Based on episode 5 of the second season same script just different characters and a little bit more lines added to this specific scene.
I just simply searched the script and replaced some things.
Kairi had this feeling...this horrible gut feeling that everything wasn't sunshine and rainbows. It's been too stable, too quiet with his boyfriend. It wasn't usual. He praised his boyfriend for staying clean for pills but when he noticed how droopy and watery his boyfriends eyes were lately, scared him.
How his boyfriend kept forgetting important things or how lazy he was becoming again. It was familiar. It was just like three years ago when he sent his boyfriend to rehab and it didn't work. He couldn't go back down that road not this time.
"Mattia...baby can I talk to you.?
"Sure bubs go ahead." Kairi took a deep breath before starting slowly.
"I just wanted to know if your...if you've relapsed? I'm not angry with you. I love you. " Kairi says once he notices how stiff Mattia got, he saw how he moved to a defensive mentality that quickly.
Mattia laughs but it wasn't genuine, more bittersweet. "What are you talking about?"
"I know you're doin' drugs again." Kairi says.
What? Did Robert say something about this?!
Mattia quickly grabs his phone and dials roberts number, unfortunately Robert picks up right away. Kairi didn't want anyone else knowing about this. But apparently Robert knew more than he did it seems.
"You're gonna rat me out to fuckin kairi over smokin' a little bit of fucking weed?! Is that what the fuck we're doing now?
Mattia had Robert on speaker so kairi could hear what was said.
"What're you talking about? I didn't rat you out!" Robert claims
"I knew I never should've fuckin' trusted you"Mattia screams through the phone
"I didn't say anything! "
"Then what is he talking about?! "
Kairi was highly upset that their closest friend would even keep that a secret..being a drug addict is scary and no matter if it's pills or not a drug addict can be addicted to all drugs.
" Wait, wait, wait! Were you doin' drugs with Robert? "
"No"
What? I... Mattia, I didn't say anything!
"Then how the fuck does he know? What is he talking about?! "
"Robert, you knew this? You knew he was doin' drugs? " Kairi asks taking the phone.
"It's not like that." Rover tried explaining but kairi wasn't in the mood to really hear it.
Mattia scoffs then laughs loudly, "Okay, you know what? If you wanna fucking consider smoking some weed to help with my fucking panic attacks doing drugs then, yeah, sure, whatever. I was doin drugs. Gimme a fucking break. "
"No you give me a fucking break Mattia! Im sick of this! "
"It's just weed." He says trying to convince his boyfriend the same was he convinced his best friend Robert.
But kairi wasn't even thinking about the weed anymore really.
"I'm not talkin' about weed, Tia. I'm talkin' about pills."
It was quiet for a second and kairi could visibly see the panic on Mattia's face. But just as quickly as it came, it left.
"I'm talking about opiates....are you taking opiates mattia?"
As if anything couldn't be worse then it was, Mattia continues to lie to him. Kairi watches closely like he has been since he had these growing suspicious and he catches that yawn...a fucking yawn that's different for people who are addicts...withdrawal yawns.
"I'm not doin' opiates, kairi."
"When did you start doing pills Mattia"? Kairi asks, he ignores Mattia's sorry ass lie.
Mattia groans in annoyance as he pulls at his hair.
"I didn't. I fucking didn't! I told you... You know what...If you wanna drug test me, let's just do it.
"I don't want to drug test you Tia."
"Okay, so then, what?"
"You just wanna fucking accuse me of shit?" Kairi could feel a headache coming.
"I'm not accusing you, baby. Okay?"
"But I know... your accusing me..i can fucking hear it in your voice. If you're so fucking sure, let's do it! Come on, let's go. Let's fucking' drug test me."
"I don't need to. I know everything...I've been watching you Mattia...I've been following you around too see where you go half the time! These past few weeks have been hell for me because I've been denying the truth but I see it!"
Kairi couldn't hold those tears back and he know how much Mattia hated to see his boyfriend cry but it was needed, he was stressed.
"I know about you going over to Fez house and I'm guessing he's the dealer. I won't rat him out only because i know his reason why he sells I just hate that he still lets you use stuff knowing your situation. But then one night I don't follow you...the one fucking night Mattia! You come in MY house with a fucking suitcase...and then Your sponsor calls me saying you were acting weird and said horrible unmentionable things to him that he felt comfortable enough to even tell you. So I went through your side of the closet...I found that fucking suitcase."
Mattia was speechless. Not because he had been caught using but because he knows kairi almost as he knows every pill...he know how he gets.
Mattia stands up quickly and springs across the room to their closet and he starts pulling clothes down, throwing shoes out into the room trying to find the suitcase..
"The fuck did you do, kairi? Fuck fuck fuck! What did you do, kairi?" Mattia starts crying as well. And it broke kairi knowing that the only reason he was crying was because the pills weren't there.
"Baby,... Matti....please listen to me, okay" Kairi tried reasoning. But Mattia wasnt even listening.
