Ashley's P.O.V
I pushed the front door open as hard as I could and stormed through the apartment with not one care for the furniture around me. After my mum had heard Zayn, she stormed away and then I couldn't find her. The boys were tagging along behind me, trying to catch up, the closest one was Harry and all he was doing was calling my name trying to make me relax.
"Ash he didn't mean it" Hr rested his hand on my shoulder when he was close enough.
I came to a stop and furiously twirled around to face him "I don't care Harry!" I snapped
"Just let her cool off" He tried to assure me that everything would be alright. I rolled my eyes.
"You and the boys may have accepted my past but I know my mum, and she won't"
"Don't jump to conclusions just yet" His voice still soft and gentle. He remained calm the whole time I was screaming at him and he didn't once turn his focus from my eyes.
I never payed any attention to his eyes before. They were so deep and green. They were amazing. I didn't realise that a smile had formed across my face, until it was noticed by Liam who was the first out of all the other lads to rush into the room
"Why are you smiling?" He winked. Why did he wink? It's not like I have feelings for Harry....do I ?
"Oh....erm...nothing" Snapping out of my gaze and coming back up to reality.
"Ash I am soooOOO sorry" Zayn ran in, pushing Harry out of the way and placing both his hands on my arms just below my shoulders.
I smiled, "It'll be fine"
I just decided that I should forgive Zayn, he didn't mean it. I know my mum will just need time to cool off. I am still upset because I just got her back and I am in no position to loose her again, but she will come around. She's my mother, she kind of has to love me regardless. I'll give her a cool in a few days..
"You changed your mind fast" Zayn laughed
"It was all Harry" I implied with a smile.
He looked over to Harry and gave him a thumbs up and wink. Harry rolled his eyes and giggled.
Why does everyone wink?
~*~
We all sat around the kitchen table. The boys were all on their phones, texting people, while I was sitting there, watching them. I have a phone, but since I have been on the run, I had to cancel my plan because I've had to be smart with the money that I have, my phone still views photos and takes photos, but I just can't text, and beside, who would I text? I lost everyone the minute I ran away.
"Lets do something fun" I broke the boys out of their anti-social state.
"Like what?" Liam laughed
It was as if Louis has a light bulb appear at the top of his head. He didn't wait to push the chair on the floor and run out the door. We all looked around slightly puzzled until he returned back a few short minutes later with bottles of alchool, glasses and small ones we could use for shots.
"Ash, I think you could use some of this" He raised a bottle of tequila with a smirk on his lips. "And besides, it will fun too" I started to have a wave of panic rush through me.
"Oh....um...I don't" I tried to get the message out that I don't drink. Well, it's not that I DON'T drink, it's that....I haven't, but I wouldn't tell them that.
"Pleassseeeeee" Niall came running to my chair and bent down on his knees begging. I laughed and after hesitation I decided 'why not'
I shook my head "I'm alright"
The boys faces dropped and then shrugged "You guys still can" I started and then stopped
"We know" Harry smiled. Truth is, I was kind of scared to try it in front of them, I didn't want to embarrass myself.
Liam and I were the only ones who weren't drinking, we were keeping an eye on the boys .
Louis was now drinking from the bottle, he didn't bother to pour it in a glass or a shot glass.
Harry was dancing around the room with Niall and Zayn was fighting Louis for the bottle.
"I think it's time we get them sobered up" Liam suggested and I highly agreed with him.
"I'll take Harry and Zayn, you take Lou" He started to head towards Zayn who was now laying on the floor, laughing.
How do I even handle someone who is drunk? I have never been in this situation before.
"Louis" I tugged on the bottle that was stuck in his mouth. He moved his eyes over to my face and took the bottle from his lips
"Ashleeeeeeey" My name dragged
He stood up, tumbling over the side of the table, I grabbed hold of his arm, helping him keep his balance. I moved his arm to around my shoulders and his arm wrapped behind my back.
I started to walk towards my bedroom, since there was no other rooms, the boys share Harry's room, and I thought it was better to keep them all away from each other when they are drunk. I would sleep on the couch while Louis was in my bed though.
I placed Louis on my bed and pushed him down, each time he was sit up like it was some sort of game.
"Louis!" I shouted growing impatient. I placed my hands on my hips and popping my right one out.
The door behind me was still open and Louis started to laugh with his hand overing his mouth.
"What?" I turned around to see what Louis was laughing at and Zayn was standing there with a bucket of water.
"Zayn" I paused, moving my attention to the bucket
"No- AHHHHHHHHH" He ignored my instructions and poured the water onto me from above my head. I was soaking wet. I tensed up and my cheeks went a bright form of red as Zayn ran out of the room laughing, I heard Niall's laugh from the distance. I turned to face Louis, with anger written all over my face. He stooped laughing.
He started to walk over to me, we were standing so that out chests were touching and we could fell each others breathing patterns, I backed away.
"You look sexy when your wet" He grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him again. Wrapping his arms around my waist with his hands positioned just above my bum. He titled his head in, closing the gap between our faces with his lips. I tried to fight the kiss off by keeping my lips tightly pressed together.
