Recap
Did you eat cotton candy without me?!
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Stunned by his exclaim I look trying to understand what he means. Cotton candy? I say in a questioning tone. Ye your breath smells like it. Comes the reply from him. It takes a second for the realization to hit me like a truck. Ooooh. No babe it's this. I say taking the device out of my pocket. Giving it to him and going to the bed. Laying down I make grabby hands towards him.
Keeping the device in his hand he also comes to the bed, leaving it on the nightstand, and got in bed next to me. Crawled closer to him I planted myself right on his chest. Sighing in content I was lulled to sleep by his steady heartbeat.
Jungkooks P.O.V
I woke up by the urge to go to the bathroom. So still half asleep I got up not noticing the space beside me was empty. Finishing my business I go back into the room and check the time with the clock read 02:12. Getting back in bed I realize that something is missing.
Getting up once again I put a shirt on and start heading towards the door. But was stopped in my tracks when it opened slowly and my girlfriend walked in and turned to close the door quietly. Moving behind I hug her from behind making her squeak. Where were you? I say in my sleepy tone.
I was out on the balcony. She says. Oh. Is all I say. Ye. Suddenly I start sniffing her clothes moving up. I smelt something sweet but I couldn't pinpoint it. Only when I reached her mouth did it hit me. Did you eat cotton candy without me?!
She looked a bit puzzled. Cotton candy? She asks sounding beyond confused. Ye your breath smells like it. This seems to make her realize what was going on. After explaining and getting back in bed falling asleep on my chest.
While she slept I took my phone and did my research for her vaping and smoking. And it turns out it's not that safe. So I will tell her to reduce it. A lot. Cause being honest the first few months that she had been here I've never seen her smoke but I guess she did it in secret. Closing my phone I put it on my nightstand to charge and fall asleep.
~the next morning~
Y/Ns P.O.V
Wakey wakey it's time for school. Is the first thing I hear early in the morning. Groaning I turn my head to the sound source and raise my middle finger. Lowering it I try to fall back asleep only to feel a body being thrown on top of me. This is what you get for flipping me off. Comes the deep voice of Yoongi from the door and the adorable giggles of our baby mochi that lays on top of me.
Fuck you! I yell in an annoyed tone. A deep breathy laugh comes from besides making me turn my head a bit too fast. Which in return cracked my neck, made my vision black, and my stomach churn. Knowing what was coming next I book it to the bathroom.
Opening the toilet I empty my empty stomach. Sitting down on the floor after I was finished my throat was burning badly. Suddenly my body was picked up from the floor and placed on the counter where Jungkook helped me brush my teeth.
Picking me up once again we exit the now empty room and go downstairs. He sat me back down in front of the dining table where breakfast was waiting for us all.
In a few minutes, the whole group is seated and eating when Jungkook mentions a topic that I was dreading talking about. Y/N I would like to ask you something? He starts. And that is? I ask back having a small hunch on what it might be. Quit smoking. At least while you're pregnant. And there it is.
I-It's not healthy for the baby or you. Tobacco-free or not. It's not only the nicotine that harms you. The fumes do too. As much as you say you don't swallow them there is no way to prevent it from going to your lungs! He explains raising his voice from time to time. Looking down I could feel a pair of eyes burning in my skull. I know...
You knew and you still decided to lie to me? Huh. Answer me damn it! I hear Namjoons voice yell at me. Not being able to take the pressure I get up and run to the bathroom. Going in I close and lock the door alarmed by the thumping indicating that the others are following me. And soon after the banging on the door started.
Y/N OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW! I can hear Jin's furious voice yell through. Crawling to the corner I try and make myself as small as possible. Meaning I want in a fatal position covering my stomach out of instinct. My breath was getting uneven and my mind was racing to my past.
I was back at the orphanage and was the only one from my group left. The room they had put me in was dark and wet. Suddenly fists are laid upon the door making banging sounds as if to give me a warning. A warning before the caretaker comes in and beats me up for spilling a drop of milk on the counter while she was in front of me.
