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y/n:
My alarm clock woke me up from my, for once, actually relaxing sleep. It seemed like everything was getting better at the moment. I stretched as I sat up. Since I forgot to but the shatters down last night as well, it was also already light in the room. I yawned and stood up. I walked over into the bathroom and got ready. Afterwords I just put on some different clothing and went back into the living room. I was just packing all of things when my phone suddenly caught my attention. Someone was calling me. I haven't even looked who it was but my breath started to get heavier anyways. I slowly pulled it out of my pocket. The name on my display wasn't a good one. It was Sky's father, which was why I began to tremble now as well. I took some deep breaths in and out, finally accepting the phone call. I also instantly started spinning my ring.
"y/n, finally! What made you taking so long? I was waiting!" I gulped, this conversation wasn't even starting good. "S- sorry, I'm getting ready right now. I've just realized you were calling me" I answered, hoping that he would understand. "Mhm, okay. Anyways, WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO MY DAUGHTER?" he was yelling at me. God please make this stop. "I-" "Oh no, don't come up with excuses now, alright? I know you are the reason for this!" I swallowed a big one. Come on, you can do this, just explain him everything. "Please, Mr. Smith, I ensure you I wasn't a part of this accident-" "ACCIDENT? Oh no, this wasn't an accident" "I- It was. I was not involved though. But Sky is alright anyways, they're getting better"
"Is she? Well, at least one good thing about this. Is she at the hospital?" he continued. "Yeah, they are at the hospital" "Good good, so at least you can't do shit to them then" "I would never to something to them-" "Oh yeah, of course you wouldn't" he interrupted me, in an really sarcastic tone. Slowly tears formed in my eyes. I really could never to something to them. I tried my best to keep myself under control. I needed to keep my breath even. "So, I just wanted to make one thing clear alright? My daughter is not going back to live with you. We will be taking her back. She will come home, back to the US. We shouldn't have let her live with you in the first place. We don't want you to do any more things to her. Okay, got that?" he asked.
I couldn't answer. Tears were streaming down my face. I was breathing heavily and I couldn't really listen to him anymore. Was he being honest? Would Sky actually leave me? I couldn't do this without them. "DID YOU UNDERSTAND?" I flinched as he started yelling once again. "Y- yes, I-I under- stand" I finally managed to get out. "Ugh, get yourself fixed" he finally said before he hung up. I let my phone fall on the ground. This couldn't be real. I didn't want it to be true. I broke down on the floor. I wanted to tell Wilbur. He probably could help me. I already got my phone but stopped. Should I really ask him for help? He just lost a friend too. But he was the only one who could possibly help me. I dialed his number and called him.
The phone rang a few times before he finally picked up the phone. "y/n? Is everything okay?" he asked. I actually was surprised for a second that he was even awake. I was silent for a second. I was still breathing heavily and crying. "W- wilbur, I- I think I need you. Could you do me a favor and come over? I know you have your own p- problems it's just-" "Don't worry about it. I'm on my way" he said. "Thank you" I whispered before he hung up. I placed my phone next to me on the ground before I buried my face in my hands. I let the tears run down my cheeks. I did not care about them. I was just about to lose my best friend.
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Suddenly the doorbell rang what made me jump a bit. I slowly stood up again, getting my phone with me. I walked over to the door and opened it. I stared on the ground, but I recognized it was Wilbur. "H- hey" I said and finally looked up to him. He look was full of concern. "What happened?" he asked as he walked in. He put his shoes and jacket off and walked over to the couch with me. I couldn't answer as even more tears rolled down my cheeks. He pulled me into a warm hug, which I accepted gladly. This was the comforting hug that could help me every time. As soon as we parted again I started to talk. The tears had finally stopped. "The parents from Sky were calling me this morning. They don't really like me, you know. They hate me, in fact. They blame everything that ever happened to Sky on me, and I don't really know why. Their dad also blamed the car accident on me. He was saying that it wasn't an accident. I- I couldn't help it. I didn't know what to answer. He was yelling at me. And he- he" I paused for a second.
"He told me that they want to have Sky back in the US. They will be leaving me. They will be going to the Us to live with their parents. I know that this is not what Sky wants, it's what their parents want, but they won't be able to convince them to a different thing" I continued. A single tear rolled down my cheek again, but suddenly I felt Wilbur's warm lips on my cheek. He just kissed my tear away. I couldn't help it but blush at his sudden move. He pulled me into a hug again, drawing circles on my back to calm me. And it actually helped. "I'm so, so sorry y/n. I know how hard it is to lose someone you love. But Sky won't be gone, okay?" he said as he parted us again.
"You can still talk to them, visit them. Everything is going to be alright. And hey, I'm here too, or am I not enough?" he continued as a small smile appeared on his face. I chuckled at his comment. "You're at least as important to me, Wilbur, just not in the same way" I said. "I get it" he said and giggled a bit. "I- I can't imagine to live alone now. Without Sky everything is so... empty. These days where Sky wasn't home, they were painfully silent" I whispered. "Then... move in with me" he said, making me look up to him, surprised. Did he actually just say that? And did he actually mean that? I giggled as I fell against his chest, thinking he was joking.
