Phillip Pov :
Travis carried Grace as we walked back to our naighbour hood. It seems like I was right again, I meqm thay eont call me Mr.Cupid for nothing do thay? I called it travis and sally face are in love, thay just need to relize that.
Phillip : "So do tell me, when im I getting my 10 bucks?"
Travis : "what are you talking about"
Phillip : "dont hide it travis. you have a thing for sally face"
Travis : "I dont.. have a thing for sally face"
Phillip : "Travis, I know you cant accept yourself beacuse of your father. I know everything about you, We have been friends scense we both wore dipers"
Travis : "I do, I like Sal. I lot, But He dosent like me back and even if he did. you know we could never"
Phillip : "you know I am here for you, I have always been, always will"
Travis : "thanks.. so.. Larry huh?"
Phillip : "Eh- what?"
Travis : "Just like you know me I know you, and I see you and larry flirt, You blushed at him"
Phillip : "mh.. Haha Nice joke"
I gave travis a slight punch in on his upper arm
Travis : "Ah, fuck Phillip, that hurt"
Phillip : "Oh sorry dude, I.. was it yoyr father or are you back to old habits?"
Travis : "how do you know?"
Phillip: "when you passt out your sleeve came up, I saw the blood stannade bandages"
Travis : "Im sorry Phillip, I just.. I cant believe how i can be such masive cunt, Sal is a kind person and I Bullied him and his friends, I just"
Phillip : "dont worry I understand travis, I get it. I been watching for years, Im happy your changeing"
Travis : "yeah.."
I watched as travis whent into the house whit Grace. I cant watch this, I must do someting, right? I whant them to be happy but he cant.. Hes afried of happiness.. I sould talk to larry about this tomorow.
Travis pov :
Travis : "Mother, Father, I found grace. she has gone all the way to the adissons apartments"
Adaline : "Omg Grace, are you alright?"
Grace : "hi, Mother, Father"
Kenneth : "Do you two have any idea what time it is?"
Travis : "Yes father, I deeply apolegize for being home so late, even when you told me not too"
Kenneth : "Adaline take Grace up to her room, I will have a talk whit my son. alone."
Mom took Grace out of my hands and started to walk up the stairs, I looked at my father and then behind him, The kettle was on, I hurd the water boil. Oh No.
Kenneth : "So you dare to disrespect my orders? Isent that right son."
Travis : "Sir, I am sorry, But I found Grace, isent that what matters?"
I watched as my father walked over to the kettle turning it off and takeing a small coffee cup out
Kenneth : Tsk, tsk, tsk "You know what I have said about asking questions, go to the liveing room"
I walked twords the liveing room, what more chose did I have? My father forced me to take of my shirt and he trew the boiling water at me. I grinnded my teeth together so I wouldent give out a painful wimper. He took off one of the Crosses on thr wall a small one but still, it was metal. I took out a lighter holding it whit a par of tongs, he started warming up the small metal cross and pressed it twords my skin on the back by my sholder. I vouldent hold It in and gave out a wipmer of pain.
Kenneth: "OH SHUT UP! Are you going to look me in the eye and tell me that my puneshment hurt more then you hurting yourself, If you whant to go agenst god, and EverythingI worked for, I make sure you have a home, a correct life, manners and food on the table, and you repay me whit hurting yourself. Descusting, your a faild abortion."
I stood there crying silently for myself as my father whent to the kitchen and grabed a small but sharp kinfe. he started carving something into my skin.
Kenneth : "Go! You can not ett for a week, no meals at all."
I whent to the bathroom to clean up befor I go to bed. Im so tierd, so, so tierd.
Adaline: "Oh travis.. my baby.. mt sweet little baby boy, you dont deserve any of this, im sorry"
If you really where sorry you would do someting about it, wouldent you?.. I cant believe i just thought that, ofc she wouldent, shes sceard and so am I. we cant do anything about it. can we?
I whent to the bathroom and looked into the mirror. Theres a burned in cross on my back and under it theres bloody carved letters "Sinner". Ugh I wish god would answer my prayers, let me die god, please.
the next day I woke up to my alarm clock, I just up. my body hurt everything hurt, my arms, my back, my legs, everything. I whent to get a cold shower to make the pain less painfull, it helped a little the cold water was nice. I step out of the shower looking over all my cuts and wounds, nothing seemed to be incefted yet. Good. I whent to my room and put on a long sleeved black shirt, my shorts and lats my cross, I whent to the bathroom, brushed my teeth and my hair, I didnt have the energy to gel it down. so I just let it be free today, hope my father wont be too mad about it. The cut i got a few days ago, seems to be healing well. all thanks to Sal ofc.. hes truly amazing..
Kenneth : "TRAVIS! BREAKFEST, NOW."
I whent down stairs and like every day my sister on my fathers left side and mother on his right. My chair in front of him. I sat down, I dont know why he whanted me there. im not getting breakfest anyways. we did our morning prayer and my father dissmissed me to go to school. I stood up and whent to my room to get my bag, thne i say good bye to my family and started walking twords school. it hurt a little on where the cross was burned in and the carvings. my arms hurt alot too, but it was nothing I couldent handle.