Goddess of Death. Sirius Blac...

By -InLoveWithPadfoot

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BOOK: 1 Josette Hart's life was a mess. An evil mother who wants revenge on her family, created Josette to he... More

Character Aesthetic
Cast
Prolouge
1: Slytherin!!
2: Friends??
3: You have to choose a side.
4: What Nightmares??
5: We should go.
6: What Prophecy??
7: Just caught in the moment...
8: Slipping past Hogwarts!!
9: Maybe I should.
10: There's the smile.
11: She. Is. A. Devil
12: And what do you want?
Families
13: This terrible family!!
14: What about us?
15: 75% Dead.
16: Always and Forever.
17: Who. Are. You. Mortis Heladottir?
18: It's a date night, huh?
19: I am a dark wizard!!
20: It's your fault!
21: Huh? A monster?
22: Choose from one of us.
23: The Blacks.
24: Allfather.
25: I love you.
26: Don't be so hard on yourself.
27: This is a Miracle!!
28: Little Hangleton.
29: I had to.
30: This is amazing!!
31: It's havoc out there.
32: Thanks Mom.
33: Careful, he's mine.
34: You wish!!
35: You disgust me!!
36: The show's over!!
37: We got drunk.
38: I was just afraid.
39: That's still a secret.
40: You write a pretty good speech.
41: In Tonsberg??
42: I'll. Always. Be. On. Top
43: You wish to sign your own death?"
44: I want to be on top, Mortis.
45: Don't say that!! She's not dead!!
46: Oh she did!!
47: Let's just hope it's something good.
48: Flapdoddle coffin.
49: Red door?
50: My miserable life!!
51: A new beginning.
52: It's not the end.
53: I'll say we survived.
54: You are sick!!
56: Sev?
57: I do.
58: Congratulations, Auror Hart.
59: Little witch.
60: What is happening to me?
61: Cast you out!!
62: Still sounds like a threat.
63: I don't want you to go. Please.
64: You die. The lord dies.
65: Let go.
66: Get...it...out!!
67: And Voldemort.
68: Where will I find little Mr. Potter?
69: Anything.
70: After all, you are a Black.
71: Sirius! How could you??
72: It hurts.
73: Are you happy??
The End

55: And all you did is hurt me in return!!

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By -InLoveWithPadfoot

6 July: London.

"To be honest, Peter. That shirt looks absolutely terrible." James commented, motioning towards the boy sitting in front of them. They stopped at a wizarding pub for some drinks after Sirius's intense bike ride to London.

"What's wrong with my shirt." Peter shrugged "It suits me."

"Try wearing less yellow. It looks terrible on you." Sirius added and the three kept arguing which colour looks best on Peter.

James noticed that Remus was awfully quite "You alright, mate??"

"Yeah." Remus nodded.

"You don't look so good." Sirius added.

"Favorite time of the month's coming up." He shrugged, sadly.

"I don't understand, why don't you just use Mor's potion?" Sirius questioned "She has like endless supply of it."

"They are expensive." He mumbled.

"She's not asking you for money." Sirius quipped.

"And I'm not taking it without giving money, which I don't have." Remus stood his ground.

"Oh no, don't worry about that now. We are here to celebrate!" James stopped them.

"Celebrate end of James's freedom." Peter joked.

"Come on, don't scare him." Sirius defended his brother. "To end of James's freedom." Sirius laughed and raised his glass. James glared at him for changing sides.

"To end of James's freedom." The other two laughed and clicked the glass, drinking it.

"Five years ago you would have told me that Lily is marrying this idiot and I would have laughed in your face." Sirius chuckled. "By this rate we'll soon have a little Potter running around."

"Oh no, don't say it." James made a face at the idea of a mini-him.

"Snape." Peter suddenly said.

"Oh don't say that either." James made a disgusting face.

"No, I mean, he's right there." Peter motioned towards the door, where Severus just entered.

"What do you think he's doing here?" Sirius whispered in his ear.