"Fuck. What did you do with the fuckin' suitcase?!" Mattia screams. He walks over to kairi and shakes him, begging him to tell him what he did with the pills.
"It's gonna be okay!" Kairi says.
"What'd you do with the Fucking' suitcase?! "
"Baby, it's gonna be okay!" Kairi kept reassuring himself more than he was assuming Mattia.
"No, it's not gonna be fuckin' okay! You don't know... Fuckk! It wasn't mine!"
"Then whose is it? Huh?!" Kairi couldn't believe Mattia continued to lie.
"Fuck! Fuck!"
"Okay, look, look. We can go to the hospital, okay? " Kairi says softly as he's already pulling out his own phone and dialing.
"I'm not goin' to a fuckin' hospital! If you call... kairi, kairi..." matttia trails off as he continues to destroy their bedroom looking for the suitcase.
"we can do the withdrawal thing again, baby. It's okay."
"Don't call... the fuckin' hospital. If you try to put me in a fuckin' hospital, I swear to God, we're gonna have a problem." Kairi tried so hard to keep it together but this was draining him.
"Mattia, no, you're out of control."
"Put the phone down kairi. Put the fucking... Put the fucking phone down!" Mattia says snatching both phones away from kairi and throwing them against the wall as hard as he could, breaking them.
"Where did you put it? Where'd you put my pills, kairi? Where did you put it?!" Kairi went to turn around to head to the living room to grab his work phone.
Mattia pushes him out the doorway before he would leave.
"You're in my way Mattia Get the hell outta my way. I'm callin' the police."
"No, you can't. You can't do that."
"Yes! You will not attack me in my own home..."
"I'll do whatever the fuck I want in OUR home!"
"Our? You got a lot of nerve for a motherfucka who's a fucking drug addict with no future and no damn job! I take care of YOU! I do okay?! No one else does or did! And you do not Fucking scare me! "
Kairi noticed the withdrawals still creeping up on mattia slowly as. He listened to his heavy breathing as they both looked at each other face to face. It was like Mattia was gone, the mattia he fell in love with was gone.
"You're not a good person, Tia. You smilin'? Really? You're proud of that?
"You know what's a shame, Kairi? Your dad's dead...your mom is dead...my mom is dead...my dad is dead." Mattia laughs at that. "Kinda keeps you from admitting what a shit fucking person you are just like me."
Mattia laughs again as he watches tears fall form his boyfriends face and how kairi tried to wipe them away before he could see them.
"Aww, poor Kairi. His Boyfriend's an addict, but, you know, his dad did die." You hear me, Kai?! You hear me? I don't wanna put too much pressure on you, but you're probably gonna have to be a fucking' neurosurgeon, or maybe an astronaut because if not, then well how the hell are you going to help take care of me right? WHEN I PAYED FOR THIS HOUSE!"
Mattia smiiles widely " 0 for fucking kairi...n' 2 for me. and that means that it might, actually, just be your fuckin' fault. You were never satisfied with what I did so you did it yourself. But don't let that get to your head."
Kairi watches as Mattia walks to the guest room and once again, sees as different furniture was thrown out into the hall as Mattia trashed the room looking for those damn pills.
"Okay, that's enough, Tia." Kairi says and goes into the room trying to attempt to move Mattia out the room.
"Don't fucking touch me! Don't fuckin' touch me kairi!" Mattia says. He raises his hand like was about to slap his boyfriend but he hesitated and put it down.
"No...go ahead, you wanna hit me? Hit me bitch!" "HIT ME"
Mattia backed away, "Shut the fuck up kairi."
"No. Do it. Hit me!" Kairi says pushing Mattia with all the anger pent up inside him.
"... I know you want to. Hit me you pice of shit hit me!" Kairi screams as he keeps pushing and punching at mattia chest.
"Get the fuck off of me! Don't you...kairi keep fucking touching me and i swear to you!" Mattia says.
"You will not do shit to me! Your a fucking bitch who just swallows every fucking pill to hide behind some damn facade.
"Touch me!" What kairi didn't think was that mattia would actually do it. The slap was loud and kairi heard it before he felt it, but when he did it hurt like hell.
"Get out! Get the fuck outta here! Get off of me! Get your...ass away from me!" Kairi pushes with all his might and manages to push Mattia out the guest room. He slams the door to part him away from his boyfriend.
"Where are my fucking pills?! What did you do?Where are they?! KAIRI! What did you do?! Huh?! You wanna tell me what to do with my fucking' life, huh?! You wanna tell me to stop doin' drugs?!" Kairi cries hard as Mattia begins to bang against the door. " Huh, what the fuck else am I supposed to do, huh?! What do you want me to do?! What do you want me to fuckin' do?!"
"Mattia, please! Just..stop please." Kairi begs.
