Dongwook kept visiting jungsuk frequently which made him very angry. He was tired of making sure dongwook was safe and didn't get caught to any bodyguards or even worse, the boss. He didn't want dongwook to be in danger all the time because of him. Jungsuk even managed to hide him from minsu as he was too busy with his sick boyfriend. He stayed out of the dorm most of the time and only came at midnight. So it wasn't too much of a problem. But jungsuk seriously wanted dongwook to stop following him everywhere.
Jungsuk was walking in the corridor busily because he had something to give the boss. He walked towards her room with files in his hands. Suddenly, a body blocked his way and as soon as he looked up he pushed him into a store room beside them and pushed himself along with him. "Are you fucking stupid? Why do you wanna die at the age of fucking 30!!??" He whispered aggressively pinning the older against the wall by his chest. Dongwook snaked his arms around jungsuk's waist flirtatiously. "You were walking around worriedly so I thought you would be calm if you get to see me." Jungsuk looked MAD.
"This place is highly secured and is full of cameras, since it's the way to the boss's office. If you get caught you're gonna get both of us tortured until we're dead. You. Don't. Fucking. Understand. Anything!!?" He whispered.
"Awwww..... you look so cute when you're mad, baby. I hope there is light in this stupid room." He wished while smirking at jungsuk as he was dead glaring at him with all he's got. The light suddenly switched on leaving both of them in shock. Jungsuk looked out to find a couple of men, probably bodyguards, trying to get into the room. Jungsuk got a panic attack. His heart was beating as loud as possible while dongwook stared at him carelessly. He was breathing heavily, covering both of their mouths to prevent them from making any sound at all. The guards tried opening the door, which was impossible. Jungsuk held it shut so it practically would not open at all. The guards thought maybe the door wasn't working and left from there. Jungsuk relaxed and sighed before going back to glaring at dongwook.
"Leave now! I NEED to talk to you so go and wait in my room. I am not protecting you, so leave. I'll talk to you if you're still alive. You fucking understood? Now get the fuck out of my face you stupid lovesick old bastard." He insulted while poking his finger into dongwook's chest. Dongwook flinched and nodded to what jungsuk ordered and left as he was told. Jungsuk looked around outside and went to hyekyo like nothing happened. He finished his work with the boss and came back to his room expecting dongwook to be there already but he wasn't. His heart sank. He looked around the place and he was nowhere. "Lee dongwook! Come out now! Do NOT play with me. I'm gonna kill you right now. So come out." He said in a trembling voice. His heart started aching like crazy and he was breathing so heavily.
He didn't wanna be bothered by the fact but he just couldn't help it. He called his name several hundred times but got no answer. He looked everywhere in the room where he destroyed his bed, the floor and every corner. He didn't realise the tears falling down his cheeks even though his sight was blurry. He grabbed his chest and fell down on his knees. He was so hurt. He started sobbing on the floor., crying his name out.
Then he heard a creak from across the room. It was the closet's door. He flew open and blurry figure came out of it and ran towards dongwook. "Jungsuk-ah, no~~ I was just messing around with you. I'm totally fine, see? Don't cry baby. It breaks my heart into millions of pieces. I'm sorry abou-" he was getting closer to jungsuk while approaching jungsuk rather gently, when he felt a hard punch on his jaw making him fall on the groun heavily. He looked up to see jungsuk there with his both palmes made into fists. Dongwook never knew jungsuk punches would feel this painful. He might've broken a couple of teeth with that punch. He might need a dentist himself.
"GET OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE!! DONT KEEP MESSING WITH IT UNTIL YOURE SATISFIED! HOW MUCH BROKEN DO YOU WANT ME TO BE?? CANT YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!? I CAME HERE BECAUSE I WANTED SOME PEACE OF MIND EVEN AFTER YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH THAT PIECE OF SHIT. IF YOU KEEP ON SHOWING ME YOUR FACE I MIGHT ACTUALLY KILL YOU THIS TIME!! PLEASE....... PLEASE GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE. I BEG YOU!!" jungsuk shouted his throat out. Dongwook felt horrible, he slowly got up and faced jungsuk again.
"I know I messed up big time, but...... I love you lee jungsuk. If you still insist on living without me then kill me. I don't want the life where you're not with me. Please just kill me." He held jungsuk's hand against his throat. Jungsuk squeezed it slightly making dongwook flinch. But he couldn't. How could he kill dongwook and with his own hands? Dongwook was aware of this.
"See? You are incapable of killing me. I know you still love me so don't try to deny it. You wouldnt protect me all these days if you wanted me to get away from you." He stated. Jungsuk closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
"Yeah. I'm physically incapable of killing you. You're right! But....... I can kill myself." He moved his hand a little bit and a knife came into his hand by itself. He placed it on his throat ready to cut himself. "If you don't get out my sight, I will kill myself and I mean it. With all my heart." He threatened. Dongwook was trembling. "n-n-n-no! Jungsuk-ah. Put that down. Please......... NO! ok-okay! I'll lea-leave. I'll never show my face to you again. Dro-drop the k-knife.
.....please....... please." He begged. He had no choice but to leave while his lover had a knife at his throat threatening to kill himself. He couldn't do anything. He just left. He had no power in begging him to let him stay. He left because of him, because he loved jungsuk too much. He had to leave. Jungsuk watched him leave completely and lowered the knife from his throat. He changed everything back to normal and fell on his bed and started sobbing into the sheets.
He fell asleep while crying and it was already the night. He didn't know the time at all he just slept and slept and slept. He suddenly opened his eyes when he heard lots of footsteps. He opened the door of his room to peek outside. There were guards running towards the hallway. He stopped one of the guards to know what was going on.
