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"United Airlines flight 880 to Miami is now boarding" you hear the women call over the intercom
"mom, can't i just go with you. please don't leave me here" you cling to your mothers arm
" y/n, i'm going to miss my flight if you don't let go and board the bus" she says as she tries to get free from your grip
"please, i won't know anyone"
"sweetheart, you'll have your brother ok. listen i need you to let go now. think of this as a new change, you were going to transfer school either way. here your brother will be able to watch over you from the inside ok"
with pleading eyes you cling even harder to her arm "please mom, we aren't even that close" you lie, now your stomping your feet, people are passing by and very obviously judging you but that doesn't fucking matter. how can she send me to live with my dad who barely knows me. ok my brother and me have a good relationship but that doesn't mean she can send me there.
"This is the final boarding call for United Airlines flight 880 to Miami" your mom looks at her watch
"that's enough with your tantrum park y/n, let go right now and board the bus" she raises her voice
I let go of her arm and point at her "FINE BUT DON'T CALL ME, YOU HEAR ME? I DON'T WANNA HEAR FROM YOU"
she rubs her temple and sighs "y/n, stop ok. i'm sorry i can't bring you with me" picking up my bag and suitcase i walk to the bus
"i'll call you tomorrow ok!" my mom yells as i walk away
fuck i can't just walk away i've been attached to this women ever since i was born, turning around i drop my luggage once more and run to hug my mom one last time "don't forget ok" tears stream down my cheeks
"you're such a baby, i will call you ok. love you"
"love you too mom" the bus honks and i rush to grab my bag. entering the bus i sit in the only available seat by the window
"WHEN YOU ARRIVE WAIT FOR YOUR DAD, DON'T TALK TO STRANGERS" she yells as me, the bus pulls out and drives out into the road, she waves at you.
her imagine becomes hazy the farther the bus drives.
"this isn't fair, why couldn't i just go with her" you whisper, not wanting to get people's attention more than you already did
I was on my way to my dad's house, he lived in seoul. my parents divorced when i was younger. I have a older brother by one year, his name is park jimin. When our parents divorced my dad said he wasn't capable of taking care of a girl so he asked for my brother instead. he didn't even give me a chance, literally told the judge he didn't care if i stayed with my mom.
yeah it's a bitchy thing to do but at least he still sent me letters on my birthday along with gifts. I would occasionally see him on jimin's birthday. but our relationship was awkward, my dad is a business man. our relationship was like a business partnership, he would give me an envelope with money on birthdays and holidays. tell me i'm growing up well, good job and thats it. like damn dude at least hug me but no even in pictures he would be far from me.
my mom said he's always been an awkward person but dude i'm literally your offspring, how hard can it be. he looks intimidating as fuck though....so i also maybe kinda don't talk much to him either
i think we both need help...mostly him.
I have a good relationship with my brother, we got separated when i was five and he was six. my parents wanted us to be able to rely on each other even if we didn't live together. to not be strangers.
jimin would come over all the time, my father is always busy so he never wanted me to go and stay at their place. only on holidays will we all get together, our parents ended on a good note so we sometimes all spend holidays together but it became rare when they found out me and jimin thought there was a chance of them getting back together. they didn't want us to have that false hope and maybe ruin our childhood.
my mom got a promotion and was sent overseas but she said i don't know enough english so it would be better to finish school here, and then i can decide to go overseas or stay here. it's bullshit she didn't wanna take me with her. i know enough english, maybe even more than her.
jimin told me my dad was talking about getting to know me better, and i think that's where this all came from.
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the bus drive took all night, i arrived around five o'clock. it's fucking cold, and guess what no fucking sight of my beloved dad who apparently want's to get to know me. i thought since he was a business man he'd be punctual, i guess i once again had high expectations.
crossing my arms, i lean against he wall as i wait for someone to come.
it took twenty minutes till i finally see some fancy car pull into the parking lot, i just knew it was him. his business had become so successful when i turned ten. i remember he sent me a letter and gift that day.
i stopped writing back at the age of seven, i realized that if everything he wrote was real. he'd actually show up and pick me up for a weekend or something. not send a fucking stuffed bear.
I wasn't wrong, my old man steps out of his car and fixes his suit. he looks around, looking for me.
i chuckled "does he even know how i look" shaking my head i walk towards the obviously lost man
stopping in front of him he looks at me and gives me a awkward smile "hi y/n"
"hi..dad" there is this relief he feels as i call him dad.
but honestly i think he's dumb, the word dad. it really means nothing to me. shit, girls call their boyfriends daddy as they get fucked.
the word dad is overrated.
if me calling him dad means so much, he should've been here when i was a kid and it was actually cute to hear your daughter yell out dad and run to you, hoping to be picked up and showered with kisses.
this whole 'get to know you is just bullshit. bullshit on a fucking stick'
"uh...how have you been?" he breaks the silence, as we awkwardly stood there. people passed by us.
