His eyes bore into mine, his deep brown ones a stark contrast to my own jade green ones.
He hasn't blinked, not in almost a minute.
"You are children, you know that?" Pansy said, walking into the common room.
I let out a sigh of relief as he finally blinked and looked away, Jules 1, Mattheo 0. "Nothing wrong with a little friendly competition" I drawled.
"You act like there is anything friendly about you" Mattheo spit. He rolled his eyes and slipped out of the chair.
"Y/n is plenty nice, maybe she just doesn't like you" Pansy quipped. I pursed my lips and nodded along with her statement. He let out an exasperated sigh of annoyance. "Please, everyone likes me" He turned around from his spot at the counter in our makeshift kitchen and braced his forearm on the edge.
God I had to stop think about him. About how hot his toned arms are, how his hair is perfectly tousled, and how-
"Not everyone buddy, I know for certain that I don't, and now that I think about it I doubt your mirror does either" I cocked my head to the side in silent defiance. There was no way he was gonna start this and win.
He liked to pick fights, to get under my skin in all the wrong places. What he didn't realize when he first started doing this was that I don't go down, not without a major fight at least, and today was no different.
No it didn't matter that I thought he was hot. Or that he was funny, quick thinking, smart- okay, okay I guess he wasss a guy I would consider dating but not him. Never him.
Me and Mattheo had a rough history, he picked on me when I was young, then I grew up, grew some balls and learned how to fight for myself. Now, the quick back and forth words as we passed each other throughout the day were all a game. And often one I looked forward to, not that I would actually admit it.
My attraction towards him wasn't a secret, he was undeniably hot. Perfect jawline, nice hair, eyes, and that toned and muscular body provided enough evidence for that case.
And he couldn't deny that he was attracted to me either. I might not have been among the prettiest girls in the school, but I wasn't so bad. My long light brown hair, jade green eyes, and curves in all the right places would make a guy go wild, but Mattheo has show some clear restraint, especially with the, not so little, little man downstairs.
Except for the sexual attraction there was no other reason I should like him, right?
I blinked out of my trance and took a sip of my drink. "I am heading to my room" I said just as I swallowed and before I slipped out of the main room for the night.
"No one asked!" Mattheo said
"Good night honey!" Pansy cooed.
My sheets were warm in the cool November air and I shivered as I sat up. The clock next to me said 6:30 AM, earlier than I usually woke up, but there was no going back to bed now.
I brushed my teeth, took a shower, changed, and threw on some light mascara before grabbing my book and headphones to head down to the common room. I had the longest walk considering my dorm was in the back since it was a single bedroom, thankfully I didn't have to share with anyone.
Walking past a familiar door I heard the slightest noise, "Jules" the guy moaned. I stopped dead in my tracks, there was no way right? Mattheo's dorm handle was chilled under my touch, and it squeaked as I twisted it, prompting the door to open. "amateur" I muttered under my breath.
I peaked my head through the small crack in the door to see no one other than Mattheo Riddle, touching himself, moaning my name. I never thought this guy would actually do something to me beyond make me angry and occasionally flustered.
His eyes were closed and his head was thrown back as I silently crept into the room and shut the door. His eyes shot open and his disturbingly gorgeous gaze met mine. He didn't cover himself, didn't cower or deny what he was doing.
"Can I help you J?" He said breathlessly. "No but it seems like I can help you" I said back.
I don't know how long he had been doing this but it clearly wasn't working. He was still, very clearly, painfully hard.
"You just gonna stand there or are you help a guy out?" He winced as a breeze came through the semi-open window. I set my stuff down on his desk by the door, and thanked the lord that he had a single room to, a bit bigger though, my jealousy pointed out.
I waltzed over to the bed and climbed up. I pushed down Mattheo on his back, his eyes trailing my every move.
"I say we make this a thing-aghh" He sputtered as I took him into my mouth. I licked his length as he pushed in further. "God only knows were both sexually frustrated" I pushed him further down my throat and he groaned in pleasure.
A silent, salty tear slid down my face. He looked over at me, tilting his head up from its previous position against the bed. "You gonna swallow like a good girl?" I nodded and it only took a fee more of the vibrations from my moans to set him off. He gasped my name as he came and wiped the tears of my face with his thumb, then to my chin where a little drip of cum had spilled out, then plunged that thumb into my mouth.
I sat up and fixed my hair, panting I said "What idea were you proposing?" He threw his sweatpants back on and I tracked his every movement as he crossed his room.
"Well," He started "You get horny right?" I looked at him, my eyes slit with confusion. "Yeah, everyone does" He walked over to the mirror and fixed his curls. "I say we fuck, on the down low of course, it's kinda weird if you shout out that your having sec with someone and your not dating and-" I cut him off with a sharp finger
"Your rambling" I yawned "Right, I say we enter a friends with benefits arrangement" I cocked my eyebrow up. "This is risky" I said. His hardwood floor was cold under my feet until i reached the green rug in front of his dresser.
He laid down on his bed easily, propping up a arm underneath his head, "We would put rules in place" I picked up some of his book off the dresser and flipped through the pages. "Like what?" I questioned, eyeing him through the mirror.
He sucked in a breath "Like no staying around afterwards to cuddle" He fake gagged at his own words and I chuckled but he continued on. "No telling people, and definitely no falling in love" He said very adamantly.
I scoffed, "Please, the last thing you should worry about is me falling in love with you, I'm not interested in you."
"Oh well you seemed pretty interested with me not that long ago when you creeped into my room to suck me off" He winked. I recoiled in response "I did not creep!" He husked out a laugh.
"Sure, because people normally go into peoples bedrooms without permission to watch them"
Crossing my arms in defence I stood there, nothing to say. I rolled my eyes, " Careful hunny, you roll those eyes one more time I just might have to punish you". His arms braced me against the wall and it was only then that I realized the amount of floor he had covered in seconds, his stride extraordinarily long. "Fine" I spoke, my voice breathy and my hearing lost somewhere within the sweet smell of is cologne. "I will agree to your terms, but, no friends, only benefits" I ran a teasing hair through his hair.
"If thats how you want it darling then so be it" He said as he leant into my touch. "But i suggest you leave this room either before Blaise walks out at exactly 8:25, or wait around in here with me until everyone goes to classes" I ducked under his arm and grabbed my things before reaching the door handle.
"Tomorrow night, 12am, Astronomy tower. Don't be late" I tossed over my shoulder as I walked out. "Wouldn't dream of it love" He shot back with a wink and a slap on my ass.
As I walked down the hallway, blush staining my cheeks, I realized that I might have just made a huge mistake. One that could cost me my sanity, and how I feel about Mattheo.