I rolled on the bed, the sheets were black and soft. The pillows were warm and creamy. James opened the curtains and smiled at me. "Good morning," I chimed. He kissed my forehead. "Hey so there's a car out there, my guys says it's been out there all night." I sat up on the bed and had a look terror in my eye, getting up. I was nude and I looked out, seeing his car not that far from the main gate.
"You look fabulous.." James snickered at me. James Jefferies. My boyfriend. He was a white boy. He had brown eyes, Johnny Cash eyes as I called them. His hair was slick brown, it stood up most of the time and he had tattoos, covering his whole body, James had full lips, a built body, little freckles around his nose and cheeks, when he smiled, his lip curled up and he bites his lip simultaneously. We've known eachother since Shield was married to my mom and he always had a crush on me but he finally he had the courage to ask me out and he did. I've been happy ever since!
When he was mad, he huffs his breathe at you and holds it in... But when he was angry with me, he fucked me. Hard. And I couldn't complain because the man was incredible! Yet, when he wasn't mad... We still had sex because what adult couple doesn't have sex? He loved to dress like a bad boy. Yah know, the bad boys with jeans, leather jacket, flannels, plaid shirts and a cigarette in their mouth. He was a marvelous man.. Oh a wonderful man!
I was still naked and he was wearing boxers with no shirt, revealing his complete tattooed body and awful burn marks on his chest, I never ask him how he got those heavy burns because it seems traumatizing so I have to deal with the curiosity. I sat on him as he kissed my naked chest and sucked, going over the purple hickeys he gave me last night. I threw my head back in ecstasy as he tried to pull his underwear down. James threw me on the bed sexily as I laughed and he dropped his boxers.
"Oh yeah, baby.... Cum for me." He entered me right away and I moaned loudly, nearly screaming as he put his hand over my mouth. "If you scream, I won't let you cum.." He let me go and I bit my lip and he thrusted hard in me. The passion and his morning sweat all over me, made me hold onto the railing on the bed as he pulled on my hair. He stopped. I sighed in sadness.
"Why'd you stop?" I whined. He got up and threw me my robe. "Go check on that car.." He winked and I stood, putting the robe on. He smacked my ass as we walked down the 4 flights of stairs. "You know who it is?" James raised his eyebrows at me. "It's my idiot brother.." I growled in annoyance. I walked out and the men opened the main gate for me, I walked to the car and banged on the window.
Kevin woke up, looking at me in terror. I gave him a dirty, disbeliefed look my face. He rolled the window down. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" I yelled. "Shouldn't I be asking you that?!" I laughed and scoffed at him in disbelief. "WHAT THE HELL DOES IT MATTER! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE HERE! IM A GROWN WOMAN, KEVIN!" I spat. He got out the car, and he grabbed me angrily.
"NO! You're MY woman!" He spat in a raspy voice. "Hey!" Kevin looked behind me and I turned. "Let the lady go..." James came up behind me and grabbed me away from him. "No.. I don't think so, she's coming with me!" James pulled out a gun and Kevin put his hands up in defense. "PUT THAT AWAY!" I screamed at him. He ignored me. "You're on private property.. So I suggest you leave your sister alone and get out of here.." James winked at him, he was funny too. Sarcastic as hell and it made me love him even more.
"C'mon, buddy... I don't wanna hurt you. Leave." Kevin bit his lip in anger and James huffed at him, putting his hand in a fist, protecting me. Kev looked at me. "I'll see you at home.. This isn't over!" He screamed at me. Kevin turned the car around on the road and drove away. I let out a breathe of relief. "You weren't actually gonna shoot him, were you?" I asked James. "Of course not, babygirl." He kissed my hair and we walked back to his house.
I put some of sweatpants on with no underwear underneath and one of his baggy white shirts. "Yanno... I could wear your clothes forever." I commented, he laughed at me as he made me tea. "I wanted to ask you something, Blue." I shook my head. "What?" I asked, he took my hand and demanded I close my eyes. I smiled and closed my eyes. I felt a square object enter my hand, "Open them." I fluttered my eyes open.
My breathing hitched. "I am so in love you..." I was speechless and I looked at his sympathetic face, nearly in tears. I looked back down at the ring. "James--" he stopped me. "Look, I'm trying.. I'm trying really hard to offer you more than this life and I know about Eric Swilley, okay? I know you were engaged to him once but I wanna be different.." I cupped his face in my hand and he laid his cheek down.
It was Kevin that I was worried about. We had overcome so many obstacles for mom and dad to finally accept us and I was just gonna throw that away to be with this actually sweet but dangerous guy who could offer me more love and more acceptance than Kevin ever could? Kevin was going back to Pakistan in a week... And I was tired of waiting for him to come around and stay here for good but he was so investing in keeping his country safe.
