TANSANEÉ POV
Same day...
Still feeling a little awkward from the exchange downstairs as I resume Xavier's hair, I try to keep my focus on parting his hair neatly.
"Sorry bout that, me nuh know why mommy a move suh" he apologies.
"Its fine, she probably nuh mean no harm" I try to give her the benefit of the doubt, though i don't even believe that myself.
I wasn't blind to the looks she gave me when she thought I didn't see.
It will always be baffling how people find the ability to smile in your face while holding secret animosity over you. I have no idea what I could have possibly done for her to not like me.
"Stop pick up fi har, she did wrong a just so."he speaks dismissively.
I breathe deciding not to comment,
She's still his mother.
And as much as she may not like me, I rather not be disrespectful to my mother-in-law.
"Nobody nuh deh home enuh" I tell him as he switches through the multiple streaming apps in search for something we can watch together while I finish.
"That's why you come hitch up wid me? And me deh ya feel a miss you miss man" he shakes his head.
I roll my eyes at his accusations,
"Me soon leave, me just neva wah stay innah the house by miself all day"
"Soon leave fi wah?" He asks attempting to turn his head but I keep it in position.
"Because your mom's here...nuh wah invade har space too much" I try to say nonchalantly regardless of the awkwardness that fills the conversation.
"How you a invade har space Saneé?"
I sigh,"Me just nuh wah cause no more problems Xavier"
"How you ago cause problems?"He asks me.
Can he stop?
"Xavier she nuh seem fi like me.." I say lowly my attention strictly on the braid I'm plaiting..
Before he can speak I continue,
"Look how she snap over me doing your hair and the way she looks at me when she thinks I don't see...Xavier mi honestly rather just go home" I admit.
I don't feel comfortable staying in this house with her. Not only has Nathalia warned me about her but i've seen for myself how she is.
Her behavior towards me is weird, considering how nice she acted when we first met.
I take it she was just pretending.
Then again, she is friends with his Ex's mother, I assume it's a preference thing.
He doesn't say anything, we fall into silence as I finish his hair.
Running my hands over the braids, I use my finger tips to massage in between them gently before informing him that I'm done.
"Come now" he sits up and gets off the bed going towards the door.
"Come where ?"
"You nuh say you wah leave?" He asks me, his expression unreadable.
I stare at him breifly,
"I need to wash my hands" I announce, he stares at me blankly.
"Quickly" he commands , I roll my eyes entering the bathroom.
After placing away the hair products I wash and dry my hands making a slight fix to my own hair.
Hearing the sound of indistinctive arguing as I approach the stairs I sigh to myself.
Why him affi go start that now?
Couldn't wait til me go home?
Breathing through my nose I enter the living room, his face holds an emotion of anger while hers seems annoyed.
He hisses at what she previously said before responding in an aggressive tone, "You nuh have no reason fi nuh like har, you just upset because you caah control who mi deh wid no more"
"I've never tried to control your relationships Xavier, I just know what's best for you and it's definitely not this" she glances over at me in distaste.
I scoff, "Wow" is all I find to mutter lowly.
CHANELLE'S POV
"Wah you really just say Chanelle?! You really ago stand up here so and continue disrespect me and me woman?? Me woman wah nuh do shit to you!"
Hissing my teeth I look at my son as he continues to rant about my alleged behavior towards his friend.
"How am I wrong for what I said? This isn't someone you should be with" I speak factually.
"Who the fuck you feel you be fi tell me who fi deh wid?!" He asks me raising his voice, I stare at him taken back at his tone.
"I don't know who you feel like your talking to, I'm your mother-"
"And Tansaneé a mi woman" he cuts me off, I narrow my eyes on him in disbelief.
"Mi annuh likkle pitney again and mi nah seh dat fi hurt you feelings, but when you ago disrespect mi woman and make she feel uncomfortable that nah go work" he speaks in a tone he's never tried with me before.
"I don't care who she is, I am your mother you don't speak to me like that Xavier." I warn him for the second time.
He hisses his teeth,"Mi nuh innah the back and forth mommy, learn fi respect me relationship. Not because you prefer Kat mean seh me caah deh wid who me want" he tells me.
"Katrina is a girl with class, ambition and a future, she was set, a good girl that you messed up with for a hoodlum that gets into fights at school and finds it acceptable to bully innocent girls!"
XAVIER'S POV
Glaring at my mother as my anger towards her builds, I see through my peripheral vision as Tansaneé fidgets awkwardly with her nails.
Her eyes set on a random object, her body language telling me that my mother's words are having an effect on her as her usual feisty aura seems meek.
"Mi nuh rate how ya move, Daddy wouldn't go fi none a this. Kat annuh the Saint you feel she is, maybe if you woulda get fi know Tansaneé instead of making assumptions you wouldn't say the fuckry wah you just say" I speak venomously, not hiding my infuriation.
The both of us glaring at eachother angrily.
"B fawud now" I look at Saneé, he looks at me hesitantly before walking off infront of me to the door.
