Kao
"Let's do it!"
I swallowed dryly as I bravely looked at Pete in the eyes.
I really have no idea what came over me but I was all hyped up and convinced that I knew what I wanted at that moment.
My adrenaline was rushing that I was both feeling cold and hot in the face when it suddenly fell off all dumb and frozen when I heard what Pete replied.
"Do what?-oh, snorkeling you mean? But it's almost sunset. You told me earlier you didn't want to that's why I went alone."
I blinked at Pete before I face palmed.
Maybe this is a bad idea.
Maybe I shouldn't have asked him in the first place.
<Earlier>
"Don't forget your ring."
I rolled my eyes at Pete as I reached for my bag on the backseat and perused it for my ring.
"I know."
I looked at his left hand on the stirring wheel and there I saw a silver band around his ring finger that was identical to mine and I couldn't help but scoff inwardly.
So much for high hopes and pretense.
"Ready to face the family!??"
I heard Pete asked but I just looked at him before I got off the car without a word and walked straight to the entrance without looking back.
A few moments after, Pete was already walking beside me with both our bags in tow.
He has his on his right hand while mine was on his left shoulder but I was not in the mood to swoon at him.
I jus did so earlier and look what it got me.
Self loathing.
For being so stupid!
"What's up with you?"
Pete asked as we made our way towards where our families were waiting as per the information we got from the reception.
"Are you okay?"
He asked me again but I just looked at him before I went straight to walking out on him that I faintly headed him commented.
"No! You. Are not!"
No shvt Sherlock!
How can I be okay with what you just did you jerk!
I groaned inwardly as I remembered what happened earlier in the car.
"I'm just being honest. As I always am when I'm with you."
I blinked at Pete.
The smile I had on faded the moment I heard what I said.
My face felt hot and I could almost hear my heart beating.
What the bell is happening!?!
"Ha.Ha. Haha."
I meant to laugh at him to lighten the mood but even in my own ears, the laugh sounded strained and forced and yeah stupid.
But Pete didn't seem to mind as he continued smiling and even wriggling his eyebrows at me over the steering wheel that I felt jumpy all the more.
What the hell!
But why do I feel like smiling!?!
Ahhhh!!!
I looked around for something to distract me from my heart that's beating crazily and from Pete who's smiling blindingly that I fixed my eyes on our purchase at the rearview mirror that I carelessly turned around and grabbed anything I could get my hands on when the extra bag I saw Pete holding from the stop over earlier fell and all it's contents scattered on the car floor.
My eyes widened and looked up at Pete.
"What the hell are these!?!"
I squealed at him.
"What!?!"
I scooped the content back to the paper bag and showed it to Pete.
I raised my eyebrows at him as he eyed the bag with two boxes of condoms and three 50ml bottles of lubricant inside.
"Why do you have these!?!"
I asked in gritted teeth and slapped him on his shoulder but the jerk could only laugh and gaped at me.
"What are you doing stop I'm driving!?!"
He glared at me chuckling.
"Why do you have these!?!"
I glared back at him as slumped the bag at the back seat.
"Why do you think!?!"
The jerk was still being cocky and I couldn't help groaned loudly for him to hear.
"I thought you said you won't ask me to sleep with you anymore!?!"
That was what he told me yesterday and even if I was not that ecstatic as I hoped when he said I didn't know why-I somehow felt relieved with the idea.
"Yeah."
Pete replied with a shrug and that was when it dawned on on me.
"And-? Huh. Wow!"
Those things weren't for me-us at all.
"Okay. Haha. Great."
The reason why he no longer wanted to have anything to do with me was because he already found someone to do it with.
Was it the lady from earlier?
Or those university girls?
Or maybe few others whom I had no idea about!
Huh!
That was why he was being so nice to me these past few days!
And here I am swooning what a stupid little dumbo that I am.
Jokes on me apparently.
"What!?!"
Pete furrowed his brows at me when I silenced.
"What!?!"
He coaxed me but I couldn't utter even a word.
I felt so stupid and tired and-Kao, what a way to welcome your twenties!
"Nothing."
I said and cleared my throat.
I felt like choking and my chest seemed to tighten.
"I'm sleeping, don't disturb me."
That was the last that was spoken between the two of us until we arrived at the resort few minutes after.
"-Kao..."
I blinked at my mother in law who was smiling at me as I got off from my trance.
"Huh?"
I looked at everyone at the table.
"I'm sorry, mom, come again!?!"
I asked as I sat straight.
I was sitting next to Pete on my right.
