"Your favourite food?" Camila asked as she took a sip from her drink. They were on a dinner date in Brooklyn.
"Umm." Shawn stressed his mind pinching his lips. "Every food in my mum's kitchen I guess." He replied before playing with his fork again.
"Awwwe" She said with a cute face expression. "I would love to say that too but my mama literally cooks nothing except for that one Cuban dish..."
"I know.." Shawn said grinning. "You told me before..but Sinu is the best mom I've ever seen.. I love her." Shawn said chewing his food.
"Hey It's my mom and I love her more than you."
"Alright!" Shawn said as he chuckled softly starring at her.
"What?"
"Nothing." Shawn shrugged.
"Ok your turn...ask me something." She demanded.
"Camila I'm tired of this game, I don't know what to ask cause I think I know everything about you..like we literally know each other for 5 years."
"Right but I've a solution." She said and then bent to pull her phone from her bag pack. "One minute."
"What are you doing?" Shawn asked in confusion.
"Just looking for list of questions I made.." She told him. "Wait this.." She paused as she found. "So tell me..What would you do if it's your last day on earth?" She asked boldly with sass.
"Camila what the fuck is this?" He said laughing.
"Shawn! It's a question..now tell me."
"What would I do..if it's my last day?" He asked frowning and she noded. "Okay I'll immediately call Andrew to arrange me a private jet and then I'll take you with me to Pickering and then we'll have a huge feast at my home including my friends and all of my family and of course you by my side and then..."
"Then what?" She asked with curiosity.
"I'll make love with you..the kinda love you'll never forget for your whole life." He told her with seductive look and she started blushing. "What would you do if it's your last day?" He asked.
"Mine?" He nodded. "Right Mine is simple." She told her. "I'll visit my family and kiss the boy I like."
"Can I ask, who's the lucky boy you'd like to kiss?"
"Well I guess he's tall, cute, brunette and hella annoying." She told him.
"Is he a hot Canadian?" He teased.
"No he's a cold Canadian.. extremely cold sometimes just like Canada's weather."
"Well that cold Canadian fell in love with a hot Miami girl.. extremely hot sometimes just like Miami's weather?" He said imitating her.
"Congrats you guess the right guy." She said laughing.
"I know.." He smirked as they continued their dinner and talked.
In Newyork Shawn had to perform his shows but also had to rehearse with Camila for VMAs which were gonna held in New Jersey. The fact that with every passing day, he was falling in love with Camila more than before and he knew it very well. This realisation was just scary for him cause thought of losing her was making it difficult for him to breathe. The more he knew Camila more closely, the more he found new reasons to love her.
She was perfect, beautiful, understanding, loving, caring and most importantly patient with him. She understood him the way, no one would ever had in past except his mother and sister. There was the affection in her attitude, the affection that he could only feel in his mother's lap. He often thought why he choosed his career over her, she was all he needed. He was so lost in race of life, running to get the number one spot but she came like a delicate blow of breeze telling him to stop, catch his breath and then start again.
"I'd like to have a house in woods." Camila told Shawn. They were driving back to his hotel after a dinner.
"Woods?" Shawn asked in confusion holding steering wheel in one hand. The soft sound of melodies from the radio was creating a cool vibe in the car.
"Yup woods..just imagine a tree house, how beautiful it would be."
"Yeah I'd turn into Tarzan living there with Gorillas..." He laughed a little.
"You're already like a Tarzan...just need to grow some hair." She suggested.
"No I don't think I can grow long hair." He said as the RJ switched the song and suddenly Lost in Japan started playing.
"Shawn your song!!!" She said in excitement.
Her reaction reminded him of his family and friends. They also acted the same way whenever his song suddenly started playing on radio or in parties and clubs.
"Yeah!" He said smiling widely. "You know.." He paused turning a little towards her. "It's about you."
"What's about me?"
"This song is about you." He told her again.
"Wait..you keep telling me that...how many songs you actually wrote for me?" She was surprised.
"They're all about you.. Everything is about you Camila."
"What do you mean?" She asked in confusion and disbelief.
"Like they're all about you. Every song I ever wrote is about you. You didn't know that before?"
"How would I know Shawn? it could be any other girl, I think you had spent your time with many girls."
"Yeah but you know...the girl in my stories has always been you. You became my muse since the day I first saw you. I started writing songs about you since I was 16."
"No way!" She was shocked.
"Why don't you know anything? I thought I was being so obvious in my Illuminate album like I wrote I know I can treat you better than he can... and...Baby please have mercy on me, take it easy on my heart..." He hummed.
"Oh my God Shawn..you wrote these songs for me?" Suddenly she was started feeling so emotional that she was about to cry.
"Yeah!! I wrote treat you better the day you told me about that dick who didn't deserve you at all...I even wrote the whole song to confess my feelings towards you.."
"Why?..I was the girl like a curse?" She knew the song.
"Yep..you are the girl, I can't get over my whole life. No matter how hard I tried to move on, I was still stuck on you..." He said while driving turning slightly to look at her. "You're crying?"