I pushed my head back, breaking free from his touch.
He placed his hand on my cheek, brushing the hair from my face away. "Ashley" He whispered, once again pressing his lips on mine.
He gently kissed the sides of my mouth, teasing me, and slowly bad him way to my lips, tugging on my bottom lip with his teeth, he returned back to the kiss, it started with no tongue, but soon enough he was asking me for permission by sliding his tongue against my lip. I didn't fight it, because I knew I wouldn't win, I granted him access and our tongues started to wrestle. The kiss was getting intense. He started to unbutton his top, not letting his lips break away from mine. I was well aware what was about to happen and I was scared. A million thoughts started to go through my mind.
I broke away from the kiss and looked to the floor.
"Louis" I whispered. I looked at him with wide eyes.
"I'll be gentle" He tugged at the bottom of my top and placing a gentle kiss on my nose.
I sighed, I guess I can just do it this time so that I can get myself ready for the next guy.
I looked up at Louis who was still waiting for my answer if I wanted to or not. I smiled and moved closer to him. He pressed his lips against mine and still not breaking from the kiss, pushed me down to the bed, my legs hanging off of the end.
~*~ Next day ~*~
I layed down on the bed, tangled in the blankets and in the hold of Louis. I took a deep breathe and remembered what I had done last night. I gave myself for the first time, to someone who was drunk and won't even remember what happened. I took advantage of him since he was the drunk one, and even worse, while we were doing it, all I could think of was Harry. That was when it hit me, I have feelings for Harry.
I looked over my shoulder to Louis who was breathing softly beside me. I wiggled out of oh his hold and quietly dragged myself out of the bed, my naked body still exposed.
"Oh my god" I whispered.
I heard a moaning coming from the bed, as the sheets moved around. I ran over to the door and slammed it shut
"LOUIS!" His eyes snapped open and traced my body.
"Ashley..." I rolled my eyes
"Please you have seen much more then just a naked me"
"I know, I remember that part" We looked at each other awkwardly.
Louis slipped on his jeans and grabbed his shirt that was on the other side of the room before exiting my bedroom. I bounced on the bed sighing in disbelief. I shook my head before resting it in the palm of my hands.
"I can't believe I just did that" I whispered.
Harry's P.O.V
"Goodmorning!" I chirped as I walked into the lounge room. Niall, Liam and Zayn were already sitting there. Niall and Zayn were sipping from a cup of coffee, trying to cure their hangover, surprisingly, mine wasn't at all bad, just a light headache, which was easy to handle.
"Where's Lou?" I asked, sitting on the floor in front of Liam.
"Ash must have left him in her room, she was looking after him last night" Liam implied. I faked a smile.
Louis appeared behind me and tapped me on the shoulder, giving me a fright. He laughed and playfully nudged my shoulder. We sat down beside the rest of the boys on the couch. Lou was beside me, but he was hardly talking to me, he didn't even look at me. Every time I turned to face him, he would ignore me and look the other way, I have never seen him act like this before.
"Haz?" Zayn broke my thoughts, "Are you ok?"
"Oh yeah...I'm fine" I faked a laugh and shifted the position I was sitting in.
"I'm going to go find Ash" I broke away from the conversation and the awkwardness between Louis and I, was it possible that something happened between him and Ash?
"Ash?" I knocked at her door and not long after, the door was opened.
"Hey" A smile instantly grew on her lips.
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure what's up?" Her voice trying to find strength in what she was saying.
"Do you know what's wrong with Lou?"
"Um"
"I mean, he won't talk to me"
"Sorry Harry, I don't know what's wrong with him" She sat down on her bed and patted the spare spot next to her, asking me to sit with her. I sighed.
"And also" I paused, looking down to my feet "Did anything happen with you guys?"
There was a pause to which felt like a million years.
"kinda of" She finally spoke. I looked at her with a confused look written clearly on my face. She sighed and placed her hand on my knee which sent shivers down my spine.
"We ... you know" I could hear the pain in her voice when she spoke. It took me a few moments to process what I had just heard before I took a deep breathe in trying to hide my hurt with a smile, but she could see right through my act.
"Harry" She turned my face to face her, and I pushed it out of her hand.
"Ashley I like you ok? and it was clear when I tried to kiss you" I snapped back at her, "and you shouldn't have taken advantage of Lou" I didn't give her a chance to answer, instead I stormed out of the room.
Louis's P.O.V
Niall and I were sitting down casually laughing to ourselves when I felt a hand grip the side of my shirt and swing me to face them. It was Harry, and he was mad. I knew that he had found out.
"HOW DARE YOU!" The room grew quiet and was filled with Harry's angry breaths.
"Woah man calm down" I grabbed his hands and pulled them off of my shirt as I backed away from the couch. He followed after me. His cheeks red and his fist clenched beside him.
"YOU KNEW HOW I FELT!" He pushed me up against the wall, once again grabbing my shirt.
"I could just hit you right now!" He yelled again
"I'm sorry! I was drunk"
"That's no excuse Louis!" He realised me and started to breathe heavily
"You betrayed me!"
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