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Sanjana's Pov
The plane ride wasn't the longest. I guess because of spending time with Rohan in his arms. I wanted to ask about who's call was there so he got annoyed but then again I decided against it. I don't want to ruin his mood. We got in the car. All decided to go by there selves so I and Rohan were only there in his car.
The car ride was silent, as I was Lil bit tied so I just close my eyes. He kept his left hand on my lap caressed up and down. My stomach flutter because of his touch. I fight to keep my smile to myself but it didn't help I think... because I heard him smirking. Even though the ride was silent, it was very comfortable.
His phone started buzzing but he ignored it. After 10sec again his phone started to buzz, he answered the call; "will talk to you later." He said to another person and end the call.
I was wondering if he is hiding something from me or if he doesn't think I'm worth to listen. The more I try to pull those thoughts the more they occupy my mind. It's making me crazy.
"Who was on phone?" I blurt. I know I should have kept my mouth shut but I can't.
He looked at him, "um... It was RM." Why RM is calling..like he is the personal secretary of him I know that. Like if Rohan has any personal work, RM is always there. And if he is calling Rohan now, there must be something up.
"Why?" I again blurt.
Oo god Sanjana! Can't you shut your mouth? My subconscious scold.
He again looked at me, I was waiting for him to answer. "You no need to know! It's none of your business!" He snaps. I was taken off guard over his answer. He never answered me in such a tone on such away. I was hurt! But didn't show him. His every word affects me, more than he knows.
I saw my house, so I didn't have to handle my outburst anymore. "Sorry! I didn't mean to say that!" He said, taking my hand in his. I'm upset more than to be angry. He could have said me, in a much more calm and soft way instead of talking like a jerk.
"It's okay!" I said, without looking at him, and pull my hand from his grip and opened the door. He too opened and came to my side. I pull out my bags. "You know I didn't mean to say that to you! Don't you?" He implored snatching bags from my hand.
I knew he didn't but! He doesn't know what it means to me. "I'm sorry okay!" He said, literally getting annoyed! But why?
"You apologize to me in such an annoyed tone. Then why are doing that; if you don't want to?" I fire back. Now I can't control it. Like he is apologizing like he is owing me.
"Why are you overreacting huh?" He said. I'm... I'm overreacting? Like yeah..maybe..but I'm not gonna admit that.
But he shouldn't have told me that! I turned back without answering him. I know I'm being stupid but I didn't like him speaking to me in a brutal tone. He could have simply told, "I don't wanna answer!" I could have understood him.
But yeah! I know on that answer too I would have created the scene just like how I'm creating it now.
He pulled my arm and force me to face him. "I'm sorry!" He said in a much calm tone than I expected.
"I'm sorry too! I shouldn't act like a kid now." I admitted.
"Yeah..you shouldn't!" He added and chuckled. I love this Rohan, who is always smiling.
I pushed him, slightly back. He laughed more this time. The real laugh! I love this sound. "Okay, okay. Come here!" He said, opening his arms. Without wasting a sec I hugged him tight.
"I like you!" He said in my hair. I giggled at his sudden confession, but I would be happier if the 'like' word would have changed into 'love'.
"Okay, now go in, get some sleep. I have worked so I want to go now!" He said, pulling me away so I can face him. I nodded and gave him small smile.
He kissed me on my forehead. "If you want I can take those bags for you!" He said.
"Um..no..it's okay!" I replied.
"I'm here, no need to worry!" Another male voice came from my back. And I knew who was it! My big brother. I turned back and he raised his eyebrow, looking at me, in Rohan's arms and then glaring at him. But Rohan didn't give a shit about my brother's glare. So basically it was my turn now to pull myself away from him; which I did.
My big brother came towards us and stand beside me. He again looked at me and then Rohan.
"Hie, myself Rohan," Rohan said, in a much more attitude tone, on which I was surprised.
