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Y/N sat alone in a cafe, feeling lost in her thoughts. She had texted Gojo to meet her there, as she wanted to let him know her true feelings after thinking about it all night. However, she hadn't received a reply from him yet, and she felt anxious about whether or not he would show up.
After a few minutes of waiting, she saw the door to the cafe open, and she perked up in her seat, hoping that it was Gojo. Soon, he walked into the cafe, looking around until he spotted Y/N sitting at one of the tables. He made his way over to her and sat down across from her. There was a slight awkwardness in the atmosphere due to the previous night's events.
Y/N looked outside, seeing the sun shining and the birds chirping. She took a breath and turned to Gojo, who was looking at her curiously. "It's a great weather today, isn't it?" She asked, hoping to break the awkwardness between them.
Gojo looked out the window and nodded. "Yeah, it is..." He said, sounding a bit uncertain about how to talk to Y/N.
"Gojo, I..." Just as she was about to speak, she heard someone call out from one corner of the cafe.
"Hey, Suguru! You good?"
She looked in that direction, and saw a short brown-haired boy sitting with a few other boys. He seemed like a middle school student.
She shook her head and tried to focus on what she wanted to say to Gojo, but her mind was racing with thoughts. She stood up quickly, feeling the rush of adrenaline pumping through her veins.
"Sorry, I need to go," She muttered and rushed out of the cafe as fast as she could. Gojo was confused, unable to understand what was happening. He ran after Y/N, feeling worried and wanting to understand what was going on.
Y/N made it to the school and quickly entered the building. She rushed to her room and locked herself in. She was shaking, feeling anxious about the sudden hearing of the name. The last thing she wanted was to be reminded of him again.
Gojo knocked on Y/N's door and asked her to open the door. "Y/N...it's me...Gojo. Can you open the door to talk for a moment?" He asked, sounding slightly nervous. She didn't respond and stayed silent behind the closed door. "Y/N...can we talk? I promise I won't force you to do anything you don't want," He said, his tone sounding sincere.
"Gojo, please...I want to be alone for some time," She answered, feeling too scared to open the door.
Gojo felt frustrated and stepped back from the door. He couldn't force her to open the door, so he had to respect her wishes. He turned away from the door and went back to his room. He spent some time in his room, thinking about what had happened. He was confused and felt that there was something more going on than what he realised. He didn't understand why Y/N reacted the way she did, but he knew it must be important, and he didn't want to press on the issue further.
Gojo had heard someone saying Geto's first name in the cafe. He had seen it wasn't him, and so did Y/N, but why did she react that way?
Gojo noticed it before during their last mission together, when the special grade mentioned Geto's name, Y/N's expression changed. It was like she was afraid of him.
Did something happen between them? If it did, then what was so awful that caused Y/N to act like this? What relationship did they have? He had so many questions, whose answers only time could reveal.
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Y/N woke up with a start, drenched in sweat. She sat up in her bed and tried to get herself together. The nightmare was so vivid, and she could still remember every detail. She couldn't get the image out of her mind, and it was giving her the creeps.
Her heart was pounding, and she felt like she was about to have another panic attack. She tried to breathe slowly, but the memory kept coming back to her. She was shaking, and she was unable to calm herself down.
She got up from her bed and stepped outside to breathe in the fresh air. She hoped that it would help calm her down, but it wasn't working this time. She was still trembling, and she was scared of the memories that kept flashing in her mind.
She felt lost, and she could feel the tears welling up in her eyes. She didn't know how to make the pain go away, and she felt helpless. She wanted someone to be with her, to comfort her. But her only company was the silent night.
She stood outside, still trying to calm herself. She felt as if she was still in the nightmare, and that the memories were still flashing in front of her. She felt her heart beating rapidly, and she felt as if she was going to pass out.
She wanted to scream and let the pain out, but she was alone. She sat down, and hugged her knees close to her chest, trying to control her emotions. She felt so lonely, and she wished she wasn't alone right now.
She started to repeat to herself that she was strong and that she wasn't weak. She tried to convince herself that it was just a nightmare and that nothing was going to happen to her. However, the memory kept playing in her mind, and she couldn't help but feel scared and helpless.
"It's going to be okay...it's going to be alright." She kept repeating over and over again, trying to calm herself down. "Nothing is going to happen to me...I'm not going to get hurt..."
She kept repeating these words to herself, but the anxiety wouldn't go away. She felt as if the memory was still right in front of her, and that it was going to come for her. She felt her heart pounding, and she started to have trouble breathing.
She felt trapped, and she didn't know how to get the memory out of her mind. She wanted to be strong, but she felt weak. She felt like she wasn't in control of her feelings, and she felt as if she was drowning.
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