"I reckon, I know." James mumbled his eyes never leaving him. "Lily, this is her favourite pub. She always comes here, I bet he's here for her."

"Why can't he get it? She doesn't want to talk with him and after what he said, it'll be a miracle if she even looked at him." Peter whispered between them.

"And even after everything Mor still favors him. Merlin knows why?" Sirius groaned. He always hated Severus and he being his girlfriend's best friend, added more fuel to the fire.

Severus hates pubs and every other crowded places but he's been coming here often for last one month hoping to talk with the redhead for one last time, even if she didn't forgive him. Obviously this was his second option. First he told Josette to ask for Lily and she did but Lily turned him down. So, this was the only option.

He's thinking of moving to Belarus for advance studies in Potions from the great potioneer, Adrian Finbok. Severus was lucky that he accepted to teach him not many people get that chance but Severus is really great at potions so, it didn't come as a surprise.

He shared this news with Josette and she was obviously happy for him, mostly because he'll be away from this war and he'll finally be able to do what he loves without his father barking orders at him. Though he loves dark arts more than potions but he dropped it after Lily said that she hates it.

"Want to have a go at him?" James asked. He was really angry at him for always coming after Lily even after they are out of Hogwarts.

"What!" Remus whisper yelled.
"No." Peter immediately denied.
"Mor will kill you." Sirius warned.

"Come on, she's not here and nobody's going to tell her." James argued.

"Remembered what happened last time right?" Remus reminded them.

"We'll just have some fun, nothing serious, come on."

"Even I miss messing with him." Sirius added, warming up to James's idea.

"Can't we just enjoy our drinks." Peter chimed in but no one listened to him as the three kept arguing.

"We're not gonna hurt him. We're just gonna scare him." Remus finally agreed placing his demand.

"Of course." James smiled victoriously. "Come on." He stood up and walked towards the Slytherin as the others followed behind.

Severus saw them coming his way and he sighed turning around to face away from them.

"Alright Snivellus, what you doing here?" James stood behind him.

"Minding my own business." He quipped.

"It's a shame that I mind it too."

"Leave me alone." James suddenly kicked his stool and Severus fell down.

He quickly stood up and angrily pointed his wand at the boy. "Come on, Snape. Give me an excuse." James whispered, trying to provoke him.

"You all take it outside or I'll have the lot kicked." The Bartender snapped at them.

"Four against one, very brave." Severus mocked.

"I don't need them. They are just spectators." Severus ignored him and turned around walking towards the door.

"She'll never forgive you, you know?" James called after him and he stopped in tracks. "I know that's why you're here. Try and mend things after what you called her."

"Should've called someone else a werewolf." He snapped eyeing Remus. "Perhaps the Ministry would like to know."

"James, this is going to far." Sirius warned him.

"Out of here the lot of you, NOW!!" The bartender again yelled.

"You should consider yourself lucky, Mor still talks with and care for you. I still don't get it what she sees in you." James mocked.

Severus knew very well what he was trying to do, get him to attack first as they both promised Josette they would never fight with eachother. Still he walked towards James and stood in front of him. "Fine. I'll give you what you want."

"Gentleman." James said and Sirius, Remus, Peter placed a hand on his shoulder. James extended his hand and Severus took it, immediately apparating away.

~☆~

The two girls were enjoying the night time at muggle London with a ice cream in their hand as they took a stroll around.

"We should have invited Marlene." Josette said.

"Yeah. We should do this more often, I don't know why we are always with the boys. This is so much fun." Lily shrugged.

"I know right." Josette chuckled "Next time, it'll be us four girls." Suddenly she had an esay feeling in her heart "Sev." She whispered.

"What! Not him." Lily groaned.

"No." Josette shook his head. Lily thought she was saying 'next time it'll be us four girls and Sev'. "He's in danger I have to go."

"What danger??" Lily asked concerned about him. They are not friends anymore doesn't mean she doesn't care for him.

"I don't know. The bracelet sent me signal." Josette panicked. She thought Voldemort or the death eaters got him only if she knew it's her own brother.