Leaving the house I open the car door with my fob key allowing her to enter.
Getting into the driver's seat I sit for a moment attempting to calm myself before driving off.
Breifly looking at her I feel my chest sink catching her wipe away a tear, an act which goes in vain as more flow from her eyes.
"Babe" I hold her face turning it to me, my eyes soften meeting hers.
"I'm sorry" I apologize feeling guilty for my mother's actions, she shakes her head.
"You didn't do anything" she assures me giving me a small smile, my eyebrows knit in concern wiping under her eyes.
"B-"
She shakes her head no, I sigh rubbing her cheek with my thumb before leaning closer to kiss her face.
7:08 p.m.
Watching her move to and fro in the kitchen as she prepares to make some dish I wasn't too interested to catch as I was more fascinated with the shorts she's currently sporting.
"You can stop stare pan mi ?" She asks bringing my attention to her face.
"Ya act like annuh dat you want, mi nuh know why you go put on this"
With her parents in another parish and brothers simply busy doing their own thing. She asked me to stay with her for the night as she prefers not being alone.
I glady obliged her request.
"Wah wrong with wah mi have on Xavier?" She laughs.
"Mi neva say nothing wrong wid it" I smirk.
Just know when me wull you later...
She rolls her eyes playfully plating the food she made.
"You coulda cook?" I provoke as she places the plate infront of me accompanied by a glass filled with water.
She hisses her teeth hitting my arm,
"You chat too much"
I chuckle at her expense taking in the plate before me, observing the shrimp pasta before sticking my fork in to take a bite.
"Tie ya try tie man enuh" I remark glancing over at her catching her watching me seemingly waiting for my approval in reaction.
My statement causes her to giggle lightly, I smile.
"This good B" I compliment, she smiles.
Our conversation flows light and naturally throughout the duration of our meal.
Finishing up her food Tansaneé places her dish in the sink before reaching for mine.
As she comes next to me and reaches for it, I place my arm around her waist.
"Come here" I pull her to me, she looks at me skeptically before doing as I say.
Standing between my legs I wrap my arms around her body pulling her closer.
"Kiss me" I tell her, she tilts her head a little before bending to place a quick kiss on my lips.
After placing the dishes in the sink and cleaning up quickly she turns on her heels to go to her room.
Watching as she ascends the stairs my attention is drawn back to my phone screen as it vibrates on the counter.
My eyebrows furrow seeing an unknown number, breifly contemplating if I want to answer it.
Mi barely like when who me know call me muchless fi answer unknown number.
Nevertheless, deciding to answer, I place the phone at my ear waiting for whoever it is to speak.
A familiar voice meets my ear immediately boiling my blood, feeling my anger flare as my face hardens with each word that leaves his mouth.
"Mi nuh know wah ya try push enuh pussy but try watch you head or your bat a fly next" he speaks, his voice deep as if trying to intimidate me.
"Try fuck offa mi phone enuh, cause yaffi dead" I respond, my voice seething with rage.
How him even get da number here?
He chuckles dryly pissing me off.
"Nuh innah the school yute badness ya try push, calm yuhself before me make a man kill you, you bredda and you mada. Feel mi nuh know weh she deh" he hangs up.
My eyes darken as a cloud of anger and frustration come over me.
I hiss my teeth standing from the stool to head upstairs.
Once I push the door I find Tansaneé sitting infront of her vanity doing something, I don't pay too much attention to her sitting on her bed.
Finding Deonte's contact I send him a quick message telling him to call me as soon as he sees it.
Mi nuh know wah da bredda ya feel like ..
Threaten my mada? MY family?!
My mind continues to drift down a dark path which I'm brought from at the feeling of Saneé touching my shoulder.
My eyes find hers, her eyebrows pull together as her lips form into a frown.
"Wah do you?" She asks me, I shrug her off shaking my head.
"Xav-"
"Nothing no do me Tansaneé" I say maybe a little too harshly as she immediately hisses her teeth.
"Me literally a see you face right now, something do you Xavier, just tell me and stop act suh" she continues.
I ignore her.
She hisses her teeth again.
"You know seh mi caah badda" she says continuing to grumble to herself.
"Just tell me wah do you because e did just good downstairs and now ya behave weird, cone up here like smaddy do you -"
"Bredda you caah shut the fuck up!" I shout at her feeling annoyed by her constant talking.
She stares at me, glaring inti my eyes.
"You know wah, fuck you, you can honestly kiss me ass mussi feel me a beg you something!" She curses at me.
Fuck she a talk to?
I stand and approach her.
"Feel you bad say that again" I threaten her, she hisses.
"Mi seh fi kiss mi as-"
Cutting her off by grabbing the front of her top in my fist I pull her towards me aggressively.
"Talk again see if me nuh hurt you!" I warn using my index to push her forehead back as I speak.
She slaps my hand away.
Without hesitating I aggressively grab her neck before pinning her against the bed.
"You nuh know when fi stop enuh! A that wid you!"
