughing as the memory came back to her.
"Why him get lock up?" Dante asked and her eyes met his.
"I'll get to that part. Since I was 17, I couldn't visit him so after a few months of communicating through his mother, he got a phone and called me. He told me that it was an old gun charge which I believed. We talked every night and he would fantasize our future. He grew more toxic and kept telling me how I shouldn't go anywhere besides my classes because he doesn't want me to cheat on him now that he's locked up. I follow through with that and when I finally turned 18, I got my ID a couple of months after and I could visit him. It was nice, blah, blah, blah. One court day I went with his mother and that's when I found out what he was in for," Annika said, laughing to herself.
"Wah that?" Dante kept his attention on her.
"He cheated on me with a 15 year old girl and her parents found out. They took legal actions and it seems this girl was also his girlfriend or thing on the side, because she knew he was a scammer too. I had no idea of that because I thought whenever he gave me money, it's from his work. The fact remained that he wasn't working a legit job, but scamming which I don't care for. What pissed me off was the fact that he fucked a child on me," She said, running her fingers through her hair before pulling it back into a ponytail.
"Bombo... Is a rapist that, yuh nuh realize? 15 year old a pitney eno," Dante said, shaking his head.
"Yeah, I knew that. When I found out, it made my mind turn from him and then he dumped me. I stopped caring about that because they is no way I was going back to him. So, I started to focus on myself and I was doing YouTube so when I got thw chance to move out, I did at 18 years old and never looked back since," She said, leaning onto the counter.
"Him yuh did live with?" Dante asked.
"No, I have parents. They just had their favorites and I felt like I was a slave because I had to do everything. My older siblings used to pick arguments with me and bully me. I'm small as you can see, so it was easy for them to push me around. My parents never gave me much attention so I left. We don't talk and they never called," She said, looking down as a wave of sadness came over her.
"Alright, well yuh have me now. Yuh soon-to-be baby father," He joked and she laughed, hissing her teeth.
"I still think it's weird, but I don't mind. We're both 20 now and should be able to afford giving our baby whatever he or she needs. Though..." She trailed off, eyeing him.
"Wah?" He raised an eyebrow.
"We never talked about living arrangements. I don't want to leave my apartment and I don't wish to because this is my home. You're gonna want to have the baby close to you and I'd want the same thing too. How would that work?" She twisted her lips and eyed him.
"That will fix itself when the time comes. Yuh like me enough fi deh wid me?" He asked her.
"Weh yuh mean?" She asked and he laughed, throwing his head back. She blushed and rolled her eyes.
"Annika, the question self-explanatory. Answer it," He told her. She bit her lip and watched him as he stood up from the stool, walking around the island to stand next to her.
She went to move away but his hands grabbed her small waist, pulling her back towards him. Her butt brushed against his upper thigh and she pushed away from him but he didn't release her.
"How yuh suh fraidy-fraidy?" His voice, low and a bit raspy. A chill ran down her spine and she turned to face him before pushing his hand down.
When they fell to her ass she pushed him away. He chuckled and brought his hands behind his back. "Mi don't fraid," She responded with flushed cheeks.
"Suh answer me question then. Yuh would'a like me fi be yuh man?" He raised an eyebrow.
"Mi don't know," She muttered as his presence was making her conflicted and she questioned herself.
"Mi don't know," He mocked and she frowned at him.
Since she hadn't had such close and intimate contact with a man for a little over two years, she didn't know how to react. After all, she didn't have much experience with men.
Her goal was to focus strictly on herself because she wasn't sure she wanted to be in another relationship with the way her ex preyed on her emotions and made her feel as if she had to do everything right while he was only using her.
She met Dante almost a month ago. Well, they started texting back in February and met up in the first week of March. Something about his honesty was refreshing because he told her upfront that he had cheated in his past relationship. She wanted to use that to define him as a person but he kept proving her wrong.
He's a bit playful and jovial, never seized to make her laugh. She admires his rough but warm aura when he's serious and in protective mode. What she hated about him was that he was a bad text who barely ever responded on time, but his phone calls made up for it. Another thing she found attractive about him, was his 'bad boy' aura.
Since they met, she never once saw him overdoing anything or being extra. She liked that about him though, like most men, he hated walking around in a store for too long. Today she could tell he was irritated by he never voiced it as she spent over an hour in the supermarket.
"Mi hungry," He announced, taking his phone from his pocket.
"You can order something if you want, but gwaan downstairs guh pick it up." She went to move away again but his arm wrapped around her waist.
"Yuh nah answer mi question? Mi wull knife a yuh throat?" He asked as he placed his order.
"Buy sum'n fimme too and mi give yuh back the money," She said to him. He hummed and handed her his phone to place her order.