"Hie, myself Abhishek; sanjana's big brother!" Of course he has to mention, that, he is my big brother so he can keep the upper hand on me as usual.
"Nice to meet you!" Rohan said, but now his voice is not like the previous one. He is trying to make impression on my brother. Is he? Like, it looks like that! Abhi gave a small smile to Rohan before he pick my bags. From behind my dad came a newspaper in his hand.
Everyone has to come now only!?
"Hey son, how are you?" My dad asked Rohan. Son? Seriously! From when did my dad become close to him. He greeted my dad and then talked about here and there. Then he invited Rohan to have dinner with us, on which he declined by reasoning his work! He also apologize for the same and promises, that he would make time and will come to have dinner with us. For me, it was slightly weird.
"So..!" Abhi asked when he kept my bags in my room!
"So..?" I repeated! I know about what he is talking but I wanted to ignore this! I don't why..like we aren't in the relationship..so I can't tell him what's our current relationship status. Indeed we do a couple things, like kissing, hugging, sleeping together (on the bed), wearing his clothes..and everything..but till now we didn't give any tag for our relation.
"You know very well about what I'm.." I cut him off by saying; "okay, okay, I know!"
"Good, so explain now!" I knew it. I knew he will act like a typical brother. That's why I don't want to talk. Like he will tell, how this is inappropriate to have a relation with such a type of guy who can't even say 'i love you or can't promise to have a future.
"At least can I take shower?" I sound much more in a pungent tone. He nodded.
"But after a shower, I want an explanation, right today itself before you go to sleep!" He threaten and shut the door leaving me alone in the room. I groaned much louder than I have to. I took my towel and storm into my bathroom. And relax my muscles under a hot shower. Making myself ready to suffer from his lecture.
After getting a half and hr shower I grabbed my shorts and a t-shirt. I went down and greeted my mom and dad. The table was already set. After one whole week I was doing dinner with my family, which I missed. We talked, asked me about my trip. I told them everything except sharing a room with Rohan and that worst night. After telling them my Goa trip story, I was silent coz the discussion went to sports in which I'm least interested.
I had my dinner and tried to go upstairs as fast as possible to ignore the 'talk' with my brother. He had a call from his office so I did had hope, he might not able to come.
After getting in my bedroom I texted Rohan..but didn't reply. I even call him but he didn't attend. I heard a knock and I groaned exactly knowing who was behind the door
"I thought, you will not come!" I said, giving my most fake smile.
"I told you, I'm not gonna leave until or unless you give me an explanation." Talking in a brotherly tone he handed me coffee.
"It will help you to keep your so-called attitude to yourself and answer all my questions honestly!" He added. I roll my eyes and seat on my bed, crossing my legs on one another. He took a nearby chair and sat in front of me, directly boring his eyes in mine, giving me a creepy gaze. I looked away because it was scaring me. I cleared my throat before speaking.
"Soo.. what you wanna know?" I asked in a low voice.
"Everything! First let me listen how much you are gonna tell me, if I'm not satisfied then I'll ask." It was my first time to hear his cold and way-serious tone. Like he had spoken with a cold tone..but this is way too different than that so-called cold tone.
"Okay then, I love him! And deeply fallen for him. We aren't in the relationship yet.. because.." I trail off.
"Because of what..and why?" He asked. waiting for my answer and keeping his deep, scary gaze on me.
"Because..he didn't Sayed those three word!" He looked surprised at my answer.
"Why?? He doesn't love you? Is he using you.." he said, really standing on his feet and raising his voice.
"No..noo..he is not..oo god.. would you just stop making a scene? Can we have a civil discussion? if not then let's stop!" I warned him, standing in front of him.
He took my words in conservation and took his seat back on the chair.
"Thank you!" I said, groaning and seating back on the bed.
"Shoot!" He said, how much attitude he has..how can Shramika handle her jerk boyfriend's ego?? God knows!!
