Everest Salone was known for being the easy target to get in bed. She had heads turning as she walked because of her barbie hourglass figure. She was beautiful and everyone knew it so she used it to her best ability to get what she wanted. With her...
This song was on repeat while writing this chapter and that never really happenswith me. I usually have all my music on shuffle butI had to for this chapter. If you know the song or listento it, you'll recognize the similarlyricsused in this chapter:)
Anyway, surprise! I'm hoping no one expected this chapter ahead.
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"P-please," Jayden whimpered behind the door. It shattered me completely because every ounce of my heart was screaming at me to open the door and throw myself at him. We wanted to be happy like everyone else. But we couldn't. Like always, my heart and head were battling with a decision, and right now...I needed to stand strong with my head because if I go with my heart we both would be broken and fucked up in the end.
Even more, than we are right now.
"Just one final kiss, please," he whispered. My heart craved for him, yet it shattered at the same time. "Jay, it's the right decision. We can't anymore," I choked out, trying my best to not let him hear me sobbing on the floor. "I know, I know but it's more than just fooling around, Ren. I love you, I'm fucking in love with you and I'm torturing myself by being away from you," he sighed. Daggers to the heart. His words were daggers to my heart.
I've loved Jayden all my life. He was a brother to me. When Rieka left we connected differently emotionally and mentally to deal with everything. And we healed each other together. I'm the one that helped him realize that Rieka wasn't the bad guy and convinced him to go see her at the golden cove pack. I wanted to believe that this isn't permanent. I wanted to believe that tomorrow I'll wake up in his arms but the light in the dark is gone.
"Please don't do this to me, I know you feel the same way, Renee so please just open the door," he demanded through the tears and jiggles the doorknob as if it would magically open. "Please go. I can't do this right now," I sniffled and my hand slapped across my mouth to suppress the sounds of my crying.
Please don't leave.
"One last time. I'll do anything for you, Renee. I visited Rieka, I forgave William, I stopped looking for those two boys, I gave Everest a chance. All for you. You can't expect me to throw my all away just because you said so. It isn't so easy," he snapped. Jayden gets angry easily. He told me out of all the tactics he had for his anger, I was the one to calm him down the most.
"You agreed to it two nights ago. We agreed that we'll stop because we aren't mates, Jayden. Remember how shattered Bradey was? You know that was a sign for us, you said so yourself," I reminded him and got enough bravery to stand on my feet. "I wanted us to last, I'm not giving up yet. I don't know what I was saying before. I wasn't thinking with my heart but now I am," he admitted.
