The perplexing mystery

I sit alone, far from where o began my adventure. Trapped in this room until she returns. She is dead. So there is no rescue. Therefore I am writing this chronicle of events in order to teach the next disciple what happened to our quest. A quest that failed. It failed because I am here, witting, waiting, watching the hours slide closer and closers I zero hour, and it will end in His favor no matter what, but if I had completed this task assigned to me millions would have been saved. now I am stuck. A lonesome man in a large room, watching as I fail, and recording every detail. We Won't lose the war. That at least was foretold and set in stone. but many billions will die because I failed. You cannot understand the gravity of my failures. I was close, I had only one more piece to gather to save lives... If only she hadn't fallen. We would have escaped them. but she fell. and I was banished to this room. after being tortured by watching her killed. And her carcass thrown into a magma pit. She is gone. She was the only one who could rescue me. I now end the Lamentations of a The lonely man to bring you a harrowing tale of love, sacrifice, betrayal, and death. So without further ado I give you The perplexing mystery. The Narnian Secret.