I'm going with Honey Toast.
Then I'll be having a Chicken Burger Nanon. Don't forget it's you who should pay the bills.
Fine. Nanon nodes his head.
Hey....Nanon. What are you doing here I was searching for you everywhere. Uncle was calling you but you are not picking up your calls.
I forgot my phone at home Namtan.
Anyways your Dad asked me why you skipped the exam the other Day. Care to explain cause I said you were sick, but in the whole past week you were not sick infact enjoying the quantity time.
Emm.....I was not willing to write that exam that day.
But you prepared whole week ignoring me and every distraction you had to pass that exam that was very important to you but still didn't show up?
I was sick. Constipation. Nanon said feeding a bite of his Toast to Namtan.
But I saw you going somewhere with Ohm. Chimon said casually not knowing the consequences of what he said, Nanon eyes widened Namtan observed the hesitation Nanon was having right now.
I-I, Ohm sai- No I- Nanon hesitating to come up with an excuse
Where did you went? Namtan asked straight away knowing well her Man was lying.
Cafe. Nanon replied avoiding her eyes.
Why did you lied?
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What's happening Nanon? What's happening with you these days? You are not taking my calls, ignoring me, avoid my texts, dry replies and even lying to me.
Do you even love me?
Here comes the same shit again.
Nanon said pissed off. Chimon literally escaped from the place as the situation was going out of hands.
SHITTTT.....DID YOU JUST CALLED ME SHIT? THIS IS HOW YOU LOVE ME?
Don't scream. We will settle this at home. Nanon tired to calm her down but no Namtan pulled herself away from Nanon's grip.
WHAT'S HAPPENING? SAY IT? TELL ME RIGHT NOW IF NOT I WILL GO CRAZY...!! She yelled in the middle of cafe.
YOU FUCKING WENT TO CAFE WITH HIM DITCHING ONE OF THE IMPORTANT EXAM? WHY? IS HE THAT IMPORTANT? MORE THAN YOUR EXAM?
YES.....FUCKIN YES. WHY DO YOU KEEP ASKING ME QUESTIONS? I DON'T NEED TO EXPLAIN MYSELF HERE.
What are saying? You don't need to explain yourself? I'm your FUCKING GIRLFRIEND from 4 years and you are saying YOU DON'T NEED TO EXPLAIN YOURSELF? Namtan hold her hair in disbelief trying to get things which are now making sence. She didn't hesitate to ask....
WHAT'S WITH YOU AND HIM? WHAT'S YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH THAT FUCKING BASTARD? Namtan screamed holding Nanon's collar, chimon who was watching this ran towards them to take Nanon out of the cafe.
WHERE YOU CHEATING ON ME? ALL THESE DAYS? HOW LONG ITS BEEN GOING ON? SINCE WHEN YOU STARTED SUCKING DICKS? Nanon lost it he was going insane, he had enough of all the toxic things going on in his relationship, he always tried to please her even tho she was kicking him, hurting him by doubting his love towards her, he was tired of holding on to the rope which were hurting his hands.
FINE.....YES I CHEATED ON YOU WITH HIM. NOW YOU KNOW THE REASON RIGHT. FUCKIN LEAVE ME ALONE. I'M TRIED OF PROVING MY LOVE TO A SELF OBSESSED BITCH.
What are you saying? Namtan broke in tears so was Nanon but today his range was speaking.
Tell me honestly....You don't like me like how I love you. Isn't it? You choose me so that you can play with me like a puppet.
Enough Nanon....You are hurting her. Chimon pulled him out of the Cafe but it was too late as the video is going viral on social media. Ohm along with Perth, Milk and Tu rushed to the cafe and saw Nanon having fight with Namtan.
Let her get hurt.....Nanon yelled pushing Chimon away.
YOU FUCKING FEEL INSECURE HAVING ME AROUND YOU....You never cared about my feelings when I loved you with all of my heart, I'm so fucked up with your mood swings. Am I a toy you? Huh? I need to come to you when you please but then you will abandon me when things get hard for you. Am I that easy for you?
You take my feelings as a joke. I FUCKING CUT MY SKIN to prove how much I love you but what you said in return that I have a little bit of love on you when I loved you with all of my heart?
Now, I am saying this.....You are my EX, I lost all the feelings I had on you. I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING FOR YOU NOW. IS THIS STATEMENT ENOUGH FOR ME TO PROVE THAT I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE? Namtan was getting scared of Nanon's actions, Ohm walked towards Nanon to calm him.
FUCK OFF......YOU DON'T TOUCH ME. Nanon screamed pushing Ohm away. Namtan ran towards Ohm and pulled his hair after slapping Ohm.
WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY BOYFRIEND? You fucking BASTARD. I will sue you up in the middle of the court. Namtan yelled crying ugly while Tu and Milk pushed her away.
Nanon looked around, people were watching them some were even shooting the show. At this moment he knew he fucked up in all ways. He decided to put an end to this.
I'm Done with you! He said looking straight into Namtan eyes and walked away.
If you walk away from me, I swear I'll kill myself baby. Namtan warned but Nanon walked away without turning around. Chimon followed him cause this is his height time and as a bestfriend he needs to be with him.
You are the reason why we ended up like this. Namtan said walking towards Ohm.