But I'm not looking at him.
"Is there anything else that you would want!?!"
I looked at the table with all sort of dishes and I thought it we were in for up until dinner.
We were at the resort's restaurant where our parents were waiting to welcome us with a late breakfast.
They arrived at the resort last night and have told us how they already had a taste of the resort's night life.
They even had a double date to welcome my birthday as with all the snaps they sent me which I exchanged with mine.
My mother even asked me why Pete wasn't with me at the karaoke and I just had to tell her that it was exclusive for my friends only and that I didn't want them to get intimidated by Pete which she thankfully understood.
Only, I thought, I should have just told her that maybe Pete was somewhere busy finding himself someone to hook up with instead.
"Oh, no! No! It's alright. I guess."
I said as I tried to be in the mood for the mea and catching up with both sets of parents.
"Oh, great! So shall we start?"
I nodded at my father in law.
"Hmm."
I hummed and we started our brunch.
And basically our day.
We caught up with each other and I was the center of attention answering my in laws and their random questions ranging from our married life to that of the school and some auxiliary questions as Pete did with mine.
At around ten, we went and did dolphin watching and had our lunch at the bee farm right after we visited the bee cultivation center.
In all of those times, I was with both my mothers talking and chatting with them that I somehow forgot my dilemma or whatever the hell I was feeling at the moment until Pete and I were directed to our villa just next to where both our parents were staying.
We bid goodbye to our parents after lunch as they'd want to take a rest from all the walking we did from the farm which I was thankful for because I myself wanted to rest too.
I was feeling really unnecessarily tired as the hours passed by.
"Kao, do you want to go snorkeling? I heard from a crew earlier that they have just a spot."
I looked up at Pete who was busy with his stuff from the bed where I was lying, my feet dangling.
It was actually the first time since we arrived that he talked to me.
And I meant to talk back but I remembered those stuff I saw and threw at the back seat of his car and him using it with others and a sudden surge of annoyance enveloped me that I turned to my front and shut him off instead.
"Kao!?!"
He called out again.
"No! I don't want to! Leave me alone!"
I whined and was almost shouting.
Good thing I hurried half my face on the bed.
"Are you sure? They said it's awesome!"
I quickly turned to face Pete with an annoyed expression.
He's too carefree today that I was very much convinced he's finally found someone to sleep with already.
Right on my post birthday bet away the audacity!
"Just go! Will you!?!"
Pete stared at me before he shrugged.
"Okay."
That and he made his way out of the villa as I groaned loudly.
Ahhhhh!!!!
I hate this!
Whatever this is!
I was groaning and wiggling and punching on the bed when I froze as I saw Pete back inside our room again looking confusedly at me.
"Why are you back!?!"
I asked to save face as I tried to straighten up.
"I'm just changing my shirt. Go on, don't mind me."
"Changing your shirt? I thought you're going snorkeling?"
He nodded as he took off his white oversized T-shirt and pulled a grey singlet form his bag.
"Yeah."
He said as he threw his used shirt at me which I quickly discarded and left without a word.
A few seconds after I tried convincing myself that his shirt still smelled so good even after wearing it for almost the whole day-and failed, I decided to go out by the porch which was facing the beach to check on him but not before I opened the fridge for something to eat as Pete left my chips in the car.
I thought I wanted chips too but I saw those freshly cut fruit tidbits and decided to go for the bowl of pineapples and sashayed outside.
And just as expected, from afar, Pete was surrounded by bikini clad women.
There were at least five of them and there's no way that was snorkeling!
I narrowed my eyes at the sight as I chummed on my pineapples as Pete continued to entertain the ladies few more minutes before someone approached them and they finales swam to a deeper part of the ocean and I finally saw them doing actual snorkeling but not with the ladies obviously trying to get a piece of Pete!
I rolled my eyes.
And rolled it again before I decided to finish of my pineapples and went back inside the villa only to pace back and forth by the bed and went back to the porch yet again.
Pete was still doing his thing and it's obvious that it was the only thing he cared about at the moment.
As for the girls he was with, I didn't think it's the case.
Seriously though, why Pete!?!
What's good about him!?!
I sighed and shook my head when my brain automatically answered my question on its own.
Fine!
Pete is okay.
I mean, he has his days but-ugh! Why am I even!?!
"You know what, Kao, just sleep, okay? Take a rest, maybe it's all the pineapple punches and iced teas making you crazy today. Right."
I told myself loudly as I made my way back inside and went straight to bed.
"Sleep. Sleep. I should sleep."
