Amidst the loud music coming from the sound , laughing and chatting of the society can still be heard clearly .The ocassion of Holi is itself enough to enlighten anyone's mood.
Society ground has been beautifully decorated by the white,Red and yellow curtains. In one corner there was set up for the food . Colour counter was made place to place but there was no colour present on any counter . However everyone's face is full of colours.
Devaki , who herself is coloured in blue ,red and yellow ,stands aside from the crowd of women who are still pouring colour on each other . Group of men are discussing something while standing beside the food counter and helping themselves with variety of foods.Children are running here and there excitedly . Mishra couple is standing in one corner ,one of them is blushing while another one is making her blush which was hidden under her black face .(Vivan eventually had replaced the colour of Mr.Mishra from Pink to black)
But Devaki is not paying attention to any of them and her eyes are stuck at the her laughing daughter .Her face of beaming as she is putting plenty amount of colours on Happy's face and hair .
Just few minutes before,the Holi was like each year.Putting some colours on the cheeks on everyone, the chatting , the dancing and at last eating.
"Amma ee holi bhi kauno holi hai.Jab tak Suresh ki Patni Mukesh ko I love you na bole tab tak Holi ka khak holi hogi" Happy's stated.
"Suresh ki Patni Mahesh ko I love you kyu bolegi and iska holi se relation hai" asked Ananya oblivious of Happy's next action.
"Holi ke din Suresh aa Mukesh ka chehra aaisa rahega tak confusion hoga na" Said Happy pointing at Ananya's face.
"Mere face jais..." She couldn't complete her sentence as next moment her face was on the plate of full of colours.Happy had hold her from neck and bumped her face at the plate.He laughed aloud looking at Ananya's irritated face and after that there Ananya was desperate to take her revenge but as if Happy sensed her thoughts,he ran away from her . After chasing ceremony there was hide and seek game , and then game of firing in which Ananya was firing from water gun and Happy was dodging each attack successfully, lastly they returned to their chasing which ended when Ananya had caught Happy and is now taking her revenge.
Obviously, Holi fever spread like contagious disease as everyone wanted to hide other's face under the thick cover of colours .
Among each laughing faces Ananya too was laughing aloud and from the heart. Her laughter is filling Devaki's heart with happiness.
She still remember that day when she first time held her little princess in her arms.No word is invented to describe that euphoric feeling.Seeing the tiny angel in her arms ,she has promised to herself that she will give every happiness to her little princess.She will protect her from the pain . Her little princess would never know what was the meaning of pain. Little did she knew that fate had different plans.
She couldn't recall the period of being still like non living object but still she knew that the pain of losing her daughter was still in the heart that is beating inside her stony body .
When she looks at her daughter, she was no more little angel .She has grown up into a women,a beautiful and pretty woman.Embracing her , Devaki has embraced the fact that she has missed the most beautiful moment of her life ,i.e childhood of her daughter. But she was determined to make up for everything. She didn't realise that she can't make up for everything.She can't make up for the tormented childhood of her daughter.She can't make up for the pain and tears of her daughter.
Withing few days ,she understood that her daughter is stranger for her.She didn't knew what her favourite food is.She didn't knew her choice of colour.Worst of all She didn't knew problem of her life .
But one person who knew her daughter more than herself , infact he knows Ananya even more than Ananya . He took care of her smallest need.He seems to understand Ananya . And being a mother it didn't take her more time to understand than this man would be perfect for her daughter. And hence she started dreaming the day or it would be better to say daydreaming to see Him and Ananya as a married couple.
But suddenly from nowhere,Ray came in Ananya's life . His behaviour towards Ananya irritated Devaki. No matter how sweetly he talks with Ananya, Devaki had a notion that his intentions are not pure. She was more confused from Ananya's behaviour. Ananya's smile and blush at his talks seem to be forced .Why her daughter was forcing herself to have feelings for him? She wanted to talk with Ananya but she always felt like Ananya's had shut her emotions from anyone. It was obvious. After all she had Spent her entire life by dealing her feelings on her.
She also recalled an awkward conversation with Dev when she mustered courage to ask about Ananya's relationship status with Ray or any other boy. As she suspected,Dev also knew nothing about Ray. and she could bet anything to say that he was rather jealous while she mentioned Ray and Ananya in one sentence. However while talking someone's name was about to come on his tongue.
"Anu ne Ray ka jikr isse pehle kabhi nhi kiya. Achanak se hi Ray iska bahut special friend ban gya . To mujhe......unke bare me kuch khas nhi pta " He spoke last line awkwardly." Kuch dino pehle tak usse Nak....." He paused realising that he had slipped something.
Devaki had to persuade for twenty minutes him and finally he gave.
"ab ...wo....waise ......Anu ne mujhe kuch kaha nhi hai.Lekin wo jaise baat karti to laga...mujhe ki shayad wo.... ." He said rather awkwardly and Devaki felt like she saw his lips curving slightly as he cheeks looked red as he speaks further without looking at her eyes.." ...Ek Nakabposh ....hai ......jo shayad use pasand hai." He said shrugging and looking at everywhere but not at her. " Aaisa mujhe lagta hai per mai sure nhi hu . Hum waise bhi aaise topic pe baat nhi karte .Aap ussi se puchh lejiyega na." He added hastily before leaving from there.
