W- What? Why is Lamy-chan kissing my cheek just now? A- And, did she just fall asleep after that? Just like that? Even more, she slept on my chest. U- Ugh, I wonder... What kind of face did I make right now: I then stroke Lamy-chan's back trying to wake her up,
"Onii-cha..." Mikocchi suddenly came into the living room and looked at me disgusted.
"WAIT, YOU ARE WRONG MIKOCCHI!!"
"I never knew you are this disgusting, Onii-chan."
"I am not, okay!?"
Mikocchi then came and helped Lamy-chan to stand up. She supports her and is about to bring Lamy-chan to her room. "Onii-chan, you shouldn't do that again, okay?"
"Listen here, Mikocchi. I am not doing something horrible okay? She just got drunk real bad and suddenly she-" I stopped for a second. I remember the thing that Lamy-chan did to me, is something so embarrassing.
"And suddenly she?" Mikocchi asked me while turning around when they were just about to leave the living room.
"I- It is... nothing."
"As expected, you are horrible."
"Ugh, up to you"
I then went toward my room and sat on my bed there. Looking at my bed, I started to lie on it. While lying around the bed, I suddenly recalled what happened just now closed my face with my palms.
"There are a lot of girls I used to be close with, but... Lamy-chan is the one who did this to me," I then touch my chest "My heartbeat... Is so fast"
*TOMORROW*
I woke up and walked outside my room slowly. I looked right and left and started to go toward the bathroom. I don't know why am i doing this but I don't want to face Lamy-chan for today. My heart can't take it if I meet her,
I knocked on the bathroom but nobody answered, that means nobody was there right?
"Y/n-onii-san?" I heard Lamy-chan's voice from my back. She tilted her head and looked confused, "Why are you sneaking around?"
"A- Ah, no. Nothing. It is ju-"
Lamy-chan suddenly looked at me disgusted, "A-Are you going to peek at me again because of last time I was there?"
It has been a while since Lamy-chan look at me like that, "So cool"
"O- Onii-san..." She looks disappointed.
"I- I am sorry, but it is not like that okay. I have to go"
"W- Wait, Onii-san."
Lamy-chan tried to prevent me to go, but I hurry and went upstairs as soon as possible. I still can't face her at all! How can I forget the fact that she kissed my cheek last night?
Lamy-chan is so cool. She didn't even think about yesterday at all, she also still acted the same way. Well, she didn't remember anything at all, after all.
"Sigh. I used to be the one who flirt with girls, and now... There is a girl I can't even look in the eye. I am so lame"
*LAMY*
THAT SURPRISED ME... I didn't think I would have met Onii-san there. I also already sneak around so I can go to the bathroom, but... He already was there.
And the fact that... I- I- I REMEMBER THAT I KISSED HIM ON THE CHEEK! YOU ARE AN IDIOT LAMY, IDIOTTTT!!!
"Sigh," I look at my face in the mirror in the bathroom "My face is so red," I wonder why Y/n-onii-san suddenly went upstairs.
"W- Wait, d- don't tell me..." Don't tell me he doesn't like a woman who gets drunk easily. O- Or because I did kiss her on her cheek? T- That is...
"Noooo!!" I- I hope, Y/n-onii-san didn't hate me because of that.
I then went outside the bathroom, and Y/n-onii-san was standing in the living room. "O- Onii-san" I greet him, but... He didn't say anything, he only bowed and then entered the bathroom.
H- HE DEFINITELY HATES MEE!
W- What should I do? B- But, why should I panic because of that? It is not I like him or anything at all right? Yeah, just... Just do like usual.
After that, I went to college with both Y/n-onii-san and Mikocchi. "T- The sky is beautiful, isn't it?" I tried to break the ice and looked at Y/n-onii-san. But, he only smiled and didn't answer me at all.
H- He hates me now. Idiot, Lamy you idiot! B- But, calm down. Y/n-onii-san is not the type who hates someone because of a kiss... OF COURSE, HE WILL!! Someone you don't like kisses you suddenly like that, he must be feeling so disgusted and illfeel.
"Calm down, Lamy-chan." He would never do something horrible like avoid someone else.
Because Y/n-onii-san is in the higher semester, we have to separate each other and went to each other classes. During the lecture, I can't even focus because I still thinking about yesterday. "I hope everything will be okay,"
"Y/n~"
"Ah, Ana-chan~ how are you doing?"
"Y/n~"
"Toki-chan~ Long time no see~"
"Y/n~"
"Rei-chan. You look so cute today."
W- Why is he with other girls? I- Is he already cheered up? I- I think I should greet him now,
"Y/n-onii-san~"
"Oh, Lamy-chan. Hi," he said while turning around as he want to go as soon as possible.
"Eh?" What is this... He looks so distant just now. D- Did he don't want to talk with me again? It is just after I felt comfortable around him, and suddenly I did something reckless like that. Of course, he would avoid me and hate me because of that.
Lamy-chan you idiot. Yo- YOU ARE AN IDIOT!
"L-Lamy-chan? Why are you grabbing my shirt?"
"Don't... Don't avoid me,"
"Eh? Wait, why are you crying, Lamy-chan?"
I can't hold my tears, and I don't know why. It shouldn't be a problem for me, because I never think about a thing called love. But why... Why am I afraid that Y/n-onii-san avoid me and left me? Just the thought of that, my heart felt sick that I don't want to experience that ever.
"I am sorry, Onii-san." I grabbed her shirt even tighter because I don't want him to go at all.
"W- Why are you saying sorry, Lamy-chan? You don't do anything wrong at all" He then wiped my tears on my face and looks at me in the eye.
"D- Don't avoid me. And, don't go." I then started to grab his sleeves. "I don't know what did i do, but... If I did something that made you mad, I am sorry. It is just... I don't want and I don't like it if you avoid me like that."
"L- Lamy-chan?" He then smiled and patted my head, "I am sorry. I shouldn't avoid you too. That is on me"
"P- Promise me, Onii-san..."
"What is that?"
"D- Don't ever avoid me again... I- don't want if Onii-san avoids me. I never care about getting avoided by anyone. But you. Anyone but you,"
"I- I see..." He started to pat my head once again,
"Promise me, Y/n-Onii-san." I looked down and waited for his answer. After a while, he answered,
"I promise, Lamy-chan" That made me happy.
*TO BE CONTINUED*
Source pict:
1st: https://www.zerochan.net/3057257
2nd: https://twitter.com/Aoyir21/status/1521804508858564608?s=20&t=r7kb5YNn6hMlPyDiWShQ5A
3rd: https://www.zerochan.net/3311556