Can I Love you

By bluehaven_555555

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" Do You like that boy" " Who " " that med kid " " no. Why? " " cause I like him and I will make him... More

Ruined Date
First Day
Stubborn Beam
Bright Moon In a Day Light
Saving & A Little Pain
Please Be Mine
Meeting With The Senior
I Want That Heartless Heart..
He Knows Everything
Memories Bring Back Memories
Back To School Days
Phana's Rejection
The Truth And The Sacrifices
My Cute Neighbor...
A Red Rose In My Door.
Care For Me .....
Happy New Year 2021
Beam's Stepfather..
It's Still Hurt....
Coffee With LOVE.....
Are You Lovers
Unnecessary..
Date....???
WHY...??
One Step Closer..
War Of Hearts.
Can I Love you..
THE TRIP..
Not An Engineer..
FORTH'S CONFESSION..
Wayo & Pha..
Why Do You Care...??
You're Not The One..
Beginning Of The Changes
Going Far Away ...
Hard Working Beam And A Longing Forth.
Without BEAM..
Beautiful Rejection..
Not An Update (Author Is Heartbroken)
Phana Being Late.
Pissed Beam.
Sissy Drink.
Who Are You In My Life.
The Midnight Meeting.
The Final Night Day.
All Of Me..
New Campus KING... πŸ‘‘πŸ‘‘πŸ‘‘πŸ‘‘πŸ‘‘πŸ‘‘
AlexBeam
Tasting His Own Bitter Medicine A Little .
Feeling Will Be Mutual...
It's Hard to Breath...
Step In The GAME.
The Return..
Warm Heart πŸ’–πŸ’–- Warm stare.
confusion or confession...
Fall in love with cindrella..πŸ’•πŸ’•
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I Have My Own Rules.

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By bluehaven_555555

**Forgive my grammatical mistakes **

Always remember that English is not my first language... So you may find some errors...

No proofreading....

Enjoy reading....

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Third person's P.O.V ~

Its already passed midnight. The room is decorated with darkness, and very silent.. The whole neighborhood is sleeping peacefully..

But there a particular boy, who can't sleep at all.

Forth....

He is tossing and turning on his bed, trying to get some sleep for a hour now but no use...

Some thoughts, no curiosity is disturbing his mind.

Curiosity about Beam..

Why Someone send Beam clothes, like that much. A single set or two is normal but that much..

Why she specially designed suit for Beam.

Is she is a designer..??

Can't Beam buy his clothes by himself.

Is this from his parents...??

But they didn't mention anything about his parents.

Is she is Beam's girlfriend..??

Feeling frustrated, Forth set up on his bed... He can conclude that the person maybe a fashion designer but Forth has no idea about that field.. maybe Google could help him on this.

He remembered the man  mentioned  her name Ms. Taylor and Beam call her P'win.

Without wasting more time, He take his phone and open it..

Its shows 1.30Am..

He opened the Google and start typing 'Win Taylor, the fashion designer of Thailand..' 

He doesn't find anyone name Win Taylor but there are so many pages open under the name of  Winter Taylor.

Lots of pages open under this name, that how famous she is.

WINTER TAYLOR  is the one of the top designer in the country and the top designer of the 'The Limelight Fashion industry'.

Forth eyes widen, who don't know The limelight company, limelight is very famous brand. Not only in Thailand but the outside of the country too. This company not only designs for royal family but the film stars too. He start reading again.

She trained in London, she joined the company after her Training and till then she is working on the same company.
Here designs are very famous. He design almost every kind of dresses from casual wear to party wear, from wedding dress to office outfit,from kids to old man.

Forth read all the article available in the Google about Winter, after reading he understands how famous this lady is but he could find any answers for his curiosity. He still didn't get how this woman related to Beam. The women look at her early Thirties. There is no way Beam will gonna date a old lady and their surnames are also different. But why she is so conciderate about Beam.

