"So I blame you
Just to make myself feel better
I blame you
Cause I just miss us being together
How can you stand? Watching me fall
Whenever you scream you say nothing at all
I blame you"
Author's pov
"Mamma.... "
Krystal slowly opened her eyes and than her teary crystal blue eyes fell on his dark orbs which were already staring at her but her heart skipped a beat when she found a certain type of emotion on his eyes which always remained cold and empty, an emotion of pain and hurt which made her soul to quivered.
Jk stared at her beautiful blue eyes which were shimmering because of her tears making his heart to felt a pang.
And For a brief moment, they both just stared at each other's eyes forgetting about everyone and everything surrounded them until a tear escaped from her eyes making his heart to clenched watching her tears.
And without even realising his hand started trailing down from her head to her face slowly where he gently wiped her tear with his thumb.
But his heart tingled when he found she didn't shrug his hand from her face because she even hated his presence nearer to her but this time she didn't push him away but just continued to stare at him without speaking a single word.
And Jk's chest got a totally strange feeling when he deeply stared at her eyes where in some corner he found a little softness and a different emotion other than her strong hate for him..
They both continued to stare at each other's orbs which were directing looking inside their souls making both of them to get completely lost in them until they heard a knock on the door which broke their strange yet calm moment.
Krystal immediately got up from the sofa and wiped her face and maintained her stature and he removed his hand from her and stood sternly.
He watched her calming down and stated.
"Are you alright now...? "
Krystal looked at him and than slowly nodded her head making Jk to cleared his throat and than spoke looking at the door.
"Come in... "
"Hey Jungkook... " Jin said entering into the room and than his gaze averted towards the person standing beside him.
His eyes soften more and a smile crept on his face watching her.
"Krystal, how are you my ocean? " He retorted with a smile and walked towards her.
A beautiful smile crept on her face watching his face and than she hugged him softly...
"I am fine Handsome Oppa..how are you? " She stated making him to hugged her back because despite of her relationship with Jungkook, she was in good terms with everyone with whom he was associated and Jungkook too let her to only interacted with his known ones .
"I am completely fine ." He replied and than patted her head and spoke
"It's been a while... " Jin chuckled
She broke the hug and than cutely frowned hearing his words.
"Yes I know it's been a while and Thanks to my abductor for holding me as His Captive" She snapped tauntingly making
Jk fisted his palms in annoyance hearing her choice of words
"Yeah and if a certain stubborn human being decided to listen to her abductor than he doesn't need to held her his Captive. " Jk spat making her to immediately turned towards him and glared at him.
"Did you just call me stubborn..? "
"I never take anyone's name.. " Jk smirked earning a death glare from her.
"You.. Jackass, who do you think you're ? You... "
" Careful with your words Miss Wilson don't forget that you're talking to your boss.. " Jk stated and than crossed his arms over his chest while smirking making her more annoyed.
"Oh.. Wow now look My Mr Boss come abductor decided to threaten me. I am so afraid Mr abductor Boss.. " She stated annoyed making him frowned watching her disrespecting him.
Jk walked a little nearer to her and spat
"What did you just call me..? "
"Well I didn't take anyone's name Mr abductor Boss.. " She cutely smirked at him and how he wished to wipe that hot yet cute smirk away from her face in the most sinful way.
She snapped her fingers at him taking him out of his forbidden thoughts again and her grin widened watching his scoffing face.
"You really want me to throw your little precious friend Miss Jia out of my company, don't you Miss Wilson..? "
Her smirk dropped and she wore her usual hating look for him hearing his words which pushed her on the verge of bursting out
"Screw you and your fucking threatening Mr Jeon fucking Jungkook.. " She snapped at him turning his eyes to dark more because now she was again testing his patience.
He walked a little more nearer to her while glaring at her beautiful blue orbs but his feet halted when Jin stood in between both of them.
"Ae.. You both stop fighting like 4 years old kids.. " Jin said annoyed making Jk to rolled his eyes and her to glared at Jk.
" I will but first make this arrogant abductor to stop bothering and threatening me with my friend all the time... " She snapped and Jk's body started burning watching her harshly toring his respect like that.
"You... "
"What you.. You're nothing but just a so called rude, cold and heart less abductor who knows nothing but just to hurt and threaten others by your fucking money and power.. " She spat cutting Jk's sentence and that was his patience to left from his body.
Jk clenched his jaw and balled his fists hearing her those words again which stabbed inside his chest harshly making him to loose his sanity to think straight anymore.
And Jin understood that now she pushed his limits.
"Jungkook.. Let it go . Its. "
"Exactly let it go, I am fucking letting it go from the past fucking 4 years " Jk groaned without diverting his darken gaze from her blue ones for a single second making her to got more angry and Jin to afraid.
"Jungkook... Calm... "
"No Oppa let him speak, I wanna know too what the hell he was letting go from the past 4 years... " Krystal said and than stood in front of Jin and spat while glaring at Jk.
"So speak Mr Jeon.. I wanna know what you are letting go.. Speak.. "
Jk didn't reply but just gawked at her in order to controlled himself from bursting out and hurting her with his words so he decided to keep quiet.
And his silence pushed her on the verge of her wrath and hate for him.
"Speak Mr Jeon Jungkook.. What are you waiting for..? Speak.
Or you're just afraid and ashamed to accept the fact that whatever the fuck you may state, you will still be responsible for everything that is happening just like what happened 4 years ago. " She bursted out of him turning his eyes completely dark and cruel.
