Behind the smile

By Senseigotthesauce

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My pen is my release It's an orgasm to my soul -A collection of poetry and articles about my personal exper... More

Prelude
Dedication
Poetry- First phase: My Dear Melancholy
Nobody understands
Whispers
Conversation
Terrific journey
Dark was the only light
Behind these walls
3 AM
Devil and Angel
Demons inside me
Echoes of silence
Terror
Useless emotion
Numb
Melancholy
Daily battle
The haunting
Lonely
Why?
Fake friends
Faith
Alone again
Heartless
Wasted times
The town
I wasn't there
Masquerade
In the night
Escape to the morning
Wonderland
Insomnia
Universe of my thoughts
Second phase: 13
It's all my fault
Broken place
If you let me in
Back in time
Is it too late?
Can't let you go
Last dance
Wish you were here
Moonlight
After hours
Tears in the rain
Paper and pen
Sad melodic hours
Would you listen?
Saya
Sensei
Missing puzzle piece
X
Third phase: Trauma
Red & Blue
Mistakes
Secrets
Filthy liar
Mixed Emotions
The foreigner
Time travel
Living in the past
The child in me
Fourth phase- The world we live in
You are a man
"It's your fault"
Ugly
Pointing hands
They
What if
Fifth phase- Recall
Darkroom
The End
Articles- First phase: Mental health
Depression
Mood swings
Bipolar disorder
Anxiety
Autism
Schizophrenia
Phobia
Anger issue
Body image
Eating disorder
PTSD
Personality disorder
ADHD
Insomnia
Second phase: Social and personal issues
Childhood trauma
The house
Body shaming
Bias
Judging
Bullying
Social Media
Modern-day Romeo and Juliet
Women in our society
Toxic Masculinity
The mask we wear
Loneliness
Fake friends
Haunting past
Melancholic songs
Mistakes
Trust
You made it!!

The day we met

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By Senseigotthesauce


The day we met is one I'll never forget

The way you caught my eyes

Was like a vixen oh so sly

The day we met is one I'll never regret

You looked so nice

You seemed to be shy

Days went by

And you became the love of my life

Our love journey was early

But it seemed like a century

I claimed you so proud and openly

I gave you my heart because you were trustworthy

Your smile was the source of my energy

When times were rough

I made sure I held you close to me

The sensation of love exists in your arms

Keeps me warm, keeps me away from harm

Nobody ever made me fall in love

With this amount of touch

But you taught me how to feel

When nobody ever would

And you taught me to love

When nobody ever could

I loved you as you are

And you loved as I am

I know our love was too young

But time will tell if we're meant for each other

I made mistakes, I did you wrong

Now you are in a good place where you suppose to belong

I know things never will be the same

Time we lost will never be replaced

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