I hadn't noticed that the banging on the door had stopped and the guys had left. I was brought back to earth by 2 people sitting down next to me. One hugging my side and the other putting something on my hand. We forced the others to leave saying we're gonna come a bit later. I hear the soothing voice of my brother. V can you go and choose an outfit for her while I calm her down a bit more. He asks the person next to me who turns out to be V.
In the next moment, I feel 2 actions getting done. Myself being moved to Yoongis lap facing his chest and the presence next to me leaving the room. Not even hesitating I shove my face in the space between his neck and shoulder and cry my heart out. All the memories of the orphanage, the cursed week that I was kidnapped and now. It was just too much for me. For my heart.
All Yoongi did was rub my back and whisper comforting words in my ear. As siblings, we had learned that when one of us is close to breaking down just be there for them. Whether they talk or just cry, just be a comforting presence they can feel. I didn't say anything but I knew that Yoongi understood what was on my mind.
10 minutes past and my cries had gone from half screams to sobs, to sniffles and hiccups. Finally taking my face out of my safe place and look at his face making him give me a soft smile. Are you feeling a bit better now? He asks rubbing my back. Mhm. I nod bringing my hands up to rub my eyes only to feel something in one of them. So turning my hand over I find my vape.
I know that thing brought the fight up. Buy you need it. I hear Yoongi explain making me nod. Let's get ready. What do you say hmm? Nodding again he helps me up and escorts me to my room where V had laid out a casual but beautiful outfit. Walking over to the outfit Yoongi exits the room and closes the door behind him.
Getting my phone off the nightstand I call Suni. You hear it ring so you start getting ready. Good morning babes. What's up? Her cheerful voice fills my ears. Hey. I say in my best voice. Have you been crying? What happened? Are you okay? Do you feel pain around your abdominal area? She showers me in questions. Ye, I had an argument with the members. I say trailing off.
About what? About me smoking during my pregnancy. Because I told Namjoon that I knew a way that was not harmful. But Kook exposed that and all but 2 were angry as hell. And I had an anxiety and panic attack so yea. I called you cause I don't know what to do. I say my voice cracking multiple times. Oh, babes. They are right but your condition also says fuck you to that. She says in a chuckle. I'd say reduce it while with them but if you feel that it's getting too bad. Tell them to fuck off. Okay? She says in all seriousness. Okay. I got to go. Bye and thanks. I'll bring you something next time we meet up. I say making kissing noises before hanging up.
Grabbing the vape and a cig pack put them in my purse and then get my phone before leaving the room. Let's go guys we're getting my car. I say waving my keys and going to the garage.
Namjoons P. O.V
I am shocked. How could she? How could she have lied to me? And most importantly about this. She suddenly gets up and runs off somewhere. So we obviously follow her but get separated by a door which we start knocking. Y/N OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHt NOW! I hear Jin hyung yell. But everything was cut short for us when Yoongi Hyung shoves us away from the door.
ARE YOU ALL OUT OF YOUR MINDS? GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THE DOOR. DO YOU REALISE WHO YOU ARE DOING THIS TO?! He yells at all of us looking as if he's ready to murder us. Ye a lying little girl. Jin says making all of us shocked.
No Jin you're doing this to a person who has PTSD. Now get ready and get the fuck out of the house we're gonna come to the company when she calms down. And after that, we're gonna have a meeting and talk about this. He says making all of us back up cause he didn't use Jins' honorific.
We got ready and left. I just can't believe she lied to me. To us. I say staying slumped on my car seat. After my comment, the rest of the ride was pretty quiet and so was the mood while 3 members were missing.
Y/Ns P.O.v
The whole way we had been singing and just having fun in general. Once we arrive in the underground parking lot we park and go up using the elevator. Exiting the elevator I become quiet and follow behind them. Upon arriving at the dancing studio I hesitate to go in and look down at my feet. But I was pulled into the room before I could run away.
Upon my graceful entrance, the room falls silent all eyes on me. Not knowing what to say I just move towards the couch and leave my bag there. Which is quickly taken by Jin and the 2 stuff I got in the fight for were taken away. Sighing I didn't even fight back just went on with the day.
Since I wasn't required during rehearsals at the moment I lay down and stay on my phone. Going through social media I see a lot of hate coming my way because of the collab with honey rose company. This is kinda understandable since they know about me being pregnant. But they don't know my condition. And in all honesty, I'm not gonna bother informing.