To find his answer, he started checking her personal account. From Facebook to Twitter, he search everything but couldn't find any hints about their relation.. He unknowingly become a stalker. After stalking her account for hours and couldn't find a single picture of Beam and the lady together. Not witg any common friends. Forth gave up. He becomes tired of all the search.

Putting his phone aside, he closed his eyes to sleep. His tiredness take control and he drifted to a deep slumber.

***

Forth walk up early even though he spent almost all night stalking about Ms. Taylor.

He has a morning class at 8.00am and he don't want to miss it.

After getting ready and taking wallet and keys Forth walk out of his room only to find Beam locking his door.

The moment Forth saw Beam, his curiosity about the relationship between Beam and the famous designer start to build inside of his system again but he managed to hide it by his stoic face.

"Good morning Phi.. " Beam wish as soon as he noticed Forth is standing on his own door.

Forth nodded his head in acknowledgement with his same expressionless face.. He also could see the familiar files in Beam's grip holding securely, which Beam received the previous night. He wants to know about the files to but he is not a person who invade in others privacy. So he keep his curiosity to himself.

While he is busy with his thoughts, Beam walk towards the elevator but He keeps the elevator door open and waiting for Forth to enter the elevator.

In the elevator Beam keep himself busy with his phone while Forth keep staring at him through the elevator's silver walls.
He wanted to know how Beam knows that Designer but he doesn't want to ask.

The elevator ride to the lobby was quiet as none of them try to make any conversation.

Well Forth never initiates any conversation first. If was always Beam who tried to gain his attention but now Beam also gave up. So there only silence left between them.

When they reach the parking lot, Beam enter his car and drove away without glancing at Forth for once.

Forth doesn't mind. He climes on his bike, start it and left the parking lot with a noise coming from his big bike. But not long after he found Beam's car stopped at the road side,. Because the window glass of the driving seat is lowered , he can see that Beam is talking on his phone when he crossed the Beam's car..
Without minding Beam's business he keep driving.

But as he drove halfway to his univ, he got a call from Lam, informing him that their morning class is cancelled.

He groan in irritation, hiding his face with his large palm.

He didn't get enough sleep last night but still he get up early for this class..

Now this class is cancelled.!!

What a joke...

His day didn't start in a good way today.. As he didn't had breakfast and have enough free time now, he decide to treat his empty tummy with delicious food to lift his fallen mode.

With this intention he turned his bike bike to the right, opposite way to his University.

He is going to his favourite coffee shop,  'The Morning sunshine' a little far from where they usually eat. 

Its was a small coffee shop, but their service is good along with tasty foods.
Its gives you a warm feelings..

"Hello P'Forth, long time no see.. " the female staff said as he went to order his food.

Forth smile and greet her. He knows almost every staff here as he come here whenever he got a chance. After a little chit-chat and finish ordering, he left her and went to sit on his favourite seat, from where he can see the busy street.

He narrowed his eyes when a familiar car come into his sights.

He was not sure whether this is the same car he is thinking or not because the car stop at the expensive restaurant, opposite side of the small coffee shop he is sitting and its quite far...

So he walk out of the shops for a proper look and he instantly become 100% sure when the car's door open and Beam come out from the driving seat.

'He should be at the rehearsal Hall, what is he doing here..? ' Forth find himself thinking.

He also can saw that Beam bring the files with him too.

"N'Nim, cancel my order,I am leaving. I will come some time later. " Forth cancelled his order and run to the restaurant where Beam went. He didn't even wait for the staff replied anything.

Beam walk inside the restaurant, and search for the person who is waiting for him here.

He walk to the table where a person wearing black suit, who is much older than him already seated there.

The man immediately stand up when he realised Beam's presence.

"Good morning Young Master.. " he greeted politely.

" Morning Lee. You should stop calling me that. It's sounds weird from your mouth.. " Beam complaint.

" I can't. I was calling you like that since you were in diapers.. " Lee retorted with a small chuckle.

By that time Forth entered and take a seat on nearest table from Beam's table. He is sitting back facing Beam. Forth could feel what he is doing, he start stalking Beam too and is very wrong. Invading in to someone's personal space is not right but his curiosity got him hard this time. he can't hold his curiosity anymore.

