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Previous part: "Ain't you the one? Who told me to never show my face.."
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Silence
Taehyung didn't say anything and so didn't jungkook but jungkook was looking at taehyung only
"So?" Jungkook broke the silence
"Are you willing to love me back now?" He asks
Taehyung looks at him "you.. you still love me?..?" He asked with his voice low
"Isn't it obvious?" Jungkook chuckles but taehyung held his head down as he plays with his fingers
"No.." taehyung said jungkook doesn't get angry he should but he didn't
"Why?" Jungkook asks "oh lemme guess am I still ugly?" Jungkook says
Taehyung quickly shakes his head as no "n-no.. it's not like.. that.. I..."
Taehyung wants to say something but he felt like someone is choking him Makin him breathless
"I...I.." uncontrolled the tears falls off taehyung eyes without him knowing
"You.. you don't deserve me.. not someone like me.. I'm bad.. please.. stop loving me.. I can't... I can't love you back... I'm sorry " taehyung said
Waiting jungkook to get angry at him
"Hm? I don't deserve you? Who are you to tell me who I deserve? It's not your fault that I love you, I love you from the bottom of my heart it was me who kept loving you knowing you won't accept and it's your wish to say no.." jungkook says
"But.. I... I said.. back then.." taehyung bits his lips
"I'm sorry..." Taehyung says as he wipes his tears "it's okay" jungkook says
Jungkook was about to stand up
"The thing is.." taehyung starts
Jungkook wanted to listen what taehyung is saying so he sits still
Taehyung face is still down looking at his own lap
"You.... You were not the first person who proposed me.. back then.. to be honest I.. I was scared.." taehyung confessed
"Huh? Scared?" Jungkook questions
Taehyung nods his head "I thought.. you are also the boys who threats me or.. or... Do something to me against.. my will.. that's why.. I said those words to you.. I really didn't mean them I just didn't want to get in trouble.. my.. my uncle.. he is not a good person if he knows about me being gay.. then it's over my life will be over" taehyung says
"But.. last year he passed away.. and that is why I live alone.." taehyung says
"And to say I don't how bad I am to be happy that he is dead.." taehyung says
"I-it was so ugly living... With him.. only... Only if my parents didn't leave.. me.. I wouldn't have to live with him.. " taehyung hands started shaking jungkook notices thank he slowly goes and kneels infront of taehyung
He takes hold of both taehyung hands "hey it's okay.. he is gone now right?" Jungkook says
"B-but.. but the memories it.. won't leave me jungkook.. he.. he used to beat me whenever he was angry.. he.. he even did many things.. without my will.. even.. even... Rap- ra-"
"Shhh shhh baby" jungkook cut him off knowing what taehyung was saying
No more tears comes out of taehyung was if there's no tears left in his eyes his eyes became emotionless
Jungkook makes taehyung to look at him
"Look taehyung you have went through alot I'm sorry I didn't know anything and I'm just an idiot to say those words the previous day but look taehyung I'm very proud of you very much you are so brave you came through this" he kisses taehyung hands
"The memories they won't leave you taehyung but they are what you are right now you had learn many lessons.. there are people like your uncle.. many same like you many has faced it but you know you are here still you made it you ended that chapter now this is your new chapter taehyung"
"An new life a new page of your book it's time for you to be happy you can over come the past I know I'm just saying these all I know.. that how hard it is for you.. you must be trying to get over it more than I think but.. don't give up.. okay?"
"I'm here for you not like a person who likes you but like a friend.. I will be with you.. I'll wait for you, my whole life do you understand? We'll make it out through this.."
"Just trust me.." jungkook says
Taehyung listent to everything and everyone word jungkook told him
Taehyung felt free just listening to jungkook talk the words to him
After jimin only jungkook told these words to him
Taehyung knows that he can trust jungkook with all his heart
He is sure
He can see it in jungkook's eyes
The love it was still there even from the start
Taehyung took a deep breath and nods his head
"I-i.. trust you.." taehyung said
Jungkook smiles ear to ear
"Thanks taehyung.. thank you so much!" Jungkook says
Taehyung lips form a tiny simple it was not fake it was not forced it came from the bottom on his heart
"Can I h-hug you..?" Taehyung asks
Jungkook eyes widened
"Yes? Yea! Yes taehyung!" Jungkook sits next to taehyung and pulls taehyung to a warm hug
Taehyung hugs him back
He doesn't know if he should really trust jungkook or not but this felt good to him
He felt safe in jungkook arms
He rests his head on jungkook's chest smelling Jungkook scent
"I will over come through it..."
- to be continued -
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This ff is soon to be completed guysss
-KVB-