"This is your fucking' fault! You don't fuckin' recognize me? Well, neither do I! I don't' recognize me either! Where did you put it? You wish I was different?! So do I! You fucking hate me?! So do I! Ugh kairi SHIT! Where did you fucking put them?! Fuck! Where'd you put it? Where's the suitcase? "
Mattia kicked and punches and slammed into the door as hard as he could over and over and over again until there was a hole. Using that advantage he kept kicking and kept pushing until the door gave away.
"Where's the damn' suitcase? Where did you put it? Fuck!" Mattia cries.
"Where did you put the pills? Where did you put the pills?! Where did you put them, kairi?You, you don't understand. It's not my suitcase. It's not mine."
"I want to get clean. I can't do it. And I just... I don't wanna be here anymore. I'm sor... I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. I, I just... I don't know what to do. I'm, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, kairi. I, I didn't, I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, but I need you to tell me where they are. I need you to tell me where the pills are, kairi. I need you to tell me where the suitcase is."
"Tell me where they are, kairi! Fuck! Ugh!Where did you fucking put them?! I know they're fucking in here some! I know they're in here! What did you do with them?! What did you do?! Where the fuck are they? What did you do with them?
"I flushed 'em down the toilet." Kairi finally responds directly to the question.
"Fuck you." Mattia says.
"Really Mattia?! Your really going to say that to me?"
Mattia scoffs and frustratedly pulls at his hair.
"This doesn't fucking concern you, kairi."
"It doesn't?"
"... No it doesn't! "
"Oh really then ok...so How it doesn't concern me?!..... Cause I don't want you to kill yourself Mattia is that it?! You're a fucking ass." Kairi says.
"And you know what Im pissed Mattia! You were lying to me."
Mattia shrugs, "I didn't know what else to do."
That answer made kairis blood boil. How could his boyfriend say that as if he didn't look out for him or do half the shit he does.
Kairi shakes his head and scoffs, "You are fuckin' dead to me."
"You don't mean that." Mattia says smugly but kairi wasn't playing around.
"I fucking mean every fucking word. You're dead to me, Mattia."
"I don't believe you." He says.
"Then let me make it clear for you....You and me, we're fuckin' done. There's nothing fuckin' there anymore. Nothing...fucking... There. I have a lot of regrets... in my life. But I gotta tell you, Mattia, meeting you, has got to be at the top of my fucking' list."
Kairi sees tears swell in mattias eyes and he laughs bitterly.
"Oh, now you wanna fucking' cry? Now you wanna fuckin' cry? Yeah, you're a fucking vampire. You just go around sucking the fucking spirit out of everyone! You like that shit... makes you feel good."
"You know that's not true." Mattia says.
"But it is fuckin true Mattia. It's all about fuckin' Mattia, right?!"
Mattia stands up and backs kairi in the kitchen corner.
"Like your any fucking better! you don't know what the fuck you're doing kairi. You just act all fuckin' innocent, like you're this fuckin' sweet little angel, this innocent, sweet, little fuckin' angel who doesn't know what the fuck they're doing. You know what the fuckk you're doing!...but yet I still love you kairi! You need me!"
"No the fuck you don't Mattia, you don't love me for shit! You love being loved! You're a fucking' greedy wh0re who just likes sucking the life out of people. And it fucking hurts, Mattia! And it's the other way around! You need me."
"I love you kairi." Kairi shakes his head fed up.
"No, you don't Mattia! Stop saying that! You don't love me! You fucking' left me... when I fucking' needed you. You fucking' left me... when I was at my fucking' lo... You fuckin' left me at my fucking lowest! And a real fucking' boyfriend , someone who fucking' loves you, wouldn't do some sh¡t like that, Mattia! You left me to drown after my parents died, you left when I went through my own addiction! I had to pick up the pieces my fucking self! And when it was your turn I WAS THERE FOR YOU!...Sadly I still love you and I want to help you."
Mattia was sort of speechless but he wasn't about to back down. "If you wanna help me, uh, you can honestly, you can just stay out of my fuckin' life... forever. That would be great because, honestly, looking at you makes me physically fucking ill!
"You know what, I shouldn't have said anything. I liked the old Mattia and the way he was. Me speaking up I guess was never my place...like you said it had nothing to do with me anymore. Fuck you mattia and go fuck yourself! Find someone else to put up with this because it's exhausting and I'm done."
As kairi tried moving away from Mattia the boy pulls kairi back towards him.
"Don't leave...please, I feel like I'm going crazy, kairi. I feel like I'm going crazy....look I'm sorry for what I said. I am. Please, forgive me."
"I don't care anymore Mattia."
Mattia chuckles and let's go of kairis arm, "You wanna know the truth? I relapsed as soon as I got out of rehab for the what?..second time.
"Well that isn't my problem anymore. I tried helping you and you don't listen so I give up I'm sick and tired of your shit so fuck it. Just get out."
With that life moved on and so did kairi...for Mattia...well he never got better. He ended up dead in months after the fight and kairi had heard about that but it wasn't his problem.
He was free