" No.!! I was not.. " Beam retorts back with a calm tone. He so wanted to pout but he restrained himself. He doesn't want to sound like a spoiled brat. He is a grown-up man now. He needs to be professional.

He used to spoiled by Lee when he was still a baby. Beam's father recruit Lee as Beam's assistant since Beam was just 5 years old. That time Lee was a college student and in need of money. So he start working in Beam's house as Beam's babysitter but They called him Beam's assistant. After that he start learning about office work and finally joined Their company but he was still Beam's assistant.

Beam's father professionally trained him to assist Beam in the future. And Lee was the right person for that. Now Beam is working on the Hospital project,he don't need to tell anything twice to Lee.
Just one word from Beam and he will immediately start working on the matter.

" I already ordered your food young Master. " Lee inform him. Beam nod.

" Did the problem in village sloved already..?? " Beam enquired, even though he Knows very well is must be solved by now but he wants to make sure and he needs details too.

" Yes young Master. I sent some people as a relative of Mile and asked his son to go home for few days so that we can gourd him property and I send someone as a volunteer teacher and some of them as in forest department. Everything is under control. No need to worry.. " Lee exclaimed in confidence.

" Good.. How about the things I ask you to find out.. " Beam ask another question.

" I already find out everything.. He is from a middle class family. His father recently lost his job.his whole... " Lee stop in middle when the waiters come with their food.

They received the food and dismissed the waiter with a polite thank you..

" His whole family depends on the Father so now they are facing a hard time... All the other details are in this file.. " Lee continue and hand a Red file to Beam. Which the latter accepted with a nod.

" I already checked the tender. Everything is perfect. You can submit it... We will get the project this year again.I checked the other files too they are perfect except the proposal from the xxx company. I don't think their equipment is good enough.. Cancel the deal.. " Beam order as he gives those files which he carried earlier.

" Okay Young Master. " Lee response in a professional manner and place those files securely in the chair next to him.
They start their breakfast in silence.

" I should leave now. I am getting.... " Lee said standing up from his seat.

" Okay.. " Beam response.

" Have a nice day Sir.. " Lee bow his head a little to show his respect.

" You too have a nice day.. " Beam replied with a smile.

Lee walk away but return in a second.

Beam look at him with questioning eyes.

" Everyone is waiting for your 18th birthday sir.. " Lee said showing his unprofessional happy smile.

" I was waiting for 6 years for that. Lee " Beam mumbled with a sad smile.

Lee smile at Beam warmly and take his leave.

" What are you doing here...?? " Forth asked standing near Beam as soon as Lee exit the restaurant's glass door. That makes Beam startled a bid as he didn't expect to see him here.

" You should be on your Practice Hall at this time.. Do you really like to go late.. " Forth added before Beam response anything. He is now waiting for Beam to say something.

" I am having my breakfast and I already informed the cartographer that I will be late today..and no I don't like to be late. " Beam replied calmly. He wants to ask Forth back what he is doing here but knowing very well Forth will not gonna give him a straight answer, he dismissed the idea.

" What so important that you miss your 1 hour practice..?? " Forth asked looking sternly at Beam.. But Beam is not scared at all.

" I just had a important meeting and I am sorry I can't tell you the reason of this meeting as it is completely my personal matter.. " Beam response calmly.

"  Eat fast and join your group practice as soon as possible.. Don't be late. Today is the last day of practice.. "  Forth comments made Beam nodded his head as yes. After that Forth walk back to his table. Beam start enjoying his breakfast without minding Forth's presence.

**

" OK guys, that enough for now. Let's take a half an hour lunch break.. "

As soon as The choreographer announced a half an hour break, all kinds sigh in relieve. They are tired and hungry.
While everyone is going outside to fill their belly. Beam and Wayo sit down on the stage floor and look at Phana in the middle of the crowd, who is coming towards them with two bottles of water.

Today is the last day of practice, so all the sophomore Moon and Stars are presence make the Hall room look crowded. They received the water and gulped down instantly.

