"Bye daddy." Serayah hugged him as he picked her up. We were back at my house and Avontae was leaving.
"Stop sayin' bye, it's I'll see you later." He chuckled as he put her down.
"Same difference." She shrugged innocently.
"You hang around yo' momma too much." He mumbled. "Ight Sabrea, I'll call you later." He said getting in his car.
"Okay." I said and drove off. "Come on we about go too." I said as I grabbed her hand.
"Where we going mommy?" She asked.
"We finna have a girls day." I said opening the door on the passenger side allowing her to get in the seat. When I made sure she made her seatbelt click I walked around and got in before driving off.
Distraction by Kehlani played on my phone since I had it Bluetoothed.
Do me a favor, pick me up, take me out later
Don't worry about no paper
'Cause I got much stacked up for nights like this
My life can get crazy, I deal with shit on the daily
But baby, I'm thinking maybe
We could agree to work it out like this
"Wait mommy play our songggg." She smiled.
"You want me to play our whole playlist?" I asked and she nodded her head and I went to our playlist putting it on shuffle.
It all can get so out of control sometimes
You can lose your faith, you can lose your mind
Lose your grip, get stripped of your pride
Till you don't know how you're gonna stay alive
And this world can throw you over the track sometimes
Your friends can stab you in the back
Sometimes you just break down
When this life tries to wreck you, I protect you
"I got your backkkkk, I got youuu." We both sung to each other.
"I take your side I'll lay my life down for you. I'll crawl over broken glass I'll stand in the flame, take the bullet take the blows I would take all the pain." I sung and she was swaying Side to side in her seat.
This my lil bestie for real, I love my daughter with everything in me. Having her at a young age really did change a lot and I can't wait to see how she'll act when I give birth.
Soon after the song was off the next song played.
"Girl we finna get our nails and toes done, we finna go shopping." I said as I talked with my hands.
I wanna be there with you
I really do be missing you
Everything I do is for you
And I really do adore you
You're getting so big now
And you're making me so proud
"Yayyyy." She she smiled. "Can we go out to eat to juicy Crab?" She asked.
So every single little moment
I can't be there to hold your hand
I need for you to know that
I need for you to know that
Anything should happen, anything should happen
'Cause anything could, if anything should happen
Know that you'll be alright, know that you'll be alright
Just promise you'll be alright, promise you'll be alright
"Girl not you reading my mind." I laughed and she giggled. We then pulled up to the nail shop and got out the car.
As we walked in she kept a hold of my hand. I signed in on the touch screen they had on the wall.
"You wanna get matching colors?" I asked as the lady handed me the basket that was filled with the different gel colors on the nails.
"Mhm, I think we should get pink with glitter." She put her finger on her chin looking at the different shades.
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"We were now inside of Claire's at the mall and I was letting her pick out what she wanted. We had already to the clothing stores so this was our last stop.
"Ouuu mommy look it's a unicorn purse." She said as she grabbed it.
"That's pretty girl, it's gone match one of your outfits." I said and she nodded in agreement. I then stumbled a little and started to feel lightheaded.
"Mommy are you okay?" Serayah pouted as she went to grab my hand.
"Mhm I'm okay." I smiled weakly.
"We can get in line mommy, I'm done." She said.
A s we stood in line I just kept feeling light headed, so when we were up next I quickly paid so we can leave.
As we were back in the car I just stayed parked for a minute so I could catch my breath and drink some water from my water bottle.
"Mommy, you carry baby you have to be careful." She pouted. "Call Maj mommy." She rubbed my arm and I smiled at how caring she sounded. She's so smart for her age.
"I'm okay now, I promise." I said honestly.
"Good." She smiled and I finally pressed the push start button so we could be on our way to Juicy crab. When we got there it was crowded and loud so it took a while for them to actually get us seated but not long for them to bring out the food.
"You need help putting tying up your thing." I said.