Shutting my phone off I get up and leave the room quietly. Going to my studio I enter and lock the door from the inside.
So I don't think I have explained the position of the studio. It's located on the last floor but is also the only room on the floor and above it was an empty space which I made my own escape room. For this purpose exactly. To escape the world. To get there I made a secret door in the closet hidden behind clothes that I don't wear.
Entering the escape room I open the TV and change into a onesie and lay on the bed. Opening YouTube on the TV I put on some melodies which included rain sounds in the background. And to that I fell asleep once again I mean can you blame me. Anxiety attacks or panic attacks alone are exhausting but combined. Honey no.
Waking up I check how long I was sleeping by seeing how long has the video been playing. And it's been a good 5 hours so I decided to go and see what the guys are doing. Cause most likely Yoongs might be going crazy. Did I also mention that I didn't take my phone with me? No. Well, now I did.
Not even bothering to change back to my original clothes before getting out of the room. Unlocking the door I get out while rubbing my eyes which are not adjusted to the bright corridor lights. Taking the elevator I go down to the floor I left the boys at. But as the door open I see some of the boys running past it either camera following them.
Thinking nothing of it I move to the now empty dance room. Feeling confused I go to the couch and grab my phone. Opening it I see a missed call from Jimin and also see that someone had started a Vlive. So why not join.
The moment I join the phone is being passed from Jungkook to Rm as they run around. Reading the comments trying to realize what's going on. After going through some comments I realize they're searching for me. Shaking my head I head out to find Namjoon first since he has the camera.
Since I was still watching the live I was able to locate him easily. But hey why not mess with him for a bit. So before I go into the room he is I start my own Vlive. Seeing the notification he pulls his phone out and enters my Vlive. Upon his entrance, I point the camera at him. So he was basically watching his own back lol.
Turning around so fast he just drops both of the phones and runs towards me. Before I could react I was embraced in a tight hug. I thought something happened to you. Never do that again, please. He says beside my ear making me a bit shocked.
Not long after the boys also come and hug the heck out of me. WHERE-Where have you been? Jin starts in a screaming voice but then composes herself. In my studio sleeping? I answer in an equally questioning voice. Suddenly you hear 7 loud slaps.
It was the boy's facepalming. Don't tell me you never considered that as a place? But even if you did I'd prolly not hear you. I say shrugging while waving at the live on my phone and shutting it off before going to take the phones Namjoon dropped. What do you mean? Why wouldn't you hear us? Hobi asks. Holly hell none of the phones are broken what is this sorcery. And to answer your question I had my headphone on. I say giving the owner back his phone but keeping the Vlive open.
Walking towards the dancing room all the boys follow after me. The things these guys make you experience live. I swear to God. I say while shaking my head. Looking at the screen I see them all scratching their heads.
Continuing down the hall we re-enter the dance room. Again. I feel like I walk in this room way too much. Just in one day. I comment out loud earning a few chuckles. I mean you're not wrong. That came from the one and only brother of mine.
So army I think it's time we set you free to sleep or study. And not bother you with finding members that were sleeping in their own studio. I say while looking at the boys before we all wave and I close the live.
Now that we're all here we need to talk. Namjoon says looking at all of us. So we all sit down in a circle. So Jin already confiscated them. But firstly I'd like to ask why you lied. He asks looking at me with what seemed like pain in his eyes.
Well knowing you guys. Jin would do what he did way earlier. So ye that's mostly why. I say looking down. Fair enough. Jin says nodding his head making all of us chuckle. Anyway. As Jungkook said this morning you need to quit it while pregnant. No matter what. Jhope says looking at me. Okay. I say in a small voice while raising my head to give them all a soft smile.
After that, I was squished in a hug by the one and only muscle bunny boyfriend of mine. Smiling he kisses my temple before the staff comes back in the room and. Color me impressed. You guys didn't act like middle school boys and gag. I say and hold my breath while mischief fills my eyes and my gaze falls upon the oldest.
YAH!!
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Happy Namjoon day A.R.M.Y 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