While she was adding what she wanted, he pulled her body flush against his and she froze, feeling something hard pressed against her lower stomach. The first thought made her cheeks flush before she lifted his shirt, instinctively. Goosebumps filled her skin when she saw the black tucked into his waist.
Dante seemed unbothered, watching her reaction. Despite her fright, she reached out and traced her finger along the back of the grip before looking up at him. She smiled, sheepishly before thinking of her next question.
"Can I hold it?" She asked him.
"Yuh nuh 'fraid?" He chuckled and she shrugged.
"Not really. I'm intrigued," She admitted.
"Yuh love man wid gun?" He raised an eyebrow and she bit her lip, shaking her head.
"Take it out nuh," He urged. She placed his phone on the table before pulling the gun from his waist.
"It heavy," She said, smiling sheepishly.
Her hand held the grip of the gun as she analyzed it before pointing it at him. He narrowed his eyes and she made a 'pew' sound before she brought the muzzle to her lips, blowing the imaginary smoke. She went to touch the safety.
"What's this?" She asked, curiously. He took the gun from her hold and chuckled.
"Flick it and the gun go off, kill one a we. Yuh love gunman?" He asked, tucking it away after making sure the safety was still on.
"No, I don't. I've never seen a gun up close before," She admitted.
After they finished up in the kitchen, Dante was now seated on the stool drinking a bottle of water while scrolling through his phone. Annika watched him before making her way over to him, standing between his legs. She tilted his head up, forcing him to look away from his phone before pecking his lips.
"A suh yuh kiss people?" He resisted the smile, taking in her flushed cheeks.
"Shut up nuh." She looked down at his lap before he grabbed her chin, pulling her into a kiss of his own.
Though their tongues weren't a part of the kiss, Annika melted resting her hands on his shoulder as his hand stayed around her waist and the other around placed his phone on the counter. She started kissing back and wrapped her fingers in his hair as he deepened the kiss. His free hand rested on her ass and she didn't complain.
Dante pulled away opening his eyes then bit his lip with a smirk. She got on the tips of her toes and kissed him again this time, with a bit more force. His lips were so soft and she couldn't stop myself from sucking on them. He squeezed her ass then she moaned softly pulling away. He kissed her cheek and then smiled slipping his hands back up to her waist, not wanting to cause her any discomfort.
"Still inexperienced but yuh nuh bad," He said to her.
"How can you tell?" She looked away from his eyes, a bit embarrassed.
"Cause mi did feel like me a move too fast. Yuh never did a keep up but nuth'n nuh wrong wid that. Always room to improve," He assured her, tilting up her chin.
"Kiss me again... But move at my pace," She suggested, quietly.
Again, he leaned in and used his thumb to part her lips. When their lips touched, he moved his lips slowly against her. Each time she caught the pattern, her added more, slowly grazing his tongue against hers. She cupped his face gently as he squeezed her ass, lifting her onto the counter before getting between her legs.
Her legs locked around his waist and her arms comfortably tightened around his neck, forcing him to lean down. Even though she was sitting on the counter, his standing frame still had a few inches over her. After all, she was barely 5'1 and he stood a little over 6'2.
When his lips trailed to her neck, he sucked on the sensitive spot that drag soft whimpers from the back of her throat. He gripped her thighs, pulling her to the edge where her pelvis was pressed against his while his tongue moved against her neck.
Annika gripped the back of his head and moaned when he bit down on her neck before leaving wet kisses along the way, back up to her jaw and then her lips. Her nipples hardened and she felt the wetness pooled between her legs as he gripped her throat tightly.
A sense of bliss washed over her body and the immediate spark between them when they kissed, clouded her mind. It's been a while since she has felt so aroused. Her hands slipped underneath his shirt and again, she felt the gun. Something strange happened shortly after though.
The action made her clit pulse and she desperately needed some friction below, but she wasn't going to ask for it and Dante didn't seem to be interested in doing it. She pulled away from the kiss, leaving both their forehead pressed against each other. His eyes fluttered open to meet her gaze and her cheeks were as flushed as his. She bit her lip, remaining close to him.
"Do you do other things—with you mouth?" She gazed at him nervously.
"Like wah suh?" He asked though he knew what she was asking.
"Yuh eat vagina?" She asked and he busted out laughing, causing his body to jerk away from her.
She frowned and pouted, watching him double over. He stood up and looked at her, seeing how embarrassed she was. Though he tried to contain his amusement, he failed miserably. She rolled her eyes and went to climb off the counter when he stopped her.
"Yuh clothes affi come off if yuh wah mi dweet," He told her.
"You're going to do it?" She was surprised by his response.
"Why yuh surprise?" He raised an eyebrow and removed his shirt.
"You don't seem like the type," She said, quietly. He chuckled.
"Yuh feel mi a guh walk wid a sign pan mi farrid seh me eat pussy? Mi affi rate yuh fi do that," He told her.
