Jimin POV
I knew putting my feeling out there was a mistake because when I did when I let myself be vulnerable I was crushed and that's what I feared the most that's why I didn't like relationship that's why I didn't fall in love...
I couldn't let myself feel couldn't let myself be hurt by him I had to wash them away the feeling ad had with another pretty and soft face so I headed to a place where I knew I could find this distraction.
A club
It was a Saturday night so it was crowded and the music was so loud I could feel the floor moving as I walked around. I move over to the bar showing my fake ordering a couple shot because I just wanted to get drunk fast and quick so I down 5 shots of vodka in 5 minutes.
I was sitting at the bar my back facing it as I scan the crowd their are a lot of people here women in tight outfits like mini skirts and short shorts and high heels but...none of them spark interest for me so I order 5 more shots and at this point I'm drunk and acting stupid.
I haven't moved from the bar stool girls came up to me but I ignored them until they went away when finally...I saw someone who peak my interest
It was a boy sitting at a booth with his friends a bunch of girls they were giggling and drinking bright red cocktails they looked very drunk.
I watched him for awhile he had brown hair that shaped his face and round glasses on his face he was wearing a white fuzzy crop cardigan that was fall of his shoulders.
Very interesting...
The boy and I locked eyes and he smiled at me then giggled more with his friends and something about this boy was so interesting to me so I took two more shots of vodka. Than I got up carefully walking over to him than plopped down at the booth he was sitting at.
The group he was with all stared at me but I looked at him he was pretty up close a small nose and sharp eyes with long eyelashes and a round face and he has...glitter eyeshadow on his eyelids.
I turned so I was facing him fully I smirked at him brushing hair out of his face he blushed blinking at me.
"You're beautiful what are you drinking? Can I buy you other?" I asked he smiled.
"Thank you but a handsome guy like you doesn't need to use the excuse of let me buy you drink to talk to me" he said I chuckled
"What's your name?" I asked he moved closer hand on my knee
"It's Jungsoo but do names really matter right now?" he said.
I grab his chin making him look at me his breath smelled like cherry's as I leaned closer "Get right to the point don't you" I said he smiled softly
"I don't like small talk" he said I smiled "Wanna go somewhere?" He said I thanked the heavens this boy knew exactly what I wanted.
"You read my mind" I said standing up grabbing his hand pulling him with me I hear his friend let out some cheers but I pulled him to the bathroom that had dark lighting but we rushed into a stall when I immediately push him against the stall and connect our lips and he kissed back his hands finding it's way to my hair pulling at it.
"Fuck your so hot" he said I press myself against him about bodies touched.
We kissed hotly and aggressively like we both wanted to just get to the point I feel him move his hand to palm me through my jeans because again my dick wasn't working but tonight I was determined.
He rubbed my jeans trying to wake up my dick but it wouldn't listen but I kept kissing because it felt good and he tasted like cherry's and rum.
I pulled back as I felt his hand slip into my jeans and I looked over his face again the glittery eyeshadow the glasses and small nose.
He smiled and leaned back in to kiss me messily licking into my mouth when I pulled back again looking at his face in the darkly lit bathroom when I opened my eyes again I saw...Yoongi
That's when my heart picked up speed when he looked at me and a smile bloomed on his and my hands moved to hold his face.
"A-Are you really here?" I asked he smiled and nodded his beautiful gummy smile on display.
"Of course I'm here now kiss me" he said and I couldn't deny him I dove back in kiss with all the passion I can muster up in my drank mind.
I push him more onto the stall wall kissing him more eagerly this time hands roaming his body slipping underneath his cardigan brushing against his nipple licking into his mouth and he let out a moan against my lips breaking the kiss. I move to his bare shoulder kissing up until I reach his neck licking and biting he moaned.
My emotions were a mess and kissing and touching him again just reminded me of what happened I pulled back moving to hold his face as nonsense spilled from my mouth "Baby...why did you say that? W-Why did you say it was mistake? Why did you run after him I'm here to and I love you just as much...It hurt so much Yoongi" I said he blinked at me putting a hand on my chest.
"What? Who's Yoongi? Are you in a relationship because I don't roll like that" he said blinked at him.
"W-What?" I said as my vision gets blurry and my head hurts so much suddenly.
"Yah! Are you okay" he said hands on my shoulders and when I looked back up at him that's when Yoongi's face disappeared and it was the boy from the club and Yoongi was gone.
Did...I just imagine his face on a stranger...
"Oh fuck" I said moving away from him he looked confused as I opened the stall door walking towards the sink "Shit!" I hissed pulling at my hair my head hurt so much and my chest was so tight and stung.
"Wow dude are you okay?" He said I don't even remember his name and I don't care anymore my chest hurts so much and my head is heavy that I leave out the bathroom beelining for the door and once I reach outside I take a deep breath.
I go to the alley next to club putting my back on the bricks as I sink to the dirty ground hands in my hair the aches in my chest didn't stop. I pulled out my phone unlocking it and clicking on the contact to call him.