I chanted as I closed my eyes only to sat up so quickly when I ended up picturing out Pete on the bed, and couch and on a beach chair getting all steamy with too many faceless people.
"What the fvck!!!"
I muttered as tan my hands on my face.
I needed to get a grip.
I told myself as I made my way towards the bathroom and washed my face which ended up with me taking a shower.
I should keep my head clear.
What is wrong with me!?!
I closed my eyes again and there's the thoughts again.
And I'm not liking it!
It's seriously annoying that the thought of me being annoyed at it!
What the hell!
He can't be sleeping with anyone else!
I don't want him to.
I stared at myself on the mirror as I bit on my lower lip.
Guess there's just one thing I needed to do to keep it from happening.
I'm not so sure if it's a good idea, but it was all I could think about at the moment.
A couple of hours after, Pete came back from his snorkel and went straight for a shower as I waited fidgeting by the bed.
Am I really gonna do this!?!
I asked myself yet again and again until the door to the shower opened with a half naked Pete with only a towel around his waist.
By then, I'm already accustomed to his half naked body as he kept parading it back at his place lately.
The thing is, I was unusually nervous at the moment.
I heaved loudly which made Pete turned towards me from his bag.
I bit on my lower lip some more.
It's now or never Kao.
I told myself as Pete continued to look at me with a questioning look.
I swallowed dryly before I heaved another sigh and stood up.
I'm doing this!
Yes I am!
So help me heavens!
I clench my fist as I stood up from the bed which surprised Pete.
"Let's do it!"
I swallowed dryly as I bravely looked at Pete in the eyes.
I really have no idea what came over me but I was all hyped up and convinced that I knew what I wanted at that moment.
My adrenaline was rushing that I was both feeling cold and hot in the face when it suddenly fell off all dumb and frozen when I heard what Pete replied.
"Do what?-oh, snorkeling you mean? But it's almost sunset. You told me earlier you didn't want to that's why I went alone."
I blinked at Pete before I face palmed.
Maybe this is a bad idea.
Maybe I shouldn't have asked him in the first place.
"What!?!"
I closed my eyes and shook my head at him.
This is embarrassing and stupid really.
"Oh, how about we go for a night dive? If we take on a quick lesson maybe we can do it tomorrow night with the trainer."
And yet I'm told Pete is brilliant!
How can he be so clueless!?!
"Actually, maybe, if we check it out now, maybe we can do it later this evening, how about that? Shall we go and see? I heard so many good-."
Pete continued mumbling and I was a getting more annoyed that I carelessly blurted something out.
"Let's have sex! Let's do it!"
I bit on my lower lip when Pete regarded me.
Blinking.
"What did you say?"
I rolled my eyes at him.
"You heard me!"
I saw him nodded as he advanced towards me.
"Yeah, but maybe I heard it wrong? Can you say it again?"
Well, since I'm embarrassing myself anyway.
"Let's have sex!"
I told him in the eye but the jerk just married his eyes at me.
"You mean-?"
I rolled my eyes yet again.
This guy is so annoying!
"Yes Pete! I mean sex! Let's do it!"
The guy was quite for a while.
He just stared at me.
"Are you-are you sure!?!"
He asked after a while.
"I mean, you were so-!"
I didn't give Pete the chance to finish his sentence as I crossed the distance between us and pulled him in for a kiss.
He was surprised.
As I was.
That I couldn't even move my lips on his even if I wanted to.
I'm not really an experienced kisser that's a fact.
I only had ever kissed him in my entire life but I already did it with him twice and I thought, I can somehow pull it off but at that moment, my mouth wasn't cooperating that I decided to pull away only for Pete to hold my head and pushed it even deeper with his as he started kissing me.
I groaned in surprise but it wasn't for long before my lips started to move and I was kissing him back.
Everything happened so fast that before I knew it, I was already pinned to the wall with Pete trailing kisses from my face down my neck as I could feel his hands all over me while mine was ruffling through his hair as I moaned in his every touch.
"Wait! Wait! Not here!"
I said in between gasps.
"What!?!"
Pete asked right before he went from my neck to my mouth yet again.
"Not here. We can't do it here."
Pete's lips stilled on my jaw before he stood up and looked at me.
"Kao, you're not funny."
He said to me seriously.
"I don't meant to be."
And I was being honest.
"You just agreed to have sex with me!"
Pete glared at me.
"Yes I did!"
I halted back.
"I do! But not here!"
Really, I should have been more to Pete before I jumped straight to his arms and let myself get drowned with his kisses.