"So, you've done it before?" Her brows furrowed in curiosity. He nodded his head and she climbed down off the counter.
As she removed her jumpsuit, Dante's eyes didn't once leave her. She pulled down the jumpsuit, revealing the blue lace thong beneath it. Dante smirked and she turned to face him again. Her breasts were on display as she stood there a bit self-conscious. When he hoisted her up onto the counter, he pushed her to lay back before pulling her thong down.
'Nyam cratchez pan hungry belly, dawg?' His subconscious teased, making him chuckle.
Dante pushed back Annika's legs, exposing her freshly shaved pussy to him that glistened with her juices. Deciding to tease her, he places kisses along her inner thighs, dragging his tongue against her soft, smooth skin.
She thrust her hips upwards, and he placed one of her legs on his shoulder before finally taking her clit into his mouth. A surprise moan escaped her lips and she sighed, licking her lips.
"Mmm," She moaned, gripping the side of the counter.
He kissed her clit slowly as he did her lips early, occasionally brushing his lips against it. Her clit quivered against his lips before his free hand reached up, spreading her fold before swiping his tongue between them. His tongue flicked against the top of her clit, driving her crazy.
"Dante," She gasped, gripping his hair before grinding herself against his face.
He rapidly licked her throbbing clit, sucking on it occasionally, earning a chorus of moans from her. He pinched her clit making her squirm a little as loud moans escape her lips.
He finally slipped my middle finger into her right entrance, groaning at the contact and her pussy suddenly tightened around it. His mouth focused on her clit for now as his finger moved slowly inside her. He could feel her getting wetter as she grinded against his face.
Her essence leaked onto his finger, rapidly. Dante continues to slowly thrust it in and out of her while my mouth penetrates her clit.
"Feels...so good," She moaned, grabbing her breasts in her hands.
He hummed, sending a wave of vibration through her. Dante's tongue flicked her clit back and forth in a teasing manner, making her whine. He chuckled adding another finger then went up to her face, kissing her lips.
Her naked chest pressed against his as he forced his tongue into her mouth so she could taste herself. She moaned into the kiss as his fingers went deeper, curling into her, making her squirm and she started squirting all over his hand. Her moans got louder as her pussy tightened and he took that as his cue to go back down, slurping and fingering her.
"Tae, shit." Her legs trembled.
He gripped her waist and pulled out his fingers before plunging his tongue into her as she reached down to play with her clit.
"Oh God!" She cried out as her back arched up from the table as he spread her shaking legs, wider.
He pulled away after a few minutes and licked his lips, watching her cum yet again as his finger slipped into her. Her hands went up to her breasts and she massaged them, rubbing her finger over her hard nipples while creaming on his fingers. She started squirting, and he hummed, slurping up her juices.
His fingers slowly slipped out of her and he dragged them over her clit before kissing her lips again. The doorbell rang and she panicked, pushing him off. He laughed as she slid off the counter to put on her clothes.
"More than likely a the food cause mi never plan fi guh back downstairs. Me'll go for it," He assured her.
Despite his disheveled hair and his appearance, he walked to the door and collected the door after tipping the delivery guy who shook his head with an amused smile as he walked away. Dante shut the door and walked back into the kitchen.
"Food still warm," He announced before looking up.
Annika had on his T-shirt as she leaned against the counter while biting the side of her finger. Her legs crossed and his eyes caught her panties on the stool behind her. He walked over and picked it up but she grabbed it, scrunching it in her palm.
"Mi a guh bathe." She walked out, feeling a bit embarrassed, and almost tripped over her own feet as she felt his eyes on her.
After they both got cleaned up, Dante tried to make her as comfortable by diverting her attention from what they had done earlier in the kitchen. She didn't hate it, but she barely made eye contact and he could tell she was shy. They sat in her living room living room discussing their classes and future careers.
"Tell me a story about you," Annika suggested, squeezing some ketchup on the fries on her plastic fork.
"Wah kinda story?" He asked, rocking his legs while he ate.
"Hmm. Yuh tell mi seh yuh get kick from high school," She reminded him and he laughed as she put the food in her mouth.
"Mi wouldn't call it that, though. Mi get kick two weeks before CXC and still get fi do them, but mi nuh get fi graduate. Fighting cause that though," He told her.
"Which high school yuh used to go?" She picked up her juice and took a few sips.
"Kingston College," He answered and she rolled her eyes.
"The bwoy dem weh dem hood a fi dem and every gyal weh dem know. Wull a the college bwoy dem a old whore," She said and he laughed.
"Watch yah. Nuth'n nuh guh suh man," He denied, shaking his head.
"Don't lie," She said, eating her food. He hummed.
"Which school yuh used to guh?" He asked.
"Mona, and I was a quiet student. Never give trouble yet and I was a prefect." She smiled, triumphantly.
"I was a star athlete," He retorted and she scoffed.
