27 - Misunderstanding

                                    

                                          
A/N: If you thought that the drama would end, you're funny. Enjoy.
11/19/19
Back to Lilith's POV:
Today happened in a way I didn't expect it to happen.
What Billie said to me was something I did not expect at all and if anything, I was expecting her to tell me her disappointment towards me.
But I was GREATLY mistaken.
Which now leads me to regret what I did yesterday.
After my talk with Billie and releasing all the pent up emotions to her. We ended up watching a few movies on Netlfix before ordering take out. Now at this very moment, were outside in Finneas's backyard, sitting next to each other, while drinking hot cocoa.
"I wish California didn't have so much pollution, to see the stars and shit would be amazing right now," Billie says as she looks up to the sky.
"I agree," I say as I look up with her.
We both sit there, continuing to look up at the sky, the moon was in the last quarter phase, but it overall looked amazing in the night sky. As I continued to admire the moon, I felt Billie's head rest on my shoulder, feeling her relax against me. I slowly exhaled and closed my eyes, leaning my head against hers.
That's until, Billie slowly places her hand on my thigh, specifically where I self-harmed, which I regret doing by the way. 
I slightly shift my leg towards me, feeling the burning sensation on my thigh, as I try to not groan in pain.
"What is it?" Billie asks me as she lifts her head and looks at me. I smile slightly and shake my head.
"Nothing," I say as I put her hand back onto my thigh to not make things suspicious. She shrugs and leaves her hand on my thigh, caressing it slowly. It feels incredibly uncomfortable just because I can feel how sore and swollen my thigh is.
I was basically enduring everything to not seem suspicious.
But I felt that Billie knew I was uncomfortable.
"Lilith, what is it?" She asks me abruptly concerned. I sigh and shake my head again, feeling my heart rate rise.
"Billie it's nothing," I say trying to convince her.
"It isn't nothing, I can feel how tense you are. You can tell me anyth-," Billie pauses before looking down at my thigh.
"Why is their blood on your pants?" Billie asked me as she looked up at me. My heart dropped.
I immediately stood up and looked at Billie.
"Nothing, it's nothing okay? I'm gonna use the bathroom." I say as I quickly walk to the sliding doors, opening them.
"Lilith, wait!" Billie shouts at me as I walk inside, quickly walking to the bathroom, hearing Billie walk towards me from behind.
"I'll be back!" I say as I go to the guest room and walk inside, quickly walking into the bathroom, about to close the door. Before I could, Billie holds the door, looking at me.
"What is it? What are you hiding?" Billie asked confused and concerned. I could feel my eyes water in embarrassment and regret.
"Eilish it's nothing, just stop please," I say looking down hiding behind the door.
"Lilith. You're bleeding, it isn't fucking nothing," Billie says frustrated. I close my eyes and try holding back my tears. I stay silent only because if I were to say something, I'd come out in sobs.