"You guys are okay.. Can you walk or you want me to bring your food here... " Phana asked in concerned,looking at their tired face..

" We don't have that much time Phi.. We will come with you... " Wayo response getting up from his place. Phana nodded.
But has no plans to go with the unofficial couple.

" You two go first. I don't want to disturb your lovely moments... I will eat at the canteen. " Beam refused to go with them.

" But Beam.... " Phana started but Beam didn't let him finished.

" You have promised me something Phi.. Don't forget that.. " Beam  him about the promise he made to Beam. He is using the Promise against Phana very wisely now a days..

Phana Sighed and left the place.. He was thinking to bring some food for Beam, in case Beam don't eat properly.

Phana told Beam before handed that they will not gonna get full hour for lunch today, Beam asked Kit go to Engineering for Lunch without him. So now he is going to eat alone.

Everyone leave the hall, only Beam left alone with few staff members and Forth who is busy checking some papers for tomorrow's events.

" Beam..!! " The moment Beam step out from the stage, he was welcome in a bone crushing hug by someone. He doesn't even get the time to see that person's face...

That loud sounds earned Forth attention too.. He look up from the papers and observe the two figure glued with each other..

Beam eyes widen when the person let go of their hug.

" P'Tum what are you doing here...??? " Beam exclaimed in surprised. He didn't imagine to see Tum here.

" I miss you thats why come here to see you. " Tum answer grinning widely at Beam. But his grinning doesn't last long as he soon hissed in pain when a hard smake landed on his head..

He glared at the culprit who is behind his pain.

" You never miss me whenever I went home but you didn't saw him just for one day and you come this far from your university.. " Alex exclaimed in disbelief.

" Yes because I like Nong Beam and I don't miss you because you are not cute like Beam and you always complain about My awesome Music. "  Tum replied.

" They are not Awesome, they are dangerous for my health.. " Alex retorted.

" See you are doing it again.. " Tum exclaimed.

" I'm telling the truth.. " Alex shrugged..

"  Fine.. If you hate my music that much, then you will not gonna like the food I bought right..?? " Tum asked showing the plastic bag full with food.

" Who want you food.. " Alex said.

" OK.. Let's go N'Beam. We have lots of Food to finished.. " Tum exclaimed winking at Beam..

" It's from your favorite café by the way.. " He added again.

" Hey give me my food.. " Alex grabbed Tum forearm when the latter about to walk out.

" You said you don't want it.. " Tum smirk.

" Ai'Tum, I will throw your secret robots from my room.. " Alex warned.

Beam laugh at their childishness.. This two cousin is always fight with each other whenever they got a chance.
While Beam was enjoying the silly fighting between the Two cousin.. Forth was fist his hand in anger. He walk towards the trio.

" Hey,No outsiders are allowed here.. " Forth said sternly look directly at Tum.

" He is not outsider, he is my brother.. " Alex said glaring at Forth..

" He is not from this University.. " Forth said to Alex.

" So what Phi.. He is my friend. He come here to see me. There is nothing wrong.. Why are you become angry unnecessary.. " This time Beam answer to Forth not so sweetly. He can tolerate Forth harsh treatment towards him but he can't allow the older person to insult his guest.

Forth doesn't expect for Beam to talk back with him.. He glare at Beam furiously..

Sensing the tens atmosphere, Tum decided to step into the conversation. This whole topic is about him anyway.

"Hey! Brother.. I bring food for Beam. So why don't you consider me as a delivery boy... " Tum said calmly. He doesn't want his cousin or Beam to have any problems with this angry guys...

" Let's go Phis.. I am hungry. " Before Forth retorted anything Beam walk outside dragging  Both Tum and Alex with him. He can't understand why Forth creating a scene just for a simple matter.

" Why you bring Food Phi.. We could just eat at the canteen.. " Beam asked when they settled in a bench.