"Krystal stop what are you saying.. " Jin said trying to calmed both of them.
"No Oppa let him talk this time I wanna hear his explanation, I wanted to know his side of story too that what is he letting go speak Mr Jeon Jungkook. "
Jk didn't utter a single word but his entire body started burnt up with anger and rage with each growing second.
"Speak Mr Jeon, you always had a complaint that I never gave you chance to explain yourself to me. So now I am listening, willing to listen whatever the fuck you want me to listen but let me clarify one thing for you very straight that
No fucking explanation of yours will ever going to prove you innocent in my eyes because I'll never forgive you for what happened to me, what happened to my ma..... "
"Enough.... " Jk growled while completely losing his senses making her to flinched and Jin to get terrified thinking about the possible outcomes.
"You said more than enough , you said more than enough from the past fucking 4 years. You wanted me to speak so listen and listen for good. " Jk snapped at her for the first time like that making her heart to ached.
"Jungkook... "
"No hyung let me tell Miss Krystal Wilson everything because she is not that much little anymore. Because If She is mature enough to blame someone than I think she is capable enough to endure everything.. " Jk growled while glaring at her making her shivered under his gaze.
"So listen Miss Wilson what happened 4 years ago to your mother, yes I was its responsible. I did it intentionally now happy.. I let her to died in front of my own eyes. The only person who took care of me like a mother. I let her to die in front of me because you know why because I am a monster a heart less cruel monster.
And now I abducted her daughter too and
Yes may be I am nothing but you too are my nothing but just a fucking responsibility whom I just have to hold Captive through out my life and trust me no power of this entire universe will ever be able to set you free from being his captive..
Get that fucking shit inside your head. " Jk almost yelled at her making her blood with boiled watching and hearing him.
She gritted her teeth and without even thinking for twice, she snapped
"Wow.. But why ? Why can't you just let me free? ... "
They both glared at her and until she walked a little more nearer to him leaving a tiny amount of distance between them and than she started chucking painfully
"Oh now I get it why Don't you just let me go Mr Jeon because you want me to suffer like my mother, you want to kill me more painfully and brutally than my mother right? You want me to live a life more painful than death right? "
Jk was on the verge of losing his patience and he just balled his fists and gritted his teeth but hearing her next words he lost it.
"So Mr Jeon if you really want me to suffer that much painfully and desperately than why hold me your Captive, just sold me to that Call house and make me their prosti.... "
"Krystal... " Jk shouted
Krystal's blood ran cold where as her soul left her body when he lifted his hand in order to slapped her making her to immediately flinched and closed her eyes tightly in fear and waiting for his palm to slammed on her cheek.
But she slowly opened her eyes when she didn't feel any sting on her face but her heart shattered into pieces when she looked at him.
Jk's hand was still on the air but he fisted it so hardly that his knuckles turned white where as he was clenching his jaw so tightly that his veins popped out on his head and neck
"Kook... " Jin gasped and stormed towards him and held his hand low.
But Jk didn't avert his darken and burning gaze from her for a single second turning her eyes glossy with fear and pain.
A tear escaped from her eyes which made his cold orbs to soften a little watching them..
But his rage was still consuming him badly recalling what she just said and what she was about to state.. He chewed his inner cheek in order to controlling himself from doing something which he would forever regret.
And she just continued to stare at him without blinking and more tears started escaping from her eyes recalling what he said and what he was about to do with her.
Because what she just witnessed today, she never went through that from the day she was living with him or in precise existing her life with him. But he never for once raised his hand on her which broke and hurt her beyond the extent that she was really right she had no one on this entire world who cared about her and her pain.. She was completely alone on this cruel world because of him, the person standing in front of her teary eyes.
"Krystal... " Jin stated softly watching her glossy eyes and red nose and tried to walk towards her but before he could reach to her ..
Krystal immediately backed away and than wiped her tears. She looked at Jk one last time who was already staring at her with guilt and pain in his eyes making her to turned around and stormed out from that room.
Jungkook slammed his hand hardly on the table and cursed in frustration watching her disappearing figure and was ready to follow her but Jin held his hand and stated.
"Stop..Jungkook let her alone for a while . She needs some time. "
Jk sighed heavily and than nodded at him and than turned around to walked towards the glass window. He looked outside through it in order to calmed down the storm inside him.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath but her mind again started to recalled her words and extreme amount of guilt consumed him when he recalled her teary eyes because of what he was going to do with her.
He shut opened his eyes and forcefully slammed his fists on the glass window making a crack to crept on it and than he again slammed his palm shattering the glass into pieces which pierced through his skin where as blood started dropping his hand.
But his guilt and her tears blinded him totally, he was again about to slammed his hand but Jin caught it.
"Stop Kook... What are you doing..? " He gasped but Jk again tried to snatch his arm.
"No hyung leave my fucking hand because with it I tried to hurt her , I dared to raise it on her , the only person I care about in my entire life.. So leave my hand.. " Jk groaned and forcefully jerked his hand from his grip.
"Kook.. "
He was again ready to hurt his palm but stopped
"Mr Jeon... " Jimin said entering the room while panicking and extreme amount of fear was evident in his eyes.
And hearing his next words, Jk felt his soul being torn apart from him forcefully.
"Miss Wilson ran out of the building while crying... "
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