"Izzy! Sophie is here!" The girl's mom yelled from downstairs. Isabella pulled away from Jaden and smiled at him before running down the stairs as fast as she could. Jaden chuckled at her excitement and walked downstairs behind her. "Oh my God!" The big sister hugged the 16 year old girl who smiled like crazy. "I missed you so much Soph" Isabella said pulling away from the hug. "Me too, I'm so happy that we'll be together for new year's!" The younger girl said smiling. Jaden finally reached downstairs smiling at the two girls while walking up to them. Sophie's heart melted as she looked at the boy, who she didn't expected to see. She had always had a crush on him, as he was the older boy who lived in the house and treated her the best. A boy that finally gave her some type of attention. She smiled wide as he stepped in front of her and she hugged him tight. "Hey Soph" he said kissing the top of her head. "Hey Jaden" she smiled in his chest. She finally pulled away trying not to make the long hug seem weird. "I missed you" she said not thinking much. "I missed you too" he chuckled. "You grew up, last time I checked you were a middle schooler" he said smirking as the girl blushed. Isabella knew that her sister had a crush on her best friend. She felt bad at how she thought he was flirting with her. Jaden was always like that with girls, slightly flirting, smirking, being touchy. But it didn't mean something something important to him, he just liked girls, he liked making them feel good with themselves. But Sophie felt way too good with that... Jaden saw that Soph was lost in her thoughts, so he threw her over his shoulder making her scream laughing. He run upstairs having Isabella following him. When he entered Sophie's room, he threw her in the bed and started tickling her, knowing that she couldn't take that. "Oh my god Jaden stop!" She laughed as he kept going. "Nope" he chuckled and Isabella jumped on Jaden taking him away from her sister. "Sisters attack!" She yelled and they both held Jaden on the bed, Isabella holding his knees and Sophie his hands. "Okay okay! Y'all won!" He laughed and Isabella smirked. "Oh really? I think we should take revenge" she said and he smirked too. "Dominant, I like it" he groaned making the girls laugh as they let go off him, although Isabella knew he wasn't just joking. "Okay nevermind, what do you wanna do now?" She said and Jaden struggled. "I don't know, just talk? We haven't met for like- over a year" Soph struggled. "Yep you're right" Isabella said realizing how much time has passed. "Come on, tell us about boys" Jaden said smirking. "What about boys?" The girl laughed nervously. "Oh come on, you must have someone on mind" Jaden said and the girl looked down. "Uh no, no one is interested in me" she said giving him a slight sad smile. "Oh shut up, you're beautiful and you're stupid" he said and Sophie smiled as Isabella smiled too, but she actually felt bad. "I didn't ask that though. I asked if you like someone" he said raising his eyebrows. "Oh um no, no one" she said smiling. "Bullshit, tell me" he said and the girl looked down. "Jaden, for fucks sake, she said that she doesn't like anyone, let her be" Isabella said slightly laughing to lighten the mood. "Okay I'll act like I believe her" he smirked. "What about you Izzy? Still haven't had your first kiss?" Sophie asked. Isabella froze, not wanting to tell her little sister that she actually is with her best friend, her sister's crush. "Well nope" she said completely forgetting about Jason, who she could use at the moment. Jaden looked up at her weirdly until he realised that she didn't want to tell her sister for some reason. "Nice, I'll have my first kiss before you" Sophie laughed and Isabella rolled her eyes playfully. "Yeah whatever"
It had been now two hours and the threw teens had caught up with everything that was happening in each other's life. They decided to split, because Sophie had to get ready to go to a friend's house. Isabella walked downstairs and asked her mom if her and Jaden could use the bathroom on the first floor to have a bath together. It was the only bathroom with a big bath tub, which also had jet so it kinda looked like a bathtub. Her mom accepted and also told her that she'll tell Sophie and Daniel, who got there before lunch, not to enter there. Isabella run upstairs after she thanked her mom to tell Jaden. "Hey babe" she said as she walked in her bedroom. The boy looked up from his phone and shot her a smile, immediately putting his phone down. "Hey" he said. "You are a little bit stressed the past days" she said walking up to him and the boy just nodded slowly looking down. "And I thought it would be a great idea if we had a bath together" she said making the boy smile and look up at her. "What? I mean yeah for sure! But where?" He asked. "In the bathroom downstairs" she said and his face dropped. "Yeah... But what if someone walks in?" He asked. "I told my mom that we're going to have a bath and she won't let anyone get there" she said and he sighed putting his head in his hands. "You told Elice that we're gonna have a bath together?!" He whined. "Um yeah what's wrong with that?" She said. "She'll probably think that I want to fuck you" he sighed and Isabella laughed. "She doesn't mind Jae, you know it. And I don't think that she'd mind even if I told her that I want to fuck you in the bathtub" she said and the boy smiled. "Okay perfect" he said pulling her closer by her waist. "So I can fuck you in the bathtub?" He whispered sending shivers down her spine. "I mean... If you want to" she whispered back and he smirked kissing her neck gently. "Okay but you have to go downstairs now... And I'll come later... So y'know no one sees us" she said and he nodded. "You've thought of everything" he said and she nodded standing up. "Yep yep so go now and don't ruin my plans" she said and he nodded laughing. "Okay okay I'm going" "Text me when I can come downstairs"
Jaden walked downstairs and entered the bathroom. He took off his hoodie and sweatpants and looked at the mirror. He hated what he saw, he hated himself. And not his body, his body was maybe the only thing he lived about him. But he hated his soul. The way he thought. The way he acted. The way he flirted with every girl around him. The way he thought when he sees a girl dressed in something revealing. He hated everything he did. He run his hand through his hair and shook his head while walking up to the bathtub to turn in the water. He let the bathtub fill and walked back to the mirror. Maybe I'm not that bad, it's just how I am right? He thought and looked at his body. He liked his body. His abs, his muscles, his di- okay yeah. Especially the last one. It had helped him get his mind off everything in his life. And he needed to do that, or at least he thought so, he thought it was the only way to help himself or whatever. He didn't like what he had become, but he wanted to stop thinking about everything. But when it was about Bell- it was just different for him. He has been in love with her for... He doesn't even know anymore. It's been like forever for him. He looked down to see that he had a boner. Even the thought of her made him horny. That's not good right? Nevermind, no one cares anyway, he thought and turned around to face Sophie standing on the door.