" I thought they will not give you enough time to buy food.. Last year this idiot miss his breakfast and lunch both.. And I have to carried him to his bed when he went home lifelessly.. " Tum comments showing his left index finger on Alex.. Alex nodded totally agreed with Tum this time... Beam chuckle.

" Besides Alex mention last night that he is missing his fav cafe's food. So I thought it will be good to treat you guys lunch.." Tum added.

"Thank you Phi.. " Beam exclaimed with a bright smile.

" Eat up.. You don't have much time left.. " Tum said earning another beautiful smile from Tum.

" Did you miss your class to come here.? "  Beam questioned again.

" No, our last class before lunch got cancelled So I come here.. " Tum replied with a smile.

After that Beam stop asking questions and start digging the delicious food.

"  So you will leave now..? " Beam ask to Tum once they finished all the food.

" I want to stay and watch you practicing but I don't want that senior of you to get mad at me more... " Tum said chuckling, remembering Forth angry stare at him.

" You can stay Phi if you want to. No one can asked you to go. " Beam exclaimed seriously.

" It's OK Nong.. I was just kidding. I have a class to catch.. So I will see you tomorrow.. " Tum said with a smile.

" You will come tomorrow.. " Beam asked excitedly.

" Of course, My first student is going to perform on the stage. How can I miss to witness it.. " Tum replied proudly.

" He is not your student you stupid.. "  Alex said.. Throwing water on Tum's proud.

In exchange, Tum stuck out his tongue to annoyed Alex.

Beam laugh again. This Two cousins always make him laugh whenever they are together.

After bidding good bye to Tum, Alex and Beam return to the hall. They reached at the correct time when the practice was about to start.

All the time of practice Beam didn't spare a single glance towards Forth. Not even when they finished their all the practice.

"So Kids... Today is your last day practicing here..and your journey is going to meet the end by tomorrow. You are all ready for the war. Give your hundred percent on stage..and most importantly, don't feel sad or disappointed if you fail to get the any Award. Just remember how much you enjoy while practicing.. Remember all the moment here.. And We are sorry if we went hard on you... But I did all this to make you ready for the war you are going to face tomorrow. " The cartographer close the speech.

All of the Moon and stars Thanked the staffs for taking care of them.. And one by one left..

As tomorrow is the final night, the staff asked the kids to go home early to have a proper rest.. They don't want the kids to look tired on the stage..

Just the staff and few sophomore Moon and star stayed for a meeting including Forth....

They finished the meeting in one and half hour with double check everything for the upcoming events. After making sure everything is fine they parted their ways.

Forth walk towards his bike lazily. Tomorrow will be the last day of his duty as a ex-runner up. After that he have to focus completely on the SOTUS.

from tomorrow, there will be no rehearsal here. From tomorrow there will be no dance practice, from tomorrow there will no whining kids, from tomorrow there will be no pouting lips. From tomorrow he can't come here just to see the cute face who has occupied his heart and mind all this time..... From tomorrow he can't feel the person's presence whenever he want.. From tomorrow everything will be as dull as before..

Forth released a deep sigh.. He is feeling he is loosing everything..

With a heavy heart, he climbed on his bike and start his journey to his dorm.

He frowned hard when he saw Beam is not went home yet..

He found Beam car parking in the side of the dark Road and Beam sitting on his car hood, focusing on his phone. The light coming from Beam's phone screen, which is brightening Beam beautiful face is the only source of light in the moment.

No a single person is there other than Beam.

Forth was already mad at Beam from the lunch break, seeing Beam's carelessness he becomes more furious.

He stop his bike and walk to Beam with a angry step..

"What the hell are you still doing here...?? " Forth asked angrily..

" Playing games... " Beam answer casually without looking at Forth's direction. He didn't surprised to see Forth in front of him suddenly .

" What the hell.. If you want to play games go home and play as much as you want to play.. Don't you know how dangerous it is to sit alone outside the car in this dark lonely Road.... " Forth yelled at Beam in frustration..

" I can't phi.. " Beam answer calmly, he didn't even flinched at Forth sudden outburst.... His all focus on his phone.