"And you're asthmatic?" She raised her eyebrows, accusingly.
"That nah stop nuth'n. Mi used to do track fi real," He told her, honestly. She hummed and he pulled up an old photo, showing it to her.
"Why yuh have on tights and it grab up the whole a yuh front?" She laughed and he grabbed the phone from her hands before she could swipe.
"See how yuh fast?" He said.
"Show me the next picture. Weh yah hide?" She asked him.
"Nah hide nuth'n," He muttered.
"Probably have yuh likkle bed warmers. Man just lie," She said, rolling her eyes.
"Yuh just assume mi a hide a woman. A the old picture them mi never wah yuh see." He handed her the phone and she swiped over, snickering as she looked over the picture.
"Aww, it's not that bad. You were cute," She gushed and he rolled his eyes, shaking his head.
She continued to scroll through the pictures, adding her two cents. He didn't mind after the first 10 pictures where seh roasted him and told him that he made the right decision to grow out his hair because his head was huge.
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Jardani's POV
Meadowbrook Estate
Geneva's House
8:00 p.m.
Picking up my phone from the cupholder, I sent Eva a quick text informing her that I was outside. I would have made my way inside but it's late and tomorrow is Good Friday. Twisting the silver ring around my finger, I got distracted with my thoughts as I waited for her.
Two things can take place tonight. We move forward or she might leave me, and as much as the latter hurts more, I'm not even going to front like it won't affect me. For now, I have to work with who works with me and there's no way I'm going to be chasing anybody.
Cya take the bagga run up and dung like we a kid, yuh get me?
She knocked on the car door and I pressed the button, unlocking it before leaning over and opening it. With a greeting that I returned, she got into the car wearing a mid-thigh cut pink and white shorts and a white spaghetti strap sports bra. Her nipples were hard and printed through the top.
"Hey." She leaned over and kissed my lips.
"I don't like that kiss," She said after she pulled away.
"Come fi a better one then," I told her, but this time I leaned over to her and kissed her.
This time, I kissed her like I usually do. I deepened the kiss, holding her throat in a firm grip on how she liked it. My tongue slipped into her mouth and she sucked on it briefly before moving hers against it. She moaned, climbing over my lap. As she reclined my seat, my phone rang loudly and she jumped in fright before pulling away.
She climbed off my lap and I picked up my phone to see my Mom calling. I answered, pressing the phone to my ear.
"Mommy?" I said.
"What time will you be home?" She asked me.
"I'm not sure, but I don't plan on staying out past 10," I assured her.
"Well, we'll be up when you get here. Your sister decided to have a family movie marathon if you're interested," She told me.
"We're watching Sailing Into Love first. I love that one, and maybe we could watch A Bride For Christmas," I heard Rosalia say in the background.
"Mi a guh reach back within the next hour, and mi nuh wah watch dem deh weh Alia wah watch," I said and she laughed in the background.
"Snooze you lose. Hurry up and come home," She shouted.
After that, I hung up and gave Geneva my attention. She was texting on her phone for a bit and I thought about how I could bring up this conversation. I decided to just come out and say it because what else can I do?
"Make me talk to yuh," I said, reaching over and pressing the power button.
"I was responding to a friend, but what is it?" She gave me her undivided attention.
"Yuh know mi love yuh and thing," I started and she frowned.
"Wait, stop. That's usually how break up start, is that...is that what you're doing?" She asked and I shook my head no.
"No, we seh we a would a talk out things before them get bad. That me a do," I told her. She nodded her head and sighed.
"Go ahead. What do you wanna tell me?" She looked at me, her eyes filled with anticipation.
"I'm going overseas for university. I got the acceptance letter from Harvard and I'm going," I said, watching her expression fall.
"But you never said you were going to go there. Why the change all of a sudden?" She asked. It's clear she's in disbelief.
"There was no change. That was always the plan and I will be following through with it, but I wanted to ask if you'd come with me. I'm not forcing it on you, just asking." I licked my lips and her eyes got glossy.
"You knew you were going to leave and you didn't tell me? Jardani, we have been together for over 6 months and you're telling me that you got accepted into a school thousands of miles away but I'm finding that out now? You didn't even tell me you applied," She said and I dragged my hands down my face.
"We still have almost 5 months leave together, and a nuh like long distance is not an option. Me'll visit every chance mi get, B." Though I was trying to reassure her, she shook her head.
"How can we make a long distance relationship work when we just started fixing this? You said you were in a depressive state and that's why things shifted and the whole shit with your ex, so what's your excuse now? Before all of that shit began, how yuh never tell me? Yuh listen to me talk 'bout going to university and yah tell me seh not once it cross yuh mind fi tell me?" She continued.
"Mi never know how fi tell yuh without all a this happen. As mi seh, we have almost 5 months fi yuh decide and me a go leave from August 20th. Yuh can fawud wid me if yuh want 'cause mi nuh have a problem wid that. Mi nuh know wah else fi seh," I told her.