"I'm coming with you." Lily demanded. Josette nodded and took her hand, running into an dark alley. They both apparated outside the pub from where Josette got the signal.

As soon as they entered the door they saw the five boys apparating away. "James!!" Lily shouted after him but it was too late.

"This is not good." Josette mumbled.

"Where are they now?"

"I don't know."

"What about the bracelet?" Lily asked.

"It'll take time to send the new location, it's a very old magic." Josette sighed, hoping that all of them are okay.

~☆~

The five boys landed on the forest ground. It's on of Lily's favorite places. Severus quickly stepped away from them and held his wand tightly in his hand.

"I'll make you a deal, Snivellus." James said "If you beat me, I'll stay away from Lily..."

"James." Remus stopped him between. They just talked about getting married and staying together forever and here he is making deal to stay away from her.

James is too confident that he'll win. "..but if I beat you, you stay away from Lily for the rest of your life." James finished.

"She's not some prize to be won." Severus snapped.

"Come on then, hit me." James ignored him and walked forward "Right to the jaw." He motioned, standing very close to him.

Severus stood still not really wanting to fight. "No??" James shook his head and turned around.

"See? What did I tell you?" He asked his friends "Coward." James quickly turned around and sent a curse towards him but Severus quickly put up a shield.

Both started duelling furiously as the other three stepped aside. Remus sighed, he told him not to put up a fight and now he's having second thoughts to call Josette cause she's the only one who can stop them. They are duelling for good five minutes.

Severus lifted up some stones and sent them flying towards him but James skilfully dodged it, as a result of years of quidditch practice.

James sent some curses towards him but Severus created a shield just in time and as James was going to fire another curse Severus shot a 'expelliarmus' and caught his wand in his hand and threw it aside.

By this time Severus was so angry that he kept firing curses at him and James fell on the ground, not having anything to defend him. Severus still didn't stop, he was letting all this rage filled inside for years out on him.

"He's going to kill him." Sirius ran between to help his brother. James quickly ran towards his wand as Severus was busy with Sirius. The fight was now two to one. But Severus skillfully handled both of them.

"Sirius, Snape. Stop." Remus shouted. "Wormy, go home, get Mor." He ordered and the boy immediately apparated away.

Severus had beaten down the two, they were heavily wounded but they were still fighting. Having no other choice Remus joined in to help his friends.

"And you said something about not needing them." Severus mocked.

"At least I have someone." James quipped "You're alone, always will be."

Severus smirked and just in time Sirius sent a curse at him which he absorbed into the bracelet and it glowed violet. "What the-" Sirius stopped mid spell.

"I still have my best friend." Severus let go of the stored energy as it hit Sirius and sent him flying into a tree. He groaned as his back hit the bark harshly, he struggled to get up but failed, the pain was too much.

By now if you haven't figured out the bracelet works as a weapon as well. No one can be too careful in these times so, Josette gave him something more than just a tracker.

James snapped out of the trance of what he just saw and started sending spells his way, Remus following behind.

"Fiendfyre!!" James yelled as a griffin made out of fire moved towards the Slytherin. Severus stood shocked but he apparated just in time or he would have turned into crisps.

"James. I said not to hurt him." Remus snapped.

"Look at him." James pointed at Sirius "Do you except me to stay put after what he did?"

"But fiendfyre?? It's too much!!"

Before James could reply a spell hit him. "You never learn, do you?" James mocked as they again started fighting.

Severus was getting tired. He sent a huge blast their way and both flew in the opposite directions. James's body hit a huge rock as Remus fell on to the ground.

"The Great James Potter beaten by a slimy git like me?" Severus bellowed and started walking towards him. "Look how the days turned." James tried to get to his wand but Severus kicked it aside. "You know I always envied you for having a perfect family, friends who would die for you even without a second thought, the girl you love with all your heart loves you back." Severus hit him with a spell. He was now on full revenge mood.

