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"hold still." smushing jisungs cheeks between his index and thumb felix carefully started to line jisungs upper lash line with the eyeliner pencil.
"i am." taking a bite of his cookie jisung adjusted his legs, his and felixs knees bumping together.
"you're not," pulling his hand away some felix gave the male a flat look. the liner on jisungs eye nowhere near complete thanks to his boyfriend's constant squirming "you keep moving."
"sorry sorry." shoving the rest of the double chocolate chunk cookie into his mouth jisung dusted his fingertips off before straightening himself up.
"done?"
"mhm." nodding quickly jisung tried to smile although it looked funny thanks to the cookie in his mouth.
"good." sighing felix gently grabbed jisungs face again before starting again.
staring at felixs lips as his boyfriend concentrated on finishing his eyeliner jisung carefully chewed the cookie up so he wasn't moving his head a lot.
"why're you staring?" smudging the edge a little felix lifted a brow.
"you're pretty." grinning jisung wiggled his brows before leaning towards felix and kissing his lips lightly.
"m'i know." kissing jisungs lips back softly the boy smiled smugly.
"psh." swatting felixs thigh jisung sighed "am i done?"
"m'i wanted to add glitter." turning away from jisung felix placed the eyeliner back into the little makeup bag of jisungs before grabbing a shimmery shadow palette.
"what color?" leaning close jisung pouted when felix hid the palette from his eyes.
"a color i pick." felix murmured turning the makeup so only he could see, his hand on jisungs shoulder keeping him back.
"i wanna see!"
"no." picking his color out felix clicked his tongue and placed the palette down on his lap before reaching for the cup of makeup brushes.
"i don't want an ugly color." jisung grumbled snootily.
"shut up and close your eyes." felix muttered opening the palette up. he wanted to spend as much time with jisung doing the smallest things they could. things he'd miss out on when he left.
mocking his boyfriend jisung closed his eyes like directed.
dipping the brush into a shimmery peach shade with more orangish undertones felix extended his legs so they were over jisungs.
"you trying to seduce me?" flashing felix a cheeky grin jisung held his breath when the feathery brush touched his eyelid.
"not right now. maybe later."
"oh? goodbye sex?" jisung mused softly.
"not yet." felix answered absentmindedly as he carefully applied the shimmery shadow to jisung under eye as well.
"soon though." jisung muttered quietly. felix catching that he was no longer teasing about sex but more so touching carefully on the problem he was too scared to say aloud.
"soon," repeating jisung felix paused "yeah baby. soon."
"...cool." ignoring the way his voice cracked jisung pushed a light smile on his lips.
"don't cry on me ji. i just finished your eye." chuckling lightheartedly felix pulled his hand back.
"i-im not crying! you just poked my eye." biting his tongue jisung inhaled sharply.
"alright my little crybaby," kissing jisungs nose softly felix leaned back "let me finish your other eye and we'll go get lunch."
"sushi?"
"sushi."
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"i cant believe we woke up so late." swinging his and felixs hands back and forth jisung hopped on every other sidewalk brick.
"that's because we got home late."
"m'it was fun though."
"you got scared." felix teased kicking at the ground.
"besides that. it was fun—until it wasn't. also i didn't give you permission to post me on instagram."
"permission? i don't need permission. i can show you off whenever i like." felix replied fixing the neck of his hoodie.
turning away so felix couldn't see his smile jisung shrugged "whatever. i'll let it slide."
resisting the urge to roll his eyes at his boyfriends shitty acting skills felix pointed "we should stop by the store so we can get stuff for dinner."
halting his hopping spree jisung spun around "m'can we stop by chans house on the way home and show off our matching outfits? please?"
"that's all the way opposite of our apartments ji." squeezing jisungs hand felix looked past the boy for a second. he wouldn't mind doing it but he also didn't want to waste any of their time.
"i know..can we take pictures and send them to the chat and then mute them so they can't text us back?" jisung asked innocently.
"..deal. but let's get our groceries first." felix uttered with a tiny laugh leaving his lips, jisungs eyes lighting up with excitement.
"you're such a child sometimes." felix commented more to himself.
"am i? would you prefer the bitchy jisung?" the chubby cheeked boy asked as he ducked under felixs arm and let the males arm wrap around his shoulders instead.
"i mean—i started there and i got past. any jisung is still jisung and i'll still love you." felix muttered playfully pushing jisungs head toward his shoulder.
"oh yeah? so if i just started being a bitch again you'd still love me?"
"absolutely. i could easily solve the issue."
"how'd you solve it the first time?"
"kisses and good dick." felix responded taking a subtle peek at his boyfriends face. jisungs round cheeks already a bright pink. god he gets so shy so easy sometimes.
"i'd say ok-ish dick."
"ok-ish? really?" scoffing as a look of sheer disbelief crossed his face felix pinched jisungs shoulder.
"yes! really."
"who do you have to compare me to?" felix asked dumbly.
