sinful.
⸻ [ 章 38 ] 。
❛ he has her. ❜
chapter credits, and inspired by : ClumsyPotatoes :)
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I woke up with a big headache today, that was probably caused by the things that happened in my dream. Or should I call it a nightmare?
Jungwon wasn't with me today's morning. I felt a little bit disappointed, but I had to remember that he still had other goddess things to do besides being here. With his wife.
The wound from the cut was still on my hand. It didn't hurt that much though, but a slight pain was still perceptible. I went downstairs to the kitchen, and treated the wound, even when it was already dry.
Right when I finished, I came back to the bedroom, and went out to the balcony. The weather today was cold, but I still decided to take some fresh air. I needed some time for myself.
"Why are you out here?" a voice spoke up behind me, and a small snort escaped from my lips, as I closed my eyes again, "I needed some fresh air," I excused myself, and I felt a pair of arms wrapping around my waist from behind, "And my husband wasn't here to greet me this morning, so I needed a place to sulk."
"Hmm.. I see. A terrible husband you have yourself," he commented, and I let out a small chuckle, "However, I can assure you, angel, that he laid next to you, and admired your beauty for at least.. half an hour this morning." the boy placed his chin on the top of my head.
"Oh he did?" I questioned in amusement, only hearning a confirming hum from him, "Sounds just like him." I contuined.
"It does?" Jungwon questioned, as I just nodded and folded my hands on my stomach as he slowly loosened his grip around me, the little warmth he had had provided disappearing with his touch.
"So.. mind telling me, angel, what you're really doing out here?" the boy questioned, with a small smile resting on his face, "Of course despite catching yourself a cold."
"I needed to think about some stuff," I said, and turned my face to him, "But now I'm great, don't worry." I snuggled into his chest, and Jungwon wrapped his arms around me.
"Sometimes," he started as a small smile spread on his face, "I think I love you too much, angel." he said, and I gave him a fluttered look.
"I've caught myself getting teary, when I look at you during the day, or when you talk with my brothers. I think I adore you too much.." I let out a small giggle to which he softly whacked my shoulder, as he rolled his eyes, clearly not satisfied with my reply only being a giggle.
"Yah! I was trying to be sweet and honest, and you just giggle at me," he remarked, and I just
hummed with a small smile, "Don't you adore me either, angel?"
"I am too much in love with you to just adore you, wonie," I shook my head at him, "There's not one thing I adore about you, I love every single thing. No matter if you're having a bad or a good day, everything about you is what I love, and I don't adore it in any way. I only love it."
"Shit, now I'm gonna cry." Jungwon complained, as he burried his face in my shoulder, "Why?" I let out a small laugh as my shoulder slowly felt damp through my sweater.
"I've never thought.. I've never thought that it'd be so worthy to feel love," he whispered, "That all of this would be so worthy this feeling. Me, a fucking fallen son."
"But Jungwon, you're so much more than just a fallen son," I reminded him, and pulled a bit away from him, watching how his eyes were glazed over, and slightly pink from the few tears that already had fallen, "Can't you see? You're so much more than just a fallen son!"
Jungwon looked at me, "What am I then?" he whispered quietly, "My God, Jungwon you're so many things that I can't even list them here for you right now. But you know what is the most important of those things, to me?"
"Your husband..?" he whispered, and I shook my head, the corners of his lips pointing slightly down as I did so.
"You're the love of my life, you dummy. And I wouldn't want it to be anyone else. No matter how much shit and hurtful things you've dragged me through. You'll always be my love." I quietly reminded him, only resulting in him squeezing his eyes tightly together as he wrapped an arm around my shoulders and pulled me closer while digging his face into my shoulder again.
I think, that everything was slighly tumbling over him all at once, and he was finally letting it out as I held him tightly in my embrace, letting him cry out every single thing that was pulling down on him. He was starting to be a human, and all of this was new for him. The feeling of saddness, feeling of love. But I was there for him. I needed to stay with him, because he had no one besides me.
I stroked his hair gently, as I let him cry, "Wonie.. let's come back, it's getting colder. We might got sick.. I'll make some hot chocolate for you, okie?" I asked the boy, and he only nodded, not letting go my hand.
We both came back to house, and I went downstair to make some hot chocolate for us. It was a drink that we both drank when one of us had a bad day. It was our favourite among the others.
As I was done with the chocolate, I came back to our bedroom, only to see the boy getting ready. When I opened the door, he was im the middle of buttoning his black shirt.
"You have to go?" I asked him softly, placing the cups on the bedside table, "Yeah.. You know who told me that we have an emergency meeting with my brothers." Jungwon said, and he approached me, placing his hand on my waist, "I'm sorry.." he added sadly, as he was looking at me.
I cupped his cheeks, and raised his head to make him look at me, "Hey, wonie, it's okay. I will wait for you when you come back, and we'll drink a new hot chocolate, okie?" I said, and placed a quick peek on his lips.
However, when I moved away, the boy pulled me by my arm, making our lips collide one more time, and this time with a more passionate kiss.
After a while, the boy moved away, smirking at my embarrased face, "When you're kissing me, then at least do it properly, angel. Understood?" he asked, chuckling under his breath, and I only nodded.
Dear God, I'm gonna faint someday because that boy.
"I'll try to be as soon as possible, angel." Jungwon said, as he was putting on his black coat. The boy put his hands into the pockets of the cloth, and smiled to himself, as he looked at me. Soon, he went outside the house, and gently waved to me before closing the door.
As he was already outside, I placed my hands on my pink cheeks and hit myself a few times. This damn boy.. he really knows how to owns my heart.
How sad, that it might be my last time feeling something like this..
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— 3rd person pov.
As Jungwon stepped into the big, dark building, and on the way he met Jake, checking something in the files. The brunette approached his older brother, "Oh hi, aren't you comming for the meeting?" Jungwon asked, and the puppy boy raised his eyes from the documents, sending him a confused look, "Which meeting?"
Jungwon frowned, folding his arms on his chest, "Uhm, he sent me a text some minutes ago, that we have an emergency meeting.. Wait a minute, don't tell me you don't know anything."
Jake sighed, closing the folder with documents, and looked seriously at his younger brother, "Jungwon, I don't know about any meeting. All the brothers are at their homes. What are you talking about."
"Fuck. I have a bad feeling about it.." Jungwon cursed under his breath, and took a big breath, "But why would he do it?" the boy frowned, confused.
Then the realisation hit Jake, "Oh my fucking God. Jungwon, you have to immediately go to your house." the boy said, as he pushed the boy to the exit of the building, and immediately started to pack his things, "What? Jake what happened?" Jungwon widened his eyes, looking at his brother with a restless heart beat.
Jake took his bag from the chair, and stood in front of his brother, "Sohyun. It's about her." hearing his beloved one's name, Jungwon immediately looked at the puppy boy, waiting for some explantaion, "What..? Jake, what about her. What's happening." he asked in a nervous tone.
"Jungwon, you idiot." Jake hissed, and gulped hardly. The brunette looked at his older brother, scared. His heart was beating painfully. He felt, that something was really, really wrong.
The puppy boy let out a quick sigh, and said, "He has her."
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