Y/N POV
I wake up and I saw a piece of paper beside me . It's from Namjoon . I sigh . I sit down properly and take my phone . I feel more better . I mean I think I can walked . I guess . But I don't want . I want to sit . I take my phone and open it . I saw my wallpaper was Namjoon's picture . I changed my wallpaper . Then I go to whatsapp and didn't got notification from anyone . I go to my profile photo and saw the picture of Namjoon was reading book . I take this picture quietly and save it as my profile picture a few months ago .
I removed the profile photo . So now my profile don't have any photo . I want to closed my phone but I noticed that I was pinned Namjoon at whatsapp and I saved his name as Cute Monster . I unpinned it and changed the name as Namjoon . I don't know why I'm doing this . I feel hate him but I can see that he love me . Is he ? Or he just pretending that he love me ? I put my phone at table and I take off my clothes . I take my towel and walked to bathroom . After a few minutes , I'm done showering . This is my clothes .
I fix my hair and take my phone . Put it in my pocket and go downstairs . I go downstairs and I saw a food . Namjoon already back ? Where is him ? Wait . Why I need to care ? I walked to kitchen and do a drinks . I make a tea . Suddenly someone hug me from back make me gasp loudly . He put his chin at my shoulder and hug me more tight . I know it's a guy because his hand not like a girl's hand .
"I miss you . So much ." It's Namjoon . He closed his eyes and hug me so tight makes me push him away .
"Go away ." I said .
"Baby . Please ?" He stare at me .
"Stop calling me baby . I'm your future ex wife ." I said make him shocked . He holds my hand tightly .
"Don't do this to me . Please . Y-You own my heart . Remember ? Y-You are m everything ." He asked worriedly but I rolled my eyes .
"Baby . Y-You are my breath ! I can't live without you . Please understand that ." He try to hold back his tears . I can see . I ignored him and bring a tea that I make to couch . He follows me slowly .
"Y-Y/N . I . I buy this . As a proof of our love . Take this and promise me , you will not leave me . Please ? See . H-Have our names ." He said and his tears drop . He gives me a ring . I looked at his hand and he wear a same ring . At my ring got his name . Maybe at his ring got my name . I push his hand softly and go upstairs .
End Y/N POV
Namjoon POV
She didn't take . Hahaha . It's so good . I love her so much . Why she made me like this ? I need her . Can't we be like before ? I miss her hug , her voice , her smiled , her everything . I miss when she be pampered . She said she love me , miss me . She called me as a cute monster .
Skip~
Tomorrow
Y/N and I was getting ready . Going to work . I will go to my shop and she will go to hospital . We eat a breakfast and she didn't even talked with me , looked at me . I stare at her quietly . She was eating her breakfast but then I saw a food at her lips . I sigh . I stare at her until she noticed . She looked at me for a seconds . I moved and my lips touching her lips . I kiss her softly . I miss this lips . She push me hardly and stand up . She takes her bag and leave me . Leave the house . I followed and want to said sorry but I saw she go inside a taxi car .
"I-I'm sorry ." I sigh and I try to hold back my tears . Since yesterday ! I can't ! I just wanna shout and told her how much I love her ! She make me crazy . Every day . Every hours , minutes and seconds ! The pain that she got that night moved to me . I get the same pain . But the pain not even a sex . It's a heart . I just want she know that I always love her . Forever . She makes me feel lucky ! When she in relationship with me , I feel my life already perfect ! I didn't even feel that when I'm with Jennie . I walked to dinner table back and take a plate . I clean a table and put all the plate and glasses at sink . I wash it carefully and dry it . I take my key car , key house , phone , wallet and bag . I make sure the lights already switched off . I locked the main door and starts the car engine . I start driving to my shop .
Skip~
Arrived .
I arrived and take out my bag . I walked slowly inside and the group of security was rest . I mean maybe they breakfast .
"Good morning , Mr.Kim ." They said .
