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Nyjae Alexus Smith
Raleigh,NC
"Im so deadass right now, miyah causes so many problems for the rest of us.. I live my sister but enough is enough" I said sitting back in my seat
Miyah was all the way in fayetteville with blu, I dont know what to do with her, everything she does is just questioning she just does way too much
"I think she wants love.. you know like someone to love her u conditionally" shanti said turning off to the exit
"she has love.. we love her and always will but, when mari died it was like a switch went off.. mom hasn't been around at all, she just i dont know she doesn't wanna be home" I told her
my phone rang and it was flash calling me
"do you blame her for his death?" she asked me after a few minutes "yeah, I do" I mumbled rubbing over my stomach
I wasn't far along in my pregnancy "ok.. but on some serious shit nyjae, I think its because she wants her baby to have a dad, you know? cause she didn't grow up with one so she wants her baby to" She glanced at me
"I feel her but she's going about it the wrong way, blu is her rapist.. and her babys dad, she's to young to understand the damage he did to her head" she continued
I shrugged and looked at my phone
I had about 30 miss calls in total "call micah about the baby" she said
"I have the gps on my phone, How exactly am I supposed to lo- call him" she said cutting me off
"im serious because you never know what could happen once we go to find miyah, so tell him or I will" she cut me off pulling over into a parking lot
I sighed and pulled out my phone it pulled up his contact and called him
He answered on the 3rd ring "yo mama where the hell y'all go" he said as soon as he answered
"we went to go get miyah- no bring yo ass back here let miyah do what she wants" he said making me look at miyah
"she need to come back micah- she's only going to do the shit again baby, now come home" he said cutting me off again
he was right, miyah was only going to do it again and again
"ok" I said nodding at shanti
"tell him" she mumbled I shook my head "i'll tell him when we get home" I said
"tell me what?" he asked making me hang up
"lets go" she said driving back towards raleigh
it's time I let miyah do what she wants
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I sat on micahs bed looking at him "You telling me, I finally got my child" he asked making me nod "fuck yeah" he said pulling me up kissing all over my face
I felt happiness flow through me, I was happy with micah I haven't felt that with debo
All I felt was toxicity "I love you" he said squeezing me tightly
I wiped a tear from my face "I love you too" I said pulling away pressing my lips against his
"damn.. finna go tell your momma right? thrn everybody else?" he said making my nod
"yeah" I said getting my shoes pulling them back on
"I can't wait man, Im too fucking happy" he said walking out the room me following him
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Jamiyah Renee Smith
Raleigh,NC
"blu.. I don't think she's coming?" I said sitting on the bed
Blu picked me up from our house and took my to fayetteville and dumped my phone.. we were in sc
He dumped it because I told him that nyjae put life360 on my phone and he knew she would come looking for me
So he was setting her up and I was helping, only because he told me that her and my mom were going to hurt me because I was the cause of mari death
I loved them but they didn't love me apparently so he decided to get to them before they got to me
"it's okay baby, we'll just have to come to them" he said getting up
I got up and hugged him "thank you for taking care of me blu" I said "of us" I continued on
he pulled away and said yeah and walked away
I loved him so much, I grabbed my stuff and followed after him
"leave your stuff here, we coming back when we get finished with them" he said grabbing his keys
"we can't hurt my mom though" I said making him nod
"of course not, just your sister and her bitch and friends" he said "wait.. do you have to kill shanti?" I asked him
"yes" he said "lets go" he mumbled dragging me to his hellcat
"ok" I said getting in
Nyjae Alexus Smith
Raleigh,NC
"congrats" flash said hugging me
we just told everyone that I was pregnant "debo somewhere probably punching the air" t said making everybody laugh
nobody was cool with debo anymore they just didn't fuck with him, he was on bullshit with them
"damn.. well kickback at mines tonight" flash said making us nod
I was finally happy with my little family and everyone here was apart of it
"shit finna be lit" he said I pulled out my soda bottle drinking some feeling myself become parched
"we going now?" nas asked making flash nod
"yes nigga its deadass 8 at night lets go" he said getting up walking towards the door
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I sat down pulling out my bag of takis "yuck" shanti said looking at them
"bitch you can't be talking you eat funyuns" I said laughing at her face
"fuck you" she said looking around
after a few moments of silence she looked back at me "has flash be acting weird to you?"
I looked back at her was she serious?
"no, not to me" I said shrugging it off ignoring the feeling in my gut
"ok.. maybe its just me" she mumbled I got up and went to the bathroom
I stared at myself in the mirror I looked sick.. like tired
I did my business washed my hands and left out
"I got a surprise for yall" flash said smiling
"show us nigga!" rome said
flash put his phone away and opened his door
"come in" he said moving out the way some niggas walked in, blu was behind them with miyah
"what the fuck nigga" t said standing up
"sit down boy" one of the guys said pulling out his gun so did the others
"miyah" I said she looked at me then looked away
"don't talk to her" one said coming close to me pulling his gun to my stomach
"yo chill out" micah said pulling me close to him
"flash nigga what the fuck is wrong with you" shanti said
flash shook his head "flash wanted better exposure.. him and syn was with us niggas done with being at the bottom" blu said walking around the room
"we aint here for chit chat.. we gonna kill yall asses, we already got debo and them now it's y'all turn" he said I rolled my eyes
"nigg- shut up, get on yo knees all of yall"he said
we did as told because their was nothing else we could do
"I love you" shanti said I said it back wiping my face holding micahs hand
No pov
Blu and his men walked around the group miyah was sat on the couch
they all had guns "time for one to go, im gonna do yall like yall did my family" blu said before shooting flash in the forehead
nyjae wiped her tears "fuck you" chino said before also getting shot
"call yo momma" blu told miyah
she did as told you could hear her mom talking and her telling her what was happening
"say goodbye to your daughter" blu said grabbing miyah's phone giving it to nyjae
as nyjae spoke to her mother blu shot rome and T making shanti bust out crying and lay over his body
"we gonna kill these pregnant ones" one of the men said
blu nodded pointing his gun at shanti "please stop" shanti said blu looked away towards nyjae
"say goodbye" he told her making her cry
"I love you" they said to each other before blu shot shanti 3 times, 2 in the stomach and 1 in the head
nyjae was crying and shaking she wasn't ready to die she just began to get happy and she just became a mother
nyjae told her mother she loved her then hung up
blu and his men looked at each other and started whispering
"look at me" micah told nyjae making her look at him
they both were scared and tearful "I love you" he said hugging her they shared a kiss before shots flew through their bodies
blu heard sniffing and looked up at miyah "you wanna die too?" he asked walking towards her
she shook her head no "okay, lets go" he said pulling her up and out the house
"leave the bodies there, lets go" blu said getting back into his car driving away with miyah
they were leaving going somewhere nobody else was
before they made it down the street the car swerved and crashed into a tree
miyah jumped out the car and ran down the street
leaving a dead blu in the car
yeah thats a raps😭😭
I absolutely hate this book and the way it turned out lmfaoo
but yeah thats the end