Ring~
Ring~
Ring<
"The person you are trying to reach is unavailable or has block you from contact"
The call clicked off after that and I squeeze the phone in my hand my head handing low
"I'm so pathetic" I whispered into the empty air around me "I-I don't deserve you...but...I feel like I can only breathe normally when you're around" I whispered leaning my head against the wall reaching in my back pocket pulling out my AirPods putting them in my ears going to play a song I've listened embarrassing amount of time already.
Just because it reminded me so much of him
"Hold me close and hold me fast
This magic spell you cast, this is la vie en rose
When you kiss me, Heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes, I see la vie en rose"
I close my eyes feeling my body relax as the sweet melody filled my mind with the memories of gummy smiles and soft touches deep brown eyes...
Mind full of just him always him
Yoongi POV
Saturday night is so long and cruel especially when you had your heart broken twice in one week and now I find myself sitting in my living room stuffing ice cream into my mouth while a romantic comedy movie plays and I glare at the happy couples.
"Yoongi-ah don't eat to much ice cream your gonna get cavities or a stomach ache" My mom said I pout spooning more into my mouth it's marshmallow flavor.
"Just let me sit here and be sad" I said she chuckled
"So dramatic like you're father I broke up with him once when we were dating and he was just like this and we were only broken up for a day" She said and my father walked into the living room scoffing.
"Excuse you I didn't eat a bunch of ice cream it was bags off honey butter chips" he said defending himself as he put a jacket on my mother.
"Where are you guys going?" I asked
"It's bingo night!" She smiled as my dad put on his jacket "Do you wanna go firefly? The prize is a 5 course dinner at a hotel restaurant" she smiled
I frowned and shook my head "No thanks I need to watch Euphoria gotta see what Rue is doing these days" I sighed
"Who's Rue?" My dad said my mom patted his shoulder.
"Don't worry about it honey" she smiled pecking his cheek "Well we are off have fun be a good boy maybe eat some apples" she said as they walked out
"Bye son have fun with Rue!" My dad said before they went outside.
After my parents left I listened and put away the ice cream moving back to the couch wrapping myself up in a blanket burrito when my phone started to ring so I had to free my hand and reached for my phone looking at who's calling.
Taehyungie is calling....
I read the name and shoot up sitting upright on the couch wiggling out of my blankets to quickly answer the call.
"Hello? Tae?"
"Hey Min"
"Taehyung...I'm so sorry-"
"Yoongi...can I come over?"
"Y-Yes of course"
"Okay I'll be there in five"
He said quietly than he hung up I stare at phone in a daze before dropping it on my couch shooting to my feet to clean up a little because the living room was a mess.
Soon the doorbell rang and I walked over there unlocking it seeing who was on the other side
It was Taehyung he was dressed in a big grey hoodie with the hood up the curls peeking out from underneath and glasses on his face.
"Are you just gonna stare at me min?" He said I snapped out of it.
"O-Oh right come in" I said stepping to the side letting him in to my apartment he walked straight to the couch plopping down like it was nothing so I joined him on the couch.
The atmosphere was awkward which was never a problem between Taehyung and I because he is so easy to be around but right now I don't know how to act around him.
"I...I was really mad at you Yoongi like so pissed off seeing your face just made me mad because I thought you were using me...that I was just a rebound so you could get over Jimin" he said and my eyes widen.
"Taehyung it-"I said but he cut me off
"Let me finish" he said I shut my mouth immediately
"Like I said I was really upset at you but...I sat down and remembered how our relationship and all I can remember is good times we had amazing memories together" he said I pouted looking down at my hands but he lifted my chin.
"Hey don't frown because I thought really hard about it and I decide I want you in my life Yoongi" he said and I felt relieved and immediately moved to hug him he chuckled holding me back.
"I-I never ever meant to hurt you Taehyung that's the last thing I wanted I do love you Taehyung I care about you so much when I felt like I was falling apart you were they and I could never thank you enough" I sniffled he pulled back patting me head.
" I know you don't have a bad bone in your body and maybe we meant to be in each other's lives but just not as lovers" he said I nodded wiping my eyes.
"I feel like that to...I'm so sorry for hurting you" I whispered he sighed laying back on the couch.
"Its fine honestly I'm okay" he said I laid back with him.
"Friends?" I whispered he nodded
"Yup just friends who used to dry hump each other" he said I blushed and smacked his arm.
"Yah! We didn't go past second base" I huffed he chuckled
"Thank goodness for that" he joked I smacked his arm again "Since were friends let me tell you this you're breath smells what the hell have you been eating?" He said scrunching up his nose and I gasped.
"Damn you switched up real fast" I huffed he shrugged "I was drowning myself in frozen yogurt and romance movies" I said he chuckled
"Your so cliché" he said I pouted "But let's invite Jin over and order some chicken and watch action moved because fuck romance am I right?" He said picking up his phone.
"Sounds perfect fuck romance" I said we high five as he orders chicken and I text Jin.
I'm glad Taehyung is back...hurting him is what I regretted the most
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decided to post this chapter because I actually finished writing this story so I'll post two chapters a day now ;)