Sirius picked up his wand and pointed at him but Severus saw and he did the one thing he never thought he would "Crucio." Sirius cried in pain and fell onto the ground, withering. Remus too got up. "Sectumsempra." Deep cuts appeared on his body as he fell down.

"But that's the problem with people like you. You see everything as a picture perfect and everyone else who doesn't meet your standards are below you." Severus hit him repeatedly. "Try living a life like me, you won't survive a day."

"A father abusing you at home, not knowing what mother's love is, bullies abusing you at school, no friends at all and the only friend taken away from you, people consider you evil because you're a Slytherin. Try living it, I. Dare. You." Severus continued hitting him. Tears of anger and frustration flowed down his cheeks.

"Alright Severus, please." James mumbled when he finally stopped.

"It's Severus now, is it?" He laughed. "You think you can hex and curse me all these years, take away the one person I care about then you think that you can just brush me off?" He spat "You have no idea what it's like to be me."

"You're right, alright?? I'm sorry." James apologized.

"You're sorry?? Now that I have you all bloodied up. Now that you fear me, you're sorry??" Severus again pointed his wand at him but before he could say something, Lily apparated in front of him. And Josette and Peter beside Sirius.

"Mor?" He mumbled.

"You'll answer this but first take Moony to St. Mungo's." Josette demanded. Sirius quickly stood up. He and Peter apparated away with the werewolf.

"Have you gone mad!!" Lily shouted. "What are you all doing??"

"Lily? I-" Severus started but Lily cut him off "You don't say a word. And what were-" she turned towards James but stopped mid sentence seeing his condition. "You did this??" She turned back to the Slytherin and pointed her wand at him.

"I just..." Severus wouldn't form a sentence.

"I'll never forgive you for this." Lily yelled.

"We started it." James interrupted them "He came to the bar to see you and we tried to scare him off."

Josette walked towards him and helped him up. She was really disappointed in them but this was not the time to start another fight.

"What were you doing there??" Lily asked.

"I just came to try to say-"

"To say what!!" Lily snapped.

"To say that I'm sorry." Severus shouted.

"For calling me a mudblood or beating my beating my fiance to death??" Lily quipped.

"Fiance??" He laughed.

"Problem??" Lily raised an eyebrow.

"Come on, now's not the time to fight." Josette grabbed Lily's arm but she shook it off.

"Lily you can do so much better than that bully. He'll ruin your life take that from me." He said.

"Sev, if your seeking for forgiveness this isn't exactly the way to do it." Josette chimed in.

"I'm not seeking anyone's forgiveness. I know I'm wrong for calling you that horrible word and I've learned my lesson these past few years. And I'm done always seeking for your forgiveness. I do one mistake and you cut all ties with me. And that man their has bullied so many kids for years, made mistakes probably bigger than me. You hated him, I don't get what changed??" Severus yelled "I loved you for years and you just shrugged me off like I mean nothing to you. I loved you and all you did is hurt me in return!!" He didn't realize when the words slipped his mouth.

"You what?" Lily stood shocked.

"Oh no." Josette mumbled.

Severus's eyes filled with tears as he looked at the redhead but before she could say anything he apparated away.

"Lily. LILY!!" Josette broke her out of the trance "St. Mungo's."

"Yeah.. um..yes." Lily took her hand still recovering from everything and apparated to St. Mungo's.

Lily took James with her to patch him up and Josette went to find the others.

"Mor?" Sirius called.

Josette turned towards him but was instantly tackled into a hug. He was crying into her shoulder. "Sirius, what happened??" She whispered.

"Re..Remus...he's..he's not waking up." He cried. "The... blood's... not stopping." He stuttered "It's all my fault. It's all my fault. I should have stopped James. I'm sorry." He was shaking in fear of loosing his friend.

"I don't know what happened between you lot, okay?? But for now set it aside. Moony needs us, huh?" Josette tried to clam him down. Sirius nodded shakily. Both walked into the room where Remus was being treated.

A team of healers was hovering over him wrapping him up in bandages trying to stop the bleeding. "You two, out now." A healer ordered them.

"Can you at least tell us, what happened to him??" Josette asked.

