Luna's POV-
"you too! bye!" Billie said, closing the door as soon as she walked out. "holy shit."
"what happened?" Amber asked, coming out of her room.
"we had sex in the cinema and they caught us." Billie said.
"shut up." i smacked her arm.
"oh fuck. of course you did." Amber replied, walking back to their room.
"are you still hard?" i asked.
"always." Billie replied, chasing me back to my room.
Billie's POV-
"oh fuck." Luna sighed, catching her breath. "that was good."
"wanna go for a late night drive? have some fags? get McDonalds?" I asked.
"fuck yes." Luna groaned, getting off of the bed and putting her bra on.
"i'll drive." i said putting on my pants and belt.
we left her house not long after and got into the car when we drove off.
"what are you craving?" i asked, stopping at the red light.
"chicken nuggets?" Luna replied.
"fucking hell yeah." i replied and smiled.
i pulled into the drive through where we ordered our food. we got some chicken nuggets, some shakes and fries for me.
"can i have a french fry?" she asked.
"sure baby, you don't even need to ask just take it." i replied, chuckling.
"should we go to to rooftop?" Luna said.
"the one where we met?" i asked.
"mhm." she nodded, sipping her vanilla ice shake.
"that's gonna be good. with all the light and shit." i said, taking a turn into a road and parking the car.
"you wanna listen to something?" Lu asked.
"choose your pick." i said with a smile and got out of the car.
we brought our food up to the top of the building and set it down. Luna sat down with her legs dangling off the side of the rooftop and i did too, not long after.
"this gives me mega Deja Vu." she hummed. "i could've died if you weren't there."
"shh, listen to me baby." i said, grabbing her face. "but i was there. and you are here. with me. and that's all that matters. understood?"
"yeah, i get that, but i'm just thinking about when you holding my hand while i was on the edge and how i could've slipped from your grasp. in a second my life would've been over." Luna explained.
"i know darling. i know. but sweetie, it didn't happen, don't create problems or worries out of nowhere. it didn't happen and things are so much better now, right?" i said.
"hm." she hummed.
i reached into my pocket and grabbed a pack of cigarettes before lighting it with my clipper. i took a drag and took a look at all of the pretty lights on the buildings.
"can i?" she whispered.
i passed her the cigarette and watched as she took a pull, "what's on your mind baby?"
"my mom." Lu whispered.
"you miss her?" i asked.
"yeah. i mean, she tried her best i guess." she explained. "all the shit that happened, she did well. she put up with all of it for a long time. then eventually, i guess she just have in. i'm still proud of her though."
i took a drag from the cigarette and passed it back to Luna, listening to every single word she said.
"my abusive dad. my sister." she went on.
"your sister? you didn't tell me about her." i said.
"hm. my sister. her name was Jennifer, i always called her JJ, my dad named her. she was amazing, a bully but also someone who cared. a lot. she loved me so much." Lu remarked. "i remember the times when be would come back from school and watch cartoons together while eating Nutella on toast. and how excited we where to try bath bombs and stuff."
"that's cute. where is she now?" i asked, putting out the cigarette on the side of the building.
"erm. my dad got so angry at her for stealing this makeup palette for my 7th birthday and he hit her a lot and shouted at her for hours. that night she left without saying anything." she explained.
"she left? like ran away?" i asked.
"yeah." Luna replied, fiddling with the empty box of nuggets.
"did she ever come back?" i asked.
"she did. she saw me once, maybe a few days later, when i was at school. she told me that she'd be back home that night and so i waited by the window waiting for her all night and eventually fell asleep. she didn't come back." Lu started tearing up.
"come here baby. it's okay." i wrapped my arms around her as Luna buried her face into my chest. "the police didn't find her?"
"nope. she was reported as missing for a long time, after that, they gave up investigating, closed the case and said that she had probably died." she sobbed.
"i'm so sorry baby. i hope she comes back." i whispered.
"no it's okay. i've accepted that she's not, because if she did she would've been back after my parents got divorced." Lu said.
"but maybe she didn't know." i said, i tried my best to comfort her. but clearly nothing i was saying was helpful.
"no, but she would've come back for me. or at least when mom died." she started tearing up.
"come here." i said, grabbing her face, "chin up for me darling." i wiped her tears. "it's all in the past. i love you."
i kissed Luna once before wiping her tears again.
"boop." i said, booping her on nose. "don't worry about that shit, i got you."
"i love you." she said.
"i love you." i replied. "you want another cigarette?"
"yeah." she nodded and put her head against my shoulder while we listened to music.
i lit the second cigarette and we held hands, taking turns between drags.
after we got too cold and my jacket wasn't enough for the both of us to heat up, i drove back to Luna's place and got into bed.
"you alright baby?" i asked her.
"yeah. i'm just a bit tired." she yawned, getting into bed with me.
"lay here." i said, pulling my arm out and patting it.
Luna got into bed and snuggled up to me as we warmed up to each other. eventually drifting off into the next day.