Chapter 12

                                    

                                          
CAM'S POV-
                          
I walked out the door because I couldn't deal with it anymore. I don't know what my issue is, but the thing that has been running my mind wild finally came out of my mouth and man do I feel like shit. When I told her that I don't date and I thought nothing of us I saw her face totally drop. The worst part was, I'm being totally honest with her. I mean, the first night I met her she wouldn't get out of my mind and I assumed it was due to the fact she was the first girl I didn't fuck the first night I met them. But then I asked her out again and I kept trying to tell myself this was all for a good fuck, the wait will be worth it. 
                          
I have never dated a girl for a long period of time at all. I mean a couple years ago I was pretty serious with a girl, but once she said the l word I was out of there. Love scares the shit out of me and every time someone has tried to say it to me, I end it right there. Only people I will say that word to is my family, mainly my mom. 
                          
Now, I'm at the bar trying to get my shit together and the only thing I can think about is the face she made once I told her that I don't date and there is nothing between us. What a dick move. The bartender keeps looking at me, expecting the attention I usually give her, but today I just want to be here alone, like I deserve. I'm not sure if I should try and make up with her or let her move onto someone that is better for her. Better than me, which is one of the easiest things to do. 
                          
KENDALL'S POV-
                          
Matt and I had a nice talk last night all about Cam and how I just need to forget about him. Matt's right when he says that I can really do better and I should move on. So, I take his advice and put on clothes other than sweatpants, what I really want to be wearing today. Once I'm happy with my outfit, I go into the bathroom and try to cover the bags under my eyes the best I can, since I didn't sleep at all last night. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw that sly face Cam always has on his face.
                          
Today is the first day back to classes, since we had been on a short break for winter. The one thing that crossed my mind last night was the fact that I have never seen Cam or Jack on the campus before yet they live in the area where most students live. It's a new term today as well, so I'm just going to pray that I don't get lost through out the whole day.
                          
I head to my first class, economics which wasn't bad at all, although I didn't know anybody. I carry on with the rest of my classes, that is until I get to my science class which happens to be my least favorite class personally but I'm good at it so I'm not complaining. I didn't take this class the first half of the year due to the fact that I didn't want to overwhelm myself with all the classes. I walk in and scan the students that are here, but there aren't too many due to the fact that the bell still has yet to ring. I sit more towards the middle of the classroom trying to stay in the remote area of the classroom. As the bell rings, I see a body slide through the door before the professor closes it. I have to hide the gasp that threatens to spill out of my mouth. 
                          
"Ah Zach nice of you to join us. Take a seat." the professor says to him, for some reason already knowing his name. As he scans over the class, his eyes catch mine and a smirk falls over his face, similar to Cam's. He walks to the row I'm in and sits down to my left. I can feel his eyes on me, but I try to brush it off totally considering moving out of this class because I can't deal with him every day. As the professor starts his lecture I can feel Zach's gaze fall back on me. 
                          
"Kendall." he says, just trying to get my attention. The thing is, Cam told me already that Zach has bad intentions, but then again so did Cam. Also the fact that Zach was there with me the whole night and wasn't a dick, which makes me think if Cam was just saying that. Zach says my name again, and I roll my eyes finally turning to him. 
                          
"What do you want?" I ask him, already quite annoyed. 
                          
"Well I was just going to tell you that you look nice today, but obviously you're not in the mood at all." he says, which makes me feel like I dick. 
                          
I sigh and say, "No Zach I'm sorry I didn't sleep a lot last night and this is the last place I want to be." 
                          
"Hey I feel you. What's wrong?" he asks and I turn to him. He's looking at me and looks interested in what I have to say to him. How could I just ignore him? If I tell him what would he even do with the information? All I have to say is Cam and I are done basically I don't see what's wrong with that. 
                          
"Well lets just say that Cam and I won't be seeing each other again." I say to him, returning to taking notes on the words leaving the professors' mouth. 
                          
"Oh I see. I mean, in my opinion you can do way better than him anyways. He's not a good guy, Kendall." he says to me, keeping it down so we don't get yelled at. I simply nod my head, ending the conversation because I really don't want to think about Cam right now. I told myself I wouldn't. 
                          
The class finally ends and I've never been happier. Coming back to school after a break is the worst. I collect my books in my hands and walk out the door, trying to avoid conversation with Zach, or anyone else for that matter. I make it out of the school easily and head back home, on the way there trying to clear my head. I walk in the front door and of course Matt is on the couch. 
                          
"You look stressed." he says to me and I simply nod my head in agreement. "Well, you're gonna be pretty pissed really soon." he says and when I glance over at him he has the look on his face saying he did something he and knows it was a bad idea. 
                          
"What the fuck did you do." I demand, not in the mood at all. 
                          
"Well, lets just say you're going to have a visitor pretty soon." he says to me. 
                          
"Who's my visitor?" I question him and he shrugs, having no intentions of telling me. "Matt, I swear you will wake up with no hair on your head if you don't tell me." I threaten him. 
                          
"Uh well.." he says, trying to stall obviously. "Why don't you get changed and then I will tell you." he says, looking down at my damp clothes since it's snowing. I pull my eyebrows together, but do as he says and walk to my room. 
                          
If there's someone coming, that he won't tell me about it probably means someone I should look half decent in front of. Knowing Matt, it's my mom. He loves her more than me, so I wouldn't be surprised. I grab a pair of leggings and a t-shirt, positive that it's just my mother coming over. I walk back out and sit down next to Matt and glare at him. 
                          
"You invited my mother didn't you?" I ask and he fights a smile. "I don't know why you two are so obsessed with each other." I say to him and he starts laughing. There's a knock on the door and Matt jumps up, full of excitement. I roll my eyes and flip through the channels. Sometimes I think Matt might be gay, but then I remember his girlfriend. I wait for the squeals and words of happiness for when they finally see each other, but they never come. I hear someone talking at the door, so I get up and walk over. 
                          
"No just leave." I hear Matt say. I pick up my pace and I stop in my tracks when I see Cam standing in the door and when our eyes lock, he pushes right past Matt and toward me. This can not be happening right now. 
                          
"Kendall." Cam says, and looks into my eyes.