"I don't know where you lot got in trouble but that boy is hit with a very dark curse." The woman explained "Dark curse can-

"-only be cured with a counter curse." Josette finished for her, remembering it from the auror training.

"Exactly. And we don't know what curse hit him so, we don't have a counter curse." She added.

"Now what??"

"We are trying our best." Before they could ask any questions she kicked them out of the room.

"Where's Peter?" Josette asked, now noticing that he's missing.

"Getting, Lyall and Hope." Sirius mumbled. They were joined by James and Lily and Josette explained everything to them. James feeling guilty for everything, he should've listened to them and most of all he was angry on himself not for losing to Severus because of being so hard on him all these years. Every word Severus said hit him like a brick and he realized his mistake.

Josette sat beside Sirius as he laid his head in her lap trying to get some comfort when again she had that uneasy feeling in her heart. She abruptly stood up "I have to go!" And started running towards the door.

"Where??" Sirius shouted behind her but she already hear shot.

~☆~

Severus apparated back to the pub after he let all his feelings out in front of Lily. And he was feeling stupid for saying anything. He still loves her but now for Lily it's like he doesn't even exist. The pub was all empty beside him and the bartender and he was drowning himself in alcohol.

I hate him!! Everything's I've been through, she was always by my side. And then suddenly Potter comes and ruins everything. "Ughhh." He groaned and took another glass of firewhisky.

I should have never been with them. Not Lily, not Jo, no one. Potter's right, I'll always be alone. He took another glass.

I hate her!!! It's all her fault. Or it's my fault for loving her?? He took another glass. He waved his wand casting the Patronus charm as a doe hopped around. "FUCKING ALWAYS!!! Change you goddamn doe!! Change."

At least I have Jo. He shrugged. But it's time before she leaves me as well, like everyone else did. Mother, Lily, Meredith... He downed another glass.

Suddenly the chair beside him was occupied by someone else. "Difficult day?" He asked.

Severus looked at him but he was hiding his face "You have no idea." He mumbled.

"Let me buy you another one." He waved at the bartender as he placed two more glasses.

"Yeah." Severus scoffed "Why do you care?"

"I enjoy a good story." The man shrugged.

"Trust me, it's nothing special." He shrugged it off.

"Try me."

And just just like that Severus spilled out everything that happened. "And that's all is to it."

"I understand. I know what it feels like to be subjugated." The man said, almost sad.

"Do you?" Severus scoffed.

"I do. In fact, I think you have exactly what I'm looking for, Severus."

"What do you mean?" He shook his head in confusion.

"For our ranks." The mysterious man said.

"What ranks? Who are you??" He quickly got up, pointing his wand at him.

The man turned towards him revealing his face and it was Tom himself. "Put that wand away. You'll want to listen, what I've to say."

"I don't think I want to." He snapped back.

"How about getting your revenge on the Potter boy?" Tom raised an eyebrow.

"I'm not killing people just for some revenge." Severus shouted.

"You don't have to do it. I will."

"And I'm not being reason for someone's death even if it's Potter."

"Okay. Let's not talk about revenge." Tom said "What about your future?? You said you loved dark arts and you dropped it just for a girl who doesn't even love you back." Maybe it was because of alcohol in his system or he was just so angry at her that even Lily's mention, rose something up in him. "I'll provide you everything, the books the potion ingredients, the best of everything and in return I just want your loyalty."

"And how do I know this is not some trap?" Severus raised an eyebrow "I'm Jo's friend and she told me I'm in your target. How do I know you won't just kill me??"

"To be honest, I did came here to kill you. But hearing your story, I saw myself in you and like I said before everyone deserves a choice."

"I'm nothing like you." Severus spat.

"You have no idea what it's like to be me." Severus stood shocked as it was the exact same words he said to James minutes ago. "I was not always a killer, society made me this way and you have the potential, I've seen it so, I'm giving you a choice, join me or die." He smirked.

"That's not exactly the best choices."

"Be grateful, I'm even giving you one."