TANSANEÉ POV
Staring at me with anger blazing in his eyes, I feel my breathing increase with rapid sharp breathes as he takes hold of my hips pulling me towards the edge of the bed.
Mature content ahead
Taking a firm hold on me, as he undoes his pants dropping it to his feet before pulling down his underwear.
"You feel man a ramp wid you enuh! Watch how me ago show you sumn!" He threatens,
Before I'm able to find my words I feel as he pulls off my shorts and moves my panties to the side forcing himself into me, my mouth gapes wide as I jerk upwards. An effect of his powerful thrusts.
"Xav-" Before I can finish my sentence he plunges into to me with more hard thrusts leaving me unable to speak as I jerk up and down.
Loud moans involuntarily leaving my lips,
Unable to think I start crying while apologizing repeatedly.
"I'm sorry, Jesus Xavier!"
Trying to push on him to ease up as the pain in my core becomes unbearable.
"Don't fucking touch me!" He growls
"Xavier please!" I beg, hating how pitiful my voice sounds.
"Please what?" He questions,
"Take time, I'm sorry" I apologize,
"Look pan me" he commands, I reluctantly open my eyes to find his feeling my body shiver.
"Wah you sorry for?" He asks grinding into me,
My eyes stay focused on his making me wetter around him.
"I-" I start before I'm cut off by my own moan as he doesn't give me the chance to speak, slamming into my cervix.
I close my eyes feeling the tears run down my face at the amount of pain overcomes the pleasure
"Babe this hurts!" I scream pushing on him.
He slows his strokes leaning down to take my lips in between his but I turn my head not kissing him back.
Feeling a hard thrust, I whimper.
"Kiss me" he commands, his voice darkens with his eyes.
Our lips enterlock for a slow sensual kiss, he changes the pattern of his strokes feeding them to me at a slower pace.
I feel him lift my legs and slide something under my back before pulling back from my lips.
His hands travel up under my shirt before he pulls it completely off revealing my bare chest to him.
"You sexy so?" He asks using his hands to massage my breasts. Biting my lip with my eyebrows knitted together as I stare up at him feeling my core pulsating greedily.
"Eeeh?" His question rhetorical.
I close my eyes enjoying the feeling of him.
Feeling myself get wetter at the sound of his light groans and grunts.
My body tenses as my legs shake uncontrollably, a gush if wetness between my thighs is met with Xavier's cursing as I cum all over him.
The sound of splashing can be heard as he pulls out playing with my clit admist fingering me to get out every drop.
I open my eyes to see him stroking himself and immediately sit up laying on my side taking his shaft in hand.
Placing it into my mouth with my eyes set on his, I suck on him greedily rewarding myself with him ejaculating into my mouth.
Getting off me Xavier lays next to me on the bed.
I attempt to move over and lay on him but he moves standing up.
I stare at his back feeling confused as he walk towards the bathroom.
We always cuddle afterwards...
"Babe?" I call, to which he doesn't respond.
A few minutes pass before he returns fully dressed.
With my eyebrows furrowed I pull the sheets across my chest.
"Where are you going?" I ask him,
Why does he look like he's leaving?
He doesn't bother to respond to me asking a question instead, "You see me phone?"
Feeling my eyes well up with tears I scoff, "seriously?"
He ignores me seemingly spotting it on my desk, he picks it up before placing it into his pocket and moving towards the door.
My hearts sinks as the tears begin to run down my face before I can stop them.
Quickly wiping them away with the back of my hand I speak, "We just have sex and you a leave?" I ask him.
He stops but doesn't turn to look at me,
"Wah the issue?" His voice nonchalant.
I stare at him in disbelief feeling my heart completely shatter.
"I-" unable to form my words as the tears flow down my cheeks, I feel a flood of emotions pass through me.
Regret and hurt being most prominent.
"Xavier we just have sex and you a leave?" I ask him again.
This time he looks at me, once he sees my face his expression flickers for a second.
"Mi seh mi a go no weh? Bredda me a go do sumn, fuck ya bawl fah?" he snaps at me, feeling utterly embarrassed I don't say anything wiping my eyes.
Waiting until he leaves the room to get up I wrap myself in a towel before stripping the sheets from the bed placing them in the laundry to be washed.
Retrieving a fresh set, I make my bed before heading to my bathroom to shower.
The warm water on my skin doesn't subside the feeling in me, a feeling I can't quite describe.
A feeling I hate.
Why is he acting this way towards me right after we were intimate with eachother?
Did I not please him well enough?
Does he not share my sentiments for what we just did?
Is he not attracted to me anymore?
Feeling as though I could cry again I try to focus on other things though my mind constantly drifts back to wonder.
Ending my shower, I dress myself in the bathroom before re entering my room.
Not seeing him I contemplate going to find him but quickly decide against it as I much rather not face any further embarassment of him shouting at me or making it even clearer that he despises me.
Crawling into my bed I get under my fresh sheets snuggling up with my pillow.
Staring aimlessly at the door, I inhale shakily trying to calm myself down.