Beyonce pov:
"Come on beyonce" onika said and I shook my head.
"I like being suspended" I said taking another bite out of her food.
My mom made nafessa talk the principal into letting me go to school so now I have to go back early.
"No. And give me that bey I haven't even ate none yet" she said taking the plate.
I smacked my lips crossing my arms "I barely got some"
"Bey you just ate" she said "no i didn't" I mumbled getting up.
"Yes you did now go get ready" she said waving me off. I huffed going upstairs.
I went into the restroom and got undressed before getting in the shower. I took my time in the shower making a diss track to all my opps.
"Yea I killed that nigga. Bitch I pulled the trigger, I'm a vet. All these strips on me you can call me tigga. He thought he was a gangsta, till he met lil ju. Bitch I'll kill you, you, and YOU !" I rapped turning the shower off.
I stepped out the shower walking straight into the room to change.
Surprising me I was met with that Cardi bitch sitting on the bed.
"GET THE FUCK OUT !" I yelled and she jumped looking over at me.
I seen her eyes trail down then they got wide. I quickly covered myself with my hands.
"Why are you in here ?!" "I- umm I'm waiting on onika" she said.
"Then wait in the fucking living room ! Get the fuck out !!" She nodded quickly leaving out.
"Damn man" I said walking over to the dresser "onika and all these damn friends she wanna have" I said grabbing me some clothes.
I put on some deodorant and lotion before putting on my clothes.
I got dressed in come gray cotton shorts and a regular white T-shirt and a white hoodie then put on my socks and shoes . I sprayed some cologne on before walking out grabbing my gun on the way.
"Baby !" I called out walking down the stairs while putting my gun on my waist. "I'm in the kitchen !"
I went in the kitchen where she was "Do you know where my chain I got from the mall at ?" I asked.
"Baby it's around your neck" she said and I looked down "oh"
"I forgot" I said looking back up at her. "Ok come on, you look good" she said grabbing my hand.
"I know" I smiled while we walked into the living room. I seen Cardi and Robyn a sitting on the couch making me roll my eyes.
Ouuu I'm about to snitch on Cardi.
"Munchkin do you know Cardi was in your room ?" I asked looking over at her.
"She went to get my charger" she said grabbing our backpacks.
"No. She was sitting on the bed comfortable and she seen my dick" I said crossing my arms.
Onika froze her actions looking over at me then at Cardi "Why was you sitting in my room ?"
"I was um.. I didn't know anybody was in there" she said. "Bitch you lying because I told you that she was up there in the shower and to hurry up and come back down"
I smirked at Cardi while she stood there looking dumb.
"So you ain't gone talk ?" Onika raised a eyebrow. Cardi still kept quiet making me roll my eyes.
"Ok" onika shrugged. She said walked up to Cardi and slapped the shit out of her making me gasp then laugh.
"Just to erase the image out yo mind" she said smiling at her.
Ouu my baby petty.
"Bitch" Cardi said about to hit her but I pushed her back.
"I wish you would bitch I'll kill you" I said looking her up and down.
"Y'all chill. Let's just go to school" Robyn said grabbing Cardi then she dragged her away.
"Thot ass bitch" I heard onika say making me chuckle "You mean" I said looking over at her.
"I know you not talking" "I am" I shrugged with a smile.
"Shut up, let's go" she said walking off. I ran to the kitchen to grab me a quick snack then ran outside.
I got in the car opening the chips and onika drove off.
When we got to the school I gasped realizing I didn't bring some practice clothes.
"Baby I left my clothes" I said looking over at her "I brought em boo they back there" she pointed to the backseat.
I smiled pecking her lips "Thank you" I said "No problem baby"
We got out the car and I grabbed all my stuff. We started walking up to the school building but a familiar squeal got my attention.
I looked back to see junie running up to me "Dada !" She said excitedly jumping in my arms.
"Hi princess" I said confused picking her up. I seen teyana and walked up to her.
"Why did you bring her to school ?" I asked "Because the daycare closed today and it's nobody to watch her" she said.
"So you brought her to school ?!" I said looking at her like she was stupid.
"Yes ! I talked to the principal and he said it was ok" she said.
"How you gone watch her all day ?" I asked "I'm not" she said making me raise a eyebrow.
"You are" "No the fuck I'm not !" I raised my voice.
"Fuck !" Junie mocked me "No no !" Teyana said glaring at her.
"Beyonce stop talking like that around her ! I don't need her going around cussing" she said mugging me.
"My bad. Don't say what dada say ok princess" I said looking over at junie and she nodded looking behind me.
She gasped pointing "Fien !" She said making me look back to see onika talking to Robyn.
"Go say hi to her while I talk to mommy" I said putting her down. She ran off and I turned back to teyana.
"Why do I have to watch her all day ?" I asked "Because you haven't fucking visited or called her in a long time" she said mugging me.
"I been busy" "No you haven't ! You ain't been doing shit but sitting under onika so how you don't have time to see your child ?" She said.
"Mmcht man whatever ion wanna hear this shit" I said waving her off.
She huffed rolling her eyes "worse person to have a baby with" she mumbled.
"So" I shrugged. "Take care of your child beyonce" she said walking off.
I huffed going over to onika who was holding junie "Dada eat eat" she said when she seen me.
I digged in my backpack getting out my chips. "Here, don't eat all my shit" I said giving it to her.
She nodded starting to eat the chips. "Come on" I said to onika grabbing junie.