"I don't know it's so overwhelming... hearing from you that you were writing such heart wrenching songs about me." She said with half smile as she wiped her face. "Anyways tell me about other songs you wrote about me."
"You can just ask me for a song I didn't write about you like from my first album cause other than that almost all of my love songs were about you. I was dying to be with you." He said chuckling.
"You're so dumb.. couldn't you tell me instead of torturing yourself."
"Maybe It's good cause now I know your value..I know that I would die if I lost you." He said focused on road.
"Stop the car aside." She told him and he looked at her in confusion.
"What? Why?"
"Cause I said so..stop it or we'll get into an accident."
"Alright Camila! Calm down." He said finding the empty place at roadside. It was already dark as he parked the car. "What did I do no-" He was cut off as Camila suddenly landed her lips over his lips. She grabbed his face in her little delicate hands and kissed him like her life was dependent on it. Making her way slowly above the seat, she jumped into his lap. He moaned as their tongues were playing with each other and her hands were clutching handful of his hair. Her fingers caressing his scalp was making him crazy. He moved his hand on her back, grabbing her bum to pull her closer. They remained in that posture for some time, enjoying making out with no words to speak.
"Wow!" Shawn said as they both pulled away to catch their breaths. "I loved this side of Camila...I always loved it when you took control." He told her panting.
"Well." He said as she seductively moved her hands from his neck to inside of his shirt where the buttons were opened to expose his chest. "You're going to enjoy it then." She said before crashing her lips again. They didn't know how the time passed as they remained cling to one another when they realised that they're getting late so they should continue the rest in their hotel room.
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The next day they moved to New Jersey in their hotel. As the VMA management had booked separate rooms for them. Camila's family was also there to meet her as she was away from them for a week.
"Mija! Are you happy?" Alejandro asked Camila lovingly. He could see the happiness in her eyes but he wanted to make sure.
"Of Course papa, I'm happiest I've ever been in my life." She told him.
"I'm happy that you're happy." Her dad said kissing her forehead and then giving her a squeeze.
"I told you Ale..that boy deserves our daughter, look how happy she looks." Sinu added patting the back of her as Camila rested her head on her father's chest. Sinu always trusted Shawn so much cause she knew him since he was a kid and that was the reason she could send Camila alone with him for days. With Matthew she often remained with Camila when they were in other city or country.
"I know..." He said smiling.
"You know papa I've something special for you..and I want you to hear it." Camila told her father.
"What is it?"
"It's a song I wrote for you, for my papa."
"Really? I would love to hear it."
Camila looked at Sinu who noded at her and Camila pulled out her phone to play first man. The whole room went silent as the song started playing. As the song ended, everyone was crying Sinu, Camila and Alejandro all three of them.
"Mi Vida.." Alejandro said kissing all over the face of his daughter. "You know you and sofia are the best thing ever happened to me in my life." He said hugging both Camila and Sinu on his both sides.
The song she wrote while she was with Matthew was going to release now in her second album. It was the time when she first time went into a real relationship and she came to know about the protectiveness of her father.
Rehearsing for all day long, Camila remained worried for Shawn. He was anxious due to this performance. He told her that he performed his shows without any medicine for longtime and after that incident it was his first time performing for an award show. It wasn't like she wasn't nervous. She was, she had OCD issues but Shawn was constantly playing on tour. He was tired and had not one but two performances.
"Don't worry Shawn..I'd be with you, you know what, if you'd feel anxious, just look into my eyes and it'll be alright." She assured him taking his one hand in her own as she was sitting on floor, placing her arm around his legs. He was sitting on a sofa in his hoodie and shorts with his socks on.
"I know but what about the other performance...you won't be with me." His head bowed down as his messy curls fell with it. "You know..people always said I'm gay when I wasn't with any girl.....And now you're with me they still think that I'm using you as a beard.."
"Don't think of people, they're pathetic, they said those things about me too."
"I know..but I've suffered alot cause of people assuming my sexuality. At one point in my life, there was desperation in people for me to come out as gay....like It affected me so much that I started analysing my behaviour at shows.." He said as a tear fell from his one eye. "I wanted to be perfect for people, I started changing my way of talking and sitting. It was a strange fear indulged in my brain..I can't even explain...those days were horrible days of my life." He said as he sniffled to hold back his tears.
"It's okay..you're strong, you know that." She told him, rubbing his hand.
"I'm not strong Camila, I cry like a child when I get hurt."
"And who said that crying means you ain't strong?"
"Everyone says.. strong men don't cry."
"Well everyone is wrong then... bravery is not hiding your emotions, it is to show them. If you cried, you dared to show your hurt...and for me it's the most bravest thing a man can do in his life." She said and kissed the back of his hand. "Come on..let's go to the bathroom, I'll give you a shower today."
"You'll give me shower?" He said and then shyly grinned. "No I'm not a kid, you don't have to do that."