"G-Good Morning . D-Don't called me , Mr.Kim ." I said and give a small smiled .
"Sorry Namjoon ." They chuckled make me giggles . I leave them and walked to my shop .
"Good morning , Namjoon ." The security that always at my shop said .
"Good morning , Uncle ." I said . I was finding the others but I didn't saw them .
"Where the others ?" I asked .
"Oh . Eunwoo went to toilet . The girls went to food court , I guess ." The security answered .
"Thank you ." I smiled and go to my rest room . I put my bag and sigh . I lay down at bed for a minutes . I keep closing my eyes and still thinking my problems . Her face , her voice , her smiled , her hair , her lips , her everything . Always in my mind .
"G-Go away please . I-I'm tired ." I hope what I see through my mind will go but it didn't . The memories come . When we was cuddled . When I was teaching her . When we video call . When she said she love me . My tears drop . Suddenly someone push me softly .
"Joon ." It's Eunwoo and the girls . I shocked . I sit down and wiped my tears .
"Yah you crying ? Why ?" Hannah worried .
"Me ? No ! I just dreaming something bad ." I chuckled make them sigh with a smiled .
"Let's eat ? See who's here ?" Iyu said make me excited . I stand up and run leave the room .
"Y/N !" I shout but I saw someone else .
"O-Oh . Y-You . Y-You guys ." I give a small smiled . It's the boys . Jungkook and Jin .
"Hey Namjoon ." They stand up and waved their hand .
"Why you come ?" I sit next to Jungkook .
"Can't ?" Jin asked .
"I didn't said that ." I said make them chuckled .
"We met them at food court . They said they want to met you and buy you a breakfast ." Iyu suddenly said .
"Oh I see ." I nod . They sit beside me and take out the food . Jin give a food that he buy for me .
"Joon . Can I try be your staff ?" Suddenly Jung kook asked .
"What do you mean ?" I asked back .
"If you got a customer , I want to replace you ." He said .
"Of course can ." I said .
"But you didn't go to work today ?" I asked again .
"No . I'm off today . Jin hyung also . Tae , Jimin hyung and Hobi hyung worked ." Jungkook reply and chewing his food again .
"Oh I see ." I smiled . We keep eating until we hear someone ring the bell . We got a first customer .
"You want to try ?" I asked .
"Really ?!" He excited . I nod and he stands up . Run leaving us .
"Yah he so cute ." Hannah said make us chuckle .
"I know right ?" Jin reply and they nod with a big smiled . Then suddenly someone open the door .
"Guys . We got many customers now ." JK said make my staff nods . They walked leaving Jin and I .
"I think I need to do it ." I said and wanna leave but suddenly Jin grabbed my wrist and pulled me to sit back . I sit and he keep staring at me .
"You okay ?" He asked .
"Y-Yea ." I reply .
"Can you stop lying ? I know your reaction when you lying , Joon ." He grumbled .
"Y/N still ignored you ?" He asked .
"How did you know ?" I asked back .
"You shout Y/N's name when Eunwoo said someone's here . I also heard they asked why you crying . You crying ?" Jin asked again.
"S-She . She hate me so much ." I reply and try to hold back my tears .
"Don't worry . We keep this as secret . JK and Taehyung also didn't know ." He said make me give him a small smile .
"You want me tell Tae ? So he maybe can persuade Y/N ." He asked .
"N-No . Don't . I don't want because of that , their friendship ruining ." I reply .
"Okay then . You try do what we asked to do ?" He asked again .
"Yea but she ignored me ." I sigh .
"How about the ring that Jimin suggested you to buy ?" He asked again .
"She . She ignored me ." I said with a smiled . Try to show that I'm not too weak .
"Yah ! The ring is too expensive ! You spend it just for her and she didn't take it ?! Yah !" He mad and keep hitting the table .
"It's okay . I know she will accept one day ." I said .
"Aish . You too strong , Joon ." He said make me chuckled .