Bro I wrote this in one night. It's 1 AM on a school day. Save me pls.
Anyways how y'all doing ;)
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Jisung had no idea what had gotten into him. It was like whatever remaining brain cells he had left in him had run away, his dignity alongside it.
The second Lee Know disappeared from view, he started making embarrassing sounds like a dying chipmunk. He stood there making tea-kettle sounds, his eyes wide and heart thumping alarmingly fast. It was a miracle that his legs didn't give up on him.
Until Jisung remembered he still had to get inside the uber. He did sincerely pity the random uber driver, as they were going to have to deal with some crazy lovestruck teenager for the next 10 minutes.
When he got inside the car, the uber guy was smirking. Great.
"Crush?" the man asked as he began to drive, a glint of mischief in his eyes. The guy looked like he was in his mid-twenties, with slicked back hair and an aura of pure smug.
In a normal circumstance Jisung would instantly panic and deny it, but this was not a normal circumstance.
Jisung instantly turned red, and he covered his face with a groan. The man grinned smugly, before his voice softened. "He seems like a good guy. You got lucky with him."
Jisung smiled to himself. He really did.
"Do you think he loves me?" Jisung said, fidgeting with his fingers. "I mean, I've only known you for like 3 seconds. But the question I would ask myself is...do you love him?"
Jisung leaning back, thoughtful. He looked back on all his past experiences in the time he had spent with Lee Know. The rocky history, the embarrassing nicknames, the soap incident, the texts checking up on him.
Last night...
Jisung knew he loved Lee Know. He has had a crush on him for months, and he didn't think Lee Know would ever like him back. Jisung had never been truly loved by anyone, so he never really understood the feeling. Lee Know helped him realize what it felt like to be loved.
"Yes. I do." Jisung said. The man nodded. "Then I don't see any problem here." the man said, before the two guys went into comfortable silence.
Jisung felt embarrassed for dragging some random uber guy into his teenager love life, but he was glad to have someone to talk to, even for a brief minute.
It seemed an eternity before they pulled up at Jisung's apartment/dorm complex. Well, technically it took only 2 minutes but for Jisung it felt way longer than that.
"Good luck." the uber guy said. "Thank you so much for your help." Jisung said. The time in the uber had seriously helped him think clearly. The guy nodded and smiled, before driving away.
Jisung put his hands on his hips with a happy sigh, before passing out.
2 MinUteS lAtEr
Okay okay, he was exaggerating. He didn't pass out, don't worry people.
Jisung opened the door to the dorm and he peeked inside, praying that Jackie wasn't preparing to ambush him. If Jackie found out what happened, he would never let Jisung hear the end of it. And then, probably force Jisung and Lee Know to go on a real date.
After doing a very strategic check over, Jisung confirmed that Jackie was not at home or asleep, and it was therefore safe to enter without dying of embarrassment.
He quietly flipped on the lights and slipped off his shoes, before sprinting to him bedroom and locking the door. Jisung let out a shaky sigh, splattering himself all over his bed.
Suddenly, his phone vibrated in his pocket. A text. From Lee Know.
Shit.
Jisung's felt excitement bolt through his body, and his hands felt all weird and tingly as he picked up his phone and checked the message. As soon as he did, he began kicking his feet and twirling his hair like a teenager in a fanfiction.
minho is daddy
catgod: did you make it home safe?
squirrel: ofc i did bbg
catgod: thank goodness
squirrel: :D
squirrel: sooo
squirrel: uh...
squirrel: YOU WANNA GO OUT SOMEWHERE?
leeknow: LIKE JUST YOU AND ME?
squirrel: YEAH
catgod: YES YES YES WHEN
catgod: WANT TO GO TO THE PIER? THAT COOL NEW ONE
squirrel: WITH THE ROLLER COASTER? :0
catgod: NAH THE OTHER ONE
squirrel: BET
catgod: ILL PICK YOU UP AT 6
squirrel: YAYAYA OKI
catgod: ;)
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Lee Know was going to go ahead and admit he had no idea how he ended up in this situation.
When Lee Know imagined love, he thought of cute slow romantic dates in some overpriced restaurant, with the sun setting like a extinguished flame beneath the orange horizon. Maybe some white doves farting glitter, showering them like rain.
That would be a nice end to his Tuesday, am I right?
