I have a plan..........You wanna see Dezmond come back..........but just to let you know you will not like this....but you guys wanna see Dezmond again.....I will give you your wish...next time be careful what you wish for.
THIS CHAPTER IS NOT EDITED SORRY FOR MISTAKES
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*Funeral*
"Come on Kasen...its time to go" Dezmond's mom said.
I was currently sitting on the side of the bed with my funeral attire on. I couldnt belive I was burying Dezmond today.
"Ill be there in a minute" I said.
She walked out the room and I sighed. Tears rolled down my face for the millionth time this morning. This was too much for me. I am nothing with out Dezmond.
I wiped my eyes as I heard my phone vibrating.
I looked down and the text came in.
~I bet you're wondering how I can send you text messages....God works in mysterious ways....he senses you giving up Kasen....dont do that....I died for a reason...I died to keep Nate away from you guys...dont screw that up...I will be here always...no matter what happens...I know you probably wish there was some miracle but this is real...not a movie...or a fairy tale...Im nothing but a text away...go celebrate my life...never mourn...Like I said...im a text away....Try not to give up-XOXO-Your wife, lifetime partner,and babymama :)
I quickly texted back hoping for a reply.
~I just need to see you one more time~
I sent the message quick and covered my hands with my face...I needed to relax.
I went to the dresser and quickly pulled a blunt out of one of the compartments.
"What do you think you're doing?" I can hear that sweet voice say.
I turn to my side and I can feel the chills run down my back.
"Kasen Jaquan Jared Harrison...put the weed down" I heard Dezmond again.
I dropped the blunt and turned towards the bed. She was there.......
I got to be tripping....I only took two aspirins this morning though...
"Dez-"
"In spirit form baby....You know...being a spirit isnt all that bad...I can control alot of stuff..." she rambles.
I get closer and touch her skin....Ice cold.
"You have to come back....." I say.
"Thats between me and the man upstairs" she says.
"I will talk to him Kasen...until then.....take care of my kids...I love you guys too much..." she says a tear slipping from her eye.
"I have to go now Kasen...you do too....my moms coming back up..." she says.
I wave as she blows a kiss and vanishes.
I make my way out the room and down the steps.
"You look like you seen a ghost" Quad jokes.
I look at him with a serious face.
"You have no idea" I mumble.
*Dezmond POV * heaven*
I returned to my mansion and sat on my chair.
"Dezmond....why are you upset" the father asked me.
"I think I made a huge mistake father..." I say.
"What do you mean my child?"
"I left my husband....he cant do this alone"
"I'm a man of second chance you know? but let me be the judge....if Kasen truly needs you I will consider letting you go back...I dont usually do this so this is a mission...Make sure he changes...give me a couple days to decide...there is a catch...you will only be visible to Kasen and the kids....thats FINAL "
"I love you father"
"I love you more my child"
I exited my mansion and I went to the edge of the gates and looked down on Kasen....He was about to speak over my body...
*Kasen POV*
I walked to the stand just as my kids placed the roses on Dezmond's Casket.
I never though I would be writing a speech on this. I always pictured it being the other way around.
"We are here to celebrate a wife, a mother, a independent business woman and a strong believer of the word love.....The night I found Dezmond it shocked me....she told me to take care of the kids...they always came first to her...she changed alot of us for the better.... she always believed in second chances....nobody believed we would be together this long....but we were and will continue to be like this even though we are here this tragic day.....I want you all to know Dezmond loved you and she will continue loving you all....While she looks down on us we should all smile up at her....My wife wasnt perfect....but she rarely made mistakes....She will truly be missed" I say swallowing the pain in my throat.
I walked away from the podium and kissed Dezmond's smiling face.
She looked like she was asleep. I found my place next to Paris and sat down. A couple seconds later Paris hollered out crying.
She hugged at my arm as I picked her up and exited the place.
"Whats wrong baby?" I ask getting to her level.
"Everybody is sad that momma is sleeping daddy..." she explains.
I sigh and kiss her forehead.
"Remember to look up and she will be here...okay?" I say.
she nods and kisses my cheek.
"I love you daddy.."
"I love you too angel."
we went back in as they started the program.
This was going to be a painful hour.
*1 hour 30 minutes*
It seemed like nobody wanted to let Dezmond go....I didnt either....
We were now sitting around the kitchen fixing food and eatting. Everybody brought some kind of dish.
I was feeding Paris and Mariah when my phone buzzed in my pocket.
I quickly unlocked it and saw the message.
"David's Insulin"
I scooped him up as my mom took over feeding the girls.
I pushed passed people and made my way to the triplets room.
I grabbed the syringe and insuling bottle. I measured the right amount and looked at David.
"This is going to hurt" I warn.
"The song Daddy" he says back.
I rub my forehead....Dezmond never taught it to me.
"I dont know it" I mumble.
David pulls his shirt up and points to the spot.
"its okay daddy" he says.
I give off a small smirk as I stick the needle into the spot.
I inject it and then take the needle out.
"Mommie sung the song...I looked up and she was there" he said.
I smiled as my phone vibrated again.
I didnt have to unlock it...the preview showed one thing.
";)"
How was I suppose to get through this....
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You got your wish....Dezmond will come back.......2 moret chapters and im completely done with this book...and this whole book series....On to bigger better things now.....well Im out of your hair for a while.....
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