"Blue Marie Foster--" He pauses, takes my hand solemnly in his and plays with my fingers. "The first time I saw your hands, I knew that they were the hands I wanted to hold for the rest of my life and I knew that I didn't wanna wake up without you there next to me, I also didn't want any other hands touching my body, I didn't want any other lips to touch mines, so... Will you marry me?" He whispered. I looked at him in the eyes, Oh god! I was so in love with him! "Yes." I said. He climbs onto his newly marble kitchen counter, sitting on it with his legs ontop and pulls me on the table with him, kissing my lips cutely. "I don't wanna put the ring on yet.." I told him, James looked at me skeptical. "It's just I wanna tell my family first.. Without the ring on. Then you come to dinner and meet the whole gang." I laughed.
"I know your father.." I rolled my eyes in amusement, "Well yes. My father was the one who introduced us. But I mean my mother, my step mother, my 2 sisters. And you've met Kevin, my brother. He's in the SEALS." I said proudly but still annoyed at the show he had pulled outside of Jame's house. "Wait... That's the army boy you kept telling me about?" I nodded. James laughed loudly, "Damn! Do I have competition, baby?" I know he was just teasing but I bite my lip, curling my lip in an uncomfortable smile.
"No. You don't.." I assured him, putting my hands on his chest, he holds his breathe and he moves my hand up to his shoulder blade. "Forgot... Sorry. No touching there." I comment. I kissed his lips softly and grabbed my purse. "You're leaving in my clothes? You have no underwear on or a bra.." He growled sexually at me. "Yes. I'm leaving in your clothes. It's fine." I blew him a kiss and left the house, James' guys opened the main gate for me. "Have a nice day, Miss Foster." They told me on my way out, James personal driver opens my car door for me, I turn the car on and I roll my window down, putting my seatbelt on. "Have a safe drive home, Miss Foster." He smiled at me.
I put my sunglasses on and fixed my hair and makeup before driving, I winked at him. "Thank you, Sawyer. I'll be back tonight." He snickered a bit. "Good to know, Miss Foster." I revved the car up and left James house.
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I went to Sierra's house and barged through the day. Sierra and Dad were in the kitchen, "Where's Kevin?!" I was so angry. "He's upstairs. Why?" Dad asked me, "He followed me to James' house last night! I confronted him about it and he got mad." Dad's jaw clenched in anger. "KEV--!" I stopped him. "No, let me do it, dad. I can handle my own battles." I ran upstairs and barged into his room.
"BLUE--Lets talk about this!" He screamed at me, "Oh? Now your scared of me?" I grabbed him by the back of the neck and hauled him out of bed and out of the room. I was strong too, he wasn't the only one who worked out. I threw him down the stairs and he rolled down in pain, tumbling down and hitting his hard body against the wooden floorboard. "BLUE!" Sierra screamed at me.
"He could've gotten seriously hurt, Blue. That was very inconsiderate of you." She scolded me. I ignored her as Kevin laid on the floor in pain. I kicked his stomach but he nearly moved to his hard abs, contradicting against my hit. I hit him even more, harder every time. "Blue--" Dad tried to stop me. I punched Kevins face with my fist, making my knuckles bleed.
"Blue--!" Dad pulled me away and i gritted my teeth at him to let me go and keep beating his ass. Sierra helped Kevin up from the floor. "I DONT WANT YOU INTERFERING IN MY LIFE AGAIN! I AM A GROWN WOMAN AND IM NOT YOUR FUCKING PROPERTY!" I screamed, kicking at him. "Oh! But your his?!" He yelled, crying to me. "I'm his future wife! I'm no one's property!" Everyone stood still and Kevin looked down at his shoes.
Dad let me go. "You were using me?" He looked at me. "I was trying to tell you in the right moment. I didn't want you to find out about James like this.. But I've been with him for a long time now and he's incredible and he makes me feel like a woman--" Kevin stopped me. "STOP!" He yelled. I frowned. "What I mean is-- He's a good man and you're.... You're my brother." I whispered. "I just want you to be a better man without me, Kevin." I cried.
"We're done. This is done!" He pushed passed me and ran upstairs. I sat on the stairwell, guilty but still so mad. "Blue? Are you okay?" Sierra asked me. Sam came in through the front door with Eden on her shoulders, laughing happily. "Did you both have a good time?" Sierra grabbed Eden, "We sure did!" Sam heaved happily. "Let's go upstairs and change your diaper..." Sierra left me, dad and Sam alone.
"What's going on?" Sam asked Dad. "Talk to your sister..." He groaned. He left the room too and Sam sat with me on the staircase. "Hey, what's going on?" She whispered. I told her everything, about James and our relationship that has been going on for over a year now, I told her about Kevin and how he followed me, about how I beat his ass and now here we are.... "I mean all I know is that he called that day we were leaving Steak and Shake. Why didn't you tell me about him before?" I sighed in sadness.
"I couldn't. Dad prohibited me to tell anyone because James'-- he's A King."
A/N: I know you guys don't know what A King is but you will soon! Everyone think Blue's making an awful mistake (except Brandon)