Yoongi POV
Jimin fell asleep...
He must have been so drunk and tired that he passed out after we had sex which totally surprised me because he usually leaves so fast afterward and I was waiting for it but he just fluttered his eyes closed and fell asleep.
His face was squished against the pillow his dark hair messy he was sleeping on his stomach one hand underneath him the other sitting in front of his face my fairy lights were making his tan skin glow. I was lost in a trace my head was on the pillow next to him as I study his face the length of his eyelashes the curve of his nose the plump of his lips his dangly earrings and his sharp jawline.
If Jimin was awake he would have left me cold and alone but right now he is here laying next to me in my warm bed I take my only opportunity to reach out. I move my hand to brush the bangs off his forehead then trace my fingertips down his earring playing with the silver cross. I moved my fingers to his jawline memorizing his face this close up then I take a daring step I lean closer and kiss his forehead then his nose and chin.
"You're breathtaking like how are you so beautiful it amazes me" I whispered softly my heart bouncing around in my chest then....
I felt the sudden feeling shot through me it was like a flood gate and I couldn't stop it anymore.
I quietly climb out of my bed looking for my phone that fell off the bed at some point I also slip on my underwear moving to my sit on the other side of my room. I pull my knees to my chest opening my phone as Jimin snores softly from where he laid on my bed I dial a number letting it ring and ring until my friend picked up.
"Whats up mini min"
"Hyung..."
"Ah Shit what happened why are you whispering?"
"I love him..."
"What?...wait don't tell me?"
"Y-Yes...I love him I think it was inevitable"
"Yoongi no"
"It just hit me and I know realizing something like this is supposed to feel amazing like a bloom in my chest but everything is so bitter because...I-I know h-he will never l-love me back..."
"It was bitter since the beginning"
"H-Hyung...what do I do?"
"I don't know but I think you should either tell him or just cut him off it's unhealthy for you to dwell on this"
"I-I can't tell him...I'm so scared of rejection"
"I just don't want your heart broken especially by him"
"I think it's too late for that..."
I heard Jimin stir on the bed him curling on his side like a puppy and that alone made my heart flutter he looks so small and fragile like this I lean my head against the wall letting out a sigh I whispered goodbye to Jin and crawled back into bed with Jimin I covered us both up with my blankets. Once my head hit the pillow I felt sleepiness take over me I reached my hand out to lace with his he didn't hold back obviously but I didn't care he always pulls away when I try to hold his hand.
But right now I got to hold it I stared at our hands I noticed before his hand is tiny compared to mine it's cute and Jimin's hand is warm always warm. I snuggle closer so our faces were a foot apart I could feel his soft breath hit my face.
"It's okay...I can handle this because if you only want me this way it's okay at least I get to kiss you and hold you..." I whispered closing my eyes slowly falling asleep.
-next morning-
I wake up to a knock at my door fluttering my eyes open peeking up when I heard another soft knock then I remember what was happening...
Jimin is naked next to me and I forgot my parents come home from their date last night...
"Oh, shit" I whispered sliding out of my bed as fast and quietly as I can I slid my sweatpants back on padding over to the door opening it seeing my mom she smiled brightly at me as I closed the door behind me crossing my arms.
"Morning Eomma" I whispered she looked me up and down.
"Morning firefly," she said I racked my brain hoping she didn't see Jimin at all "Did you sleep alright?" She asked I nodded.
"Y-Yeah how was your date with appa?" I asked she chuckled.
"It was great how was your date?" She asked my eyes widen.
"H-Huh?" I asked she smirked crossing her arms.
"Did you really think I didn't notice the handsome sleeping boy in the room or you two naked and cuddling?" she said as my brain short-circuited.
"H-How did y-you know?" I asked
"Well last night we came home after dancing I went in to check on you and saw you two," she said
"Eomma I can explain," I said she sighed
"Listen to me firefly you're 18 and can have sex if you won't just be safe use protection," she said I started to choke on air she patted my back "It's okay honey now go wake him up I'll make you two breakfast I wanna meet your boyfriend" she smiled while she walked away.
I stood there for a good solid 30 seconds before I snap out of it and turned round to go back into my room. I see Jimin is still sleeping peacefully on my bed I check the time it's 10 is so I can still live in my dreamland for a little bit more so I crawl back into my bed laying right next to him.
I brush the hair out of his face getting lost in his features "Time to wake up my love" I whispered my heart cracking a little at how pathetic I am.
I am stupidly in love with a man who will never love me back, it's painful to think about but I can't stop he has my heart even if he doesn't deserve it.