"You're not a kid but you're human Shawn..let me do that, I promise you'll feel better.." She said getting up as she pulled his one hand.
"Okay but you'll have to get naked with me."
"Maybe later but first let me do what I want to do."
He didn't argue, he needed her. He was sure that whatever she'd do,will be right. She instructed him to sit down on the side of the tub as they went in there and he did what she said.
"You've already prepared bath for me?" He asked looking at the bathtub full of water with rose petals in it and candles litting the place.
"I did it for both of us..... but you came to me in that condition, now it's all yours." She told him checking the temperature of water. "It's still warm." She moved towards him, reaching out for his hoodie, she unzipped it to pull it off. "I love you." She told as Shawn left in his T-shirt. Caressing his face softly, she pressed several kisses on different sites on his face to make him feel special. He involuntarily closed his eyes taking in the feeling of her soft lips on his skin. "You're my life now..my everything, no one can dare to hurt you." She told him before pressing kiss on his lips. Pulling of his T-shirt, she reached for his socks and pulled them off.
"Camila!" He said softly grabbing her hands to stop her as she was about to pull of his shorts. She snapped up her head to look at him with her puppy eyes. "You don't have to-"
"But I want to..." She said and he loosened his grip to let her do whatever she wanted. She got up and started kissing his shoulders as he only left with underwear. "Babe! Talk to me..say words to me which can make your heart lighter." She softly whispered in his ear as she was kissing his neck.
"I- " He hesitated squeezing his eyes shut.
"Tell me about your teenage days...how was it when you went on stage for first time." She asked softly kissing every inch of his neck. Her hands making rounds in his curls.
"It was scary.." He said still closing his eyes. Camila didn't stop to pleasure him so that he could continue. "I refused to go on stage...I told Andrew that I can't sing all alone but he told me to grab a guitar and sing..I did that ."
"Then.." She encouraged him as she rubbed his bare chest with her palms, placing soft kisses over there.
"I started becoming famous...My label was so happy with me. They arranged more tours for me, I got chance to work with good writers and started releasing bops one after another hit... everyone was so happy.."
"Were you happy?" She caressed his abs as she moved lower continuing kissing.
"I was happy but anxious all the time..I started taking medicine to control my heart beat so I'd never mess up on stage. That medicine used to slow down my heart rate and I felt less pressured."
"Rest of it in the tub." She told him as she slowly pulled off his underwear leaving him fully naked. He didn't do anything but follow her instructions like an obedient kid as he flipped over to submerge himself in warm water. Camila moved and sat down on floor near his head.
"Close your eyes." She told him putting shampoo in her palm and he quickly closed them. "Tell me about your family, your friends..how is it like to be at home."
"It's comfortable, feels like my own." He said as the smirk tugged on his lips. "My friends are the coolest people on earth..we drink together, go out in clubs, eat beef jerky and smoke po-" Slipped out as he was feeling so relaxed and free.
"Its ok Shawn, I already know that you smoke weed..I read that in your interview." She told him massaging his scalp with a foam of shampoo.
"You've no objection on it?" He squeezed his eyes as the foam dripped from his forehead.
"No..but I don't want you to make it an addiction."
"I will never..now you're my only addiction.." He told her as her hands were now massaging his shoulders with the body wash.
"Tell me about Aaliyah.."
"Aaliyah..my favourite person, I love her." He sighed. "I miss her alot.. she truly understands me and gives me the best advice..." His breath hitched as Camila's hands landed on his abs so closer to his bottom. "Although she's younger but much smarter than me.."
"Sofia is also like that.." She told him as he moved to sit at the other side of tub. "I think our sisters are way cooler than us."
"I know." He said smiling and opened his eyes as he wiped his face with water to clear his eyes. "Camila!" He said grabbing her arm. "Come on now get in with me."
Camila didn't hesitate a bit. She stood up and boldly pulled off her T-shirt, then pyjama, leaving herself fully naked as she dipped into the water with him, straddling his waist.
"I wanted to give you a full shower." She complained.
"My love! Now we both would get full shower together." He told her with smile as his hands roamed all over her bare body to make her wet."I'm glad now I used your shampoo and bodywash so I'll smell like you." He told her as they kissed and grabbed the bottle of the shampoo. "Now let me wash your hair too."
"I would love to...." She said giggling as he put the shampoo on her head and started massaging it. Her head slightly tilted up, scrunching her nose and squeezing her eyes as she adorably giggled due to feeling of his long fingers in her scalp.
"I love when you giggle like that.." He said with a smirk and kissed her soft lips as he continued massaging her head. "You're not just a girl, you're a whole world..my world." He said kissing her cheek too.
They were like that with each other. So in love that they stopped caring about others. Their love was making them stronger everyday. They performed together at VMAs and Camila got a little upset cause they messed up a little on stage. But this time Shawn came to her dressing room and told her that it was fine cause they did it together and they're in love so everything will be better. They became each other's strength and power. They walked hand in hand backstage not hiding their relationship from anyone cause they were now sure that no one could separate them from one another.
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