Tu came in the middle stopping her to touch Ohm.
No you are the reason why you ended up like this. You always doubted Hia's Love when he loved you truly with his whole heart and also you are the reason why Hia looked at Ohm.
"You clearly don't know how to love a person in a right way and I am not sorry to say this but Hia deserves better." Tu said and walked away pulling Ohm along with her. Namtan felt dejected.
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What's happening with you Nanon? What's all this?
I don't know.....either. (Nanon said sniffing while crying)
I really loved Namtan with my whole heart but lately I am realising that I am trying to love Namtan. I did everything to please her , pleasure her, Love her...........I gave every piece of me mentally, emotionally and Physically. (Nanon sniffs again drinking a sip of water)
But she was never satisfied, I-I am really proud that I am her boyfriend, I don't know why she wants to keep our relationship as a secret until I saw her with Win. I knew something was going on between them but I never asked her cause I loved her even if she didn't loved me the way I loved her.
I was....I indeed pretended that I was blind when I saw her kissing Win. I was quite I never wanted her to get hurt because of my actions or words. To talk about it I realised I was too late but then she realised her mistake and I accepted her with every inch of heart without even talking about her cheating on me.
Maybe I was too good to be heartbroken. But then she started doubting my love for her in fear of her getting cheated on. I was true to her but she kept lying and lying and lying but still I listen cause I love her (Nanon crying)
But when Ohm came into my life everything changed Mon.....With him I was like me,No need to act or pretend. With him I can get angry annoyed happy and sad. I don't need to explain my emotions he just understands me just by looking at me.
I- I was on the stage where I was holding myself tight for the first time I cried when my eyes started looking at Naked bodies of Men other than Women, I felt disgusted about myself because of the fact that My Dad who is an ultimate homophobic. And the first time I jerked myself thinking about him. I-I don't know how it happened and when it happened but it just happened.
I kept lying to myself running away from myself ignoring the confused feelings towards that Man while being a Man. I was lost but at the same time I felt home with him. I loved when he kept following me every where like a lost puppy begging to sign the scroll.
I feel suffocated when he is standing near me, I feel all different things with him and I hated it but loved it. When I signed the scroll I thought it will be over and yeah my life changed into boring drama again. He started ignoring me I thought this feeling will go away as the time passes by but no I couldn't stay even for 2 days without talking to him.
But then my whole delusional world turned upside down when he.......
When he? Chimon asked holding Nanon hand tight.
When he sucked me while I was drunk. I thought it was one of my wet dreams so I continued talking to him keeping all my feelings to myself and also scared as I was falling out of Namtan's love. I kept rushing to her to erase the thought of Ohm until he confessed he loves me from past 3 years and I didn't had any idea.
I thought I was confused with my sexuality just to realise Ohm was making me confused. He touched me when I was drunk I was on high I loved it too much that I felt him so wrong.
I started ignoring him but he was (Nanon crying) he was waiting, waiting and waiting. I was on the stage where I know as much as I loved Namtan he was loving me more than that. He is patient, He is kind, He understands me unknowingly I developed a lot of feelings on him that Namtan felt wrong here.
I couldn't control him loving Me, I watched him totally turning into Manic thriving for my slight touch. I hurted him lying to myself, I kept forcing myself towards Namtan at the same time not letting Ohm move on from me.
Nanon....
I know, I am sound like cheating but I can't help..... Chimon.
Now that I broke up with Namtan that doesn't mean I am willing to accept Ohm. Cause loving him is Sin to me and I don't know what to do....(Nanon crys harder)
Why don't you try talking about all these to Ohm?
No way. He should never know that I actually have feelings for him. Never. If he finds out he will surely make me fall in love with him and we can't go beyond that. He is forbidden love to me.
I can't break his heart when he is loving me like breathing. My dad will probably kill him without any trace and I won't handle that pain.
What if I support you in this matter and try to fight against Uncle.
No way.....promis me you will never tell Ohm about this. Promise me you won't do anything stupid without my permission. If you do I swear on our friendship.
Nanon....
Beleive me chimon whatever I am doing is to save myself and Ohm.
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Fucked up....!! I don't know if I should be happy that he finally broke up or should I cry about the fact that I am the reason for their breakup. Ohm asked Perth gulping the beer bottle in one go.
Ohm what you will do now?
I don't know. I never expected Phi NAMTAN to be that toxic when she clearly looks like an angel which have Devil personality.
Exactly Ohm. Thinking about it, as Tu said it's not your fault. The flaws are in their relationship and you have chance here.
But that doesn't erase the fact that he still keep pushing me away and probably now hates me.
Is it because of Netflix Night? Perth asked Ohm frowns
How do you know?
I just saw you touching and kissing him in an inappropriate way while watching the movie.
Belive me I did worst that that in the kitchen.
Did you force him?
No way......I tried to touch him but ended up touching myself infront of him cause he kept saying he doesn't have those feelings towards me.
Wait....are you serious? Cause clearly that night when you were touching P Nanon and unfortunately I had to watch him. His face was saying it all. I thought you both were standing on friends with benefits stage sorting out experience and experiments like Me and Chimon.
You are not lying to me? Are you?
Why will I?
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I need to go. He might be crying all alone. I said and walked away starting my Bike.
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