"That was just- we'll do it on the bed."
Pete motioned for the bed before us and I didn't know whether to laugh or what.
"Not on the bed either. Or the sofa! Or anywhere. Not here! We can't have sex with our parents in the next rooms."
I told him.
"We are a villa away!"
I closed my eyes.
I know that.
But the thought still made me uncomfortable.
"Still! I can't look them in the eye if we ever have sex with them just next door!"
Pete rolled his eyes at me and groaned exasperatingly.
"They already think we're having sex."
He glared at me and said in gritted teeth.
"I don't care!"
I glared back at him.
It's easy for him to say stuff like that because he's the one who has way much experiences.
"Fine! Shall we get a more private room!?!"
Should we!?!
"No!"
I shook my head.
I just know I'll be walking really funny after we do it.
I can't deal with that embarrassment at an unfamiliar place.
"Let's just do it maybe back in the city?"
The house is all for ourselves after all.
"Tomorrow?"
Maybe we could go back earlier and then I take the Monday off.
Right.
"Oh, Kao! You're unbelievable!"
Pete groaned before he took me by surprise and tackled me to the bed.
"Pete!!!! No! I said not here! Heyyy-ahhh!!!"
I was protesting and yelling at Pete as he pushed me into the bed with my bum on the edge and he started kissing me back on my neck.
"Pete-!"
I was not able to finish what I had to say when we started kissing yet again and I felt Pete's hands on my body getting lower and lower until it stoped on my crotch and I just had to give out a loud lascivious moan when he started touching me over my pajama.
"Pete-ah!"
I moaned when Pete started kissing me on my chest down just pulling my shirt up for his access as he trailed his kisses lower and lower while his hands were busy stroking me.
"Ssstoppp-ahhh-I can't-ahh!"
I tried to push his hands away that was now on to pulling my pajamas off of me but instead of stopping, Pete just smirked over my stomach and went to finally freeing my erection that I groaned in embarrassment as I pulled a pillow and drove it on my face.
I heard Pete chuckled before he pulled it away and kissed me on my mouth again as he started stroking me bare.
"Pete!!!"
I was both moaning and pleading as I felt his hand around my erection while his mouth was on mine.
I've touched myself before and had gotten off just fine but it never felt as good as when Pete was massaging me with his hand that I somehow forgot what embarrassment felt like and had just languidly gave in to the feeling of Pete stroking me in ways I never knew could make me feel like this.
"Ahhh! Yes! Ahhhh!"
I panted and whimpered when I felt him squeezed me a little only for my eyes to fly open.
I instantly sat up to look down on him kneeling on the floor as he took me in his mouth.
"Pete!-ahhh!"
I jolted a little when he started scaling me from top to bottom with his skilled tongue and I could only threw myself back on the bed when I felt him licked me on my tip and started sucking.
"Oh my--ahhhh!!! Shvt!!! AhhhhhHaaa!!!"
I sat up again as he held me by my hip and I couldn't help but tugged at his hair not sure whether I was pulling or pushing at him as he continued his sweet torture down on me until I finally felt that familiar spasm building up inside me.
"Coming! Ahh! Pete! I'm coming!"
I was pushing at Pete fearing that I might prematurely cum while he was still around me but he just kept on doing wonders with his tongue on my tip before he gave me once last suck and topped me.
He smirked before he took my mouth to his again while he continued massaging me until I felt that familiar surge taking over me that I had to push Pete a little for me to let that groan out and I came loudly on his hand.
I was panting and heaving as I continued to convulse with Pete guiding me with his hand.
Head empty.
"What was that!?!"
I asked loudly but to no one in particular.
I just had one exhilarating orgasm from a head given to me, I believe I'm allowed to be disoriented for a moment.
And I was.
Not until I closed my eyes and continued panting and had Pete leaned down on me and whispered.
"Just giving you a taste of what you'll be missing if you continue playing hard to get."
I swallowed dryly and looked at him smirking at me.
Playing hard to get!?!
Damn if I will!
I thought to myself before I pulled Pete in for another kiss which he eagerly responded.
The hell did I wait this long for!?!
A/N
Hey loves! Almost 4K words. HAHAHAHA!So yeah! Oral sex is still sex and I'm on to frustrating you all for the weekend.😝 Haven't throughly checked this one so forgive the lapses. Will get to edit this once I'm free. For now, comments alright?😉
Will be back in two days. Stay safe everyone!😘
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P.S. Really, how was it? It's been so long since I wrote something like this so I need your honesty. 🙏