"Hey what's so funny? I'm not joking" he said and laughed as well. He was not? "You're not?" I asked as I sat up again. "No, why would I? I am serious. I mean, why not? I have the guest room, it could be your room. And my place is too big for one person anyways" he said and shrugged. Was that a good idea? I mean, actually why not. I don't really want to live alone here and Wilbur's place was nice. Another point was that he was really comforting to me. Whenever he was there, I was feeling alright. He would be around me all the time. He would be there to help me. "O- okay" I said and smiled now a bit.
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"Oh, one more thing Wilbur!" I said. We walked to the office together. I wanted to work, and Wilbur wanted to go home from here. "Mhm, what is it?" he asked and stopped. We had already reached the glass door that lead into the building. "Are you free today's afternoon? And- and could you drive me to the hospital again? I know I am asking for much, but you don't have to come inside with me again, I will do it on my own, except you don't want to drive, that's totally understandable-" He placed his finger on my lips, what made me stop speaking "Shush and don't worry about it. I would gladly drive you there" I nodded and looked on the ground. My face hot and red once again.
"Alright, just text me when you're ready and I'll pick you up, okay?" I looked back up to him and nodded once more "Sounds good to me, thank you so so much" I said and smiled a bit. "You know, I love it when you smile, it is so beautiful" he said, giving me a smile back. That comment let me smile even brighter. "Okay, see you later" I said and entered the building. I could feel Wilbur's eyes on my back for a few seconds, but just a few seconds later I had already reached my door. I quickly walked in and started my computer. I would need to start soon and work hard. I had already wasted too much time this morning.
It was not good, but if I would work hard now it would be okay. It was now 1pm so I would still have enough time. I decided I would work now as much as possible and to call Wilbur at maybe four to five o'clock. Until there I should get a lot done. I didn't wait any longer and just opened my essay to instantly start writing. I was nervous about my talk I would have with Sky later. I would have to inform them about what their parents had told me. But I tried to put these thoughts away for a while. I also still had in mind that after this god damn essay everything would be over. I wouldn't have to write another one. Ever. Well, hopefully ever.
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I sighed as I saved my work. I did get a lot done but I was tired now. I did want to see Sky, but I didn't want to have that talk with them now. Everything today was already enough for me to handle. I leaned back in my chair, staring at the ceiling as my computer was turning off. It was now 4.15pm and I wanted to text Wilbur now. I felt bad for asking him to drive me there again, but he told me that it was alright, so it was, right? I grabbed my phone and searched for Wilbur's and my chat. I waited a second. I shouldn't have asked him that in the first place, but it was already too late now. He was probably waiting for my message. Or he forgot. Would he forget?
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y/n: hey, I'm ready, can you come to the office?
Wilbur: hey, yeah sure I'm on way:) give me 5 minutes<3
y/n: yeah sure, no hurry:)
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I put my phone into my pocket and grabbed my bag from the ground to finally leave. Today was one hard thing to manage after the other. First that phone call, then work, and now my conversation with Sky. This was really not getting better at all. I left my room and started walking to the exit. As I stood outside I just waited. I looked at the Sky and breathed the nice cold air. It was calming. I liked the cold weather much more than the warm one. It was nice that the weather had changed so fast. Then a car parked in front of the building. I noticed that it was Wilbur within a second and walked over to his car, sitting on passengers seat.
"Hey, thank you again for picking me up" I said. He just gave me a warm smile "Sure" he said as he started driving again. There was again his music in the car. I turned the volume a bit higher and just listened to the music, while looking outside the window. I suddenly heard him humming the tune of the current song. I smiled and looked shortly over to him. He looked so pretty in the sunlight, with his brown curls laying over his forehead and his round, silver glasses. He was adorable. I sighed and looked back outside. How could someone be as perfect as Wilbur, and how could I be friends with him? I took a deep breath again. "Hey, is everything okay?" Wilbur suddenly asked what made me look over to him once again.
I nodded "I'm okay. Just a bit tired and nervous for my conversation with Sky. I can't imagine how they will react. I just- Will they have the same feelings as me?" "Probably, I can't say that. They will also don't like the idea, they love you. But it's going to be okay" he answered. I nodded once again "You're right. I still have you" A light pink blush flooded over his cheeks at my words what made me chuckle a bit. After that we went silent again. After a 30 to probably 40 minute drive we finally arrived. I was getting even more nervous right now. "Hey, it's going to be okay. Shall we?" Wilbur said and gave me warm smile again. I nodded.