Severus went into silence thinking about his offer, he remembered Josette's warning about staying away from the war and he has his future planned. What about Belarus?? That was before I fucked up everything with Lily. She won't even let me stand in front of her now. "But you're going to hurt my friend and I won't just watch while you do that."

"Heladottir is going to suffer, whether you join or not. So, there isn't much you can do about it. Come on, it's a great deal. You'll have everything you wished for right at your fingertips. And you won't say it out aloud but you want Potter to suffer, don't you?" Tom smirked knowing very well that he's true. "So, do we have a deal." He stretched out his hand.

Just then Josette entered through the door. "Tom!! stay away from him." Her hands glowed violet.

"I'm not doing anything. We're just talking." Tom patted Severus's back. "Aren't we??" Josette's eyes widened as just now one of her visions came true. Voldemort patting Severus's back.

"Severus, get here." She demanded but he didn't moved his spot "Sev?"

He removed the bracelet and placed it on the bar. "I'm sorry."

"What??" She stood shocked in confusion.

"Vulnera Sanentur." Was the last thing he said as he took Tom's hand and both apparated way before Josette could even knew what was happening.

For a long time she stood still, staring at the empty space in front of her wher the two stood just minutes ago. Then the cogs in her head started to work. She apparated to her home not before taking the bracelet back and picked up her potions bag, apparating back to St. Mungo's.

Josette ran through the crowd towards her friend. Everyone was waiting out the room even Lyall and Hope. "Mor, where did you went off to?" Sirius asked.

"Not the time." She said before barging into the room. "Out of my way." She snapped at the healers. They were shocked seeing a kid barking orders at them. Maybe it was the way she said but everyone listened to her and stepped away. She walked towards Remus and started removing the bandages.

"Jo, what are you doing??" James interrupted.

"Shut up." Josette snapped. Everyone was afraid of her seeing her like this, barking orders and snapping at everyone. She removed her wand and pointed at the werewolf. "Vulnera Sanentur. Vulnera Sanentur. Vulnera Sanentur." She kept reapting and everyone watched in surprise as the cuts healed itself.

Josette removed the healing potion from her bag and applied it on the scars. If these wounds are not treated quickly it leaves behind nasty scars and she knows how much the werewolf hates them.

She finally finished everything in time. Her whole hands were covered in blood. She was shaking in fear, maybe because of the blood or she could have lost her friend if she hadn't been quick or her other friend just walked onto the wrong path or one of her visions came true or everything. She was so confused, everything had happened so fast she didn't even had the time to think about it.

Josette tensed up as Hope pulled the girl into a hug "Thank you. Thank you. Thank you so much." She kept repeating and finally let go of the girl.

Josette didn't say anything just excused herself and walked outside towards a window to get fresh air. Sirius was debating whether to go after her or not.

"Sirius go. She's crying." Lily said.

"How do you know? We're just seeing her back." James asked confused.

"I just know."

Sirius took her advice and walked towards Josette. "You alright??" He asked standing behind her.

Josette shook her head slightly. He didn't waste any time and hugged her from behind. Lily was right, she's was crying. "I'm so sorry, Jo. It's all our fault." He whispered into her hair.

"He's gone." She murmured.

"What? Remus is going to be okay, right??" Sirius asked.

"Not him. Severus. He's..he's gone."

"What do you mean by gone?? He's alright, isn't he??" He started panicking.

"He.. Tom..they.." Josette couldn't even form a whole sentence. "Tom..took him.. somewhere." She sobbed "I couldn't stop him. And now the visions are coming true."

"What visions??"

"You know where Moony's potions are, right?" He was confused why she could suddenly ask this question but nodded nonetheless. "He'll wake in few hours. Tomorrow's a full moon and he has to take the potions or it'll be very painful, he's still recovering. You make sure he takes it or I'll kick your ass once I wake up." She warned.

Sirius furrowed his eyebrows in confusion "What do you mean wake up?? Jo, you're not making any sense."

Before she could say anything, she collapsed into his arms, unconscious.

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