Ending #2
WARNING Suicide, do not read if not comfortable
The Ortega family leaked the news to the public, fake news actually, saying how Jenna was dating the now famous daughter of Carolina Herrera, that was real we all know.
Yes my daughter is dating her, at first we didn't accept it but at the end we did, Y/n suddenly went crazy, she hurt me! she punched me twice saying we'd hurt out daughter!!
Despite Y/n and Jenna coming out to say that wasn't real, that wasn't what happened, people believed Natalie more, People feared for Jenna, that she was in an abusive relationship, The amount of hate y/n was getting was unreal, no other person had gotten so much hate like that until now, Y/n was sad, she was depressed she tried not to let her get to it but it was inevitable "Y/n...it's okay i promise" Jenna said with a huge frown on her face hugging her girlfriend who was currently crying her eyes out "I..i'm sorry Jenna " was all her girlfriend could make out, that happened al most everyday since it happened, and Jenna was tired of it, of the people making her feel this way, the messed up in so many ways as well, allowing her parents to even visit them after that statement.
She had even gotten Y/n's mom involved asking her what to do since she feared for her girlfriend, to what the old lady just said to keep an eye on her, to not leave her alone, not for anything.
Tired, Y/n was tired, she couldn't take it anymore, she had made up her mind, she thought it true multiple times and she thought this was the best decision, the moment Jenna walked past that door she felt everything was wrong, seeing Y/n with her bag packed, they were currently in their apartment in California, in Jenna's home town Coachella Valley , since Jenna wanted to be close to her siblings they agreed on getting one there, Jenna now was seeing this was a mistake "Y/n...why is that bag packed?" Y/n stared at her trying not to cry, trying to be the strongest that she could "I...i'm leaving Jenna..." what?? first of all no mi amor?? Jenna?? "What?? why? leaving where? " Jenna asked concerned "I can't take it..I'm sorry" Y/n finally cried sitting down in the couch, hearing this Jenna felt full on panic "Take what? i'm confused?" "I feel like you've put your family first after what your parents did, i get hate every day where ever i go out and you never told them anything Jenna and i'm tired, i'm hurt..." Oh... Jenna felt frozen, not knowing what to say really but she felt defensive "Y/n their my family i-" "And i'm your girlfriend that has done nothing but been supportive and loving and i can't get the same in return?? i know their your family but they fucked up big time and you chose to forgive them!" Y/n shouted slightly feeling so many emotions, mainly hurt " I tried talking to them...i did try" "Well it wasn't enough Jenna...they still come here at our home! giving me the stinkiest eye! as if i was the one who actually did something bad! you spend most of your time there! you still invite them you put them over me! i want respect " Y/n sobbed as she passed around the room feeling anxious, this not being the first time having this conversation "WELL THEIR MY PARENTS Y/N WHAT CAN I DO?"
She's not changing her mind...it has to be done... Y/n thought feeling her heart break
"i didn't want to have to do this...but you leave me no choice...who is it gonna be Jen..me or them?" " You can't do that to me Y/n it's not fair!" Y/n nodded knowing her answer already, she stood up grabbing her bag "Fine then...i hope your happy with your lying family...i won't put up with this any longer...2 months of this is enough Jenna..." Jenna didn't move or say anything, if she wanted to leave then fine so fucking be it, Y/n al ready half way through the door turned around with tears in her eyes she said "I love you Jenna Ortega " as she walked away crying.
Jenna didn't do anything, she just laid in their bed crying as well, knowing she had made multiple mistakes, Y/n had given her so many...so many opportunities...they had talked about it more than once...but she always went back to her family...
"Y/n broke up with me..." Jenna said sadly as she ate dinner at her parents house, Her moms ear perked up quickly trying to her smile but kinda failing "Really? her lost honey " her dad stood silent "Is it okay if i stay here for a couple of days?" Her mother nodded finally giving her the biggest smile ever "Of course your room is clean and everything is there" "Why did you guys break up?" Aliyah asked raising an eyebrow "I can't say.." She said.
It had been days, three to be exact, Y/n had texted her but she decided not to answer, she called her as well, her last text being
Jenna...let's talk please..i'm sorry for making you pick lets work it out?
