Second Month.
The days were lonely, You yearn for someone's touch as you saw lovers having their date at the Harbour, Your eyes filled with sadness you sighed a tired sigh, trying to cheer yourself up.
May 9, XXXX
Dear Ayato,
Greetings my beloved, I am doing fine here in Liyue. It's been months since I last saw you but I do apologize for my sudden disappearance, I will come back soon, How are things in the estate? I hope everything is fine take care of yourself as always, Our baby is healthy as always— she's always hungry all the time, I am doing fine here, Ayato. I hope you are there as well, Please send my regards to Ayaka and Thoma. I love you.
Your Wife,
Y/N.
Third Month.
“Ah! My lady looks like young master is healthy!” Kiyoko exclaimed, Dr. Baizhu chuckled as Qiqi handed me the prescription. “Qiqi thinks.. baby is lovely..” You pat her head as you smiled, “Thank you Dr. Baizhu and Qiqi.” Baizhu nod.
“Don't forget to take your daily herbs so the little one is healthy, Remember to come to bubu pharmacy directly if you experience any discomfort.” You nodded, you and Kiyoko left the pharmacy, Your bump was visible now so you needed to be extra careful. “Kiyoko, was there any reply from the Kamisato Estate?” Kiyoko's face saddened nodding a no which made you purse your lips in a thin line.
June 9, XXXX
Dear Ayato,
Greetings Ayato, I came to to have an appointment with a Doctor today, he told me our child is very healthy— Amazing isn't It? Although her or his mother was a weak person. I am very happy to know that the child atleast inherited someone that isn't mine. I miss you dearly, Please look out for yourself more, send my regards to Ayaka and Thoma! I love you and I miss you dearly.
Your Wife,
Y/N.
Fourth Month.
“Don't strain yourself too hard, It's bad for pregnant woman.” Kazuha said you are currently studying out of nothing to do, “You're here?” You said. “Beidou wanted to give something to Ningguang, of course she told me to give it in person in her absence.” you let out a laugh. “Typical Beidou.”
You and Kazuha made your way on the entrance to Liyue Harbour at night time with Kiyoko, You created snow in the air as kazuha swirled your element with his wind creating a beautiful cryo swirl on the air, filled with leaves, you felt the coldness in the air it didn't made you shiver, You admired Liyue Harbour at night with Kazuha and Kiyoko.
July 9, XXXX.
Dear Ayato,
Greetings Ayato! There wasn't much going on this month, Little Bean is as always healthy but little bean very weird— little bean likes cold weather somehow good thing that I have a cryo vision i always make little snow for their entertainment. Cute, Really. I miss you, please look out for yourself, I hope you can answer my letters too! It would really make me and little bean happy. I recently had just began calling our child little bean, I wasn't sure of little bean's gender, Whatever gender little bean has, I'm sure you will love little bean, because I do too. I miss you, dear.
Your Wife,
Y/N.
Fifth Month.
Kiyoko has been preparing your dish you were on your room holding your cryo vision it glowed, In which you felt a slight kick on your stomach. “Huh—” You said touching your belly, “Little Bean, did you do that?” You asked smiling. “Do you like mama's vision?” You felt a kick again, which made you giggle as you left your room to tell Kiyoko the news. “My lady please wait a bit more, I am still cooking the one you wanted to eat.” Taking a chair you sat down, “Kiyoko, Little bean kicked earlier.”
“Oh my, our young master is very energetic!”
August 9, XXXX
Dear Ayato,
Greetings Ayato! Today little bean kicked she likes to feel my cryo vision all the time! Little bean is very active, As always little bean wants cold atmosphere of weather, Kiyoko even suggested that we should visit Dragonspine, Mondstadt because of it— How are you? I hope you are doing well, I miss you and I love you. Please look out for yourself more— I'll try to keep little bean and myself safe.
Your Wife,
Y/N.
Sixth Month.
You flutter your eyes open looking at the side of your bed, You let out a force laughter as you realized. “Ah. Why am I still not used to it?” You opened the room of your Inn, caressing your stomach, “Hello Little Bean, Good Morning.” You talked to the child in your stomach, you enjoyed the morning breeze looking at the lively streets of liyue from your Inn. “My lady there is a letter for you from your father.” Ah, It wasn't his? You nodded not bothering opening it. You didn't want to read it, you didn't your mood to be ruined, especially now that you were pregnant you were very sensitive to your own emotions.
“Maybe your father is just really busy, Little bean.”