"I big girl, I got it." She said as she tied it up in her own and put on her gloves. Both of us had our bag, I got her hooked on juicy crab.
"Mommy go live." She said.
"Girl what you know bout' that." I chuckled as I set my phone up across from us since she was sitting beside me. And when I went live my numbers were already up.
"Hey live, I'm wit' my bestie today." I said As I moved the bag down a little. "When you see ha you see me, and when you see me you see ha don't play wit' my best friend." I pointed to her as I recited a TikTok.
"Yea guys my mommy my bestie don't play." Serayah nodded.
"Right now we're at juicy crab guys." She said as she grabbed a crab leg and put it in the camera placing her hand behind it like the people do on mukbangs and I busted out laughed.
"Period." I said grabbed a crab leg. "How old is she?" I read a comment.
"Tell em' how old you is." I said.
"I'm five years old." She said as she took a bite out of her corn after she dipped it in the sauce.
"You gotta tell em' what you been up to." I said as I cracked the crab leg allowing the meat to hang out so I can dip it in the sauce.
"Oh so guys, me and mommy got our nails today and we got pink." She said and I smiled as I read the comments. "We having fun." She said.
𝗥𝗹.𝗦𝗵𝗮𝘆 𝖲𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝗌𝗈 𝖺𝖽𝗈𝗋𝖺𝖻𝗅𝖾 𝗒𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖺𝖼𝗍 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾.
𝗗𝗶𝗼𝗿_𝗹𝗮𝗶𝘆𝗮𝗵 𝖶𝗁𝗈 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗒 𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆
"Thank you." I smiled. "And really she got both me and her dad's personality so she a handful." I laughed.
"Yea guys." She said as she continued to eat.
For a while we was just talking to the live like we were doing a mukbang and really Serayah took over and it was funny.
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By the time we had got home it was late. We literally stayed out all day today. After we both did our night routine I let her lay down with me in my bed.
She was laying on me sleep and as I turned down the volume on the tv, Semaj had called me and I answered quickly so the noise wouldn't wake her up even though she's a deep sleeper.
"Hello." I answered.
"Wassup, you was sleep?" He asked.
"No I was just looking at a movie." I said.
"You good?" He asked.
"I felt a lil lightheaded today but other than that I'm good." I chuckled.
"Lightheaded?" He questioned.
"Yea like I felt like I was finna pass out but that was only for a minute." I said.
"I began to pass out then my head hit the wall, BOOM." He said.
"I can't stand you." I laughed and he did too.
"But nah for real I got a question." He said and I started to nervous.
"Okay." I trailed.
"What we doing?" He asked.
"I was gone ask you the same thing." I said.
"That ain't fair cause why every time we got some going on you be just getting out of a relationship." He joked and I chuckled.
"True." I said.
"Like I wanna be wit' you but I don't know if you gone feel rushed cause you just getting out of a relationship. You get what I'm sayin'? I don't want you to feel uncomfortable." He said.
"Yea but then at the same time we really already had a connection." I said.
"Okay but what did I say though?" He said.
This why I'm pregnant now he need to stop doing that.
"Semaj I'm not gone feel rushed or uncomfortable." I said.
"So you good?" He asked.
"Yea as long as while I'm pregnant you not gone to jail." I said.
"I ain't going to no damn jail, Im not a criminal." He said.
"How you gone say you not a criminal when you was just explaining to me how to kill somebody and get away with it." I said.
"Im a changed person I don't know what you talkin' bout." He said.
"Okay Emiri." I said.
"Woah chill out you actin' fed g." He chuckled.
"Speak propa hoe." I said.
"Who you talking to?" He scrunched his face up since we were on FaceTime.
"Huh- hUh you heard what I said." He cut me off as he mocked me. "Take yo' ass to sleep Sabrea." He said.
"I'm going to sleep cause I want to, bye." I hung up.
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I be hating when one of my fc start getting attention on social media like nobody told yo ass to do that