"..chan." giggling jisung squirmed away from felix before he took off running down the street. felix watching his figure swerve between people before his brain finally clicked.
"this kid—jisung get your ass back here we're not done with this conversation!" smacking his forehead felix sighed before following after the boy. his lips curving into a tiny smile as he listened to people yell at his boyfriend.
i'm definitely going to miss this.
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"what about something easy? and then we can bake a raspberry cheesecake." holding the box of noodles towards felix jisung raised a brow as he waited for an answer. his cheeks a permanent pink shade thanks to his boyfriend who caught up to him easily (to be fair though he almost ran over someone's grandpa) and kissed his face until he was brighter than a typical fire hydrant.
"who said we're baking?" grabbing jars of alfredo sauce felix placed them into the yellow basket.
"i did." tossing the noodles into the basket as well and grabbing a second one for safe measures jisung tapped his chin.
"what do you need for raspberry cheesecake?"
"raspberries?" felix mused fixing the basket on his arm although it was still pretty light.
"..to the fruits then." jisung proclaimed holding his index finger up before pointing towards the cold section, his eyes flitting back to his boyfriend nervously.
"what? i'm following you. go ahead." nodding his head felix smiled some although his attention drifted elsewhere.
"whatever. i'm getting cookies too..since i ate all mine."
watching jisung closely felixs eyes narrowed "ji why're you walking like that?"
"like what?" quickening his pace a little jisung hummed but didn't look back. damn am i that obvious..or does he just know me well...probably both.
"you know what."
"do i? cause—i don't think i do."
"wait you're not walking like that because—"
"shut up.!"
snickering felix followed a few steps behind his boyfriend jisung adjusting his sweatpants before fixing the way he was walking with a grumble.
"so he asked—jisung?"
"mm.." spinning around jisung frowned slightly.
"hey." waving his hand slightly hyunmin looked between jisung and felix. felix staring at him with a blank expression.
"..hello." choosing to be polite jisung subtly stepped closer to felix for comfort. his boyfriend grabbing his hand and squeezing lightly.
"you both look..nice."
"thanks.." pulling his bottom lip with his teeth before releasing it jisung cleared his throat "it was lovely seeing you but..we've got to be going."
"felix you're moving right?"
"don't see how that's any of your business." felix answered sharply. hyunmin sighing "i just heard about it. i think a bunch of people know and some guys were talking about ji—nevermind. look—have a good evening."
smiling kindly hyunmins eyes lingered on jisung who was sorta hiding behind felix, their eyes locking briefly although jisung quickly looked away and buried his face into felixs shoulder.
"he pisses me off and i don't even know him personally." felix muttered as hyunmin walked off, jisung stepping from
behind him with a small smile.
"least you didn't date him."
"god forbid. but i got lucky with you. what if you went back to him? we wouldn't be doing this at all."
"what do you think you'd be doing right now?"
"...i don't know." tugging jisung towards the fruits felix easily dodged the answer.
"sleeping with people right?" jisung asked quietly. felix grimacing at how it sounded.
"no..well yeah but—you make it sound really bad babydoll." felix murmured with a forced chuckle.
"sorry. but i wasn't exactly wrong."
"no you weren't.."
"what'd you do before i joined the chat and besides sleeping with people here and there."
"hang out with the others. bother hyunjin and jeongin all the time too."
"mm sounds fun."
snorting felix shrugged "what about you? what'd you do before seungmin blackmailed you into staying in the chat?"
"um sleep lots. cry a bunch. hang with seungmin a lot because he was my only friend..and the only person i trusted." jisung admitted. he felt a little embarrassed he only had seungmin for the longest.
"i see." grabbing two things of fresh raspberries that were all in good condition felix placed them into the basket.
"but..i trust you guys. especially you. with any and everything."
mumbling something under his breath felix grabbed jisungs hand "c'mon. if you want to eat any cheesecake tonight we better get going,"
"i want all the cheesecake."
rolling his eyes playfully felix huffed "half."
"half and one more."
"...whatever."
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"okay," tossing his shirt down felix exhaled "we have exactly forty minutes before the foods done."
"only forty?" shaking his wet hair jisung reached towards the shower head, the hot water rolling off the palm of his hands.
"yeah—i put the pasta on low." felix muttered clumsily kicking his sweatpants off.
"i guess that's enough time.." jisung said to himself quietly. they were going to take a quick shower before packing the dinner and dessert they made (the cheesecake took longer to make so they had done it as soon as they got back) and going to eat under the stars one last time.
"it better be because i was really stretching the cook time."
closing his eyes jisungs yawned, they hadn't done much but domestic things. they painted each other's nails to match and felix insisted on doing jisungs eyeliner. they went to lunch and just chatted and whatnot. it was like a normal day honestly. like in a handful of hours felix wouldn't be gone and this was the last time they could do things like that together.
"what's going on inside your head right now?" startling his zoned out boyfriend felix rested his hands on the dips of jisungs hips.