"I will not be able to maintain a long distance relationship. I am not built for that and it's going to ruin us instead of building us. Furthermore, I'm not coming with you," She stated.
Expected as much.
A childhood love story gone to the dogs, cause mi should'a never pursue this. Fall in love and get hurt? Mmcht.
"Alright," I said, shifting in my seat.
"You have nothing else to say?" She seemed hurt, tears welling up in her eyes.
"We have four more months to decide. Yuh can leff me, spend the rest a the time wid me or we decide weh we a guh do 'bout the relationship. Right now, I'm leaving the ball in your court because my response a guh be selfish," I told her but she shook her head and tears rolled down her cheeks.
"Jardani we can't... You know we can't survive a long distance relationship right now. I love you so much, but how can this work? I don't want us to break up and why when we start to get better, you're doing this? Either way, I'm going to lose you." A painful sob escaped her lips and my heart squeezed inside my chest.
Her face was now red and I reached over, pulling her to me. She started sobbing and I didn't even realize the stray tear that rolled down my cheek. The more she cried, the more I felt my chest tighten and I couldn't do anything but hold her tight. Her grip on me wasn't helping as I could feel how desperate she was and how heartbroken she was.
It was evident in the way she was crying.
The type of sobs where you can't even get it out and your stomach grows weak. It was suffocating me and I felt as if I knew this was coming. She wouldn't have taken it well but she deserved to know.
"Please stay. I don't want you to go," She begged, brokenly.
"Baby, yuh know mi cya do that." I pulled her face away from my neck and cradled it in both hands.
Her nose running, her face flushed and her eyes red with tears streaming down her face. She leaned into my touch as I tried wiping her tears but they never stopped. When she leaned forward, I kissed her forehead and she sniffled before burying her face in my neck.
About 10 minutes went by before she climbed back into her seat. We stayed silent and while I was looking at her, her eyes were staring through the windshield. I released a deep sigh seeing how swollen her eyes were and reached over, taking her hand in mine. She pulled away and folded her arms across her chest.
"The more time we spend together, the more attached I'll become and the truth still remains that you're leaving. For law school, you have to complete 7 years of schooling so I know you're going to do whatever feels right for you. What I can't do is pretend like everything is going to be okay." She looked down at her lap.
"I had our future planned out, but that seemed to be foolish of me because I'm going to assume you never had me in your plans all along. You went ahead and pursue me, knowing that your goal was to go to the Ivy League university of your choice hours away over the ocean. Just maybe if you had shared this piece of information, I would have considered going with you. I never got that chance and you want me to leave my life behind to come with you," She said, looking down at her lap.
"Mi give yuh the option fi choose, Geneva. Yuh have multiple options in Cambridge fi yuh guh, but yuh nuh wah that and mi nah guh force yuh, yuzeet? Now yah guh tell mi seh it best we guh we separate ways because yah guh get more attached. If a that yuh wah, we can do that." I shook my head.
"Yuh not even a try fight fi the relationship. Now yuh see why we would'n work long-distance? This nonchalant behavior only a piss me off," She said, hissing her teeth.
Your attitude a piss me off now, cause this nuh really make sense.
Weh yuh mean nonchalant?
"Stop yuh fuckery. Because mi give yuh the option fi choose where our relationship lies, mi nonchalant? And yes, I agree the fucking long-distance would'n work and that's mainly on your end. Any likkle thing yuh quick fi vex and get insecure 'bout. Man try wid yuh eno, Eva? Yuh feel if mi never have yuh inna me plans, mi would'a seh this to yuh? More while yah fi understand seh some things happen before you, cause a nuh just now mi a apply fi the school. Every day mi support weh you wah do, but mi nah make nobody change my mind which is why mi tell yuh seh if me choose, mi a guh be selfish," I said, firmly. She just glared.
"Suh mi a guh ask yuh one last time. Weh yuh wah do? Leff fi good or wah?" I asked, my tone clipped.
"Yuh birthday a come up and mi wah spend it with you as planned, but if yuh have a change of heart it can still gwaan. Weh yuh seh?" I watched her closely and she hissed her teeth.
"Mi hate man." Her voice cracked as she was about to open the door but I locked it on my end.
"Yuh wah see which one a we more stubborn?" I cocked my head to the side but she kept her back to me.
"Let me the fuck out a yuh vehicle nuh? Make me come out," She insisted.
"Yah chat 'bout yuh hate man. A gyal cratches yuh wah guh nyam? Yah move like man a treat yuh bad, hombre." I hissed my teeth.
Really nigga?
"Fine, mi nuh hate man. A you me hate," She hissed, angrily.
"Make we fuck it out then," I said, shrugging my shoulders. She gave me a look of disgust.