"Sir, there is an intruder here. He barged into the residence and was totally drunk." The guard said. Jungsuk immediately ran at full speed towards the situation. He pushed everyone that was on his way and sprinted as fast as he could. He was so worried that it might be dongwook. He reached it and there it was, the thing he feared the most about.
Hyekyo was standing right there and glaring at dongwook. As he was talking rubbish and pissing hyekyo off. There were guards ready to kill dongwook any second I'd ordered by hyekyo. They surrounded dongwook with guns. He kept talking like an old drunk man that annoyed hyekyo very much.
"KILL HIM!" She shouted. Jungsuk ran towards dongwook in a high speed and guarded him with his own body.
"Lee JUNGSUK? What are you doing here?" The boss asked.
"Ma'am he didn't do anything wrong so can we please let him go? I beg of you." Jungsuk begged her.
"Did NOTHING? HE FUCKING BARGED INTO THE RESIDENCE AND BADMOUTHED Everyone WHILE HE IS Drunk." SHE YELLED.
"He doesn't deserve to die just because of that ma'am. Just let him go. Please."
"What the fuck is going on here? Why are you supporting this man? You know him?" Hyekyo asked.
"Does it matter? Just let him go. I'll make sure he never appears in front of your face again." He cried.
"I will NOT take my word back once I tell them to kill. He should die. It is not a comedy show to let anyone inside here and do as they please. I'm not letting that man leave. I don't care what it takes." SHe stated. And signalled them to attack dongwook. Guards started getting closer to dongwook. Jungsuk stood guard to him and pushed him behind to protect him. "DO NOT TOUCH HIM!" he said in a firm commanding voice.
"HE SHOULD DIE!" Hyekyo yelled back. The guards didn't listen to jungsuk at all.
"Then kill ME FIRST. You can't lay a finger on his as long as I'm alive." He moved his arms firmly and all the windows broke. The sharp glass edges pointed at the throats of every guard in the hallway. Everyone froze in their places. Dongwook was shocked to look at everything that was happening there.
"Jungsuk! What are you doing? Stop this now. Don't declare war on me just because of a mere drunk man." She yelled.
"He's not just any drunk man ma'am. He is the man I love and I can go on 100 wars if it takes to protect him. I will not hesitate." He glared.
"Okay, okay. Just move the glass away from everyone. I won't touch him. I promise. Just leave them alone." Hyekyo convinced.
But jungsuk was still glaring at everyone. His eyes turned red and all the glass pieces were vibrating making everyone fear for their lives.
Dongwook knocked himself into consciousness and saw what jungsuk was doing.
"Jungsuk-ah, what are you doing? What's happening with you. Jungsuk!" He shook him. Jungsuk came into consciousness after he heard dongwook's voice. "Dongwook-ah, are you okay? Did anyone hurt you?" He checked him. "I'm fine, but you? What the heck are you doing. Put the glasses down."
Then jungsuk realised everything that happened. His eyes turned back brown from red and he put all the glass pieces in a corner. He glanced at everyone and saw fear in everyone's eyes. He hated it. He saw them moving away from him and he couldn't take it. What has he done? What was happening with him. Why is he turning into a demon suddenly? He was so scared of himself. Dongwook noticed jungsuk breaking down and hugged him tightly. But jungsuk moved back. "No! Don't touch me! I'm a monster. I don't want to hurt you. Stay away from me. Please.!" He shouted.
"You won't hurt me baby. I trust you, so please calm down." He gently took him into his arms.
Hyekyo ordered everyone to get back to their works and dongwook to take jungsuk into his room. He lifted the younger in bridal style as he was hugging him like a koala. He took jungsuk to his room and made him lay on the bed but jungsuk wouldn't let go of dongwook's neck. He tried to get away but it was no use so he just gave up and hugged jungsuk tighter. He could hear little sniffles but ignored them and let him cry.
"I Love you, jungsuk." He whispered into the youngers ear. Jungsuk pulled him onto the bed and ended up on his chest. They cuddled warmly on the bed. Jungsuk fell asleep in his arms. It's been so long since jungsuk was that close to him so he felt things in his stomach. He wanted to stay like that forever. He wanted to love him like that forever. His scent was very soothing and gentle that it felt like home. No matter how many powers he has or what position he is in, he would always be a baby to dongwook. He doesn't care about anything but jungsuk.
To see jungsuk lying in his arms comfortably makes his heart heal and beat faster. His lips automatically turn into a cute smile whenever his love is around. It was the same for jungsuk before. If only he would not go to lee apartments that day. If only he didn't fight with seoyoon, if only he didn't kiss him, all this wouldn't have happened. But what's the point in regretting after everything has happened. He hated himself for DAYS and it took him every ounce of his courage to beg jungsuk to come back home. But now he's laying on his chest, he wouldn't expect that to happen at all. But here he is.
"Dongwook-ah~~" jungsuk whined still in sleep.
"Yes, jungsuk? Do you need something?" He asked.
"Can you hug me tighter? You're being too gentle." He said weakly. The older was shocked, he didn't expect him to say that. He was probably talking in his dreams. There's no way LEE JUNGSUK would say that to dongwook. Dongwook just did as he was told. Jungsuk got really comfortable with dongwook that his lips started turning into a curl. Dongwook didn't want to admit it but he's been staring at jungsuk since the beginning. It's a little creepy but he didn't think of it at all. And when he smiled, his stupid heart does stupid little flips that drives him crazy.
To be continued...........
A/n
Nothing to say here, just enjoy the drama. Peace.