Here I am, standing in the middle of nowhere
Living in this terror hoping it's a nightmare
I'm staring at the sky
Asking myself why did I lie
Broke the love, broke the fragile
Here I am, paying the price and fighting this battle
The trauma of the past made me lose
But nobody knows, no one has a clue
Kept it for myself so I don't lose you
Now you're gone but still don't know the truth
But I can't blame you that you chose to leave
Nobody could be madder at me than me
I know you'll never trust me
I've brought this to myself
But if only I could turn back time
I would fix everything and make you mine