"Let me out," She demanded and I stared at her before smiling.
"And me wah fuck it out. Let's see how that works," I said, smirking.
"Right, make me feel pressured to sleep with you." Her tone, sarcastic.
"Chat weh yuh feel fi chat. Yah move like yah pitney suh?" I looked at her and she hissed her teeth.
"That would make you a pedophile, wouldn't it?" She smiled but it was far from amused.
"Mi nuh fuck likkle pitney, yer? Doh make mi slap yuh pan yuh lip, man." I hissed my teeth.
In the corner of my eyes, she took off the chain I gave her and held it out to me. I looked at her before looking at the chain.
"Know if yuh gimme back that yuh cya inna nuh chattings wid me, doh?" I asked, chuckling to myself.
"You're leaving anyway, so what's the point?" She said, bitterly.
I stared out the windshield and smiled to myself. The fact that she wants to give back the chain I gave her for our 6-month anniversary just made this more real. For the next few months, I could let this play out for the worse and when I leave, we'd have that toxic kinda relationship where it's so damaged, we can't be friends.
Like wid Olivia. Bare fuckery she keep up and feel like she do sum'n good.
After forgiving Jamari, I still had no intention of speaking to her. It got to the stage where I don't give a shit about what wants to happen to her, because after all she got her time to heal and grieve while I suffered in silence. Thank God for my observation parents, 'cause maybe I'd be insane right now.
Geneva and I were always good. When she was just Rosalia's friend, we both knew we liked each other but didn't act on it. By the time I was single, she had a man. Though I have no interest to spin the block if we break up, I want shit to end on good terms.
Just in case we change our minds further down the line which is least likely for me. Knowing me, I'll never go back to an ex.
Mi cya do it at all. If we leff fi real, a it that. That's why when Olivia did a seh we fi do long distance, mi did iffy 'bout it and tell her seh it wouldn't work. She fawud back but me not even did have it inna me mind fi guh back desso.
The B married and drop a youth quick-quick. Mi surprise seh all of a sudden she quiet when she a flirt wid man when baby inna belly. So miserable for what?
"Weh yah deal wid, Geneva? Yah seh now?" I looked at her and she looked away.
"I don't know," She said, folding her arms across her chest. "I think we should go back to being friends."
I laughed and scratched my head before looking at her. Really looking at her.
"Define friends. Cause there's before me and yuh start deal when all yuh could'a get a one likkle hailings. Or yuh wah be the friend weh me used to finger and pretend nuth'n nah gwaan? We never had that genuine friendship, suh weh yah seh? Wah guh back to the sexual benefits of friendship?" I asked, tauntingly.
She know we unforgettable eno. Bare things she gwaan wid man.
"Don't make it sound like that," She said, hissing her teeth.
"Alright, suh departure sex?" I raised an eyebrow and she laughed before making a straight face.
"Jardani, yuh cannot see back my front, yuh think me a idiot? Have a good night." She flung the chain on my lap and reached over my lap to open the door but I grabbed her ponytail.
"Weh yah do? Mi did tell yuh fi touch it?" I gritted my teeth, growing irritated.
"Jardani, let me guh nuh," She muttered.
"Why yuh have a attitude? Yah move like man a dutty bwoy," I said, annoyed. I released her hair and hissed my teeth before unlocking the door.
"Mi know yuh wah breed me," She stated.
"Suh yuh feel me would'a breed yuh and then leff Jamaica? Use yuh head nuh." I flicked her forehead.
"Whatever, but I'm still not having sex with you," She said.
"So we leff then?" I asked for clarification.
"What? Yuh need fi make sure since yuh have a next bitch lined up? Never really expect anything less from you." She opened the door.
"Yeah, that's exactly it," I lied, smoothly.
"Fucking whoring shithouse." Disgust laced her voice and I continued.
"Remember pussy was never a problem fimme, cause mi have money, mi can fuck and mi never affi beg front. Yuh nuh must feel like somebody a guh wah gimme front if me deh back pan the market?" I shrugged and she picked up a water bottle and threw it at me.
"Fuck off, battyman." She slapped me and I couldn't help but laugh.
"Battyman weh did a fuck out yuh belly just yesterday. Yuh nuh shame?" I covered my head as she started to slap me all over.
"Mi hate yuh!" She slapped me and then pulled my hair.
Jesus Christ, is a mad gyal.
Two a uno sick to bloodclaat.
I dropped my seat, causing her to fall on top of me. With one arm wrapped around her waist, the other gripped her jaw tightly before she leaned forward and kissed me. She pulled away briefly and shut the car door she opened before taking off her top.
"Mi still hate yuh and this is only for my gain. Yuh can fuck right off after," She said, unbuckling my pants. I raised my hips like a slut and let her pull them down.
"All when yuh hate me, mi nuh care. Come bless mi cocky and gimme yuh frustration." I smirked, watching her pull her clothes off.