"good, do you mind if we go? it's uh..cold"
"oh, yes sure let's go" he extends his hand out. i raise my eyebrow in confusion as i stare at his hand and him
"oh..i'll carry your suitcase "
"oh" shit i thought he wanted me to hold his hand, giving him my suitcase, he starts to walk to his car with me behind him
he opens the door for me to get in the car. putting my suitcase in the trunk
"sorry i was late" he says as you both buckle your seatbelts
"don't worry about it, it's fine"
he just nods, starting the engine
"i thought jimin would come"
"oh..yeah he was going to. but i um, i was already coming late"
"right..it's fine"
the rest of the car ride was quiet. i would occasionally steal glances of my dad, but he was only looking out into the road.
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as he parked the car, outside the huge house. I see a boy run out the front door. and it's no other than my older idiot brother, park jimin. not waiting for my dad to open the door for me, i push the door open and get out. i haven't seen him since new years, running towards me with his arms wide open our body's crash into each other.
his arms wrap around me, as he lifts me off the ground. spinning me around "my adorable little sister is finally here" he showers me with kisses. my eyes tear up again. even if we talked all the time, it's way better this way.
"ok ok you are making me nauseous" i laugh
putting me down he cups my face "let me look at you, i haven't seen you since new years. beautiful as always" he smiles, making his eyes disappear.
reaching up to his hair i tug on a long strand "back to black huh"
pushing my hand away he laughs "yeah, i know you like my hair black"
"ohh so it was all for me huh"
"anything for you" he winks
we both turn around the sound of the trunk closing
"it's cold so maybe we should head inside" he says, looking at you
nodding you grab your bag, closing the door.
"dad got your room fixed, mom told him everything you liked so you can feel at home" he smiles, he throws his arm over your shoulder guiding you to the house.
you glance over your shoulder. finding your dad looking up, taking a deep breathe in as he looks back to you guys. your eyes make contact before you look forward again. listening jimin.
"here's your room" your dad turns the door knob. the color to the room is periwinkle and lavender color mixed together just like your room back home.
the room was bigger compared to the one back home. "we also got someone to buy you clothes" he says as he places your suitcase by your bed
"your uniform is already hanging in your closet. tomorrow will be your first day" clasping his hands together he looks at you "any questions"
jimin slaps his forehead at the awkwardness from his dad, your dad glances at the both of you.
you look around the room "thank you dad, it looks great. i think i have everything" he nods
"you must be tired so um..i'll go and let you catch up with jimin" he walks pass you both and smiles closing the door behind him.
you cross your arms and look at jimin with your eyebrow raised
"give him a chance, he's trying. he was nervous all this time, getting everything ready for you"
"11 years late" you place your bag on the desk, pulling the chair out to sit
"y/n please, he regrets not getting to know you. give him a chance ok" he kneels down in front of you taking your hands in his
you look around the room "fine..it looks like he thought of everything" you chuckle
"sis you have no idea, look" he gets up walking to a cabinet, opening it he takes out a bin filled with pads tampons
covering your mouth as you laugh
"mom told him everything and he especially asked about this, something about him not wanting you to struggle about anything" he shrugs putting the stuff back
you get up opening the closet "who got all the clothes then?"
"oh mom send a list of stuff to his secretary and she got everything for you. even your undergarments. she also came and fixed everything"
you nod "he's trying isn't he"
"he truly is"
letting out a sigh you rub your temples
jimin pulls you into a hug "you don't know how much i've always wanted you to live with us again. my room is right next to yours. tell me if you need anything" kissing your forehead he says he gots to go do something and leaves you alone in your new room
you look around and see that he truly got everything.
"i should get some sleep..i'm tired" you open your suitcase, taking out your pajamas.
getting into bed you realize it's the same mattress your mom had gotten for you
"fine dad...lets see if you can make up for those lost years" saying that left a bitter taste in your mouth
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New book, I wanted to just focus on blue heart but I thought of this idea and just needed to write it. i would write down how i wanted the story to go but it's not the same. i also have a story for jin. but i'll write that one at a later time, maybe once this story reaches thirty chapters.
anyways, vote and comment! Read blue heart as well!! ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