Well, that's kind of what happened.
<<<<<<reeewiiiindddd>>>>>>
The sun was setting, and Lee Know was leaning against the railing on the edge of the pier, admiring the ocean. The pier was surprisingly empty, only with some random hot dog man preparing to close his stand.
"Lee Knoww. I'm colddd." a voice to his right said, breaking the glorious peace. Well, when it was Jisung speaking, he really didn't mind.
Lee Know sighed with a slight smile, taking off his coat and placing it over Jisung's shoulders. Jisung had decided to go out in a white long sleeve crop top with adidas trackpants, with no regard to the weather. Jisung definitely didn't do that on purpose (right?).
"I'm still coldd." Jisung whined again.
Lee Know smirked, before slipping an arm around Jisung's waist and pulling him close. "Warm now?" Lee Know asked Jisung, who looked absolutely flustered. "Y-yeah." Jisung said.
Jisung noticeably relaxed after a few moments, and the two boys silently enjoyed the view and each other's company. After a few moments Jisung finally began talking. "Hey uh, Lee Know?" Jisung began, looking nervous.
"Hmm? Yes?"
"About this morning...when you kissed me." Jisung started. Lee Know turned his head, looking slightly panicked. "What? Did you not like it?" Lee Know asked, praying to dear lord he didn't screw up or make Jisung uncomfortable in any way.
I knew I should have asked him first before kissing him! Lee Know scolded himself.
"No! I loved it. I did. It just made me feel...loved. You know?" Jisung said, turning a bit red. "What do you mean?" Lee Know asked, his tone softened.
"It was...my first kiss actually." Jisung said, slightly embarrassed. Lee Know looked alarmed. "Really? Me?" Lee Know said. Jisung deserved a better first kiss, not from his socially awkward ass in front of an uber.
"Don't worry, it was the best first kiss ever." Jisung said, a big smile on his face. "I'm glad." Lee Know said, grinning and ruffling his hair. The two dissolved into comofortable silence once again. Then Jisung decided to break the silence by interrogation.
"So, tell me more about yourself. Do you enjoy your job as a cafe guy?" Jisung asked, his eyes curious. Lee Know snorted back laughter. "Hell no. I'd rather start my own cafe. With cats, obviously." Lee Know said, thinking back to the coffee incident yesterday.
"Aww, but you look hot in that apron. You look snatched." Jisung whined. "Who says I can't wear an apron if I started my own cafe?" Lee Know joked. Jisung's eyes widened, before grinning. "True." he said mischievously.
"Stop making that face," Lee Know laughed, swatting him, "What about you? Have any life passions?"
"I've actually been kind of interested in music. Not as a teacher, those creatures are crazy, but maybe like a songwriter or something." Jisung said thoughtfully.
"That's actually so cool. I've been trying to draw a little bit. I like feeling artistic." Lee Know said. "Ooo, so you're good?" Jisung asked, curious.
"Nah, I can't draw for shit. I tried drawing everyone once, and Hyunjin looked like a llama with lipstick and Chan transformed into a jacked up kangaroo." Lee Know laughed. Jisung giggled, before leaning into Lee Know. Lee Know hugged him a little tighter.
Holy shit, that was cute. I love this man.
Lee Know felt his heart beat a little faster. He looked down at Jisung, who was watching the water with a happy expression. Watching the sun set with Jisung in his arms felt so...right. He wouldn't want to be anywhere else.
Jisung glanced up at him, his eyes full of warmth. Lee Know thought he was going to melt with the look Jisung was giving him.
"Jisung?" Lee Know asked quietly. Jisung brightened. "Yeah?"
Lee Know swallowed, trying to find the words. But when he was looking Jisung, he could only just stare. He was beautiful, his gold brown eyes were like a magnet, drawing him in.
Lee Know knew he wanted to do.
"Can I kiss you?" Lee Know asked softly, almost in a whisper, leaning forward. Lee Know wasn't even sure if he heard him, but Jisung wasn't pulling away.
The sounds and lights around them became muffled and faded away as Lee Know pulled Jisung into a tighter hug, and Jisung subconsciously wrapped his arms around Lee Know's neck. The only thing that matter to Lee Know right now was the man in front of him.
The two inched closer and closer until finally...
Their lips met.
And it was the best kiss Lee Know has ever had.