I got way to lost in the tornado that is Jimin that when he fluttered his eyes open and my brown eyes met his causing me to freeze. Our faces close he looked all over my face blinking then he reached out his fingertips gently brushing my cheek but I couldn't lean into the touch because he pulled his hand away so fast as I burned him.
He then sat up rubbing at his eyes "Fuck my head" he groaned voice deep and filled with sleep it sent tingles down my spine I also sat up getting out of my bed going to my backpack where I have a little bottle of pain killers then I grab a water bottle I had in my room handing them both to him he didn't even look at him while taking them he drank the whole bottle licking his lips.
"Feel better?" I whispered standing at the end of my bed.
"Yeah thanks" he huffed stretching his arms then he got up in his naked glory slowly slipping on his underwear.
"Oh...are you gonna leave?" I asked he nodded grabbing his jeans.
"Yeah I shouldn't have slept there in the first place or came here in the first place my bad for bugging you with my issues," he said
"You didn't bug me I'm glad you came here..." I whispered I took a deep breath "U-Um my mom made us breakfast y-you can stay if you want" I spoke.
"Yeah no I don't do breakfast with my hookups," he said pulling on his shirt and my heart slowly breaks at his words I reach out and grab his hands
"Please stay and have breakfast with me?...My parents are excited to me you" I said he chuckled
"That's cute but no," he said picking up his phone scrolling through it "Shit I really need to go," he said opening the room door walking out I follow behind him when my mom appears out of know where smiling at him.
"You boys are awake! Great I made breakfast sandwiches" she said grabbing Jimin hand shaking it. "It's so nice to meet you I knew firefly had a boyfriend but your so handsome you must be the one leaving those love bites on his neck," she said Jimin chuckled but I felt embarrassment wash over me.
"Eomma!" I whined she laughed still holding Jimin's hand.
"Well that's nice of you to say but I'm not his boyfriend and I can't stay," he said pulling his hand away then he looked at me " I'm gonna head out see you whenever," he said walking towards the door and leaving out my heart sunk my mom tried to talk to me but I felt so much shame and so hurt that I just walked back to my room hiding under my covers to cry.
I sob quietly at causing my own heart break he just keeps pulling away no matter how much I try to reach out. What doesn't help is the bed still smells like his cologne which just makes me cry more.
I was in the middle of my pathetic sobbing ignoring my mom and dad's calls to me when my phone rang I reach a single hand out patting my bed looking for it grabbing it see who was calling.
Taehyungie is calling...
I hit the green button putting the phone to my ear and his warm voice hit my ears soothing me a little.
"Good morning sunshine did you sleep well? You didn't answer my text last night so I decide to call"
"H-Hey Tae it's okay"
"Min? Are you crying? What's wrong?"
"N-Nothing I'm not c-crying"
"Yoongi what's wrong?"
"I'm...I'm just sad and stupid"
"Well your anything but stupid and I think I can fix the sadness I'll be there in 10 mins dress up it's kinda cold"
"I don't wanna go anywhere just let me rot"
"Nope babycakes get dressed I'm coming to get you we can go on another date"
"Fine...I'll get dressed"
"Good baby see you soon"
He said hanging up I huffed taking the covers off me patted my eyes dry while letting out a sigh.
-30 minutes later-
"This is where you wanted to bring me?" I whispered
"Yes I love the aquarium especially the penguins watching them swim around is so peaceful makes me feel better," he said as we sat in front of the penguin's habitat watching the penguins swim happily behind the glass.
"They are beautiful creatures," I said he smiled
"Your a beautiful creature" he smirked I chuckled bumping his shoulder.
"Thank you for this I already feel better" I hummed the aquarium was packed but Taehyung didn't care we still sat in front of the penguin tank watching them swim around while we passed a bag of chips back and forth.
"Good I don't like seeing you sad" he whispered patting my knee resting his hand on my thigh "I only wanna see that smile on your face" he added I looked over at Taehyung he is very handsome but also he is the nicest guy I've ever met so I take my hand and lace ours together he smiled and kissed my hand.
"I like you Taehyung" I whispered and I saw the tip of his ears turn red.
"Good because I really like you" he smiled I put my head on his shoulder letting out a breath because it's so easy with Taehyung he is a breath of fresh air and maybes that's what I need.
Maybe simple is what I need
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our jimine is safe and sound feeling better from his surgery I'm so happy :)
Also poor yoongles in this chapter my manz so in love but is it one sided?