"So eager. I didn't know we were supposed to be fucking our soul enemies," I teased as she hovered over my dick before grabbing it.
"Shut up," She muttered and then moaned as she slid down my length, taking me into her inch by inch.
"Gwaan dung further nuh. Yuh fraid?" I shifted a bit and her lips parted.
"Just say it," She said, kissing my lips. My hands fell down on her ass before I slapped it harshly.
"No. Ride me," I demanded.
Without argument, she did as told. While she was doing her thing, I admired her body as this might be the last time. Her stiff breasts moved along with her as she moved up and down on my dick. Her ponytail swung back and forth while her navel piercing glistened. I reached for my phone and pulled up the camera.
"Weh yah do?" She slowed her movement.
"Consent to film porn?" I asked, teasingly. She looked conflicted before slowly nodding her head.
After setting up my phone on the phone holder on the dashboard, I pressed the record button. The video started recording and as expected, she took my dick, expertly like I knew she would. Her face wasn't showing, but it didn't matter. I wasn't going to show it to anyone.
Wasteman style dat.
"Jay," She dragged out, pressing her lips against mine.
"Hmm?" I hummed, squeezing her ass.
"Say it...please," She pleaded as she rotated her hips.
"Why? Yuh like get slutted out?" I teased, slapping her ass. She moaned and nodded her head.
"Móntame y recuérdame por qué eres mi puta personal." I bit her earlobe as the words escaped my lips.
Her pussy got wetter.
The degrading kink gets her every time, and I love how riled up she gets. She claims when I degraded her in another language, it sounded better. Either way, I don't mind. It helps with my sadistic side.
She lifted herself up and slammed down back onto my dick. I reached down and grabbed her hips only for her to push my hands away. She kissed my lips and her hands pinned mine above my head as she continued to ride my dick, moaning into the kiss. Her pace picked up and she slammed down on my dick, moaning loudly as I hit her spot.
Desperately owning my dick.
My hands pulled from her grip and I slapped her ass, letting her ride me. She started to move back and forth, slowly. I moaned as she clenched her walls around my dick, moving up and down, her hips rotating in circles.
"Fuck," She moaned and pressed her forehead against mine.
"Yah fuck me like yuh desperate. Yuh feel mi cocky a guh disappear into thin air?" I taunted and laughed when she turned my head to the side to look away from her.
"S-shut up." She hissed as I thrust my hips upwards just as she slammed down on me.
"Jesus!" She exclaimed.
The car was filled with the sound of my dick fucking into her wet pussy, our moans and groans. She lifts her hips, my dick threatening to slip out of her, only for her to slam down causing us to moan loudly.
"...bomboclaat," I let out. She moaned and kissed my lips.
"Do you like me riding you like this?" She asked between breaths.
"Shut yuh mouth and nuh ask me nuth'n," I said, feeling my stomach tighten, signaling my orgasm was approaching.
She buried her face into my neck and continued to ride my dick even faster. My dick hit her G-spot repeatedly and her moans were so loud. There was nothing sexier than her riding my dick and moaning in my ear. Letting me know she felt good and my dick was doing what it was supposed to. She whined, repeating that she loved my dick and she was about to cum.
The moment she came around my dick, she started squirting and I smirked, grabbing her throat. Her body trembled above me and I allowed her to ride out her orgasm. I pulled her in for a rough kiss, biting down on her bottom lip before using my free hand to push her further down onto my dick.
"Jardani," She moaned, pushing at my chest.
Gwaan like yuh 'fraid a buddy after a you just take off man clothes.
"Nuh cocky yuh did wah?" I bit my lip and thrust my hips upwards.
When she tried to raise up, I released my load deep inside her. My arm tightened around her waist, trapping her body against mine. She bit down on my shoulder and I hissed before pushing her head to the side.
"Why yuh do that?" She asked and I smiled.
"Shh." I pressed my finger against her lips and held her in my embrace.
"Mi still hate yuh," She said as her heart beat rapidly against my chest.
"So it guh sometimes, Babe. But like how yuh make your decision fi make we leff, mi a guh make my demands. Next 4 months, we guh have likkle fun and during the summer we guh pan a likkle trip. After that, we go our separate ways. How that sound?" I asked her.
"If we do that then you have to be careful. Do not cum inside me again," She said. I smiled and twirled her ponytail around my fingers.
"Where's the fun in that?" I asked, pulling her closer to me and kissing her lips.
"I'll be forced to kill your swimmers before they fertilize my eggs," She whispered, kissing me again.
"Next time mi nah tell yuh." I bite down on her bottom lip and she sighs, resting her head on my shoulder.
She occasionally pecked my lips as we stayed quiet with my dick still in her. Her tongue moved against my teeth and I closed my mouth which made her giggle. She forced her tongue between my lips again and I bit her tongue, causing her to hiss.