“Maybe after all your father is a really busy man.”
September 9, XXXX
Dear Ayato,
Greetings, dear! Little bean wanted something a little different today, I suddenly remembered the milk tea i used to make for you, And because of little bean she made me want to drink it. I think she is becoming more and more like you dear, I wonder, dear do you like little bean to be a girl or a boy? Either way is fine for me. I will treat them with care and love, because i didn't get that as a child. I don't want our child to experience the harsh reality I experienced.
Look out for yourself as always, I love you.
Your Wife,
Y/N.
Seventh Month.
“Do you think the young master will look good in this?” Kazuha said to you, He showed you a little dress that was very nice and cute. “Is that a dress where did you get that?” You asked the ronin. He blinked, “I actually made someone to tailor it, Do you like it?”
“How are you so sure it's a girl though? Dr. Baizhu said it could be a boy though..”
“My lady? How about if ever young master was a boy we make him wear this dress take a picture and make it to a portrait frame.” Getting a Kamera, you were surprised where did that come from?
October 9, XXXX.
Dear Ayato,
Greetings dear! Today, we bought a lot of dresses, toys for little bean. I also tailored little bean a dress that has our family's emblem, Ah it's very lonely here in Liyue, I miss everyone in Inazuma. Send my dearest regards to Ayaka and Thoma, with others too. Again, as I mention in my past letters, Please take care of yourself, I love you.
Your Wife,
Y/N.
Eighth Month.
Just by walking you were already tired, Little bean has been throwing tantrums at you lately, You were currently embroidering a handkerchief with Kamisato's Emblem on it. Before you were embroidering little bean has been kicking your stomach for some time which made you hiss in pain, but as you tried to do some embroidering little bean stopped throwing tantrums inside your belly.
“Huh.. you really like your father, don't you now?” You said.
“Your father is amazing, You know your grandparents left your father and your aunt alone by themselves early, So your father fought his way to protect his clan and your aunt together, Isn't he the bravest?" You often tell Little Bean some stories.
November 20, XXXX.
Dear Ayato,
Just one month left and little bean will be born, I am scared, but it's little bean, sorry for the late letter dear. I was really busy as of now i had no time to write, But it's fine me and little bean are okay and you should too. I know how much you strain yourself too hard, I love you.
Your Wife,
Y/N.
Ninth Month.
The sound of screams made Kazuha and Kiyoko, Keqing and Ningguang's face went pale. You had already given birth but it has been several hours since you are in the room and they still hear your painful scream. “My lady... I hope you and the young master are both okay.” Kiyoko prayed to the Archons. She cannot bear to see you getting hurt, “I-I'm sure Y/N's fine—” The yuheng said words interrupted by your scream.
“Nevermind that, it sounds painful.” Keqing said biting her lip in nervousness.
“Qiqi is here.” The little qiqi said she was waiting the labor to be done so she can finally visit you, Qiqi was the always one who pick your medicinal herbs therefore you have grown attached to the little child, Although Emotionless and has no idea of emotions you were pretty much in her company everytime you visit the pharmacy, You teach her about many things including emotions, about inazuma, about the world.
“No need to be so tense everyone, Y/N and her baby will be fine they are both strong.” Dr. Baizhu said comforting the people who have been sitting for hours waiting for you.
After a couple of minutes the screaming stopped they all sighed a sigh of relief, the woman came out of the room, “She's safe, the child was a baby boy.” Ningguang was the first one to enter the room, there she saw you holding the new born child, “How are you feeling?” You smiled at her. “It was painful, but when I saw this little guy i felt happy.”
“Qiqi wants to know baby's name.” The baby's name.. you never actually thought of one. “As the snow enters the month, Cold atmosphere is in the air, A name like ‘Yuki’ would suit this little guy.” Kazuha said making you ponder, Yuki, that was an interesting name.
“It's a perfect name for him, he likes your vision after all.”
“Yu...ki... Qiqi already wrote about yuki's name in qiqi's diary so qiqi doesn't forget..”
Kamisato Yuki.
December 18, XXXX
Dear Ayato,
Yuki was born safely dear, It was a painful but when I heard his first cry I immediately thought of happiness, when I saw his face for the first time I was reminded by you again, Ayato. Take care of yourself, I will make sure to keep our child safe and healthy as I can.
Your Wife,
Y/N.
A year without Ayato, A single letter of reply wasn't delivered to you. But you were always afraid of the thought that he might've already abandoned you.