"nothing." placing his hands atop of felixs and sliding his fingers between the males jisung leaned back into the male.
"nothing? you've been zoning out here and there all day." felix pointed out nuzzling his face into jisungs neck.
"it's just dumb stuff lix. it's fine." tracing felixs ring with his finger jisung cleared his throat.
"you don't—you don't mind when i give you jewelry right.?"
"no? i love when you give me stuff i can wear."
"oh ok. good." biting the inside of his cheek jisung scrunched his nose some. gifting jewelry was something he could do easily. his mother always gave him jewelry for the smallest occasions and it made him feel special when he was growing up. because someone cared about him enough to gift him small things like that. and he wanted to share that feeling with felix—give him something back.
"why?"
"just asking. you wear this often." jisung lied tapping the now warm metal.
"you proposed to me. it's a special thing."
"it was a pretend proposal...." jisung mumbled hesitantly. felix humming against jisungs skin "and? it means the world to me. whether it was pretend or not."
"..really? so if i—i asked you to marry me in all seriousness..you'd say yeah?"
"mm..probably. you're the first person i fell in love with. actually—fell in love with twice. that's something special no?" felix uttered playfully. jisung opening his eyes and staring at the wall before swallowing thickly.
"if you married me..would you still leave?"
"if we were married? no. i'd probably change my whole plans for you." felix answered confused as to where jisung was going.
"i see..."
"why?"
smiling passively jisung lifted felixs hand to his lips and gently kissed the males ring finger "just curious."
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"hm." nudging jisungs mouth with the spoon felix swallowed the fruity bite of cheesecake.
"no—i'm stuffed." shaking his hands jisung turned his face away from the spoon. as much as he mentally wanted to eat more cheesecake he physically could not.
"more for me then." shrugging uncaringly felix took the bite for himself.
snorting jisung leaned back on his palms and sighed dramatically "i have not seen a single star tonight."
"yeah me neither..it's not too weird though. we're close to the city."
"yeah but i really wanted to see some stars." jisung grumbled crossing his legs.
"i'm sure they'll come out," grabbing his phone from his thigh felix squinted "it's only ten."
"i guess..." staring at the sky with a pout on his face jisung huffed.
going to comment felix stopped as his phone went off, a scoff resting on the tip of his tongue.
unknown: call me as soon as you see this.
unknown: it's urgent.
glancing at jisung felix chewed the corner of his lip before standing up "ji i'll —be right back."
"ok." reaching for his own phone jisung unlocked the device before going to the muted groupchat.
jeongin: i'll shave your ball hairs off and shove them in changbins mouth >:)
seungmin: changbin will probably like that too much
jeongin: stfu pit stains.
jeongin: i cant believe my second husband is in love with felix😩
jeongin: what happened to jeongin being the baby
jeongin: where is jeongin and the he gets all the juicy bussy >>>> at ?
chan: in bed with your nap
minho: juicy bussy supremacy >>>> eye mask
changbin: what's the comparison??
minho: they both sit on my face -?
minho:
hyunjin: could be me 💅
jeongin: ittfnytab
chan: um—translate
seungmin: i think the fuck not you trick ass bitch
chan: seung—
chan: i was just asking what jeongin meant calm down
changbin:🤡
jisung: seungmin is filing those divorce papers rn💀
seungmin: sure as hell am
seungmin: wait—
seungmin: typing...
seungmin: is your bussy stressed depressed and in need of a good suck?
seungmin: also how's your day with the bf been?
jisung: im skipping the first question <3
jisung: and its been lovely.
hyunjin: how many times did you guys have sex ?
hyunjin: its needed for important government business.
jisung: none
minho: lies
jisung: two times.
chan: you're lying again🤭
jisung: ...
jisung: three times nosy 🤡
changbin: three?
changbin: sus
changbin: did felixs erectile dysfunction kick in?
jisung: i wish
jisung: 😫
seungmin: idk
seungmin: a floppy dick is still rideable though
seungmin:➡️↕️⬅️⤴️↗️⏫🔁⤴️⏺🔀⏩🔂⏭
jeongin: im under your bed
jeongin: i'm going to kill you.
jeongin: also—i thought the last bit of time was all abt u n lix
jeongin: why're you here bby?
jisung: oh he's on the phone and im bored
chan: makes sense
jisung: yeah
jisung: typing...
jisung: oh he's back!
jisung: bye losers.
jisung: i'll see you all..on that day
minho: yeah..
minho: spread your cheeks wider
minho: wrong person.
hyunjin: 😦
changbin: yall-
jeongin: 🚗 💨
"—yeah. i love you too..bye." pressing the end call button felix tossed his phone down before taking his previous spot.
"everything good?" placing his own phone down jisung sent felix a faint smile with an underlying curious look in his eyes.
"yeah. everything's perfect." felix answered brightly. jisung reaching for his drink "good."
grabbing his own drink felix turned his head away from jisung, his reply rather quiet.
"yeah..."
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