I just stood up and closed the car door behind me. Just breath in, and out, it's going to be okay. "Wilbur? Are you coming inside with me? Y- you don't have to" "I know I don't have to. But I want to, if you're ok with it of course" I would always be okay with him going with me. We slowly started to walk to the entrance. By now I was already spinning my ring. I didn't even have to say something that Wilbur would speak to the woman behind the counter. "Okay, come on" he said holding his hand out for me. I just stared at it for a second before I took it. We walked together to the room that Sky had. I let go off of Wilbur's hand and knocked on the door. I waited until their voice said "Come in!" I looked up to Wilbur and then back down. I just pushed the door open, seeing Sky instantly on their bed. I smiled. They were looking better. The under eye circles they've got the last time I was here, were gone.
The bruises were still good to see and looked still very painful, but Sky felt much better. You could see that. "Hey Sky! You look good, how do you feel?" I asked. "Hey, I'm feeling good. Everything is still a bit painful, but I'm definitely better" "Also Wilbur is here with me again. I hope that's alright?" I asked. Sky looked over to Wilbur who was leaning against the wall, with his arms crossed in front of his chest. He was smiling at us. Sky nodded "Yeah of course that's alright. So tell me something, it's really boring here" they said and giggled. To see them so happy, made me happy as well, yet also really sad, since I had to tell them. I didn't want to.
I looked over to Wilbur who nodded. I sighed. "Actually Sky, I have some bad news for you" I started. I already regretted to start this conversation. They just looked at me with a questioning look, wanting me to continue. "Well... of course I had to tell your parents about all of this. A- and today I received a call from your dad and-" "Oh no y/n, I'm so sorry. I don't know what he told you but I'm sure it was nothing good" they said and grabbed my hand, rubbing their thumb over the back of my hand to calm me down. I just gave them a sad smile. "Well, he wasn't the nicest, but that's not the point. You know he is always blaming me for everything that ever happened to you, so also this accident. He, well, he told me that you won't live with me anymore after you're out of the hospital. You'll we moving back to the US, back to your parents"
A tear rolled down my face but I quickly wiped it away. I wanted to be strong for Sky. I couldn't really read the look that was seen on their face. "S- Sky?" I whispered. "Y/n... I'm sorry, I'll talk to my parents, I will tell them what happened, I will tell them I can still live with you, I will-" "No" I said, looking down to my hands "You know that won't work. They will think that I made you saying that. They hate me, Sky. Just, accept it, I guess. We still can call each other and visit each other" I explained. I was crying by saying that. I didn't want them to leave me. "y/n... but" they sighed "you're right. They would convince me either way" they continued. Now they also started crying a bit.
"Okay, I can't look at you two like that. Please stop crying" Wilbur said from behind. His voice was soft, yet a bit sarcastic. I looked over to him laughed a bit. "I don't want you to leave, you know that, right? I love you" I said. Sky nodded "And I love you too. At least we're not out of the world" they answered, wiping their tears away. I looked over to Wilbur. His smile faded at Sky's words. I just tried to give him a smile but he looked away from me. I sighed and turned back to Sky.
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"Thank you for coming with me once again Wilbur. And... I am sorry what they said, they didn't know about your loss..." He nodded "Yeah, I know, I don't blame them. They just didn't know. Anyways, wanna get some food on the way?" My stomach twisted just at the thought to eat something. "N- no? Well, I don't think I have a choice, do I?" I asked and laughed a bit. He just shook his head "Nope, you don't" We just walked over to the car and got in. Wilbur put on some music and started driving. "May I turn the volume up again? I love your music taste" I asked and looked over to him driving. He nodded "Yeah sure, I don't mind" And with that I made the music louder. I just looked outside outside the window again, even though it was fully dark outside and I couldn't see anything. I was now even more tired, so I closed my eyes. Soon enough I drifted away to sleep.
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"y/n? y/n, wake up" Wilbur said, shaking my arm softly. I slowly opened my eyes. "Oh sorry, I didn't want to fall asleep" I mumbled, refusing to look over to Wilbur. "It's okay, a lot happened. We're at your house, so if you want to you could go to bed. And you should" he responded. Now I looked up to him, and nodded "Thank you" I said and smiled. "No need to thank me" he said and smiled back. I unbuckled my seatbelt and opened the car door. It was now pretty cold outside and I assumed it was also pretty late already. I just quickly got out of the car "Alright, good night Wilbur" I said and closed the door. I already wanted to go in, but I suddenly remembered that we wanted to get food on the way, not that I would be hungry, but still. I sighed as he drove away. Okay, I had nothing at home so I probably just wouldn't eat today.
I knew that Wilbur would kill me for this but I didn't care. I wasn't hungry, I didn't need food. Probably tomorrow. I finally walked in and went straight into the bathroom. I just got ready for bed and headed then over to my bedroom, where I changed my clothes. I then finally lay down in bed. I was tired and not in the mood to watch any videos, so I just closed my eyes. Even though I was tired, I lay awake in bed for at least half an hour before I finally fell asleep.
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