She walked me to my class then smiled at me "Be good BB" she said pecking my lips.
"Ok" I said "I'm serious beybear. You always say ok and get in trouble" she crossed her arms.
"Okaaayyyy" I dragged out. "Mhm" she hummed then walked away.
"Dada ju" junie said tapping me. I reached into the pocket of her backpack grabbing her sippy cup.
"Here" I handed it to her and she started to drink from it.
I took my chips from her walking into the classroom. All heads turned to the door then quickly turned back when they seen it was me.
"Hello beyonce, who is this ?" Ms. Cook pointed to junie.
"My sperm" I said walking to my seat. "Oookay" she said.
I sat junie in a chair next to me pulling it closer and then looked down at the worksheet that was on my desk.
"Can I get a pencil ?" I asked looking up. "Beyonce please raise your hand." She said.
"Ok.. Can I get a pencil though ?" I said. She nodded grabbing a pencil then she walked over to me setting it on my desk.
"thank you" I mumbled grabbing it. She walked away and I looked back down starting my work.
Out the corner of my eye I seen junie get down and I grabbed her.
"Pway" she pointed "no baby not right now" I said lowly pulling her back.
I picked her up putting her back in the chair "give me kisses" I puckered my lips. She pecked my lips and I smiled.
I turned back to my work starting on it again.
"Dada" I heard junie say making me look over "Huh ?"
" 'ark" she said. I grabbed her backpack getting her tablet and headphones out.
I put on baby shark then put the headphones on her. When she heard the music she squealed making heads turn back here.
"Fuck y'all looking at ?" I mugged them.
They turned back around and I rolled my eyes looking back down at junie.
"You gotta be quiet princess" I said and she looked up at me bobbing her head with a adorable smile.
"You're so pretty baby" I kissed her cheek smiling.
I went back to doing my work then the door opened. I looked up to see jermaine "Hey miss, can I get my stuff from beyonce ?" he said.
"Go ahead jermaine" she smiled at him. He quickly walked over here grabbing my backpack.
"Nigga yo shi-"shut up" he cut me off.
"alyssa was shot" he said lowly acting like he was digging through my backpack. My eyes widened and I felt my heart drop.
"what do you mean she was shot ?" I gritted "it was them niggas. they shot her to get back at you" he said.
"fuck" I said lowly sitting back.
"Do you wanna go to the hospital ? Calvin said he'll take you" he said "yea here i come" I nodded.
He walked away and I looked back down at my work. I acted like I was doing my work for a while then I looked up.
"Can I go to the restroom ?" I asked "Beyonce. Raise your hand' she said sternly.
"It's a emergency i'm about to shit on myself" I said ignoring what she just said. "Go ahead" she huffed.
I quickly got up grabbing all my stuff then I picked junie up before walking out.
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I walked into alyssa room with a teddy bear and some balloons in my hand. I seen her laying on the bed and sighed walking up to her.
She opened her eyes looking up at me "hi pooh" she said smiling weakly.
"hi.. are you ok ?" I asked setting the stuff down. Her eyes started to water and she shook her head.
"No" she cried out sniffing. I was about to ask what's wrong but the door opened and a doctor walked in.
"Hi alyssa" he smiled at her "hey" she mumbled.
"I have some bad news.. unfortunately you lost the baby" he said and my head snapped over to alyssa.
When the hell was she pregnant ?!
She sobbed out covering her face with her hands. "I'll leave you to grieve" the doctor said before walking out.
Alyssa was crying loudly and I got to thinking.
"alyssa.." I said lowly. "Was the baby mine ?" I asked.
She didn't say nothing she just kept crying and I moved closer to her. I gently moved her hands off her face wiping her tears.
"was it mine ?" I asked again.
She nodded crying harder and I looked away feeling my heart start to ache. "Why didn't you tell me you was pregnant ?"
"Be-cause" she cried "After I seen how hurt you was when we lost the first baby I didn't wanna tell you until I was sure I would actually have it" she said.
I felt my eyes water and I sighed heavily looking up. "you should've told me" I said lowly.
"Well it doesn't matter now ! I lost my baby" she sobbed out "Again !" she said then her cries got louder.
"come here" I said softly hugging her. She clung on to me crying into my shoulder.
I let her stay like that for a while then I pulled back "i have to go" I mumbled.
"Noo please pooh stay with me" she said with tears streaming down her face "Alyssa I have a girlfriend"
"I don't care !" she raised her voice. "I don't want you here as a girlfriend I want you here as a friend beyonce please, I need you right now" she said.
I looked at her heartbroken face starting to feel worse then I already was.
"ok" I said lowly. I took my shoes off then got in the hospital bed with her.
"it's gonna be ok" I said trying to convince both her and myself. She sniffed laying he head on my chest wrapping her arms around me.
"no it's not" she mumbled. "I was so excited, I bought pampers and everything" she said starting to cry again.
I clenched my jaw trying not to cry again "everything happens for a reason" I whispered with my voice cracking.
"Well I don't care what the reason behind this was.. i know i'm not the best person but i don't think i deserved to lose two babies" she whispered the last part.
"We Alyssa. We lost two babies" I said."yea.." she whispered then I got quiet.
"Did you know the gender ?" I asked. "yes" she mumbled wiping her nose.
"it was what you want ju.. a boy" she said lowly.
I felt my heart ache grow and I pulled her closer into me kissing her head.
"it'll be ok.."
Hello
I'm finna take my ass to sleep.
But anyways how was y'all day ? Well how was yesterday ?