*the next day*
BELLAS POV:
i close my locker at the end of the day to be greated by max.
"sup babe" he said going for a kiss.
i kiss him back.
i smiled, he's in a good mood.
i just didn't like the eyes i felt on me.
"come over at my house tonight?" he asked.
"sure, what time?" i asked.
"8 9 whenever you want" he said.
"sure" i said with a smile.
"alright see ya" he said walking away.
"what was that about" tommy's voice popped out of nowhere making me jump.
"you scared me" i said pushing his shoulder.
i walk away smiling.
i hop in my dads car looking at the window smiling hoping we have a cute date night or movie night or something i was so excited.
*a few hours later*
i put on a quite little dress.
i told dad that i'm going with tommy, he agreed after begging.
tommy dropped me off.
"be careful" he said.
"thanks t" i said hopping off his car.
i knock on his door as his mom greets me.
"hey" i said smiling at she just moves out the way without saying anything i reply with a thank you and she just nods.
our relationship isn't that close but she seems nice.
i go up to his room as i knock on the door.
"come in" he said.
we decided to watch a movie. i loved the trailer so i was pretty excited.
15 mins into the movie he starts touching my thigh.
i thought he just did it as in a cuddly way but he turned around and kissed me, aggressively.
we started making out. he starts to remove my the strap so of my dress as i tried to back away but he grabbed my thighs and pulled me closer. i tried to get out of his grip. when i finally did he said "what?" in a mad tone.
"i'm not ready" i said.
"we've been dating for 3 months" he says aggressively.
"i didn't know there was an expiration for "when should couples fuck" " i said.
"get out" he said.
"wha-"
"get out!" he yelled.
i try fighting the tears once i grab my things and leave.
tears rushed down when i closed his front door.
i found starbucks near by as i sat there with my dried tear stains on my cheek.
a young blonde girl comes up to me and asks me if i wanted anything.
"just some water please" i said.
"alright honey" she said softly, i'm pretty sure she noticed how devastated i looked.
once i finished i zone out distracted with my thoughts. the feeling of him grabbing my thighs took me back to unwanted flashbacks.
some tears escaped as i left the coffee shop leaving the money and a tip in the table.
i went back home, no one was at the living room.
i quickly went upstairs trying to avoid anyone who comes out of their room.
i change my clothes looking at my bathroom mirror, messy hair, dried tear stains on my red checks, messed up dress.
i slowly remove my clothes and hopped in the shower to make myself less disgusted.
i put on my dads hoodie and some sweatpants to sleep in.
i lay down on my bed as i heard someone knock on my door.
"come in" i said not moving.
"hey bells did you eat some dinner" i heard my dad voice quietly.
"yeah i did" i lied but i hoped that my voice didn't sound like i was crying.
"you okay?" he asked as i heard his footsteps getting closer.
shit fuck shit.
"yeah" i said as i sniffled. fuck.
"do you want to come sleep at my room?" he asked.
i nodded as i got out of bed.
"come here" he said giving me a hug.
"do you want to tell me what happened or no?"
i shook my head no.
"it's okay, when your ready" he said kissing my forehead.
i fell asleep on his chest, where i felt safe again.
MATTIAS POV:
who hurt her?
was the first question that came to my mind.
i want her to tell me everything but i have to be patient. i remember that's what i wanted when i was fucked up in my teenage years, just someone who can be there for me. and my biggest fear is loosing bella in every way possible, emotionally mentally everything.
i don't want her to feel like she can't tell me things, ik i'm strict but i'm just trying my best to look out for her.
i turned off her alarm for school tmrw, i think she just needs a break.
BELLAS POV:
how does he know how to deal with all of this.
even when i didn't say anything to him he just understands.
i fall asleep hoping for a better day tmrw.
*2 days later*
i wake up for school.
i was absent yesterday, well dad made me which was so nice.
i walk into school as all eyes were on me, whispers and stares. fuck i hate this.
i take deep breaths trying my best not to have a panic attack.
"i feel so bad for her" i heard a girl say.
what does she mean?
i texted tommy where was he. he said he's not coming today cause he has an appointment today.
i run to the bathroom as i locked myself in the stall.
"did you hear about max cheating on his gf" i heard a girl say.
it's just a rumor as usual i try to convince myself.
i go on with my day trying to avoid everyone.
when lunchtime came i decided to stay in the library to avoid everyone.
i look for a book i saw in the internet the other day, i just wanted to read the first page to see if it is that good.
when i was looking for it, i turned around to the other shelf seeing a couple making out.
ew.
i turn my head down trying to find it.
bingo.
i took the book as i lifted my head to see the couple was still making out.
but the boy
the boy
the boy was
he was
"max!" i tell dropping the book.