Even when Y/n was in all her right she let her dignity slide, but there was no answer.... Carolina didn't know what to do with her daughter as she could hear her crying her self to sleep every night she was there
"So are you going to finally tell us what happened?" Markus asked sitting on her sisters bed "I chose you guys" Jenna said softly "What?" "She made me pick if it was her or- " "Your stupid right?" Aliyah said feeling mad, feeling sad for y/n "Why stupid? i did it for yo-" "Dude Mom treats Y/n like shit, dad is...well kinda rude but still, why would you do that? she loves you so much and has been through so much because of what mom and dad did" Markus nodded agreeing with his sister "Have you been on twitter ? insta? shit is wild dude" He added frowning as well not believing what his sister just said "C'mon Markus let's just leave here alone"
Jenna was alone again...she messed up didn't she? she put her phone on airplane mode deciding to sleep on it.
Mean while y/n was texting her and calling her feeling so so bad, it was unbearable, she couldn't take it, hoping, having a little bit of hope that Jenna would answer, but it didn't happen no matter how many minutes, seconds, hours she waited...Her loved one never came to her rescue...
"JENNA JENNA!!!!! JENNA!!!" Aliyah yelled as they made their way in to her room waking her up "What what??" she looked around and all of her siblings were there "What's going on?" Isaac cleared his throat, being the oldest...he had to tell her "Jenna...sit down" she frowned not understanding what was going on, why were they all there? where was their parents? "Did something happen? " she asked " Where's mom and dad are they okay?!" they all nodded not saying a single word "What i'm about to tell you isn't easy at all okay?" she nodded
she heard what he said but it all went blank , she couldn't process it....
"What... i didn't get it..."
He took a deep breath grabbing her shoulder
"Y/n killed her self last night"
Jenna's heart stopped, she quickly reached for her phone taking airplane mode off,
75 missed called from Mi amor
5 missed Called Mrs Herrera
Her heart was pounding as her eyes quickly filled with tears "No no no no no no it's not true" she said as she opened Y/n's messages...
Are you awake?
I need you
I'm sorry please answer
I'm so sorry for all the calls i just really want to talk with you right now
I don't feel good amor
It hurts a lot and i'm thinking bad things
Wish you where here right now....
She scrolled and scrolled crying
Jenna... i love you dear so, i'd do anything for you heavens know, but i am weak\i am nothing, i wish we never met, so i could save you from all the pain i am about to cause to your precious heart my love, i will always watch after you please forgive me for all of this i tried, believe me when i say so, the world is to cruel and maybe i am too... this might be selfish of me but i can't take it anymore, i love your smile, it's light in my eyes, i love your laugh it is music to my ears and i'll miss you so much, i'm sorry for what i'm about to do....but it's my only way out... I spent the whole day in my head It could always be worse I'm running out of gas, hardly anything left i wish you could tell me you love me spin me around pretty please pick me up in the air and don't put me down.. where are you right now...?
She couldn't finish the text, it was hard to breath, she couldn't believe it....
"What's going on?" Natalie asked as she saw all her kids in Jenna's room, the quickly whisperd to her what happened "Oh really? that's sad" was all she said, Jenna heard this, it cost y/n's life to see what she meant... "What?" Jenna said "THAT'S SAD MOM THIS IS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT MOM!!! I LOVE HER!!! SHE' S MY EVERYTHING AND I FUCKING FAILED HER BEACUSE OF YOU!!! YOU SELFISH BITCH!!! WHAT YOU DID!! WHAT YOU SAID!!!!" She cried out loud ready to pounce on her mom being quickly held by her brothers "YOU KILLED MY GIRLFRIEND!!! YOU DID THIS!!! SHE'S DEAD MOM AND SHE'S NEVER COMING BACK!!!! I FUCKING HATE YOU I WISH YOU WERE DEAD!!!" She screamed as she fell in her brothers arms crying "Y/n... my Y/n" Natalie froze...what had she done "Jenna... i didn't tell her to kill her self..." "MOM!!!" all of them said "what the fuck mom?!?!" " are you serious??!!" Jenna got out of her brothers hold throwing a punch at her moms nose "YOU KILLED MY GIRLFRIEND!! i hate you natalie i wish you were dead..."
Jenna cried all day in her room...thinking about doing it her self as well... to be with her girlfriend.