"Oh shit- hey" he said feeling a little bit uncomfortable, as he was only wearing his boxers. His grey boxers actually. "Hey..." Was all the girl could say, as her eyes fixed on his body. Her toned abs looked so good in her eyes, but she finally stared lower, right under his waist. She immediately felt herself getting wet, her mind filling with moans and groans, thinking of him pressing her against that counter and fucking her roughly. She visibly gulped and gazed out of her thoughts, immediately looking up at the awkwardly smiling boy. "Fuck- I'm sorry- I'm so sorry" she said referring to the fact that she had been staring. "I just- I wanted to use the bathroom but- oh God I'm so sorry- I should've knocked" she said and started playing with her fingers as she got even more anxious. "No worries, it's um it's fine" he said and covered himself with his hand, feeling awkward. "Okay um- this is awkward- just- forget it happened, please" she said and he nodded nervously as the girl walked out. He let out a sigh and shook his head, trying to realize what just happened. His almost girlfriend's sister saw him half naked- almost naked with a boner in grey boxers. And stared. He was kinda proud of himself but- it's still Isabella's sister. He let out another sigh and walked up to his phone, texting the girl that she could come in the room. He took off his boxers and hopped in the bathtub turning off the water. He lay his head down and closed his eyes trying to relax. What if I just drown myself right here? No one will care. It will be perfect for everyone, he thought opening his eyes again. He let out a sigh and looked around.
Suddenly, the door opened revealing Isabella only in her underwear and bra. "Hey" she said happily as she locked the door and walked towards the counter. For fucks sake why didn't I think of locking the door earlier? He thought. The girl noticed her best friend's concern and walked up to him, now fully naked. He was still lost in his thoughts. She pressed her lips together and stepped in the bathtub and sat on his lap with both of her feet between his legs. "What's wrong baby?" She asked him while running her hand through his hair. "Nothing" she said finally looking at her slightly smiling. "You're not good at lying, especially to me" she said and he looked down. "I know... But it's nothing I'm just- upset" he said and she nodded leaning her body against his. "Talk to me" she said and he wrapped his arm around her waist, pulling her closer. "It's just stupid, ignore it" he said and she shook her head. "No, I can't. I want you to talk to me" she said and he looked down. "I just don't like who I have become. Look at me. I don't do well at school, I actually suck. I don't have any talent, expect for fucking random girls. I just want to be a nice person who makes everyone around him feel good..." The boy said and Isabella shook her head. "You're not a bad person Jaden, you actually do make people around you feel good. School is not everything you have to do in your life. And you don't suck. You're good. You're not perfect but you're good. The fact that you like girls and generally sex doesn't mean that it's bad. Yeah you had lost control for some time but it's okay, you never raped anyone. You never paid anyone for sex. And of course you have talents. Like singing? You sing. Why don't you sing something for me?" The girl said making her best friend smile. "I don't want to sing" "Why?" She asked softly. "Cause I feel like I don't do it well" he said being honest. "What? Are you kidding me? Your voice is amazing" she said and he smiled. "Thanks... I guess... I can sing for you later okay? Just not now... I'm not in the mood" he said and she nodded giving him a peck on the lips. "Are you sure that you're okay?" She asked and the boy looked in her eyes. "Yes babe, I'm fine as long as I have you here" he said pulling her close, as she moved her legs on each of his sides. "You're so cheesy Hossler" she chuckled and he smiled. "I know... I didn't lie though" he said and pulled her head in his chest. "I love you Bell, I want you to know that I will never stop loving you, you can always come back to me, I'll wait for you forever" he whispered not really noticing that he said it out loud. "Why do you always get so sad on good moments" she whispered and he looked down. "I don't know... I guess I just do it because I don't want it to get too good, cause I know that it's not gonna last" he said making the girl pull away. "Why do you feel like it's not gonna last?..." She said looking him right in his eyes, making him regret saying that. "No I don't mean that-" "No that's exactly what you mean Jaden!" She said slowly tearing up. That made him hate himself even more. You. Fucking. Dumb. Bitch. For fucks sake, why do you always make everyone feel so bad. Can't you just die?! He thought to himself. "You think that I don't want this just because I haven't said a stupid "I love you"? Are you fucking serious? It's just words. Okay? Just three shitty words that hurt people. I show you how much I love you every fucking day! Don't you feel it? Don't you feel that I'm worried about you? That I want- that I want the best for you? That I want you to be happy? Don't you? Because I actually do love you Jaden! And I don't want to say it because you take it way too differently, and if we ever- I don't know break up or something we'll both be fucked up because we said that we love each other, when we could just mean it by our actions. And I am very sorry, but if you don't feel like I love you, we can't be together" the girl said now with tears falling out of his eyes. She looked at the boy who just looked at her with glossy eyes and his jaw clenched. She just shook her head chuckling and stood up walking out of the room. Leaving the boy there, alone, on the edge of crying, knowing that he lost everyone, even her...