Devaki had no doubt that Dev was talking about that figure in sketches which she was practically everywhere in Ananya's room. But she thought that he was some kind of imagination of Ananya but that man exists and Ananya had so many sketches of him.So obviously she had some feelings for him . But then Why she felt like Ananya and Dev had something between them? And why Ananya was behaving like that with Ray? Her mind can take some rest only if her daughter would share her feelings with her .
She decided to give her thoughts rest and to leave everything on young hearts . However she observed everything.Like that day when Ananya was crazy to go out with Dev. That day she could see that something had changed between them.Maybe they started seeing that thing which was visible to everyone except those two. She was happy for her daughter. She knew that she would witness their changed relationship very soon.
Indeed She witnessed. The very next day.When whole day Dev didn't come to see Ananya and when Ananya went to meet him he made some excuse and left from there. It continued for several days . Dev's effort to distant himself from Ananya was visible to everyone but nobody understood except. As she excepted those distance without retorting. May be some awkward moments had happened between them. Devaki told herself . However when that continued for months.She grew restless.
One day after returning from some kind of mission ,Ananya was severely injured (When timnasa attacked her during first key quest) .Vivan constantly keep visiting her but not for once Dev came . Dev's absence from her daughter's life was irking Devaki and his negligence toward her daughter was hurting her .
So She decided to confront Ananya . What has happened between them which changes their relationship so much that once a person who had heard Ananya's continuous complaint of severe pain on her little finger with expression as if she had cut her little finger ,is now too ignorant to come to visit her when she is seriously injured.
"Mumma aaisa kuch nhi hai wo bas busy hoga.....". Ananya tried to keep it lightly but this time Devaki was not ready .So at the end Ananya decided to provide some information to her when Devaki started speaking ill of Dev.
"Mumma aapko kya lagta hai Dabbu apne room me aaram se so raha hoga" Ananya said angrily. "I can bet ki iss time wo uss window ke pichhe khada hoga ." She said pointing at the window which was just in front of window of her own room." And wish kar raha hoga ki usse pata chale ki mai thik se so rahi hu ya nhi " She said with so much confidence that Devaki imagined Dev standing behind the closed window.
"Vivi ke Everyday 50 times visit me 45 times Dabbu ka hath hota hai.Because har do minute me wo Vivi ko kisi na kisi excuse se yaha bhejta hai taki usse pta chal sake ki mai thik hu ya nhi .I know he cares for me Mumma . I know that.Maine feel Kiya hai ." She spoke softly looking at the closed window of neighbour house as if she can looking at Dev behind it or she can feel his care.
"Jab tum dono hi ek dusre ki itni parwah karte ho ...to phir kyu....." Devaki couldn't complete her sentence but Ananya understood.
"Kuch chize bahut complicated hoti hai Mumma" She said with sad smile on her face ." Jab insaan ki life me sab bura hota hai na tab kisi khushiyon se dar lagne lagta hai.Ye care ya jo kuch bhi hai darate hai Dabbu ko. Aur Balveer darna nhi chahta . Isiliye wo bhag raha hai. But I know. Ek din he will stop running away from his feelings. Aur Mai uss din ka wait kar rahi hu Mumma .
"Agar wo din nhi aaya to" Said Devaki frightened by her daughter's dedication toward Dev .
"To phir mai sari life wait karungi Mumma iss hope me ki Kal mera intezar khatam hoga . Tab Tak uss pal ka wait karungi jab tak meri life me dusra Kal nhi hoga. Meri liye meri hope kafi hai" Ananya's face was brightening with determination and love as she spoke .
Devaki was waiting for the day when her daughter's wish came true but when that day came she felt like she had been stuck by lightning. How could she allow her daughter to choose sorrow for her lifetime? She wanted to stop her,to tell her that what she is doing is rubbish. But she couldn't .Seeing Her standing beside Dev , seeing her determination,Seeing her love , She couldn't. She couldn't mock the purest relationship of Dev and Ananya by stopping them from giving it a name. Her daughter deserves the right to cry over the demise of the person who is her whole world. Her daughter deserve to live her dream.Her daughter deserves to known as ANANYA DEV JOSHI.
And today Ananya Dev joshi is standing and laughing with Happy Pandey. Devaki couldn't wish anything else except the permanent smile on her daughter face . If Happy can bring this change in her daughter,she would be Happy than anyone else in this whole world. Wish of seeing them together looks like betrayal of her affection toward Dev . She feels a pang of guilt for her wish due to her affection for Dev. But being a mother, she is selfish when it comes to her daughter. She again looks at the pair who are oblivious from her thoughts.
So How was the chapter?
I want to write something concerning about the relationship of Ananya and her mother as it was not well explained in the show .
After writing 55 chapters I thought to clarify Something 😁.
First of all Devaki didn't knew about Dev being Nakabposh. It was Dev who accompany Ananya when she meet Devaki for the first.( The track was same as the season 1 of Darmiyan)
Most of time I will take reference of the season 1 of the Darmiyan except Dev realisation of his feelings towards Ananya and arrival of Joshi family in the society. Except that most of things will remain same from Dev and Ananya meeting to Celebration of Veer Diwas.
And last but not the least .
Balveer season 3 episode Kal telecast hua and our last hope to get Debanya is over.😒