"See, he had the worst experience in love life. He loved one girl during his college life, he gave everything..but she was only with him, because of his wealth, status and his family reputation. She ditches him on their engagement day by accepting his mother's offer.." I completed. I feel the pain in my heart while talking about this, By only telling his story. He has experienced it..how hard would be for him to digest this pain.
"Offer?" Abhi asked pulling me from my thoughts. I turned my attention to him.
"Yeah offer! His mom never liked that girl, so to check whether she is perfect for her son or not..she offered her two choices. 1. Becoming brand ambassador and a show stopper of every big fashion designer, with penthouse and cars and also with 1million dollars. And 2. Marry Rohan and cherish his love for her. But as she was greedy she chose the first option over rohan...soo from that day his trust in love has vanished." I completed the story.
"Oo..it's bad..but thus he loves you?" He asked, concern mentioned in his eyes. Of course after all I'm his Lil sis..he would be concerned about me.
"Yeah he..he do love me.. but he is not ready yet to confess!" I tell him. "He is scared Lil bit..and he had told me that he likes me. For me, it's enough." I defended him.
"Is he even going to confess?" I can tell, he is curious about my next answer.
"Yeah..he is..but need some more time. See Abhi. I understand him. Getting into a new relationship after experiencing the worst relation..it's hard. And I'm ready to wait for him..for my whole life." I said and I mean it. I can wait for him..for my entire life.
"Yeah. I know.do you love him?" He asked.. of course, he will. after seeing his Lil sis falling in love..like true LOVE he will be surprised.
"Yeah. I do. I love him from my bottom of my heart." I said, in a much more confident tone than I expected.
I release the breath.. don't know from when I held it. I closed my eyes to think about what my brother told me. He told me, that he is with me. He also told me, that Rohan is a nice guy....and if he tried to hurt me.. or cheated on me..he will kill him.
In short, he gave a big lec in his brother's tone. And I'm glad that he finally stopped and leave me alone.
Even though I hate him for giving me such a long boring lec; I love him even more than anything. He and I are like Tom and Jerry..we are annoyed by living with each other but can't live without each other. I think every bro-sis relation is the same!
I have shared every single detail of my life with him. Never lied or hide anything from him..even though it is worst. And same goes with him. He was always there for me.
Even though I love Rohan more than my breathing..but I even love more my brother. He has a very..very special place in my heart that can't be replaced. I have never told him, how much he meant to me..coz again his so-called ego will boost which I don't want to!
I checked my phone.. in case getting any reply from Rohan but; there's nothing. So I decided to put my clothes in my wardrobe. After cleaning and setting my clothes neatly I finally fall asleep.
I heard my phone buzzing at midnight. but I wasn't having the energy to pick up the call so I ignored it.
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"Charge yourself!" Deepika said, handing me a cup of coffee!
"Needed!" I replied. She winked at me and got back to her place. Today, so much work is there. I thought even after doing extra work before going on the Goa trip..now I wouldn't be having much work. but I was wrong. Being an assistant is much harder than I thought. Assistant's work never gets to end.
Today I didn't have lunch because Rohan was out for the meeting, with Ridhima ma'am so there was no need for me to go with him and he only told me to be in the office. And more than that I wasn't having an appetite.
From morning I at least drank 4 cups of strong coffee, which I think I overdose but was feeling much better. It was 4, so I went to make coffee for Rohan.
"Sir your coffee!" I said after getting permission to get in. Even though we have close relation..but in the office, he is my boss and that respect I should give him no matter how much he said to call him by his name. He gave me a smile which I returned.
After keeping his coffee I turned back to move, "candybar!" He called. I turned back.
"Today I'm not able to drop you... So can you go alone..like not alone I have told my driver to drop..but I'll be not there with you!" He said.
"Its okay..no need of a car to I can go by.." he cut me off by standing and coming towards me by saying; "Nah! I'm not going to leave you alone. You will be going in my car. No more discussion." In no-more-argument and soft tone he replied.