"Yuh see how yuh ramp rough?" She muttered. I slapped her ass and suddenly remembered the phone that was recording.
I reached over and picked it up. The video was 29 minutes long when I stopped it. "I better not see that anywhere or I'm suing you," She warned me.
"Never," I assured her. She sighed, deeply.
"Do you think things will work out between us if I maybe come with you after I finish UWI?" She asked me. I pressed my lips against her forehead and trailed my fingers along her spine.
"You'd have to sacrifice the next 4 years and make the long-distance work. Unless yuh wah we stay in a situationship until then," I said and she shook her head 'no' with a groan.
"Yah guh sleep wid other people and mi nuh wah that," She complained.
"Mi never seh that, Babes. Would'a keep the same relationship rules, just not the title. That way if yuh decide seh yuh cya wait, mi won't vex. If me guh tell yuh seh me wah stay in the relationship officially only fi yuh cheat pan me, me'll fuck yuh up," I warned her. She laughed.
"How exactly would you?" She asked, seductively. I chuckled dryly, probably assuming I was going to fuck her as my revenge.
"Doh make me run yuh off'a me." I shook my head.
"You know I don't cheat, so I'd never do that," She said, promisingly.
"Cause yuh never inna the position weh yuh man deh overseas and you surrounded by a different set a man. Know mi would'a heng yuh bloodclaat and leave a suicide note. Nuh fuck yuhself wid me certain way," I said to her. She lifted her head and my dick was slowly getting hard again.
"Stop talk to me suh. Mi hate when yuh do that," She said with a frown.
"Ease up and make me fix me clothes," I told her. She didn't move, knowing that I was getting irritated.
"I understand what you're saying," She stated, pressing a kiss to my cheek. I hummed.
"It's this simple. Like how we already call it quits, make we just link up whenever me fawud after me leave. Mi nuh wah wull yuh back because better deh out there. And yuh know mi have mental issues weh me a figure out so the relationship ending does some good for me there too," I said, sitting up. She got off my lap and reached for her panties, pulling them on.
"Okay." She quietly fixed her clothes and I did the same.
"Text me, okay?" She said, opening the car door. I nodded and she pecked my lips.
"We good?" I asked and she nodded.
"I'm sad but it's okay. Let me know when you get home." She picked up the chain along with her phone before getting out.
When she got inside her house, I drove off shortly after fixing my seat. I headed straight home and texted Mari that I wasn't going to stop by.
・Norbrook, Kingston
As I walked through the front door of my house, I took off my slides. The sound of the TV playing in the living room made me stop by but Rosalia was the only one up. The lights were off and she paused the show she was watching.
"Yuh see how long yuh take?" She asked me.
"Sum'n mi did a deal wid," I told her. She patted the couch beside her and I shook my head.
"Mi a guh wash off first. A road mi a come from," I said.
Cya tell her seh me delay cause mi did a fuck her friend, don't?
I went up the stairs and headed straight to my bedroom. As I removed my clothes, I sent Geneva a text that I got home safely before plugging in my phone. My shower was quick and I pulled on the first thing I saw when I opened my drawer. Green sweatpants and a white shirt.
When I was walking past my parents' room, the door was wide open and they were on the bed. The mirror at the side of their room shows them perfectly and they seem to be distracted by the TV they're watching. I peeked inside and my father's eyes stared right back into mine.
"Good night," I greeted.
"Good night Sweetie," Mommy responded. I didn't give her a reaction to that and just smiled.
"Which part yah come from?" My father asked.
"Mi did stop over Geneva," I told him. He nodded.
"So, how yuh feel 'bout the therapist?" He asked
"Him good. Him get straight to the point and him seem real. The first session was good," I admitted.
"Are you comfortable or is it too soon to tell?" My mom asked, sitting up.
"I revealed some of my issues to him today. He didn't seem off and I felt comfortable enough to say anything," I answered. She nodded.
"That's good. You know that we only want what's best for you and mental health means a lot, despite what anyone says. For now, you focus on that. When you are leaving for school, you can talk to Thomas about online sessions if you decide to keep him," She said and I nodded before leaving the room.
Man not even reach 40 a him name Thomas. One time parents wicked eno.
"Weh yah watch?" I asked Twin as I walked into the living room.
"Shadowhunters," She answered, pulling the blanket closer to her chest as she opened a big orange can of Pringles.
"Gimme some a that. What's the show about?" I held out my hand to her and she picked up the green can, handing it to me.
"I don't really know. I just started it since there was this cute guy in it and it appeared on my TikTok page," She said to me.
"Mi a guh inform," I said, tearing the seal off the Pringles can before putting one in my mouth.
"Watch the show." She waved me off.
I scooted closer to her and swapped the cans so we could share. Surprisingly, she didn't complain.
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