" What do you mean you can't. Who is stopping you.. And look at me when I am talking to you.. " Forth brust his anger on Beam again.

" oh ho phi... I lost the game because of you... " Beam whine..

Forth glared at him more..

Beam sigh...

" My baby is tired phi.. So I am waiting here.. " Beam answer. This time looking at Forth.

" Baby...?? " Forth asked confusedly.

" My baby.. This car..it's not starting. " Beam answer smilingly patted on the car hood.

" Then why didn't you sit outside. Don't you know it's not safe... " Forth said.

Beam frowned..

" Did you forget that I am a man phi.. I can protect myself. Nothing is going  happen to me.. " Beam said remembering Forth harsh words that night when he asked for a ride.

Forth got tongue tight..

" Come down.. Let me check what's wrong with your car... " Forth offers to help him.

Beam shook his head.

" Don't bothered yourself Phi... You can go first.. I am good here... " Beam politely denied Forth's help.

" I'm not asking you here.. I am ordering you... " Forth said sternly..

" Sorry Phi. I have some rules too. Just like you don't let anyone touch your bike, I also don't let any unprofessional person to touch my baby... "Beam replied calmly.

Forth Feel like Beam slapped him on his face with word. Feeling offended by Beam's word Forth bark at Beam.

" What so special in this car.. It's not a brand new car.. It's probably lunched Nine or Ten years ago.. "

" It's old car but gold for me... "  talking about the car, a warm smile spread on Beam's face.

" It's lunched when I was  Ten years old.. This is my Birthday gift from my Dad... " Beam said with a warm smile remembering those days. How happy he was when his father show him his new car.. He was dancing happily all around his house.

" Your dad gives you car when you are just Ten.. Is he for real.. " Forth exclaimed in disbelief.

Beam chuckle in response..

"  he was very excited for my birthday.. So when the new car come in the market he just bought it without thinking.. But my mom was very angry at him. She scold him for the whole month... " Beam laugh after saying that.

" You start driving since then...?? " Forth ask surprisely.

" No..Dad drive it sometimes when he dropped me at school but otherwise it stand safely in our garage. Dad offered a drive but I refused because I am very possessive for the things I love phi.. So when I get a license. I start driving my car... " Beam exclaimed..

" Oh... " Forth didn't comment anything after that. He can understand Beam emotions.

" Phi don't need to wait for me, you can go to the dorm.. The tow truck. Is coming to get the car.. " Beam said when he saw Forth still standing there..

" Who said I'm waiting for you.. I am here to take a fresh breath. " Forth replied.

" I am not.. " Forth started but stop in middle when a car suddenly stop in front of them. And a worried Alex run towards Beam.

" N'Beam, are you alright.. " Alex inquired scanning Beam's whole body.

" I'm fine Phi.. Don't worry.. " Beam response smiling at Alex.

" Sorry Nong. I left my phone at the dining and Ai'Tum locked me inside of his music room and forced me to listen his damn music.. " Alex explain why he can't received Beam's phone immediately.

" No problem Phi.. And slop talking bad about P'Tum's music.. He is very good singer.. " Beam support Tum.

" I know. But I I admit it in front of him he will be a proud ass on me... " Alex said.

Beam chuckle..

" Let's go then.. " Alex said.

" Phi can you wait for the Tow truck.. I don't left my baby here alone... " Beam said showing his puppy eyes.

" Sure.. " Alex agreed. Who can deny Beam's puppy eyes.

After a while the tow truck come and a young man step out from the truck to greet Beam.

" Sawadee khrap Young Master... "

Forth raised his eyebrows. Beam knows them too..??

" Sawadee khrap Phi... Please take care of my baby. I'm leaving her with you.. " Beam said. Which the latter replied a 'Yes'.

Beam went to his car and bring something with him..

" Here some snacks for you Phi.. I am leaving now.. "Beam put some snacks packet on the men's hand.

" Thank you Young Master... "  He replied. Beam nodded to him with a smile and walk to Alex car.

" Good night P'Forth," he said before entering Alex car and left the place..

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