I smiled at him and went back to my work. After thirty minutes, one woman came. She was wearing a black thigh-length frock, her golden brown hair was curled perfectly with nude make-up. She was beautiful!! But was having soo much ego of her beauty.
"Excuse me! You can't go directly in!" I stopped when she ignored me. She pulled her sunglasses from her eyes and gave me her most fake appealing smile. I returned her.
"Oops sorry I didn't see you!" She said, trying to be innocent which I knew she isn't.
"Then you should!" I fire back. She gave me an attitude look, but I didn't give a shit to her.
"I'm here to meet Rohan!" Finally, she said.
Who is she?..and why she is there to meet Rohan? Does Rohan know her?
"Did you have an appointment with him?" I asked. She gave me her bitchy smile and replied yes.
"What's your name. I want to check." I asked in the least interested tone.
"You wouldn't be having my name in your schedule.. because he knows that I'm coming! And not for an appointment but we have a personal talk." For a sec. I was surprised..like why didn't he tell me about that.
She gave me one last witchy smile and went into his cabin.
Rohan's Pov
"What are you doing here?" I asked as Selena entered my cabin. She was looking bitch..but that's wasn't my business. She took a seat and put her bag on my desk.
"Remove that shit from my desk!" I pointed to her bag. No one is allowed to keep their personal belongings on my desk without my permission, except Sanjana of course.
She gave me a bitter look and put her bag on the floor. "Why are you here?" I asked, controlling my anger.
"To talk!" She replied.
"We had that yesterday..and I mentioned not to contact or show me your face again!" I said in a much low voice but made sure it was a hostile one.
"Yeah I know, yesterday your chance was there to speak and today mine." I wanted to push her out of my sight now itself. But how did she get in, like how Sanjana allowed her without asking my permission?
"How did you get in?" I asked. She smirked and then lean front to answer.
"I told your assistant." I know she is lying to me. I know Sanjana wouldn't allow her.
"Just tell me the truth!" I fire back.
"I lied to her!" She simply answers. I knew it.
"I don't have time, so get lost!" I said and went back to my work.
"I know and I'm not going to take your more time. See I love you..for you, I even left Rahul in college..just for.." I cut her off.
"I don't need to listen to your fucking story..so now get up, take your shit, and get lost." Now I raised my voice. Because even after telling her and giving a warning yesterday, today she again came to show her bitchy face. Because of her I even got pissed on Sanjana and made her upset.
"I can't live without you Rohan. I'm back from London only to marry you!" She continued. I scoffed and laughed at her comment.
"Marrying me? Seriously!" I asked her back.
"Of course Rohan.. because I love you," she said, desperate showing in her voice.
"In your dreams! In college, I told you..even yesterday and now I'm repeating it for the last time..so listen to it carefully. I'm not gonna marry you. I don't love you because I love someone else." I said.. banging my desk slightly but making sure to scare her. She jumps back Lil.
"Who? Who do you love?" She too raised her voice.
Now I'm losing my temper. I rubbed my temple and gave a reply. "Sanjana, the one who you met out"
She seems to take off guard. She looked out to have a glance at Sanjana.
"Now that you have seen her...so just get lost and never show me your damn fucking face." I continued.
"Fine! I'll see you!" I laughed at her.
"You and your dad are the same...I have told your dad..it same goes with you....see me from top to bottom..now just fucking get lost or else I will call security" I threaten her. She gave me one last glare and storm out, tapping her damn fucking heels loudly.
Sanjana's Pov
I saw that bitch coming out from Rohan's office...she was gone crazy I think.. because looking at her face I can tell that.. Rohan has insulted her very badly. But somehow I was happy. She glared at me and of course, I glared at her back...with the same intensity. She scoffed and went.
Priyanka and Akshay gave me puzzled looks on which I shrugged. I wanted to ask Rohan about this .but decided against it..and went back to my work!
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